myself &mdash; fantasyisbad https://paper.wf/fantasyisbad/tag:myself Fantasy is Bad Sat, 30 May 2026 09:40:40 +0000 I will fight for myself https://paper.wf/fantasyisbad/i-will-fight-for-myself <![CDATA[I may not magically change today. Today may not be any different than yesterday for that matter. But something will change from today. I am going to fight for myself. !--more-- Even if no one else understands me or listens to me. I think many people want me to be happy. Truth be told I don't really care about what other people want. Sure I guess in my sub conscious mind it may be possible. But at the same time I also don't care about it in another part. These two may clash or do whatever they want for now. Now I am going to live a happy life for myself. I deserve to be happy. I exist because I deserve to. There is no need of a grand purpose, or even a meagre utility to me life. I exist therefore I will do my best to make my life good for me. There is no need to think about meaning, purpose, goals and what not. Probably goals is important. I mean having a sense of purpose would help. But I am not sure about meaning. I think it is wasteful to think about it and make myself feel bad. I really like proactivity. Even if you can't control your life. It actually feels somewhat like living your life instead of just existing. #proactive #fight #myself]]> I may not magically change today. Today may not be any different than yesterday for that matter. But something will change from today. I am going to fight for myself. Even if no one else understands me or listens to me. I think many people want me to be happy. Truth be told I don't really care about what other people want. Sure I guess in my sub conscious mind it may be possible. But at the same time I also don't care about it in another part. These two may clash or do whatever they want for now.

Now I am going to live a happy life for myself. I deserve to be happy. I exist because I deserve to. There is no need of a grand purpose, or even a meagre utility to me life. I exist therefore I will do my best to make my life good for me.

There is no need to think about meaning, purpose, goals and what not. Probably goals is important. I mean having a sense of purpose would help. But I am not sure about meaning. I think it is wasteful to think about it and make myself feel bad.

I really like proactivity. Even if you can't control your life. It actually feels somewhat like living your life instead of just existing.

#proactive #fight #myself

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