2022/3/6 #poetry Since, to be honest, there's always too much to do if you always want to do everything at once; and, let's be honest, I always want to do everything at once. Only occasionally do I feel like I am. That, of course, never lasts long. Sometimes, when the haze of competing demands is so thick that not a single one is discernible, I find that one of them is happening anyway, although it feels like it's not, and I'm not sure what should really be happening but I'm mostly sure it shouldn't be this, and I'm not sure where it's going or what will happen next, but I do know something should be happening and that if it doesn't then things will be difficult, it is then that I wonder what it would be like to have only very very few things to know and do in a life and be able to comprehend it all.