2022/2/1 #poetry It didn't go according to plan today. I was really expecting to have things be different. That things would work out and I'd get everything done. That I wouldn't have to worry about all the pieces that were out of my control because I'd done what I could. That I'd make it just in time. That I could reach people to let them know plans had changed. Things really didn't work out today. I'm sorry I wasn't able to keep everything together. I'm sorry I didn't have more control. I'm sorry I overextended myself. I'm sorry I didn't double check before I got going. Things were really nice today. I got to enjoy the time I had and let go of what was out of my control. I got to be outside. I got to relate to people around me. I got to have my needs met. Today was just the way it was and I was able to accept it. Take it as it came.