11/3

awkward confident brO stranger

A very awkward stranger brought me and friends to a restaurant as part of a tour around a new city we were visiting, since the stranger thought we were now friends after trying to chat with us for a sentence. We thought it wouldn't be too bad to grab a meal together as we were quite hungry already, plus the guy said he would bring us to somewhere decent and popular. (It was kinda like a dim sum breakfast shop, a bit cramped but well it is popular.) After getting seated, I gave a gift to a friend, and the guy asked me for a gift too. Being fed up by his awkwardness, I firmly said, No.

19/3 #charlotteh #Ivan

ultra malignant cafe owner

I wanted to invite Hon to a new cafe near my neighbourhood, and there was a complex with several new cafes opening, so I decided to visit there to browse their menus and decide on the best cafe to bring her to. I stopped in front of a pretty nice looking cafe, with a glass panel displaying food models, including drinks with icecream on top, cakes and different kinds of desserts. I stopped by the counter and a boss (lady) wanted to bring me in for a seat. I nicely rejected and explained I just wanted to take a look of their menu on the desk of the counter. She seemed a bit annoyed and went back to her seat at one of the dining tables. I wanted to ask her a question actually but she didn't hear me when she was going back, so I raised my voice a bit to address the boss so that she was alert I wanted to ask her something. She became very offended when I asked if there were any a la carte and lunch menus like noodles. She responded malignantly in every sentence, like she was being very passive aggressive. For example, she said, have you seen noodles in a cafe and dessert shop?? Did you assume I have a menu for everything? Did you expect to have every type of dish in my cafe? It is probably your first time going to a cafe before, you are so broke you don't even know what is inside a cafe. I remained polite and resisted the urge to correct her and also to say I went to cafes before obviously but not yours, since it wasn't really necessary I guess? Although it feels bad. Before leaving after listening to half of her prickly sentences I asked for permission to take a pic of their menu and counter, actually it was to remind myself of this awful cafe and probably sending it to my friends to tell them about it too. Originally I might considered eating in one of the cafes before finalising my decision, but now I had completely no mood nor appetite to explore the rest. Opposite to this cafe is another cafe, with a very friendly boss inviting me to dine inside. I was wondering why he was so friendly as if I was a frequent customer, and recalled Ivan brought me to eat here once before (memory in dream) (no such actual thing happened in previous dreams or in reality). I smiled and declined and he wished me have a good day, and I left. I'd like to take a look at the menu of this cafe but it was right opposite to the malignant cafe so I didn't dare to stay any longer cuz I was scared I would trigger the fuck out of the boss lady. Although the cafe was nice I would also not consider bringing Hon there because of the location ... kind of a pity

20/3 #mum #dad Travelling with family in Japan, lived in an airbnb with a complicated room layout. In the dream, I recalled I had lived in this same Airbnb across dreams (but travelling to different places like France/ Greece or whatever) (after waking up I didn't recall anything like that though) Later went shopping in muji alone. I spotted an oversized pajamas and didn't like it when I tried it on. I stayed at around the entrance area and was planning to slowly shop from outside to inside (the muji was gigantic), when I saw my mum and dad appeared and also shopping here too, so I got a bit unhappy. Because originally we were going different places for shopping, and I felt like I had less privacy and cannot be as carefree as shopping solo (although I am technically still shopping solo).

21/3 #A There was an electricity outage in HMT. (idk my diary just jotted this) I went to find seats with groupmate for lecture. ML Khong saw me and she told me not to tell A to gift to teachers anymore, through the mic. I was shocked and told her we would talk after class. I wanted to explain how I was shocked knowing this, and I did not tell A to gift or bribe teachers. While listening to the lecture, I thought, Mum's assumption about A deliberately making me look bad is real, I didn't heed her conspiracy and yet the conspiracy was real, and the same things had been happening across dreams! (after waking up, I disagreed with my dream thoughts about “same things happening across dreams”, or maybe I didn't recall lol)

25/3 #uni dreamt about my class schedule being 8:30-12noon QMH, then 12-5 GH, I felt very tired and a sense of dread about this dream. (after waking up I thought I don't want to go to a 8:30 class right after yesterday's exam, I deserve some rest, so I skipped the whole day worth of class. The schedule wasn't as hectic as the dream but I do have a 8:30-11:30 class)

27/3

chased by monsters

Went down from a highway, into a concrete jungle. Chased by monsters in alleys. Similar to the streets in Jarilo-VI in Honkai Star Rail (kind of messy, cramped, narrow and dark, many alleyways and random monsters), and the monsters were in that art style too, and I can see the alertness bubble and aim circle thingy on the monsters too?? Had to bring my small baby mum to a safe spot where a healer would fetch us and protect us. I hadn't unlocked any skills/ attack so I could only dodge or sneak in the alleys when the enemies weren't looking, while carrying my mum/ holding her hand while walking. Finally after much time and difficulty I arrived at the meetup spot where a robot secretly talked to us. Turned out since it was still dark / 5am ish, the healer's clinic wasn't opened yet so we had to still dodge our way until like 7 or 9am ish. While talking, some monsters began to be alert by the noise, so I had to climb up the pipes to hide while cradling my mum. Terrible and intense.

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some short dreams not worthy of solo posts (Mar 3-9, 2026)

3/3 visited aunt Atlex's home, and she gave me a big red packet, but I tried to reject it because I know Atlex wasn't too well off and I want her to keep the money to herself

4/3 Watched King Sir's dizi performance during a concert. It had been a long time since I saw him/ heard his music. However his style now was quite cringe so I was a bit disappointed (I forgot how cringe it was since I was writing and expanding this dream log retrospectively from my diary book)

5/3

eerie woman

I was walking by a mountain when I saw a SUPER eerie woman face floating in front of me. The rendering quality of the face was low resolution, blurry and black and white, compared to the surrounding scenery which was more realistic but the colour was still paler than from real life. I turned and looked at the mountain where there appeared like a dozen of the same head (I thought the number was 16, although I didn't count it actually). Once I saw this head, I immediately bowed and apologised frantically and repeatedly for disturbing her. And I tried to slowly retreat while I was apologising. It was very scary for me emotionally although the plot wasn't that dramatic, not sure why.

8/3 #arthur Had an occasion at school when I met arthur out of the blue, I was very shy to see him so after a quick glimpse, I looked down and didn't dare to look up to see his face properly. He felt very blurry to me. Although I didn't talk much or initiate much conversation since there was another stranger talking to both of us, Arthur recognised me and asked me how am I doing (meanwhile the stranger doesn't seem to be aware we know each other). It was a pity I was looking at my feet the whole time, but I still feel happy!

9/3 #mum #dad Had to go relatives gathering for CNY in mainland again !! noo

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bimonthly summary! (feb 19-28, 2026) typing the heading only for interesting dreams.

19/2 #cora #6grass

lesbian spark between Cora & another girl

Cora and SHC (dorm) leader (a random dream character) flirting with each other at the balcony of the restaurant at an evening, very lesbian and hot. I was watching them hugging each other and kissing. Had a barbecue with 6grass again and there was a fire/ burn risk which made me kinda stressed Bought japanese stationery (actually a pencil case)

21/2 #uni I dreamt I was replying my friend's whatsapp message directly on our cohort's group chat (consisted of like 300 people), luckily I didn't gossiped anything bad. I felt embarrassed nevertheless

22/2 I couldn't hold in my poo so I shat publicly, at a plaza/ open area _{(Arthur read my dreams and said my dreams are so diverse, lmao)}

27/2 #secschool

highschool classmate hung herself

I dreamt I finished a year in uni/ almost graduating uni?, and I brought up the topic of high school to a friend. We were flipping our yearbook, when I asked her randomly about a classmate, T Woo, because I suddenly remembered about her and I didn't keep in much contact with this person. The friend went silent, and told me she hanged herself and died soon after we graduated high school. I was distraught when I heard it, and I was upset it took me so long/ years to learn about this news. _{I woke up and was very concerned of this existing classmate, so I stalked her on instagram and also asked a couple of close friends if she's still alive lol. uhhHh anyways yes it seems she is very normal and living}

28/2 #dad #mum #uni #PBLmate

cannibalism, freshly prepared; almost went Epstein Island

holy shit, Dad, mum and I went to a feast (forgot what occasion, seemed relatives gathering). We were allocated to a room, where we were arranged to feast on two humans who would be killed and prepared in front of us !!!!!!!! holy shit, ok.,., first one was already almost died and prepared half when serving to us so it was not too terrible ...? However, for the second guy, it was a young man who was probably around 17ish? He walked in, dressed in white robe, escorted by two staff and was in handcuffs. Then he lied in this horizontal box thing (kinda like a mix of magician cutting woman that kind of machine + slicing bread machine + the altar in a church that kind of size). He told us he was too poor and he needed the money for the family so he needed to do this. He told us there was a souvenir shop which sold leather goods later, we could support them by buying. Then the lid was half covered by the two staff and the procedure began. Then the slices began to pop out at the end of the box and they are putting them on a big plate. The boy was in agony, and we heard him kinda yelling but not too much, he was trying to keep his voice down. I tried to comfort him of the pain by holding one of his hand (it was poking out of the box). Eventually as the slices ascended to the arm level, I couldn't hold his hand, then his fingers, then not anymore. He became our food. (The dream skipped this part of the plot and went straight to below.) Later after the meal we were brought to the souvenir shop. Although we wanted to support the poor people, we just couldn't buy the skin products, and we left.

Later I had to get on a bus to escape with my ward group (forgot what we were escaping from, seemed like a group/ organisation hunting for us). The bus arrived at a interchange station and dropped all of us there, so we needed to find another vehicle to ride. We gossiped about how Brian would be scammed to Epstein Island during the bus ride, but during that moment, it seemed like everyone else had a place to go and I panicked a bit, and saw Brian walking towards a private car. So, completely forgot about the gossip, I asked to join Brian's ride. When I got on the car, I asked the driver where would she be driving. She didn't seem to be friendly and kinda stayed quiet, but was tapping the screen of the car to open the navigation map. I looked at the screen and saw an island, and the driver replied me, somewhere fun. I immediately remembered about the gossip and I just gave her a sensible reason and got off the car immediately. I ran away from the car as fast as possible. And was in a search to find something else that I can ride to escape. While I was running I realised I didn't remind Brian he would be scammed, so I was feeling slightly guilty. _{(I was reading too many tweets in feb)}

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_{Wltf wltf wltf}

immersive porn/masturbation/sex at 歡樂谷

#jy #mum

Initially watching porn (interactive roleplay) (I am the audience), theme is onsen bath of daughter (owner of onsen place) and MC (main character) got allowed by a ninja security guard which is the daughter’s dad and supposedly they fuck but i only watched the opening and ending credits The next porn is at a souvenir shop. I also just watched the ending credits- and i was beginning to get curious because both ending credits were popular jpop songs like yorushika’s

And when i was leaving the souvenir shop scene, I saw a new scene about metro, so I went in and started masturbating myself And I began to feel horny and went to masturbate by the metro door, and I also gave a random guy on metro a look (? Idk if he is pedestrian or actor) bc I want him to kinda masturbate/ rub me And he came over to the metro door and lean on top of me i was like yessss So i leaned more against the metro door and he squeezed me further Interestingly the metro door have two conveniently placed handles literally on the door (looking back it’s technically against physics to open the sliding door but it can) So i grabbed onto those two handles and he also grabbed the handles and rail me in further The sensation on my arms being kinda trapped in his and the squashiness on my chest was very similar to irl when i got SAed And i yearned for more in the dream, i tried moving up and down to rub my butt to see if I could find the dick where it used to push against my butt during the SA, but probably because we were all wearing winter clothing so it wasn’t really obvious

Then when the metro arrived at the station and doors opened, he grabbed me on the shoulder/ arm and we walked to search for somewhere convenient for him to continue pressing against me, it was a big open sunny place with quite some people, and he walked to quite a few spots but perhaps he decided that’s not it and eventually he/ we settled at a gashapon area where there were less people sitting around and it was equally sunny…

I enjoyed it

Next I was in a big bedroom/ gaming room and i persuaded my mum to help buy a fidget toy on her pinduoduo account (… actually i have one too and i was showing her the item through my app), and then mum was like having many questions and technical issues i spent much time solving but I still couldn’t order the toy

Then we went to a thai “massage” place called 歡樂谷 bc I’m gonna fuck mum We went in and a receptionist spoke to us. We would be given free drinks and meal and a room with time limit. As we were listening, mum went to sit down and scroll phone. The receptionist asked questions and how come she sat, I called her to come back, saying “you wanted this, not me!” And she said you’d take care of this idc

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late for exam (fight w Alex) & therapy

#mum #pblmate #uni #arthur

First I was at a hostel having a sleepover with secondary school classmates. It was midnight. I was wearing my formal outfit from the day so I needed to go home to fetch my pajamas and my next day outfit. I was thinking of going home or not and eventually I went back (to the old address). Mum was washing clothes in the sink. I think we had an argument but I couldn't recall clearly. Then I went back to the hostel and arrived at a little bit past 4am.

I needed to have an exam at 10:30 so after a quick sushi party I rushed out to go back to sassoon road to take the exam. I was pretty annoyed when I almost took the wrong strap bag with me cuz it was not efficient of me. The wrong one was my small black usual strap bag while the correct one was an old white cylinder shaped strap bag, with riolu inside.

Before leaving the hostel, we needed to name our takeaways from this visit and it was very difficult since I didn't really learn any and you can't overlap with others, luckily I got a storybook published by the hostel and eventually I got two takeaways from it. Also I spent some time to search for my diary which I thought I misplaced in the hostel rooms, but it was in my strap bag the whole time. (I think there was a short clip where I had to go back to K Town to grab my diaries and ride the metro back, and the two friends behind me couldn't get on while only I can and I felt slightly guilty but I thought it was actually not what I can do)

I arrived at the exam an hour late, and the tutor waited for me to start the exam. Alex was angry because the test was just 10 MCQs and he had to wait for an hour. The tutor put the stack of Q&A sheets on the table and asked us to take one each. I asked Benson next to me, and Monica opposite to me if they could lend me answers to copy or could I just look at them to copy, they seemed ambivalent to that. Alex took the whole stack to hand out to everyone except me. I asked him to give me one but he ignored me. I loudly yell I don't have one, I need one. Alex had started answering the questions. I think Kelvin had tried to separate the extra sheet under his Q&A sheet but Alex was grabbing the papers tight so Kelvin gave up. I also raised my voice to ask the tutor to give one extra to me but the tutor said there were no extras/ she wasn't gonna help me. I felt really angry at Alex and I could feel my whole body was heating up and I'm turning red. I shouted and argued with Alex. And I also thought Benson could feel my anger too.

Anyways Alex continued to indulge in the MCQs and answer them very quickly. Seeing him, the rest of the group also started answering the questions. I felt very frustrated so I took my light blue pen (my only pen) and reached out and scribbled on Alex's paper (and drew a giant cross on his answers). Alex said that's not gonna stop him, I'm the fault. I was very irritated so I drew a deep straight line on his forearm. Then he fought back by drawing also a deep straight line on my forearm using his black pen. I thought I was going very hard on his forearm but when he was drawing me, I hardly feel any pain, or anything at all.

I sat back down at my empty table, looking at my trembling hands. And regretted if I cut deeper in my forearm last night and draw some blood, perhaps he could see me as crazy and I can defend myself better. But on another thought, he might call the security and psych unit to drag me away from the scene since the wounds would deem me mentally unstable.

Eventually when people were leaving, the tutor gave me a stack of tiny memo papers with hand written questions for me to answer individually. The tutor was quite patient in going through the questions with me, but I was quite impatient starting in Q2-3 because I was already late for Arthur's session. (the starting time should be the original ending time of the exam) At the end of the exam, I checked and I was already like only having 10 mins remaining for the session. I was really unhappy. I was in sassoon 3 1/F junction and met Arthur, along with Heather and a few others from our group. Arthur dialed a call and told (prob his sister) in english that he just found out his 90-year-old grandma had an affair outside and they had a 21-year-old daughter! Heather overheard and yelled, WHAT? He also babbled in another brief phone call about hooking up with clients, and I was thinking I hope the next person would be me.

I continued my way to the therapy room but I looked back and saw Arthur signalling me to come. There wasn't much time and we two were going to get food down the escalator at the McDonald's while he started asking me how's my week.

classy bday dinner

#secschool #jy interesting combo (6-person table): [ Arthur, Jasmine W, Cherris Y ] [ me, (i forgot), Charlotte C ]

Cherris and Charlotte were the two birthday girls Cherris had a fancy mango birthday cake. I'd describe it as “designer-style”. Same went for Charlotte with a blue birthday cake which looked very dope. Jasmine introduced Cherris' cake for us. She mentioned it was designed by JY. (She actually pronounced the full name in the dream). I immediately felt a bit uncomfortable and a bit queasy while holding my fork, and my hands were a bit numb, shakey and uncontrollable when I was trying to hold a knife and swap my utensils around while listening. I looked up to see if Arthur noticed, but I couldn't tell. Actually I didn't think he immediately realised that's the name. Yet I comforted myself saying perhaps he pretended he didn't notice because they didn't know about the therapy.

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almost raped by dad + chased in mall

#dad #mum #jy #claudia

what the fuck is this dream

In the dream, I was napping on my bed (same bedroom setting as irl) naked when I felt someone putting his hands on my chest. It held my breasts tighter and tighter and I began to feel uncomfortable by the touch. I then listened to my surroundings and heard someone breathing behind me/ next to me on my bed. I assume it was mum. I wasn't too bothered until I heard another person's breathing sounds coming from the side of the bed and it seemed like it was from the one groping my chest.

Then I heard the “presumably mum” person spoke. Her voice was mum's indeed. She was whispering to the groping guy about something. It occurred to me that they were planning for the groping guy to rape me. Thinking “no way, I was already raped by jy _{(I thought so in the dream)}, I don't want to be raped again”, I opened my eyes in shock and saw dad naked with just his boxers, and his dick was out. Mum and him noticed I was awake. Dad hurriedly tried to shove his dick back into his boxers. I saw his dick and it was dark in colour. He tried to explain he didn't do anything bad to me.

Later I went out from home to a mall. I saw a policewoman and reported on dad. As I was explaining to the lady what had happened, I saw my parents from afar, staring and shaking their heads in disapproval. Later I went to shop in the mall and saw Claudia walked past from afar. I tried to chase after her to say hi because I haven't seen her for a long time, but she was too quick, and I arrived at the ladies clothes department. There was an event starting at the department, which was a chase game. And I was getting chased by two girl Caucasian teenagers. I tried to change my outfit using the clothes there but I could only get rid of them for like a few seconds until they found me to be very suspicious for running around and realising I was the prey again.

_{Anyways today I felt incredibly awkward seeing my parents. oh my god I hate this dream what the actual fuck is this okay i suspect it was because two days ago I read a lecture about child (physical, sexual, psychological) abuse, and also had a realisation after gossiping with friends that quite a few male friends who were interested in my cooking and recipes were just trying to hook up with me and my disappointment was immeasurable and my day is ruined the only thing I was satisfied in the dream is that I was proactive and comfortable in reporting the incident to the authority.}

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self-harm talk w therapist n friends

#T #arthur #pblmate #charlottec #mum

In master bedroom of old home Mum wanted to drag me out of bed to have lunch Me hugging blanket and didn’t want to Leg was a bit painful and itchy from her pull and poking I finally used my foot and pushed her out of room and locked the door I checked my legs and were full of red tiny scratches I sat by the window and looked down (just look, no suicidal ideation) I phoned the office and chatted with Ming

I got down and met up with Alex and Monica where we go for a walk, and we also met Ming We walked tgt and they chatted with me Monica shows me her healing/ healed scars on her forearm and I took a close look. _{(I suspect this triggered me and I was in a terrible mood for the whole day and relapsed)}

When we were returning and after crossing a street we found a little pop up booth distributing candies by the brand of Orange. We got our packs of candies and I started eating. (Actually the candies looked like pills and I feel like as if I am overdosing.) Arthur walked to the booth as well in an orange tshirt, I laughed at him for the orange tshirt but I didn’t tell him it was because he looked like a mannings employee. He was chill and just shrugged lol.

Walking back I received messages in a WhatsApp group chat of me, Charlotte C and Monica. Monica wanted to self harm. So I shared some reasons of why I didn’t want to and methods I used when the urges come, hopefully she can try them out or develop more of her own.

me as babyish newbie at office

Wore pajamas and carrying piles of stuff in a very clunky manner to my new seat. Everyone was wearing suits and working elegantly in this gigantic office, almost the size of one floor of shopping mall.

I was moving my stuff and saw a vibrator on the floor, it was mine but I didn’t dare to pick it up or else they know it would be mine. I felt awkward walking by in my pink pajamas and seeing that pink vibrator bc it made it obvious that it’s mine

Anyways after moving my piles of machines..?? I went back to the spot and the vibrator disappeared. Later people were gossipping about the mysterious vibrator, who brought their vibrator to work and who was so horny. Alex also brought up this topic to me and I told him it was actually mine lmao.

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using wrong id to cross border

#mum To shenzhen book city Mum took two id cards out, one is hers one is her friend’s because she helped her friend to set up her id so she kept it. The customs took her friend’s id and asked why she looked different and some detailes about her last departure at an odd time at night. I was getting annoyed by the long interrogation and waiting time so I just took mum’d id and gave it to the customs, wanting to let her know that this is the correct id. (Actually either way it will be weird because how come you have your friend’s id). But then the customs thought i was showing my id, so I immediately passed with my mum’s id. I felt nervous when my mum was still stuck there and I am passing as my mum’s identity with a larger age But luckily later mum got past i think But the next station is body check and scanning items and they’re checking our ids again

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befriended Dory the fish

I was in an animal carnival or whatever and I met and chatted with many animals

(Too much plot content but the scenes are insignificant)

Most memorable: I was sitting there listening to rest of the animals standing and chatting, when suddenly I felt something sharp but quite itchy underneath my feet. I looked down and it is a big Dory the fish from Finding Nemo, playing with my feet with her fins. She looked super excited. I looked at her and she looked back, seemingly wanted to be friends (she is the only animal so far that is non-verbal).

I tried to think about the reason why, and I noticed I was wearing socks with the same pattern as Dory. I suspected she thought I was a fan of her.

Idk how to politely tell her to stop slapping my feet with her fins because it was tingly as fuck and felt like many nails were poking me but it was itchy _{(prob my feet were numb and I was moving it so it translated into that into the dream) And prob cuz I just watched Zootopia 2 that day}

airbnb checking in

#mum #dad

Family trip to somewhere Check-in reception is at the balcony top floor It was at night outside, but many people where moving their luggage and queuing up for check in too

I forgot the story but it was supposed to be a mystery / lowkey scary dream

_{(not sure if I dreamt this bc of the Tai Po fire)}

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This dream made me feel like as if fri sat sun mon tue has passed

buying macarons

At a bakery stall. I wanted to buy some macarons. Asked the dream friend next to me if she wanted to buy some as well, and I’ll talk to the staff on behalf for her.

There were like 5 flavours, white brown and some rainbow colours in between (* it changed later on). I got a little paper pouch to hand to the bakery guy behind the counter. I found there were already some inside of brown flavour, and told the bakery guy about it. He asked me how many were inside. Originally I said wow around 5? Cuz it looked so big and many. I handed the pouch and the guy was talking to a female staff nearby and he said there’s one. And when I thought about it and imagine it from multiple angles I saw 1 giant cookie of irregular shape. It just seemed like 5 but isn’t.

The bakery guy was very chill and easygoing and he said he’d take care of it and asked for our order.

I asked my dream friend how many would she like, she said 3, so I was also gonna order 3, making 6 in total.

She picked a brown one and I picked white – we picked one each in turns to make it more fun.

Later the flavours were changed to multiple whitish brown flavours on top of rainbow ones. There were like oreo, toffee, caramel, hazelnut flavour etc. Looked quite yummy and I was planning to pick hazelnut next.

waiting for meetup and observing a class

#uni #mum Me and Stephanie K discussed previously via text about a meetup time to get her notes or whatever. It would be on a Sunday. I was having a day off on Sunday but I still agreed.

It’s Sunday. I finally showered and dressed up in my uniform and answered most questions from my curious mum (about where I’m going and what time will I be back)

And she said she can’t do Sunday and let’s do Monday before class instead. I was very annoyed as I was already about to go out And I looked at the calendar she shared and saw today’s time was monday before class. So I said then it’s now, let’s meet at the campus then.

So I headed to campus and walked into a small computer classroom with a full class of students and a teacher all using their desktop computers. I was curious of what widgets the teacher was using for her iPad, so I walked up to the big projected screen but didn’t see anything in particular. _{(that’s because it’s the screen of the desktop computer dum dum)(prob because I was reading a list of recommended iPad games before I fell asleep)} I walked right through and walked around to see what each of them were doing. The classmates and teacher didn’t seem bothered. I wondered if they can see me actually. But nevertheless I felt nervous to be the only one walking across a focused class.

I noticed the screens of the students and found a lot of them were just daydreaming and looking at their desktop homescreen. Some were using their phones and iPads. I thought it made sense because uni classes were boring.

I walked quickly out of the classroom.

(This is more of an interlude between the previous and latter uni class dream)

kirsty and sister lucia

#primschool

Entered a food court and there was a sister sitting on my left. After her sharing she asked a question to the floor: how does sister lucia’s saliva taste like?

I leaned towards her mic and exclaimed it is sweet- no it is salty!

She asked why would I thought so? And handed me her mic.

I replied, because in primary school sister lucia kissed me (in the cheek) so I (wiped the saliva off my face and) tasted her saliva. It was in the Chinese oral speaking class when she was teaching me. And then a few years later she kissed me again so I tried the saliva again. _{(… sacrilegious) and in the dream I didn’t verbalise the brackets bc I thought it was unimportant- but bro it was a different scene}

Everyone in the food court gasped.

And then the sister and a classmate nearby asked if I know someone called 陳彥同/童. I was confused but then realised she was Kirsty, my p1 neighbour in class! _{(well actually now I’m not sure because this name seemed to belong to another classmate- but Kirsty’s name was similar)} And then I started crying as I said she was my first friend but I can’t see her anymore, she wrote down her email in a paper slip and handed to me before she left, but I lost the slip, and I have no other way of contact of her…

The people in the food court were quiet as they looked at me crying and the sister offering her sympathy.

I felt apologetic for dampening the vibe of the food court while I was crying unstoppably.

email reply from arthur

#arthur I went to class in my uni. As I was busy walking along some corridors at the back of the classroom, I saw something lit up at the side of my eye, it was my phone lying on top of my kangol totebag on a random chair at the corridor. It was an email notification from Arthur. It said “Third (title) [Arthur’s Signature section] See you later~” So I thought it was most likely a reply from my email notifying him I’d be late last week. The “Third” was likely Re: my email title _{(though idk why would it say Third, perhaps it was the third session in the dream)}

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