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Daily writing practice

2022/10/12 #poetry Does the sigh dislodge the impediment? The spiderweb or cellophane or whatever between you and the work Does the sigh disperse it, cut through it, dissolve it? Perhaps it packs it away, leapfrogging over it leaving it aside to deal with later Does the sigh lift you up? Enlarge you? Make you bigger than the issue, momentarily so you can start, ignoring it for a while? Does the sigh energize you? Focus your mind? Steel you? Ferry you past on a raft of pleasure? Does the sigh clear your mind? Does it work? Do you like it?

2022/10/11 #poetry Get to the water stare out over the waves see the sun reflecting see the sun reflecting the sun is reflecting on the water in front of you your eyes see the water the light the motion you are here not apart you are here not apart

2022/10/10 #poetry After the meal I felt so well the food had been good and had a wonderful smell forcing the habit will not lead to nice rest but a nap after eating oftentimes is the best no time to worry about what needs to get done why even live if you aren't having fun?

2022/10/9 #poetry Every day Every day don't ever miss it's not ok your progress will be flushed away if you don't do it every day

Alright, maybe it's not quite so severe if you miss a day here or there it's not the end don't shed a tear you can go on so have no fear

Just make sure what you accumulate adds up and you don't replicate those skips until they overtake your dids that would be a mistake

2022/10/8 #poetry Honest in the morning with everything fresh if you took care of yourself yesterday and everything a mess if you let things get out of hand it's easy to feel that now is more important rarely is it so take your rest let the inertia go

2022/10/7 #poetry Today someone I know will leave perhaps they will remain a friend but if not that is ok all relationships will end Each interaction takes some time each day only has so much even if it's sad you get more space when you loose touch If you can't make the effort don't push or try to force sometimes it makes more sense to let things take their course It's nice to live with people even if they come and go what we get out of being with others is something we don't outgrow

2022/10/6 #poetry The excitement from things certainly wears off quick novelty is so important because excitement is important doesn't have to be dramatic could be routine favorite meal once a month plenty of excitement no explosions but that is even more fleeting than a new thing so you repeat again and again can't repeat with the same thing it's still there so, many people go for new things again and again and end up with a mess new experiences creativity better ways to spend your time

2022/10/5 #poetry I think the biggest jerk is the one that does what they don't want to do you cause everyone to suffer that way, including yourself if you do something that you want to do that causes suffering to others at least you got something out of it if you go to a job you don't like and perform actions you would rather not for the sake of 'needing to work' well, you're an imbecile now the other people in the world have not the chance to do what they want to do you ruined it all perhaps you are a cleaner you personally don't like doing it but you know what? if you weren't filling that position with your grumbling inept self someone who does want to do it could have that job you shouldn't have applied and blocked them in the first place and if you do like cleaning but the working conditions make your experience unlivable you should make sure that everyone knows why you quit and that company should go out of business your persistence through hardship makes it so the trap stays set for others to fall into you say you would be a better boss but you continue to enable the one you despise Think that the army isn't for you, aren't ecstatic about being conscripted? You might be afraid for your life but everyone around you is most likely in the same boat all of you are agreeing to remain complicit and reinforcing your own plights next, you kill for the sake of not being imprisoned or killed or tortured by your own country how is that fair to anyone? You should be fighting them instead Don't like the way the airport security treats people? refuse to participate don't like the terms of service for the website that you are expected to use don't sign up don't like the fact that you aren't welcome in certain areas go there anyway if you and all the rest of the tenants in your building continue to give money to someone who doesn't keep up their side of the bargain who is doing wrong? You all are you can't excuse your behavior by appeal to authority that makes the world a worse place overall you need to take your own responsibility to make moral decisions that enhance your and everyone else's lives when you give in to doing something that you know is wrong because you can't figure out a better way it makes you the culprit in all that isn't right everywhere

2022/10/4 #poetry You have enough food? You have enough heat? Clean enough clothes? Shoes that fit your feet? Is the situation calm? Is the unrest still far away? Can you do the same thing day after day? Are your deepest discomforts going on in your head? Is your life pretty good but you wish you were someone else instead? Do you ever think about those who wish they were you? Perhaps it doesn't help but I often do. With all of the ease and advantage you live what else does the world even have to give? If you use your time to make others feel great it can put you in quite a beatific state. The positive buzz from beneficent acts, for those that are well, have the greatest paybacks.

2022/10/3 #poetry Even if I did begin starting with today it would take so very long and never really pay there's only so much out there but it's way more than one can chew you have to pick quite carefully when choosing what to do each path takes time and as you know you only have so much some things are really wonderful but put you out of touch As life moves on you find that things that seemed important wane if you had dumped more energy in what would you have gained? It isn't that you can't do anything you really want but that you can't devote yourself due to getting caught with every choice you weave a web that can easily ensnare so as you travel along your way pause to orient and beware