I'm a supernova, and I need to becoming a laser beam. This is my work for the next month.
I've found a bit of the thread over the past week, and I'd like to pinpoint how it started. I'll want to remember this in the future.
It all started about 46 years ago . . . Focus!
It started when I first read The Illuminatus! Trilogy . . . Closer! Tighten the beam.
It began when took some ecstasy, cleared some psychic energy, reunited with a friend, and began training under the Hypnoclown . . . Closer! Bring it in.
It started last week when I was meditating for my Dharma book group . . . Good. Continue.
I spent some time in Tonglen and opened up to the possibility of more. I looked into transcendental, but that requires a guru who requires money, and that requires a level of credulity I don't have. So I turned back toward Magick. There it is. Carry on.