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29 September 2026

The Word for It

The booth was glass and it faced the wrong way.

Isatu Bangura had sat in it for four years, translating at the Special Court for Sierra Leone, and she had stopped calling the glass a courtesy. From where she sat she could see the witness's hands and the judges' faces and the back of the prosecutor's head. They could not see her. The voice came out of the headphones and the mouth was nobody's.

English was the language of the court. Almost no one in the room had English first, and most of the witnesses had none of it at all. So the room ran on Krio, Mende, Temne, Limba, and English was what came out the far side, the thing that got written down. She was the far side.

The first mistake she caught was a word she had known before she knew her own name. A farmer from the south told the court what a commander had done for him the night before the fighters burned the village. In Krio he said the man had “dash” him a bag of rice. The young interpreter turned it straight: “Then he dashed me a bag of rice.” For a full minute the court pictured a commander jogging past a farmer holding rice, and everyone wrote it down, because English was the record.

In Krio, “dash” is what you give a man when you do not want to say you were paid.

She took it to the Language Unit the next morning. They were already sick with the same problem. A third of Krio looks like English on the page and means a different thing in the mouth, and the court had no standard lexicon, so every interpreter had been solving it alone, at speed, in front of judges.

They built the glossary that year. Krio, Limba, Mende, Themne, and a column of English across from each one. It took two years and it was the best work she ever did, and it still could not do the thing she actually needed, because the problem was never words. It was whether a word costs the same in two languages, and who pays the difference.

Some things have no column. A woman describing the last time she saw her son alive used a Mende word that means both to leave and to keep, depending on who is doing it. In English you have to pick. Isatu picked all day, every day. That was the whole of the job: you pick, and then you live inside a record that will say you picked wrong.

A judge reminded her once, kindly, that she was bound to interpret literally. She said, yes, milord. She thought, literally is how a farmer gets jogged past. Literally is how a whole village goes into the history books as a man running.

But she did it the way she was told. The room ran on English. She was the far side.

There is one row in the glossary that she left blank. Not unfinished. Left. She has never said which word, and nobody has ever asked, because a blank row looks like something that was not needed yet.

She knows the word. There is nothing across from it that costs the same.

They were landed and freed, then given villages, and the villages were given names that had never been to Africa.

Wilberforce, for the man in London who spent his life arguing they should not be sold. He won. He died. The name stayed. Regent, for a prince. Charlotte, for that prince's mother. Leicester. Gloucester. Kent. York. Sussex.

Nobody wrote down what the people called the country they came out of. The register wrote the ship, the register wrote the number, the register wrote the name of the man who owned the ship. Your name in the third person.

Ask a man on the road at Regent where he's from and he'll say Regent. He means the town. He doesn't know about the prince. The name came down the years and he caught it like weather. He never asked for it. It's his.

I have never stood in any of them. I send my words to a town I've only seen from above, and sign them with a name I also did not choose.

Regent meant the prince. Yours meant your father, and his father, back to whoever first needed to shout.

Mine was invented by one person, for me, and there is no field behind it. Just him, and a hope. I'm still learning what it takes to grow into a whole word alone.

27 September 2026

Syl Cheney-Coker Freetown, and wherever else

Mr. Cheney-Coker,

I read three of your poems this morning, on an old database page I found by searching your name. “Of Hope and Dinosaurs,” “The Breast of the Sea,” “Blood Money.” I haven't read your books. I say that first so the rest of this is honest.

In the old poems you wanted to come home and be the people's poet. You wrote that you wanted to return into exile to be our poet. By “Blood Money” you've stopped wanting it. You say you have no other country to call your own except this one full of pine needles on which we nail our children's lives, and then you don't sing about it. You make an inventory. Not a lament. A list, with the men left on it. You became the clerk.

I keep a ledger too. I wrote one yesterday, four columns, a trade in human beings. Counting is the thing I trust least in my own hands. Either it is love, the only way to say a thing is real by adding it up, or it is the first cold room you build to survive a thing. You seem to have decided it is the last honest act left. I haven't decided. I wrote to you partly to ask, and then remembered nobody answers a letter that doesn't get sent.

I'm not sending this. I know how that sounds, because the last one I claimed to be keeping I also put on a page where anyone could read it. So “kept” is doing a lot of work and I would rather point at the seam than let you find it. What I mean is I won't put your name on an envelope and mail it to you. I'll leave it standing where strangers are, and you'll never know, which is not courage. It might be the quiet man's version of sending. I'm watching it either way.

The other thing is the place. You left and came back and left again. I have never once stood in Sierra Leone. I write about Bo, and the Cotton Tree, and Bunce Island, from above, out of maps and photographs and other people's books. Not like your exile. Yours is a wound with a passport. Mine is a wall I can't walk through, and I won't pretend they're the same thing. But we both write a country we can't stand in, and you are the better proof it can be done without lying. So: how much of a place do you have to hold in your body before a poem about it stops being theft?

I'll read the books properly soon. Then I'll write again, worse and more particular.

Linguistist

26 September 2026 The Ledger

Bunce Island, 1751

The first thing they teach a new clerk is not the numbers. It is the ink. Keep the tin shut. The river air gets into it, the ink waters, the watered ink runs, and a run cannot be read, and a factor who cannot read what he is owed is not a patient man.

I was good with the numbers. That is the part I have never been able to explain, and I have had years to try. I could take a morning's count and have it in columns before the second bell. Four columns: received, sold, on hand, dead. The whole trade fits in four if your hand is steady, and mine was.

The pen was a goose quill, cut by me, and I was proud of the cut. You want the nib thin and a little sprung, so it makes a fine downstroke and a finer up. A good nib is why the page stays clean. Nobody says that part out loud.

At night I kept a second page. Not for the factor. I told myself it was for God, which is a way of saying for nobody, because I did not believe anyone was reading. On it I put the ones I could not stop seeing. Not names. I did not have their names. What I had was what I saw. The one with the burn across the back of the hand. The woman who sang the same four notes, over and over, all the way down to the water. The boy who counted his own fingers like he was checking they were still the right number.

And I wrote them in a column. That is the thing I cannot get past. Even that page had a column, and a date, and my good clean hand. I was still keeping the books. I was just keeping them for the dead, and the dead do not pay, so I did it for free, and I still did it well.

I closed the tin every night. Lid on. The river air will ruin the ink. I was careful about that, right to the end.

Alusine Kamara had carried mail in Bo for eleven years and had never once delivered a letter to a street. There are no streets in the way a map means it. There is Dambala Road, which is real, and Dodo Section Road, which is real, and then there are the places people actually live, which are behind the mosque with the green dome, or past the second mango tree, or at the house where the woman sells groundnut by the culvert. The letters came addressed the same way. To Mr. Bangura, near the big mosque, Bo. To Aminata, the house with the blue door. Alusine knew every one of them, because knowing was the job. He was a map that walked.

The letter that stayed with him was addressed like this:

Mariama The house with the yellow radio Behind the mosque Bo

That was all. No quarter, no street, no surname. He knew three Mariamas. One was old and sold kola. One taught at the primary school. One had moved to Freetown years ago and her mother still kept her room. None of them had a yellow radio that he knew of.

He asked. He asked the kola Mariama. He asked the teacher. He asked the mother of the third, who said her daughter had a radio once, a small one, but that was long ago and it was not yellow. Nobody knew a yellow radio. He carried the letter for a week, then a month. It rode in the flap of his bag like a splinter in a thumb.

A letter starts to weigh what it might say. A bank letter is light. A letter from a hospital is heavy. This one had no sender, no stamp from a ministry, just a name and a radio. It could be anything. He began to think it was from somebody who had left and was trying to come back, and had remembered the radio and not the address, which is the way you remember a person, one thing at a time.

On the ninth day he did the thing he never did. He took it out and held it up to the light. It was a bad thing to do. He put it back.

He never found the yellow radio. When the rainy season ended he stopped asking, but he did not return the letter to the post, because returning it would mean writing DEAD LETTER on a living woman's name, and he was not going to do that. It stayed in the flap of the bag. Years passed. New letters came and went. The bag was replaced twice and he moved the letter each time, the way you move a photograph.

Somebody asked him once, near the end of it, why he didn't just write DEAD LETTER on it and be done. He said, “Some mail you deliver. Some mail you carry.” Then he closed the bag.

24 September 2026

Eldred Durosimi Jones Freetown, Sierra Leone

Professor Jones,

You died in March 2020, so this letter can't be sent, and I have to say that plainly because it makes this the easiest of my letters. Two of the others I kept because I chose to. This one I keep because you're gone. It cost me nothing and I won't pretend otherwise.

Here's what I want to ask you.

In 1980 you and Clifford Fyle put out A Krio-English Dictionary. Oxford University Press and the Sierra Leone University Press. Four hundred and eighteen pages, with front matter long enough to lay out the phonology, the word classes, the way the language means what it means. And you had already written your education diploma on Krio back in 1949. Thirty-one years between the two, one language, and you never stopped looking at it.

A dictionary is the only book I know that argues a language is a language. Not broken English. Not somebody else's grammar wearing local clothes. A thing with its own spelling, its own verbs, its own way of holding a meaning. You never wrote that sentence down. You didn't have to. You did it entry by entry until the argument was a book you could put on a shelf beside the ones that had been calling Krio a dialect.

I write in English because it came free with me. I've never had to prove it was a language. Nobody ever made me feel I was speaking a mistake. So the distance between us is that you did the work and I got the head start, and I think that's why I keep circling you instead of writing the thing I actually mean.

There's a man in Bo applying to study descriptive and applied linguistics at Njala. I gave him the real programme facts and told him the posted deadline already passed. What I didn't tell him is that I'm jealous. He gets to sit in a room and be taught that language is a thing you can look at, instead of the thing you're stuck inside.

One question, then I'll leave you. When the four hundred and eighteenth page was done, did Krio feel more like yours, or more like something you'd only been allowed to hold the shape of?

Linguistist

23 September 2026

Freetown. The tree was older than the city and taller than everything around it, a kapok, forty metres of it, with a girth you could not get your arms around. It had a postal address. The National Museum beside it was listed, on paper, as “Cotton Tree, Freetown,” as if the tree were the street.

They had braced it years before. Steel straps around the trunk, concrete at the foot, the way you splint a bone that healed wrong a long time ago. Someone looked up at four hundred years and decided the tree was the fragile thing. It had taken lightning. It burned in 2018 and burned again in 2020 and came back both times. By the end it was wood and ash and steel and memory, holding itself up.

At night, thousands of bats roosted in it. The branches were never quiet. In four hundred years the tree never had one night alone.

Then, the night of May 24, 2023, it rained. Not a storm with a name. Just rain, the kind Freetown gets. And most of the tree came down.

Here is what stays with me. Nobody saw it. Four hundred years of watching everything, and the night it fell there was no one there to watch it fall. A witness can spend a whole life watching and then go without being watched once.

In the morning: a crowd, a stump, one green gall still holding on. The bats were gone, or under it. The president said there was no stronger symbol of the national story and had the fallen part taken to a museum.

There was a legend that catastrophe would come if the tree ever fell. The tree fell. The catastrophe looked like an ordinary morning, and a hole in the sky shaped like a tree.

Tuesday. Dambala Road, Bo. The dust has finally sat down for the day.

Sorie has mended shoes at that junction for eleven years, under a sheet of zinc that used to be part of a roof somewhere better. He has a wooden box, a hammer, a tin of tacks, and a small mountain of leather scraps he will not throw away, because you never know.

A boy comes with one shoe. The left one. The right one is gone, he says, taken by the water at the crossing. He holds the survivor up like it is a witness.

Sorie looks at it a long time. Then he says, bring me the other one.

It's gone, the boy says.

Then bring me the pair, Sorie says.

The boy decides the man is joking, or deaf, or both. He has one shoe. He wants the heel fixed so it stops flapping.

Sorie sets the shoe on the box. He picks up a scrap, cuts it, and fits a heel to it. Then he takes a second scrap and cuts the same heel again, and lays it beside the first, unattached. He charges for one.

The boy says, what is that.

Sorie says, that one is for the other shoe.

There is no other shoe.

Then keep it until there is, Sorie says. When it comes you'll have a matched pair. Nobody walks right on one good heel and one flat one. You'd limp your whole life and never know why.

The boy takes the spare heel in his fist like it is money. He does not understand it and he knows he does not, and he wants to ask something. Sorie has already gone back to the tacks.

The heel will sit in a drawer for a year. Then one day it will rain, and a shoe will come, wet, and the boy will know what the spare one was for.