Neko

it's himmm

bruh I had nothing to do in the evening, I was a bit tired of pokemon, I ate dinner, so I slept at around half past 8, but I woke at around half past 1 am... What am I gonna do with all this time?? (No revision please I hate it) (Had a bucket list of all the shows I kind of wanna watch but I'm unmotivated)

collecting coupon for roy

(面交代收) #roy #dad #aiden

I was (with my dad??) at a mtr concourse in the evening, there was a miku concert hosting soon herea (literally on the concourse. (the vibe seems Mong Kok East, no platform doors) (but I felt it was at Yau Ma Tei)

Anyways I received a whatsapp chat from Roy (my driving coach). He asked if I am free to help him collect something he ordered, on the concourse later at night. I agreed to help him. (because in the dream I like him)

He told me it would be around midnight. He said around time he would call me to give me more information. And after the transaction he would have someone drive me (to his or my???) home to stay for the night. So I waited for the seller to come meanwhile I was also waiting for the concert to start.

However at midnight/ past midnight I hadn't received my instructions yet. And dad was accompanying me. I told Dad I would come home later because I have things to do. Dad say better come home before 7am, (other than that he didn't say other stuff, and I think even if I come home later I'll be fine, he was chill anyways. The reason I told him was to want him to leave + he would explain to Mum when he went home in behalf of me)

I said yeh ofc (I assumed the transaction would be already done before 7am), and he left.

The concert seemed to be finished. There was no music. I was still at the concourse, waiting. I was slightly worried because I kind of want to leave the station because I was bored, and could come back anytime when Roy called me, but, it was probably past mtr operating hours, so if I left the station, I couldn't reenter the station. So I had to stay.

While I was waiting I was scrolling on my whatsapp. I checked my group chats. One of them had me, Aiden (970) and Adrian (3-day-boy). I accidentally hit the group call button. I didn't hit the end call button right away though. I waited for the call to get through to apologise for the wrong call. But they didn't instantly pick up the call, and I thought it would be awkward, so after like 5 seconds on the call by myself I apologised into the empty (solo) call and ended the call. After ending the call, Aiden messaged in the chat saying this group wasn't needed, and kicked me out of the whatsapp group. (instead of disbanding)

After a while when I was still scrolling whatsapp, the music returned. And Roy messaged me to find a guy who was waving his hand and acting special. (it was already 7am too)

I found a guy waving his arms. He reminded me of Ursmar, but with a bigger build ?? lol anyways I approached him and asked him if he was looking for the buyer, and showed him my chat with Roy.

He then walked me aside to talk more about the transaction. There was a women next to him too, in her 60s? looks rather old and frail (slightly short and quite thin) She told me, these bakery coupons may require their membership in order to be redeemed, and asked if I know the buyer had membership or not. I called Roy on whatsapp. He answered my call right away. He looked professional on the call, with a headset and rather fancy backdrop and transitions (quite fancy as if he was live streaming) Initially I couldn't hear what he was saying. (Also the music got really loud as if the concert was back, and it was difficult to focus on the conversation) Maybe I deafened myself, or he was muted. I told him I couldn't hear him, and he fumbled to fix it, meanwhile I was also hitting different buttons to change my output headphone option. Anyways we quickly solved it, and I asked if he has membership and repeated the situation to him.

(In the dream, I was thinking if he didn't have membership, I had friends who have membership, and if I really wanted to, I can ask my friends to help him redeem the coupon. On the other hand I was wondering if I had helped too much, and I didn't expect it to take such a long time well past 7am, and if I helped once he would ask again in the future. In addition, I was slightly upset/ disappointed because if I knew it would take so long, I could've spent the night at his home and possibly sleep with him aka get fucked for the night before meeting the seller. Especially when Dad let me free, and Mum wasn't here in the dream at all. Such a missed opportunity * sigh *)(<— all thoughts in the dream, but holds true even after I woke up lol...)

anyways before he responded anything, the dream ended.

I was playing relatively loud music on my phone next to my bed while asleep though. Also rather unfortunate that I was thinking of Arthur while playing those love themed music, but I dreamt of Roy. Sorry Arthur! LMAO I feel so bad LMAOO I feel like as if I'm stepping onto so many boats at the same time, but in fact there are no boats because these are all imagined intimate romantic relationships.

—- finally slept at around 7:30am. I have beaten another pokemon gym, it’s starting to get boring.

last chinese lesson before public exam

#pblmate #secschool tbh i think it’s because mainland gaokao is about to start (like tmr??) so i dreamt of something related. The dream was boring so I’ll skim through it

Last chinese lesson The classroom was full But our teacher hasn’t arrived After like 10-20 minutes, at the :16 mark our monitor, Heidi, decided to go upstairs to grab our workbooks from the shelf because we needed to anyways They decided if they came back too late at :27 they’ll probably skip the lesson So a bunch of people went upstairs with our monitor There were only three people remaining in the room, including me. I was sitting at the back corner furthest away from the door, just like back in f6. In front of me was Matthew, (uni PBLmate, had appeared in one of my recent dreams exploring hotel too, wait OMG he’s the other guy who was going on the macau trip with sus guy) At the other side of the classroom there was a girl. (I found her really familiar in my uni chinese tutorial class, I was wondering yesterday during class that maybe we have met in previous unrelated tutorials.)

After a long while, our teacher came. She was doing chinese exercises with us. Since I sat right behind Matthew, I leaned closer to his seat. He looked back at me and our faces were very close. I got a bit closer until it’s like 1-2 finger distance, so … 3cm?

He didn’t flinch, neither did I. After a while, I decided he wasn’t embarrassed because he didn’t look away or did a nervous chuckle or anything, so maybe he wasn’t interested in me. So I made distance and leaned back to my seat. (* To clarify I am not interested in him both irl and in the dream aaaaaa idk what am I dreaming bruhhshshshhaha) (very interesting i think maybe it’s related to that one time I leaned on the sofa thing to look at Arthur’s face, it’s not THAT close though =_=)

Anyways I withdrew and we continued working on the worksheet. I was jotting notes with many different coloured pens, so maybe that’s why the teacher kept skipping me when asking questions, because she knew I was paying attention. (maybe this is related to how the tutor in my chin tutorial didn’t ask me questions because I was late to class and I haven’t signed the attendance yet, so he didn’t know I was here, so he skipped my name. I signed it back after class though, cuz the guy allowed it)

After a while each of us had to answer one paraphrase question, as there were 3 questions for 3 people. We have to change the sentence to not use the “不得不” in the original sentence. The girl’s answer to her question was meh. But ngl it was rather difficult. I answered my question very well. It was also a difficult question. The original sentence has an attached photo, of Alexander the Great’s right shoulder slightly broken, left shoulder almost gone, both arms were holding a fried chicken because he was hungry and wanted to eat. Something along the lines of 由於亞歷山大失去左肩,他不得不用右手托著拿著炸雞排的左手。 ?? Anyways i had to paraphrase that and did it successfully (bro i forgot my sentence already) And I got praised by the teacher, I felt happy and content. Also felt a sense of motivation.

Around 5 minutes later we heard a crowd of people outside, but they seemed hesitant to enter the classroom. I heard them putting down our workbooks at the umbrella rack by the door in the corridor, and they left. Probably because they thought they were too late, and they have the necessary knowledge in their workbooks already, so they didn’t need to attend class and waste their time.

We continued having class after that. Finally the class ended and we thanked our teacher. I bowed to the teacher before heading to the door. Dream ended.

(this chinese high school teacher was one of the only few who still gave us support during study leave, recorded videos explaining our marked exercises for each of us. I got at least 10 marks improved just during study leave – well the help from my friend M also contributed. The rest of the teachers just abandoned our class. So sad.)

— I think I had some other dreams too, but they were more fuzzy.

waiting for Mum at hotel

#dad #mum Dad Mum and I were travelling. It was at night so we were returning to the hotel. About to enter the lift in hotel lobby. Mum decided she had to buy something? So she left. We waited so long for Mum partly because she was leaving/ entering at another entrance of the hotel and got herself lost. And she buy stuff very slowly. Me and Dad were slowly losing our patience. Dream probably ended here. Mum always had to go buy extra stuff when we were walking home every single day. It was annoying. Because usually I was already having a long day at school, carrying a heavy schoolbag, and she decided to shop at multiple supermarkets for hours, despite already shopped for groceries. If not, she would go to dessert shops to have a look. Or maybe she’ll go to those small pharmacies to buy toilet paper- wait so she’s borrowing me as her labourer? (I now seldom walk together. Partly because I now have the home key I can leave early. It was back in primary/ junior secondary when this situation was the worst)

Side note: usually I kind of see why some themes appear in the dreams, so I used small font to share my interpretation. Idk if it’s useful or not. Or should I keep it as a literal dream log. Because the thing is over time I’ll forget the real life context, so I’ll forget why I dream about certain things if I reread it perhaps a week later. :)

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