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jy in alumni appreciation post

#jy

I was scrolling through red book and saw a post of an alumni who went for a uni tour. In the captions she/he mentioned about jy as her favourite mentor and who she appreciated and liked the most. The name she wrote was in chinese (not irl name- dream only) and it was not jy’s name, but when you spell it out it was identical and in the dream I knew she was exactly saying jy. I was reading it and feel a bit like 違う… he was not this nice mentor you think you are… and I felt a bit “betrayed?” (Idk what’s a better word for it)

I wanted to comment and tell her about my incident but I didn’t want to expose myself, and I felt like it wasn’t necessary for an alumni that’s like years older to know about that, and I’d rather keep her little fantasy and likes and gratitude towards her mentor…

I felt upset I can’t really bring my experiences into light because of that, and felt convoluted.

ivan in a bra

#ivan

I was walking around hung hom wet market ish where there was a sports centre Then I came across Ivan in a bra and a very revealing crop top He was very proud of what he was wearing so I was like okay

Then we went to sit by a nearby bench when we opened our laptops I was showing him some new software and games I downloaded. And shared about a random joke I heard during class, which was using your hand to pose as if you are showing ppl number 4 (i.e. you do not show your thumb), and then you do the action like the 67 meme but diagonally, as if you are subtly jerking off.

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