2021/5/31 #poetry Most of the time I'm awake and alive I feel good, I'd say, overall Getting sick really takes the fun away The extra pep, the vibrance and keen interest, is dulled The simple joy of just existing is dampened The glint and sparkle of all the wonderful things becomes a harsh shine Being forced to turn inwards is not all bad Having a break to focus on self-care is really nice Spending time doing nothing can't be overvalued. The best I ever feel is after I get better That contrast does wonders I'm not interested in getting sick But if I can't avoid it entirely I do hope I can appreciate it when I do