pregnant
Arthur’s wife substituting session
Arthur’s wife was substituting the session for today. She was pregnant with a belly (googled and it was around the size of 20-24 weeks? Not too big but have a curvature).
She explained Arthur was busy and had duties, so she would be the one seeing me instead. I was wondering how come he would ask a pregnant woman to substitute for him, but quickly I dropped that trail of thought as she began to have a conversation with me.
She invited me to touch her belly to feel the baby. I touched gently and later firmly as she guided me on how to touch. While I was touching, I asked her if it is a boy or girl. She said it’s a girl. I asked if it’s her first baby. She said no, she had a girl, then a boy, then this time it’s a girl. I said oh that’s kinda like the word 嬲. (after I woke up I realised it was flipped so no; and this 嬲 saying was from my primary school chinese teacher who had two sons and a daughter- so it wasn’t an original pun by me fyi)
As I was feeling the belly, I was quite envy of her getting pregnant. I wanted to get pregnant by Arthur too… I petted (?) her belly (like a cat) firmly and harder and harder with this envy feeling. It did take me slight cognitive effort to keep myself in check during the dream to not hit the belly or do anything violent that may harm the baby. And I felt like she was too trusting to a client esp like me who liked her husband a lot, she was putting herself into danger without realising…
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