fantasyisbad

Hello, everyone!

Anyways, I wanted to write about how I am amazing since I don’t watch porn, etc.

But the truth is recently only I relapsed.

Anyways that is not the most important thing.

I need to be truthful.

I started to be against porn first due to my own problems.

I think 5 – 6 years ago. Fuck I hate this arghhh.

Anyways only then I realized I have a porn problem.

I started searching.

I got into reddit that way.

So r/nofap is like one of the first sub reddits I followed.

I don’t know how it is now. But it was very helpful back then.

I learnt about rebootnation, yourbrainonporn, etc.

I will be quite honest. All the dopamine, serotonin, etc even though I understood it didn’t make any difference to me personally.

Anyways. I am ashamed to say I am still addicted to pornography.

But I used to watch video porn daily. Now it is monthly.

I only read porn comics[pornhwa], or erotica mainly.

I have started played porn games now though. [2D, 3D, anime]

I have stopped watching hentai though.

So, what I am saying is. I am not fully recovered. But still I think I have made huge improvements.

If you are disappointed that’s fine.

But I am confident I will overcome this.

I am slowly but surely improving the root cause of my addiction.