2021/8/9 Yeah, so, things haven't been going all that smoothly the last few days. I'd spill the details but there actually rather sparse. Not much happening at all really. That may be why I'm down. No idea what I should do with myself. I could move forward on those important things that I'm supposed to get done but since I'm avoiding those I found some trouble figuring out anything else to occupy myself with. If I could think about those important things maybe I'd start on them but whenever I try the seem to slide right out of my mind. No pressure to get them done at all I suppose. Other things are important and need to get done. Cleaning, laundry, cooking, groceries, sleeping, exercise, staying in touch with people, but not those important things. Those will stay important, never urgent, and wait patiently for me to get around to them. I'm strategizing ways to force the issue but that seems to backfire. I'll find a way if it's there though, no way to stop trying.