It's been a while since I've written. I wonder where I've been. It's hard to tell whether I'm back now. But I simply want to begin.

I feel like I've lived a lifetime, but now it feels like I didn't leave and yet I did not stay, so am I here to grieve?

I don't know what to make of it, have I been cut back down to my knees? Am I here to grow now? It's only the time that sees.

Whether I will fall down, crash and burn, or see the stars and their relations, I hope that it is my turn, to find out where I'm going or if that is just right where I am.