11/3

awkward confident brO stranger

A very awkward stranger brought me and friends to a restaurant as part of a tour around a new city we were visiting, since the stranger thought we were now friends after trying to chat with us for a sentence. We thought it wouldn't be too bad to grab a meal together as we were quite hungry already, plus the guy said he would bring us to somewhere decent and popular. (It was kinda like a dim sum breakfast shop, a bit cramped but well it is popular.) After getting seated, I gave a gift to a friend, and the guy asked me for a gift too. Being fed up by his awkwardness, I firmly said, No.

19/3 #charlotteh #Ivan

ultra malignant cafe owner

I wanted to invite Hon to a new cafe near my neighbourhood, and there was a complex with several new cafes opening, so I decided to visit there to browse their menus and decide on the best cafe to bring her to. I stopped in front of a pretty nice looking cafe, with a glass panel displaying food models, including drinks with icecream on top, cakes and different kinds of desserts. I stopped by the counter and a boss (lady) wanted to bring me in for a seat. I nicely rejected and explained I just wanted to take a look of their menu on the desk of the counter. She seemed a bit annoyed and went back to her seat at one of the dining tables. I wanted to ask her a question actually but she didn't hear me when she was going back, so I raised my voice a bit to address the boss so that she was alert I wanted to ask her something. She became very offended when I asked if there were any a la carte and lunch menus like noodles. She responded malignantly in every sentence, like she was being very passive aggressive. For example, she said, have you seen noodles in a cafe and dessert shop?? Did you assume I have a menu for everything? Did you expect to have every type of dish in my cafe? It is probably your first time going to a cafe before, you are so broke you don't even know what is inside a cafe. I remained polite and resisted the urge to correct her and also to say I went to cafes before obviously but not yours, since it wasn't really necessary I guess? Although it feels bad. Before leaving after listening to half of her prickly sentences I asked for permission to take a pic of their menu and counter, actually it was to remind myself of this awful cafe and probably sending it to my friends to tell them about it too. Originally I might considered eating in one of the cafes before finalising my decision, but now I had completely no mood nor appetite to explore the rest. Opposite to this cafe is another cafe, with a very friendly boss inviting me to dine inside. I was wondering why he was so friendly as if I was a frequent customer, and recalled Ivan brought me to eat here once before (memory in dream) (no such actual thing happened in previous dreams or in reality). I smiled and declined and he wished me have a good day, and I left. I'd like to take a look at the menu of this cafe but it was right opposite to the malignant cafe so I didn't dare to stay any longer cuz I was scared I would trigger the fuck out of the boss lady. Although the cafe was nice I would also not consider bringing Hon there because of the location ... kind of a pity

20/3 #mum #dad Travelling with family in Japan, lived in an airbnb with a complicated room layout. In the dream, I recalled I had lived in this same Airbnb across dreams (but travelling to different places like France/ Greece or whatever) (after waking up I didn't recall anything like that though) Later went shopping in muji alone. I spotted an oversized pajamas and didn't like it when I tried it on. I stayed at around the entrance area and was planning to slowly shop from outside to inside (the muji was gigantic), when I saw my mum and dad appeared and also shopping here too, so I got a bit unhappy. Because originally we were going different places for shopping, and I felt like I had less privacy and cannot be as carefree as shopping solo (although I am technically still shopping solo).

21/3 #A There was an electricity outage in HMT. (idk my diary just jotted this) I went to find seats with groupmate for lecture. ML Khong saw me and she told me not to tell A to gift to teachers anymore, through the mic. I was shocked and told her we would talk after class. I wanted to explain how I was shocked knowing this, and I did not tell A to gift or bribe teachers. While listening to the lecture, I thought, Mum's assumption about A deliberately making me look bad is real, I didn't heed her conspiracy and yet the conspiracy was real, and the same things had been happening across dreams! (after waking up, I disagreed with my dream thoughts about “same things happening across dreams”, or maybe I didn't recall lol)

25/3 #uni dreamt about my class schedule being 8:30-12noon QMH, then 12-5 GH, I felt very tired and a sense of dread about this dream. (after waking up I thought I don't want to go to a 8:30 class right after yesterday's exam, I deserve some rest, so I skipped the whole day worth of class. The schedule wasn't as hectic as the dream but I do have a 8:30-11:30 class)

27/3

chased by monsters

Went down from a highway, into a concrete jungle. Chased by monsters in alleys. Similar to the streets in Jarilo-VI in Honkai Star Rail (kind of messy, cramped, narrow and dark, many alleyways and random monsters), and the monsters were in that art style too, and I can see the alertness bubble and aim circle thingy on the monsters too?? Had to bring my small baby mum to a safe spot where a healer would fetch us and protect us. I hadn't unlocked any skills/ attack so I could only dodge or sneak in the alleys when the enemies weren't looking, while carrying my mum/ holding her hand while walking. Finally after much time and difficulty I arrived at the meetup spot where a robot secretly talked to us. Turned out since it was still dark / 5am ish, the healer's clinic wasn't opened yet so we had to still dodge our way until like 7 or 9am ish. While talking, some monsters began to be alert by the noise, so I had to climb up the pipes to hide while cradling my mum. Terrible and intense.

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jy in alumni appreciation post

#jy

I was scrolling through red book and saw a post of an alumni who went for a uni tour. In the captions she/he mentioned about jy as her favourite mentor and who she appreciated and liked the most. The name she wrote was in chinese (not irl name- dream only) and it was not jy’s name, but when you spell it out it was identical and in the dream I knew she was exactly saying jy. I was reading it and feel a bit like 違う… he was not this nice mentor you think you are… and I felt a bit “betrayed?” (Idk what’s a better word for it)

I wanted to comment and tell her about my incident but I didn’t want to expose myself, and I felt like it wasn’t necessary for an alumni that’s like years older to know about that, and I’d rather keep her little fantasy and likes and gratitude towards her mentor…

I felt upset I can’t really bring my experiences into light because of that, and felt convoluted.

ivan in a bra

#ivan

I was walking around hung hom wet market ish where there was a sports centre Then I came across Ivan in a bra and a very revealing crop top He was very proud of what he was wearing so I was like okay

Then we went to sit by a nearby bench when we opened our laptops I was showing him some new software and games I downloaded. And shared about a random joke I heard during class, which was using your hand to pose as if you are showing ppl number 4 (i.e. you do not show your thumb), and then you do the action like the 67 meme but diagonally, as if you are subtly jerking off.

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tension/ intimacy w ivan

#ivan #charlotteh

Many things happened before this but I’ll start from here:

I was lying on my bed waiting for piano class which would be homeschooled When I look to my left Ivan opened my door and entered my room. He was wearing secondary school uniform with a schoolbag. He sat/lied beside me on the bed. We seemed like a pair of very close couple. I turned back to my right, feeling a bit warm and i think i was blushing. I wondered if he will get closer to me. He turned to my side and I felt his face was very close to me, as if his breaths can be felt by my ear. We were sure we were just friends, but it was the first time I felt that way. Yet it was the first time I had such a feeling to gay people, and I was also thinking how come he would be “interested” in me, a woman.

At this very intense moment when we were both anticipating each other to be more intimate, mum came back home and opened my door. All she saw was Ivan sitting appropriately on the bed in his school attire. I explained to her Ivan just came. Mum seemed ok with it and left the room.

Then it’s time for piano class and we (or me only?) had it. On WhatsApp Charlotte hon told me she’ll wait for my class to finish before grabbing dinner together. During the class I was thinking then she needed to wait for so long for me but i was busy in class so i couldn’t reply to tell her about the time my class will end and tell her to think if she don’t need to wait for me. After a long class I finally met her but seemed like she also had a class soon.

_{holy fuck he’s just a friend but i read and ahem enjoyed an erotic literature ahem which coincidentally was my name + his and I sent to him lol so the dream probably came from that but although the story has his name i didn’t imagine the person as him aarrrrjakdhkasjks}

_{nani the fuck my mum said she dreamt I brought a guy back home who is not tall (ard 5cm taller than me) and not slim but not fat either I told her i dreamt about ivan She said but ivan is gay I said why is that related She said because usually people bring bf gfs to see parents I said oh u mean seeing parents in terms of bringing a guy back She said yeah and the boy has pale skin I said ivan also has pale skin Anyways she began to said he’s probably lacking love thats why he’s gay and asked me about ivan if he is doing girl or boy role in a gay relationship So I reeducated her about being gay is an inborn thing and told her not to care about ivan’s love life}

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shopping mall encounter

#secschool #A #ivan

Beatrice and me went for lunch in shopping mall tgt Later we were doing arts & crafts at a random spot on the ground. Oh it was a rainbow paper banner for......... Keung To

A came later to join in making the banner

Afterwards Keung To came and we lifted the banner up to give it to him. I felt a bit nauseated and almost vomited. (LMAO) _{(I think it was because I watched a reel from cch's Keung To fanpage that day... a closeup video of Keung To interacting with her, maybe she's on those VVIP seats)}

Afterwards Beatrice had to attend something else/ exam/ interview, so she's gonna have dinner by herself. We parted ways and I exited the mall.

I went on a taxi/ bus and Ivan was in there as well. But A followed me (coincidentally I guess) into the car as well. So me and Ivan couldn't really have a proper conversation. A asked me about something, and she shared the location she was going to exchange at during enrichment year (different from irl but still in UK).

Back in my dorm, I was making something on excel for my project. I took a part of the excel for my roommate to see (I forgot if the roommate in dream is the same as irl one). But she wanted me to share it with her, which I didn't mind, but she wanted the whole document and some other files that included some other stuff too (e.g. streaming stuff), which I was not comfortable sharing. So I just let her take a look and closed the files. _{(Maybe it was because I briefly told her like theres this thing happened – but not exactly how. Actually I was a bit hesitant and she said if I'm not comfortable sharing it's ok to not share, but I think it's better for her to know it to sort of like... know my triggers? (although that's kinda dangerous too)}

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tomboy tutor toying with me, udon meal w PBL

#pblmate #ivan #aiden

I was having a session with a tutor in a large activity floor and in his own tiny office room. He's arranging minecraft blocks on his desktop pc and I can rearrange them according to my liking. I wasn't sure if it was a computer/ coding tutorial or those 沙盤 therapy where you organise stuff and search for an interpretation.

This tutor was pretty nice. He looked like that kind of tomboyish guy with thick black framed glasses, not exactly tall but taller than me.

In the office room, during mid session the desktop froze and malfunctioned. I sensed that he wanted to end the session and call it a day, but I didn't want, so I asked if he had physical blocks that he can make me arrange (cuz I saw there was a toy box next to me). So he slightly unwillingly arranged it for me.

Also the desktop was trying to undo stuff and I was kinda pissed, I was looking at the name at who's undoing our steps and it briefly showed Adrian (3-day-boy)'s name. I looked across the floor (idk why it made sense and the setting changed from tutor's office room to activity floor briefly), and saw Adrian and his tutor at the very edge of the room. I'm going to ask him about it and yell at him about it later.

Back in the office room. After the physical blocks were ready and while I was arranging the blocks, the tutor took out a fully white rubik's cube and put the corner close to my bottom. (I think I didn't wear much during his tutoring session, maybe shorts??) The rubik's cube seemed to be slightly vibrating. I felt very good and became super horny (I was already a bit horny before because the tutor was cute). I was also moaning at him. :DD

But he removed it rather briefly. As if he was teasing me. I looked at the cube on his hand and tell him I want more, more! But he didn't.

Later he made an excuse for a bathroom break. I suspected he was going to jerk off secretly, so although I should be staying in his office room, I irresistibly crawled to the bathroom to peek at him.

The bathroom walls were all glass. There were two bathtubs. He was in the right bigger bathtub, naked. There was also a naked girl (I think) in the same bathtub with him.

I was trying to look for his dick when I entered the bathroom. I said hi and I went to the left mini bathtub. I couldn't really see his dick though, it was more like an erected clitoris.

I asked him to fuck me, but instead, he raised two fingers at me and he began to masturbate for himself. Me, despite being confused why he can also do that as a male, followed him and masturbated myself.

Later he's about to leave the bathroom, and I finally realised he was actually a girl. So I exclaimed, you're a girl?? She looked somewhat unimpressed but chill and kind of nodded her head, and I said but your colleagues all think you're a male, and she mumbled something like it doesn't really matter

I crawled back to his office room and asked her to massage me with her hand but she didn't. And she used the rubik's cube to tease me again, and I moaned louder.

Later I went to the shopping mall nearby, and saw our year 1 PBL squad by an udon restaurant. They were getting their food to eat together at the nearby tables (like a food court) later. So I also ordered a raw egg udon. Which looked very nice. I followed them to walk up the stairs to the second floor of food court. I took a left turn to search for them, when Ophelia waved at me and signalled me they were all on the right. So we laughed and I got to their table. They found my udon looking very tasty too. (I haven't asked Adrian why he's sabotaging our effort and undoing stuff)

dream sort of ended here fffaaack horny (slightly) i still think the daisuki dream and the dog collar dream were the best, the 520 dream also pretty damn tasty mmmmmmmmmmm

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nice library study tables

Maybe because I went to the library pretty early so there were a lot of vacant solo tables with just about right amount of sunshine that was shining the table but not too hot. It was nice.

mum threw away my phone

as a punishment I think mum threw away lots of stuff like two of my phones. Actually the family were doing a biggggg tidy up at home. But finally mum gave me back my two phones, she was just trying to scare me because I wasn't polite to her. I felt annoyed

Also I was chatting with quite some people (regular amount) on WhatsApp, and the interface design was like Line, which was very cool, but slightly confusing when there were many ads and non-friend official accounts.

practical stations at bookstore. wilted plant, solo practical

#ivan #jy #uni #mum #dad

We had a practical session at a large facility which was half clinic half bookstore. There were a total of three stations (initially, clinic waiting area, vaccine area and bookstore) (idk why later on there were many different stations). Ivan was in a different station for rotation.

I was being super loud with my friends, because I discovered the plant I had been caring for had wilted, and I was cleaning away the dead branches. And my classmate was saying there were bugs on my plant and I insisted there wasn't, cuz there wasn't, so she picked up a giant bug and put it on my shoulder, so I shrieked loudly. So the very strict teacher in Ivan's station were scolding the students in their station, including Ivan (cuz the environment was loud). They looked like they were used to the scolding and so they apologised in a very hea manner. I felt bad for them because I was the one who made it so loud.

Next I was a bit distracted by the surrounding, and when I turned around, they rotated, but I couldn't find which station my groupmates had rotated to. I searched the clinic and the bookstore and asked other students, but they didn't know too. Ivan had finished a clinic session called “vaccine”, but my groupmates weren't there. So I just randomly started following an unknown group at the bookstore, listening to how the teacher was teaching drawing styles for anatomy I think?

And later this group had rotated to a nearby station also in the bookstore, it was a tech/ vr session by JY (aka that dude). I began to start feeling a bit nervous and slightly shaking. I was also holding a book with both hands and I put the book behind my back covering my butt. I kinda shrink in a way I wasn't standing straight. I was among the front row people though. So not exactly hiding. I think the people sitting at the waiting area nearby were looking closely at me for my reactions. Not the group that I was having the practical/ this station with though. However it kinda surprised me because JY was trying to teach and speak in cantonese entirely, and his cantonese was kinda broken. I was wondering if it was because the faculty forced him to use cantonese instead of mandarin, and I found it slightly funny. I am still stressed though, so I abandoned this group and went searching for another practical group that I can stick to.

The next group was a very boring chinese poem analysis group. The teacher was having KY Yuen vibe but not him. We had to follow his words to write notes.

After this station I went to read (actually just watch) a couple of drawing books, and then I went back to the place where I had the drawing style practical. There was a new station where we can read art techniques books and look at the samples, and the teacher also talking about it. This was like my favourite station in the whole practical.

Finally, somehow my mum and dad gave me a chance to get an extra station with the boring KY Yuen vibe guy. Initially I was trying to dodge it by going into different book aisles to find books I liked. But eventually I think they spotted me and so I was back with learning the poems and stuff. I got a cool fountain pen where stuff I wrote would became popping out- like plasticky feeling pop out words. So I was writing down the poem sentences the dude was talking about on the corners of my book. Maybe he found that I was quite studious, so finally he played some music while he read a paragraph in the book (he had a copy of the book too). He was crying while reading it. I used my pen to frame out this paragraph, while thinking, this pen design was pretty interesting, and the texture was super fun to touch (* repeatedly touches my notes *) maybe the blind people can learn braille with it. Or maybe if the teacher only had like two students, the teacher can just set up exercises and exam papers by handwriting them with this pen. And there was no need for a braille printer. This was so good. Eventually the KY Yuen dude ended his class in tears (he's too invested in his paragraph and it was about time as well), and my mum and dad were gonna talk to him about the class. Meanwhile I walked off again to check stationery and books I liked, and I put down all the books I planned to buy/ liked, because they weren't necessary anyways.

Later my dad came to find me. He sort of ask if I wanted it- I was holding a memo holder. And then he asked what are the places nearby to have lunch, we're gonna have lunch with the KY Yuen dude. I just kinda froze and looked at him, because I was thinking, you guys wanna have lunch and you're asking me for ideas and do all the stuff again... (I also didn't want the memo holder too) _{(Maybe it was because they were pushing me to have a haircut, but urged me to do the reservation for the haircut. I did it but I was annoyed)}

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“broken static screen”

Turned out I didn’t connect my laptop to power After connecting it my external screen static was gone and it was fixed perfectly Mum kinda laughed at me, we laughed together

fried pork bento for Adrian

#mum #dad #uni Travels I got a bento for Adrian But he’s pretty quick in walking back to his dorm So I had to walk quickly to chase but he’s just too quick (he didn’t know I had gotten a bento for him though) Mum and dad were following me to ask me what I was doing I haven’t gave him his bento yet

Travelling w friends/ classmates, chocolatier

#Ivan #PBLmate Sharon A. Y., Ernest, Matthew #cecilia ’s grandma (cut croissant) #caitlyn

Friends travelling together I was a bit hungry while Caitlyn couldn’t finish her meal (chocolate drink), so I finished it up. When we were leaving The serving/ return tray counter, gave me a free set of milk+ chocolate croissant set, as she apologise for “Poor chocolate made”

Other than this set I got two more croissants too. C’s grandma came and seemingly wanted to eat. Me, thinking I couldn’t finish them all anyways, welcomed her and she immediately started cutting croissants as if they were all hers. I was slight slightly surprised but didn’t mind. The grandma cut them very quuckly and well, and I recalled they operate a bakery shop (in the dream). She cut the two horns, and then cut the middle, to show me what fillings were inside. One is a very rich dense chocolate, another has cream inside. Another one feels like matcha. I shared the croissants with her.

I saw the receipt also said I was full year free customer as well.

Anyways they look delicious

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Previous suicide attempt (dream)

#ivan

I was on a school tour with uni people. We were queuing up to perform as part of an assessment for a sports class during the tour. Before assessing we have to fill in a form about our personal data. I was the last in queue. So the coach asked me to perform... first! Before performing, he asked me to come forward to double check my personal information. Other people also crowded around slightly to have a peek, because they were curious about what I wrote inside. The coach read aloud and pointed at different parts of the form as he was repeating it for me. The first blank was whether I was receiving psychologic/ psychiatric services. And how many sessions have I done. I answered honestly. The second one... He verbally repeated it... Previous suicide attempts. In the dream I wrote about one. About how I was standing by the edge of a building/ bridge at midnight and eventually someone (Ivan) spotted me and called for rescue. The rescuer took me away from the spot and I didn't die. _{(But in real life... I don't think I have really attempted it/any... idk. The emotions I felt while reading and visualising the paragraph felt pretty real though. Intense agony and hopelessness. I wish I could give a hug to that little me, but I wasn't strong enough anyways)}

I was a bit embarrassed because now people would think I look different from how I had presented myself in front of them before. It was as if I lied. I felt guilty for lying but I had to lie or else I would look different from the mentally healthy crowd. And get myself alienated. _{So I don't want to get alienated because of having weird negative vibes, but being with people that couldn't resonate with me because I didn't want to share how I was truly feeling, is me facilitating my own alienation. Sarcastic.}

I think people were kinda shocked but didn't really show it as in looking at me.

Later I started to perform. It was something like a ballet, or ice skating. I had to rotate myself and also do some stretching actions.

They were watching with respect, I think.

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workshops with Ts; man-eating bird, visiting new home

#arthur #T #ivan #dad A hot dry sunny afternoon Leaving Sydney mtr station (literally a station called “sydney” lol) Wearing my small bra背心 like yesterday About to head to school although I’m already about to be late

Signing up for many psyc workshops and courses

Just to see if I can catch the team esp Arthur I saw him multiple times _{(i forgot the details!)}, I was happy. One time I tried to spook him again but I accidentally spooked angela. Theyre both wearing light brown coats, but Angela’s was lighter in colour.

Using annotated worksheets to prove my presence cuz I chose to sit alone in another spot and I didn’t sign my attendance before The guest speaker was pretty chill. Vincci vibe but the speaker was a relatively middle aged/ old male.

After workshop me and other classmates were oil painting over already colour printed posters with around the same colour. It felt pointless so I decided to add some textures and lines within the blocks of colours to give them more style..

Also between workshops: Ivan gave me Arthur’s shared work onedrive for their project (in the dream they’re working on one project) One onedrive folder was named sth like “research work dev” and inside was a 50+ page of a document typed by Arthur about how he managed to met his wife and developed their relationship I wanted to read and i only read the first paragraph about how they were secondary school classmates and at that time another male classmate was after his wife and Arthur was salty? About it Lol (dream only !!)

Later the dream was about how there was a kind of bird mutated and would eat humans. Named the “man-eating bird”. At first I was looking at the sparrows on the ground trying to see what it looked like. So I kept sussing normal birds. But later a bigger yellow bird arrived and started to tear other birds into shreds. It looked like a medium sized fat parrot actually.

And then I hid in a small home. There was a mini garden with double doors, to make people who water their plants to disinfect and kill the bugs that came along before reentering the home. A lady cleaned. But left all the doors open. So I closed it. I was sitting at a small corner waiting for nothing, I was just bored. Seemed like there’s a famous dude with long headings who’s gonna come and organise a talk in the room by the door. (The headings was just like Arthur’s but like in the dream I recognised it as my Dad)

Later i kept sitting there and i heard more people entering that room (I cant see the entrance from where I was sitting) And then I heard a person who was not entering. He’s walking further into the home, and I looked to see who’s alike with me (cuz I walked further into the floor to other rooms for my psyc workshops too at the beginning of the dream, although these workshops are slightly different, this is not a workshop that wellness team invites guest to come and speak, this one was the host’s own talk)

And I saw my Dad’s face. We both “oi?”, (pleasantly) surprised why each other was here.

And then my dad brought me deeper into the house. And I realised the whole initial part is just the door entrance area (玄關), and inside was a huuuuge activity room (mum and dad’s bedroom) with larrrrge windows and seaview, also a playground downstairs outside the window. Reminded me of Lohas park. Also colourful toys and playmats in the room. Maybe it was multipurposed for play therapy?? So fun And I was a bit guilty because I hadn’t stepped foot into this room despite they had been inviting me before.

Anyways yayayaayay

_{side note: actually I had dreams in the past few days, but then it wasn’t really easy to recall + it was boring, like I dreamt of fictional aunts gathered around me. Thats boring so I didn’t bother to recall LOL}

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revising math; suic*dal ideation awareness vid

#PBLmate

At library (shelf looks like polyu lib). Math teacher/ tutor was saying we need to do the whole shelf’s worth of exercise. Looking at the thick exercise books, I actually thought it was attainable and I was planning how I can finish them all on time.

Suddenly, my attention was drawn to a youtube video/ movie, which was played on screen.
The uploader was “Jake vids” (by yanni)

The vid started off with a catastrophic scene. Many donkeys were running aimlessly around an erupting volcano, panicking but there was no use escaping. I felt a bit pity for them, until they un-morphed themselves and reveal themselves as mentally ill people.

Then, the video focused on the parents of these mentally ill people. It took place in a teaching complex. It’s less like a school and more like a training facility, with many floors. This scene was starring my PBL mates, who were escaping from one “parent”, who was now with the appearance of a scary monster.

They entered a toilet to hide. I forgot who went in first, but second was Esther and the third was (?? Forgot name), who was Matthew’s friend _{(that he kept mentioning irl)}, being pushed by Matthew into the toilet. Matthew then entered, and closed the door after other PBL mates entered. I was in third person view as a spectator in the toilet. Although I knew I wasn’t part of the story, I still felt very tense because I felt the monster was about to arrive at the door. Later it arrived at the door which somehow was opened slightly. And then the dream paused here.

school opening

#ivan #cch

Aw man i forgot this dream! Because I didn’t write it down immediately. I just knew this

Oh so basically after that math exercise book scene, I was packing my school bag for my first day of school? With loads of exercise books and textbooks. I was checking my class schedule, which looked like in the format of primary / secondary school’s, and realised majority of the classes were R.S. (Religious studies), which was by cch. Even though I actually had no interest in RS, I was pretty happy because that means I can see cch every day for most of the time :))

Anyways I think Ivan was waiting for me for a study meetup, and after that I had to meet with Nicole Chan in the basement learning commons in another block. And I was already running a bit late but I was trying my best to walk quicker.

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