#alpha
5 days have passed but I am still in such a happy mood
As if light has shone through this tiny crack
and my once dark room is not terrifying anymore
not sure when I will succumb into my “sad phase” again
it almost feels like having a fever repeatedly
I'm not sure if there is an end to this
but for now, allow me to dance gracefully
under this moonlight
named “love”
#alpha
I feel so loved and supported by my therapist holy shit aaaaaaaa Im so happy im so glad
Definitely didnt cried for the whole morning last saturday because of finally feeling my long yearned happiness and peace -
Such a magical feeling aaaaaaa im in tears
I didnt get pushed away after trying so hard to push him away... and even trying to scold him but couldnt......
aaaaaAAAAAA
forming connections with the world – even if it's just one being
oh interesting. In other words, this being IS my world.
ahahahhahahahha (ik the rules, it's just a therapeutic relationship but still !! love is love. it doesnt have to be romantic)