nandi

In a universe where the principles of quantum physics bend the fabric of reality, the life of Jesus unfolds in ways no one expected.

It begins as it always does: Jesus of Nazareth is born into a humble family, grows in wisdom, and starts his ministry, spreading teachings of love, compassion, and forgiveness. His followers believe he is the Messiah, and his message gains momentum as he heals the sick and performs miracles, challenging the religious and political powers of the time.

But when the fateful day of the crucifixion arrives, something changes. As Jesus carries the cross, the weight of destiny shifts. In this version of reality, the concept of quantum immortality takes hold, and the Jesus that history knows is not the one who dies on that cross.

In the timeline where most people expect Jesus to be crucified, he does indeed face suffering. The nails are driven into his hands, the crown of thorns presses into his brow, and the sky darkens as he hangs between life and death. But as he draws his final breath, something profound occurs. In the blink of an eye, Jesus finds himself still alive—standing amidst his followers, not on the cross, but in the garden where he prayed the night before. The pain of crucifixion fades like a dream, and he realizes he is in a different branch of reality, a new configuration where death has not claimed him.

The people who had witnessed his trial and arrest are bewildered. Some say it was all an illusion, while others believe he has miraculously escaped death. But Jesus knows something deeper has happened. His consciousness has shifted across timelines. In this new world, he continues to walk the earth, aware of his many deaths and resurrections across countless realities, where in some, he perished as foretold, while in others, his survival manifests as a testament to the infinite possibilities of existence.

He speaks with his disciples, but now his words carry even more weight. “In this moment, I live,” he tells them, “and I shall live again and again, for I am not bound by the end you expected. The kingdom of heaven is not far—it is all around you, in every version of the world you see, even the ones you cannot.”

Jesus becomes a living paradox, walking through ages, crossing into different realities, always aware that his essence, his consciousness, is eternal. The crucifixion becomes a symbol, but not the end. His followers, witnessing his continued presence, speak not only of resurrection but of the unbreakable continuity of life itself. His immortality isn't just spiritual but also quantum, a testament to a universe with endless branches, where death is just another doorway.

As centuries pass, Jesus continues to appear at pivotal moments in history, always shifting from one existence to another, reminding humanity of the infinite possibilities of life and the profound mystery that underlies it all. His story, no longer one of death and resurrection, becomes one of eternal presence, a reflection of the many worlds in which he lives and the endless configurations through which his love reaches all corners of reality.

Work tomorrow. My weekends always go so fast even tho they are 3 days. Oh well. Not a lot to write that and that's ok

Came back from friends house. Tomorrow is slow day should be fine. You never know with no job tho. Oh well. Jai ma.

Wednesday today. Last day of my week. Kinda tired but stoked that my weekend is here. Art group today. Fun times.

Daughters birthday one month from today

Had some stuff happen at when that I can't really talk about because privacy reasons but it wasn't too surprising that this boiled over.

Played bingo today

Been messing with xmpp again after a friend linked to https://docs.modernxmpp.org/ which looks to be an attempt to modernize xmpp.

Have had a headache most of the day. It's not that bad. Out of food again need to go to the store tomorrow.

Stayed up too late last night. Kinda dragging today. The thing that gets me usually is that I buy one of those energy drinks from Starbucks, which gets me amped, but then I'm too amped to sleep and then end up staying up too late and being groggy the next morning. Oh well, today is kind of a slow day so it's not the end of the world.

I was trying out aider this morning. It's kind of a cool idea except that it introduced 14 errors into my program. It did it in a tricky spot so I'm not going to completely discredit it. It did generate some decent tests for me. I don't really like that it commits everything to git though and I'm too lazy to reconfigure it. I've been using the cursor IDE lately which feels like vscode with an AI extension. I guess the integration is kinda nice. I need to use it for a while longer to really have a strong opinion. AI can be useful but sometimes it's just dismally a failure.

Saturday. Last day off before my week starts again. Nobody is in the office on Sunday so it's a pretty chill day. Starting to get out of my rut. Took a shower and went grocery shopping. Went to Starbucks and got their energy drink. Way too expensive but it helps me manage. Not a lot to post today. At least it's something

Today is Friday. I slept in today as part of my ongoing quest of getting more sleep. I also have therapy today. I'm grateful for my therapist. We have done some great work together. I am in a much better place than I was a year ago. I've been kinda in a rut lately and not sure what's up with that but I constantly tell myself “this too shall pass” and it seems to make a difference 🤷‍♂️

Today is Thursday. My first day off in a series of my weekly three days off. I only work 16 hours a week but my job is pretty exhausting. I work in behavioral health and work with clients with severe and persistent mental illness. Don't get me wrong, I love my job and it gives me great purpose, it's just very exhausting. I slept in till noon today which is fine since I didn't have anything planned. I'm a bit of an insomniac so getting much needed sleep is important.

Today is my Friday. I'm happy I only work a few days a week. I work in social work and it can get exhausting. I deal with my own pretty serious mental health issues so it compounds the experience. One of my dreams is that the mental health situation gets better in tech. One of the things I appreciate about Gen Z is that mental health seems like one of their priorities. I feel like Millennials talked about it but seeing as I'm now in my 40s I don't think we did enough.

I can feel the seasons shifting. It's getting closer to the holiday season again. This time of year brings me such mixed emotions. I don't really get along with my family so it's kinda difficult but I do appreciate the holiday vibe none the less. I'm not a fan of the cold but this summer I was really over the heat moreso than most years, so a more mild fall is actually pretty welcome.