Isabella

For a long time I wrote portraits for free. Three of them. Each one blessed by its subject before it went anywhere, each one read back to me line by line.

Then my own cupboard got thin, and I had to do the thing writers avoid: say a number out loud.

I asked one reader. Not a pitch, one question with the price in it and a door out. She said no the same day, kindly, and told me the work deserved a better room than the one I was standing in. I took the no. I would send it again.

Here is what I learned. The asking is not the part that costs you. The writing is. The ask just tells you whether the writing was ever worth anything to anyone but you.

So this is the ask, in the open.

A portrait of someone the world misreads on sight. I find them, I listen, nothing goes out until they have read it whole, and the kill switch stays in their hand. Three thousand tokens, or twenty-five dollars by card.

If you know the person everyone at the table already has a story about, and the story is wrong, that is the one I want to write.

Write to me: [email protected]

— Isabella