waaaow
I let alpha read the last entry about my drafted comic table of content for lux. I told him do NOT scroll down, and he didn't. Haha
He seems chill. But actually that day I thought he was slightly crossed, but I reassured myself it was just morning grogginess. I mean, we chatted some stuff and he smiled (:D not :)) in a different way- in a “realer” way. So I think he was not mad at me lol
idk at this point anymore I guess I can believe he's fine as long as he does not lash out on me lol
He looks a bit amused by my draft. But not exactly happy. He looks like a blank state. Maybe that's how all psychologists appear as, lol. He asked if I wrote the actual content, I clarified I didn't lol, but I can already visualise the story content in my brain, so I don't have a need to draw the story out either haha
He asked if I have a version of him too. I told him I didn't thought of that yet, so I didn't. I told him if he wants I can make one up too, lmao! And he looks amused again he slightly smiled LOL
eeeeeeeeekk I was a bit sad and I told him they must be scared of me. He asked what I mean by “they”. I said the team. And he asked why would them be scared of me. So essentially we repeated the convo again ahaha. I still think I am scary af lol
I remembered while I was sitting in the waiting room that day, staff walked past. One I couldn't really differentiate who was it, because the glass door was matte, but there was a bar which was clear/ glossy, conveniently at standing eye level. So I was able to look at their eyes only.
Feels like lux. But maybe it's another male therapist. But probably not. Because that therapist's room is at the basement, like alpha. Or maybe it's another female therapist who recently joined the team. But this dude moves swiftly. Doesn't feel like wearing a dress, but I can't tell. Female therapists can move swiftly too.
That person was just walking by and conveniently looking inside the room while she was walking midway. She didn't look away, but also didn't pause in her steps too. (maybe to look less suspicious/ obvious) She seems to be curious on me because her gaze is a bit inquiring? She tried to see who I am, instead of simply glancing to see if anyone's inside the room.
(And they have a common schedule webpage so they know which therapist would be having a session until when) (but probably don't know who that is) (I hope) (they discuss cases in group meetings weekly too, but I think they do not have my photo in my record.)
Omg maybe it is lux lol
And then after another minute another lady walked by. She looked inside and her eyes are smiling. It has to be the lady who's office is next to alpha's. Because she's just always smiling and it is easy to differentiate her eyes from others' lol. After looking at me (and I looked at her just like how I looked at the previous guy), she smiled and took a U-turn and left hahaaha
Idk. I'm not sure if the team is interested in me. Haha
When I was leaving and alpha was escorting me to the exit, I asked if I can go and look into Lux's room. Alpha was like, sure, and I walked silently. I looked back and saw Alpha not following me. He was just standing and leaning on the wall at the lobby, looking at me from a distance. So I asked (loudly), you aren't coming along with me? He just smiled (>:D) and said no (LOL) (bro his smile is even bigger than during therapy heh) (looks like his pet dog) (I think there's a saying which goes, the owner would look more like his dog as time goes by)
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“I hope she doesn't hop out of her room suddenly, I'll be scared” I said (loudly) to him while walking.
I proceeded slowly. But I stopped in my tracks, because the door to her room was almost closed but with a gap.
So I retreated. And while I was walking back I asked loudly to him, she's the second room, right? Her door is closed :(( * insert pouting face *
Next time !
While I left the building I looked at the windows and saw the first therapy room door was “more” closed (I don't know the word to describe it), I remembered while I was walking, the door is half closed. Now it was as “almost” closed as lux's. LOOLLLL
Hilarious. They definitely heard it. The corridor was damn quiet so audible voices are very loud. And I was slightly projecting my voice for alpha to hear from the lobby.
Hmmmmmmmmmm I was kind of deliberate too. Maybe I was warning about my arrival. Or maybe I was just seeking for attention but I was kind of avoiding it too. Or else I would've whispered to alpha. hahahahahahahaha crappp
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