fantasyisbad

I watched porn today.

I didn't masturbate to it. But that is just me giving excuses to myself.

I feel inadequate to continue writing this.

Maybe I should still write because it is the only thing helping with my addiction.

Maybe it is not just about me.

The reason I wanted to write was selfish too.

I wanted to write something and practice my writing.

I love writing.

I wanted to share all the resources I had collected.

I wanted to write what I want and others to read. At least one person I suppose.

I wanted to create more anti porn content.