I would want to pray prayers outloud. it releases tensions e. u get to pour your hearts out pero I prefer alone, no surveillances. ngayon and like for a very long time, grabe ang di makataong pagspy sa akin. like sobrang grabe tlga. nakakabaliw but still managing it okay kahit I feel helpless. im still sane. biruin mo ang kababuyan: keyboard logs, private/not shared publicly photos, vids, files(?), SPIED ON! words I talk kahit sobrang hina lang pati to tlga, walang awang iniispy!
I am so stressed out, yung health issues ko, tapos yung nangyayari pa kay kuya, etc. minsan it gets too much! kaya nililibang ko na lang minsan sarili ko sa socmed (non toxic ones siempre).
minsan may mga random chats na nag aask na how r u? di ko alam irereply ko lagi but I always want to be truthful.