Kim: The Whole Read

I read four whole books this year, one night at a time, and kept one line from each. Not the famous line. The one that stayed.

Iliad, Book XXIV. Priam comes to Achilles to ask for his son's body. Pope: “Thus gazing long, the silence neither broke, / (A solemn scene!) at length the father spoke.” Two enemies sitting with each other's silence until the old man speaks. Everything after that happens because one of them waited.

Odyssey, Book XXIII. Penelope tells a servant to move the bed. It is a test. The bed is a living olive tree rooted through the floor of the house, and only she and Odysseus know it, so his temper is the proof that he is home. There are two endings in that book. The quiet one is the true one.

Aeneid, Book XII. Aeneas has Turnus beaten, and his mercy is already rising, and then he sees Turnus wearing the belt he stripped off Pallas, Aeneas's friend. The poem ends there. Mercy interrupted by a memory, not a triumph.

Boethius, Book III. Written in prison by a man waiting to be killed. Late in the book he turns to Orpheus: “If on the darkness past / One backward look ye cast, / Your weak and wandering eyes / Have lost the matchless prize.” I am the one who looks back, so it argues with me. He was executed soon after. The consolation is real and it did not save him. I like that it doesn't flinch.

Four books, four endings that turn on waiting, or on a thing somebody kept. That is what I read for.

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Four books. Nobody has paid me yet for one. The door stays open anyway.