_{Actually had a lot of dreams the past few days but I wanna focus on my exams so I skipped recording them, I now forgot all of them lol}

_{This one is also a pretty brief log and I have left out quite a lot of details because I don't want to divert too much mental effort into recalling the dream. The actual dream was quite long as usual.}

secondary school simui

#secschool #primschool Went to school as a freshly graduated secondary school student. Rode the bus to school. Actually didn't know what is the number of the bus but I just hopped on cuz everyone was doing so.

Got on the bus, there was a digital sign like irl buses, so I know the destination and the number. Terminal station would be Western harbour tunnel

And during the trip the sign also kept reminding everyone there will be a violent homeless getting on the bus soon so it was not advised for us to stay on the bus any longer. But every passenger on the bus didn't give a shit about that including me. Maybe partly because this line is the only bus reaching western harbour tunnel. And we can't really get off anyways because we were on the highway the whole time.

Somehow the bus first drive past Ocean Park and those South Island line locations before making the turn back to western side of Hong Kong Island. During the trip, I was half hoping I can see Arthur whenever we reached a station. _{(Because yesterday noon I had lunch with Ivan and we were gossiping, and Ivan was guessing you live around that area lmao)}

One kid wearing the school uniform from my school + her mom boarded the bus during one of the bus stops at an estate

The mum began to chit chat with me after recognising my appearance (idk what she find but she just “recognised” I am some sort of famous alumni I guess). She was asking me for tips to get into Element (aka a pretty prestigious chemistry tutorial centre)

When I am about to answer, a classmate ^[1] began to chat with me and dragged me away, I couldn't really refuse or tell her to pause for a sec and wait for me to answer the parent first, because the classmate was kind of talking about her childhood trauma all of a sudden and I need to listen to her troubles first

[1] _{rarely talked irl, I just remembered in primary she was being isolated because she was chubby, and I was the only person lending a mechanical pencil for her, she needed one and needed to borrow for 10 mins and she would be back. And then after she left, my surrounding classmates were making a big fuss about it because I lent it, so I pretended and fake-explained I didn't like her as well, but deep down I thought she just needed a pencil so I just gave and I didn't dislike her at all and I don't understand why people dislike her because of her appearance. But I felt guilty still because I was untruthful to the chubby classmate and faked I didn't like her; and when she returned and thanked me for lending my pen I look completely normal, so she would think I am okay with her (which I do)(but I acted in front of others I didn't)(I feel I was fake as fuck, such a shitty person)}

And then we arrived at school and got off the bus. It was recess time. This secondary school's appearance was a mix of my irl secondary + primary school. The people inside were pretty childish, I thought they looked like primary kids.

The kid found me and so I started explaining study tips and stuff. The kid was just secondary 1, pretty young.

I was talking too much and they had an assembly. I needed to pretend to be part of the teachers standing by, instead of queueing in my class because I was too late, and somehow in the dream I thought pretending to be an adult is easier than to walk through all the classes standing still to return to my own line, that one was too cringe and I would be easily discovered by discipline teacher

I was also wearing school uniform, so even if I stood still like a teacher, other teachers also noticed lmfao, but they didn't point me out

After the assembly, I saw many parents entering the campus. I guess it was probably after school hours when parents arrived to fetch their kids back home

I was searching for the parent and the kid which I owed an answer for, as we got lost after getting off the bus.

I walked around the playground and also came across another friend (the bi one who confessed to me back in f2) and her mom

Finally the mom and kid found me and called me, so I went and explained how to get into Element in detail + other stuff her kid should do to prepare esp when she was just form 1, and then I motivated them

_{yeah dream ended It felt like back then when I just got into hkumed along with my friend M, and we made a google drive to share our notes and experiences with different tutorial centres with simuis (師妹s). :)}

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