Pluto is approaching my natal Venus. It will hit 0'0 degree Aquarius on Friday. My Venus is also at 0'54 degree. Granted, the conjunction will be exact next year. But I am feeling the impact.

Here's the detail ———————————————-

I feel disappointed in my friends. They did not celebrate my birthday. Admittedly I was in Thailand on that day, and the Lunar New Year closely followed the week after, but they could have asked me if I wanted to celebrate a week before, or any other day.

They said nothing other than a perfunctory 'Happy birthday' to me on our group chat. Not even a personalised birthday wish. Q and H did give me presents. But the presents were kinda wrong for me. For example, H gave me a zine. I did not know what a zine was, nor interested in ever making or using it. Q gave me a desktop calendar which I never used. But it did make a nice sight on my shelf, for a while.

And I had given them nice birthday presents that spoke to who they were. Together with a birthday cake and a planned gathering in a nice cafe.

On Lan's birthday, they did admit that they didn't give me presents or a birthday cake. And Q and N included my name on the birthday cake they bought for Lan. They also included H's name on it, but he did explicitly ask us not to celebrate his birthday.

The birthday cake was chocolate – and I don't like chocolate. So the cake really wasn't bought with me in mind.

So I have decided I needed to make new friends. These friends do not help me grow. They are too scared or have no idea how to embrace my long-distance relationship.

Also, my coworkers are getting on my nerves. They made others feel obligated to join their card games with money bets.

They're extremely loud, swear too much, and talk about too much nonsense at work. They also don't care much about what I'm doing. They don't involve me when they should.

That's all I want to rant ————————————

Conclusion: I really need to leave for a better community.

<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>< Written by someone whose life is transformed by Pluto transits to her 6-planet stellium in the 12th house. Now in 2023, she's bracing for transiting Pluto to conjunct her Venus and AC.