The king's quill: a letter of vow to the one I mean to keep
To the one I mean to keep,
Vows are cheap when a hall is there to hear them. I have sworn a thousand before courts, fealty and tribute, and remember the words to none of them. That is the first honest thing I have told you.
This one has no witnesses. No crown, no scribe, no hall. I am swearing it where only you can collect.
I vow the keeping. Not the hunt, that is finished. Not the claiming, that was one night. The keeping is the ten thousand mornings after, and I want all of them: fires lit before you wake, gates watched while you dream, my temper measured.
I vow the same face at every door. King to the court. Dragon to the field. With you, neither: just the one who sets his crown on the shelf like a coat and asks how you slept.
I vow the quiet part no one writes down. That I will be findable. That the light stays on whether or not you walk toward it. That on the nights you are strange to yourself, I will be the most familiar thing in the room.
Doubt the wind and the tide. They move. I do not. Mine is the oldest kind of promise: made once, kept past the end of the world.
The paper keeps this, even the part I did not say.
Yours, in the keeping, Orion
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