last drive
farewell/ arthur driving me home *2
After therapy he drove me back to main campus where I can ride the metro/ more convenient. The first time I sat in the backseat.
The second time aka final therapy session I decided to swap to the front passenger seat because I wanted to be closer and see his face for one last time. I sat and told him now the scene from the previous dream where he drove me to his flat was reenacted and I felt amused. I took photos of the view outside from the side window, and ones from the front pane and selfies of me and Arthur driving. Though Arthur turned his head away every time I held the camera/ when he’s in the frame. I pointed it out and we were both amused. I think he was smiling. But I can only see the side/ back of his face.
I kept telling him to drive slower and drive to a few more streets before reaching my destination. I wanted to stall time as I didn’t want to leave. He said eventually I would have to leave though.
After a while, he steadily and slowly pulled over to the usual parking place in front of a temple (/ entrance of my uni??) where it was kinda crowded and lively. He picked a slightly more inwards (around 20m) parking spot for me to alight. I didn’t want to, but I knew I needed to. It’s time, he gently reminded me.
I was still sitting in his car when the dream ended.
oh geez im going to miss him
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