Three years ago (gosh time flies), I started to be very interested in My Hero Academia and two years ago I started working on Beginning to fight with a friend.

The basics of the story

It's a entire rewrite of My Hero Academia in different points of view. The four principal points of view are Izuku, Reiko (Shoto as a trans catgirl), Hitomi (transgirl) and Momo (transgirl).

Izuku is quirkless and doesn't take All-Might's quirk when asked to.

And that's all I am allowed to share without spoiling.

My struggles

At the beginning, Logan and I got to publish about one chapter every one to two weeks.

However, since february 2022, I struggle even writing two phrases in a month. I never find time and when I've got time I am just so tired or overwhelmed I just can't write the best story I ever started.

I don't know if it's the depression or my sudden and violent lost of any special interest, yes, even Star Wars.

Guilt

The amount of guilt I feel about that is immense. I like this story so much, I like writing so much and I like My Hero Academia so much, yet my brain refuses to let me do things like this...

Instead I pass my days on youtube trying to make time go away.

I've tried so many ways to perhaps get on with this story yet any solution seems to work once only and then my brain doesn't let itself being tricked again. To be honest, I spend more time wondering how I could be pushing myself to write, than I spend time actually writing.

Help

Please, if you're a writer who's experienced this, I need your help. I just can't get further like this.

Do you have any trick ? Anything that might help me getting out of this state of nothingness ?

You'd quite literally help me cure part of my depression

Il y a quelques mois j'ai commencé un blog via Twitter que j'ai nommé les galère de Anyarchiste ou un truc comme ça.

Depuis, j'ai été ban de twitter parce que les pro-isreal aiment pas qu'on soit méchant avec eux lol.

Du coup by side effect j'ai perdu mon blog. Enfin, l'accès à mon blog. Vous pouvez encore le lire si ça vous intéresse. D'ailleurs je vais sûrement reprendre certains de mes posts lol

Bref, je ne sais pas si je vais vraiment beaucoup écrire ici, mais profitez UwU

Bon peut-être que je sais

J'ai déjà un article en tête en vrai, va juste me falloir du temps pour le mettre en mots.

Dans ma ville il y a une asso trans qui va voir le jour et on a parlé d'avoir un journal, je vais sûrement relayer mes articles ici aussi, histoire d'agrandir mon public parce que ma ville étant de droite et toute petite il n'y a pas grand monde qui va me lire.

Je vais sûrement publier des textes que j'écris, si j'en écris MDR

Bref

Bref, je vous nyaime, passez une belle soirée et j'espère que mes articles tout nuls vont vous plaire (et peut-être je serai contactée pas un journal UwU)