2021/9/30 Interrogate, don't just question. Autointerrogation, a more aggressive form of introspection. To extract an answer, whether it's forthcoming or not. The obvious will be uncovered quickly, and it is important to cover, but once that's out of the way the real work begins. It really will feel like work. The hardest work that you've ever done, in fact. If it doesn't then you're probably rationalizing or making excuses or avoiding or diverting. After all, if it were easy to uncover the truth about oneself than everyone would do it. Since this is hard work you must be in a well rested and capable state to preform it. Don't take preparation lightly. Sometimes it means restructuring your life to eliminate stress, taking on a meditation practice for a few years, getting rid of negative influences, both relationships and addictions.