2021/10/14 #poetry I wouldn't go if I had what I wanted. Right now I feel many things are missing. Today as I sit here in this moment, this park, with this weather, is very very nice. Today nothing seems to be missing but that's because I've decided to go. I know what awaits me is not more of the same. With this impending shift, all that is missing seems again within reach, whereas before, everything felt so stagnant.