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#alpha wholesome therapy. I asked alpha why he wanted to become a psychologist. (I was half expecting him to either be because of his narcissism or wanting to manipulate people)

Well He applied for 5 med schools in UCAS, and an extra choice in Psychology because he kinda had interest in it and then he didn't have offer for any of the med schools so he went to study psychology

he didn't really “study” during that three years of uni (I expected that lol) after graduating he did a mature entry exam for med school, but unfortunately there is an exam on current events in UK, and he didn't know what it was about, so he flopped that, and didn't get in again so he continued on his career in psychology

That time he wasn't really passionate about clinical psyc but still went to work in a autistic children center. And he'll chitchat with their parents when the sessions are over. He was interested in how different people perceive and experience their suffering in life. (I feel like he's some kind of bard wandering around but not for spreading gospels but to collect stories from various paths of life)

And his interest for clinical psyc grew and he got doctorate and masters degree in clin psy

I felt so pity for him brooooo but in a way I think he is making up for his past regrets by working here in med school :)

So now I acquired another story of Alpha. :) I am getting to know him as a person.

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a couple of days ago I was complaining in my diary about his sign at the door which said “I don't need therapy!”

I wrote a paragraph about all the things I don't like about him. He commented can we talk about that next time?

So during therapy I initiated this topic. But I wanted to get it done and tried very hard to divert the topic. He got a new blahaj in his room too, I was hugging and clinging on it and used it to hide my face hahah

“I have another topic in mind, can we switch?” “No we just started on this” * after a while * “I came up with two new topics now! They are very interesting I wanted to share !! Can we switch topics??” “Nah your primary reason is not to share the topics, I can see you're just avoiding lol” “noooooooooaaahhhhhhh” * hid my face into blahaj because I was getting called out * “I have one new topic again !!” “We have to finish this topic this session before moving on to other topics” “Aaaaaaaaaaa”

So turned out he went travelling to Taiwan and he got this sign from a camping store. It actually came in a set. One is “I don't need therapy” the other is “because I can go camping” But he only bought the first sentence and because he believes his work is analysis and he was doing psychoanalysis instead of therapy. He doesn't think he is a therapist, it is just how people call them. He is a psychologist. Therefore it wasn't “therapy”.

I was like “bro your sign is so misleading...!! I felt so unwelcomed :((” He was like “I like saying the first half of the sentence and leave it hanging :DD” Me: “huhhhhhh you are “playing” with me >:ooo haiyahh” He SMIRKED “>:D hahah” “But well mould is growing on the sign so I'll have to throw it away soon anyways”

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Ok this further consolidate my gut feeling that he is ENTP BRooo

and when we are leaving I was looking at the signs he had on his door. First one: “Sor! Not free. Will be back at: _____ (left it blank)” “No time!” “LMAO” Second: “I don't need therapy!” (me flipping the sign once again) “Even if you flip again there is nothing behind the sign!” “Whyyyyy heyy >:000”

Anyways very amused because I like his humor Just kinda annoyed I always get tricked aaaaaaAAA but I am happy LOL

fuckkkkkkkkkkkk！！！！！！！！！Getting delulu！！！！！！

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