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one-sided ranzu cw: alcohol

Sanzu menggeram saat ia menemukan Ran tengah minum hingga pusing di ruang belakang salah satu klub malam milik para Haitani.

Seharusnya Rindou yang mengurus kakaknya yang mulai ceroboh dan mabuk-mabukan, bukan Sanzu! Dia bukan siapa-siapanya juga, tapi Mikey mencarinya, maka Sanzu harus menyeret Ran kembali ke markas. Mau tak mau, perintah sang Raja itu absolut.

Lagipula, masih ada banyak kerjaan. Bisa-bisanya Ran malah bersenang-senang di sini. Dia tidak terlihat terlalu senang, sih. Lebih ke stress, mungkin putus cinta. Dengan siapa? Memang ada wanita yang bisa membodohi seorang Ran Haitani sampai membuat keadaannya terlihat sesedih ini?

Bukan urusan Sanzu juga, sih. Yang sekarang jadi urusan dia hanya cara membujuk Ran untuk ikut tanpa membuat keributan. Bisa saja ia menodong pistol dan memaksanya ikut, tapi siapa tahu Ran terlalu mabuk untuk peduli. Itu juga membuat kegaduhan kalau misal ia malah memberontak.

“Haru, did you mean it?”

Lima patah kata itu berhasil merusak konsentrasi pria yang dipanggilnya Apa lagi? Sanzu tidak merasa pernah mengatakan apapun yang ada hubungannya dengan itu, jadi... apa Ran mulai berhalusinasi? Mungkin.

“Apaan? Udah, cepetan minumnya, lo dicariin Bos.”

Bukannya beranjak dari tempat ia duduk dan mengikuti Sanzu yang sudah mulai berjalan, Ran hanya menatap gelasnya yang setengah kosong. Sanzu tidak pernah melihatnya tersenyum dengan sedih sebelumnya, hanya senyuman menyebalkan yang menjadi ciri khas Haitani bersaudara.

“Ah. Begitu, ya. Pergi dahulu, akan saya susul.”

Kalau Sanzu sedikit lebih peduli atau ingin tahu, mungkin ia menetap dan menanyakan apa maksud Ran. Tapi ia sibuk juga selain mengganggu si Haitani sulung, jadi ia pergi tanpa basa-basi. Pintunya ia tutup dengan kencang.

Ran meneguk sisa minumannya, merasakan kehangatan menjalar di tenggorokannya secara tidak nyaman. Memang bodoh ia berpikir kalau seseorang seperti Sanzu akan mengindahkan perasaannya saat sudah sadar.

“If only you really loved me back.”

 
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from bontenblackcard

one-sided ranzu cw: alcohol

Sanzu menggeram saat ia menemukan Ran sedang minum hingga pusing di ruang belakang salah satu klub malam milik para Haitani. Seharusnya Rindou yang mengurus kakaknya yang mulai ceroboh dan mabuk-mabukan, bukan Sanzu! Dia bukan siapa-siapanya juga, tapi Mikey mencarinya, maka Sanzu harus menyeret Ran kembali ke markas. Mau tak mau, perintah sang Raja itu absolut.

Lagipula, masih ada banyak kerjaan. Bisa-bisanya Ran malah bersenang-senang di sini. Dia tidak terlihat terlalu senang, sih. Lebih ke stress, mungkin putus cinta. Dengan siapa? Memang ada wanita yang bisa membodohi seorang Ran Haitani sampai membuat keadaannya terlihat sesedih ini?

Bukan urusan Sanzu juga, sih. Yang sekarang jadi urusan dia hanya cara membujuk Ran untuk ikut tanpa membuat keributan. Bisa saja ia mengambil pistol dan memaksanya, tapi siapa tahu Ran terlalu mabuk untuk peduli. Itu juga membuat kegaduhan kalau misal ia memberontak dan malah mau bertarung.

“Haru, did you mean it?”

Lima patah kata itu berhasil merusak konsentrasi pria yang dipanggilnya Apa lagi? Sanzu tidak merasa pernah mengatakan apapun yang ada hubungannya dengan itu, jadi... apa Ran mulai berhalusinasi? Mungkin.

“Apaan? Udah, cepetan minumnya, lo dicariin Bos.”

Bukannya beranjak dari tempat ia duduk dan mengikuti Sanzu yang sudah mulai berjalan, Ran hanya menatap gelasnya yang setengah kosong. Sanzu tidak pernah melihatnya tersenyum dengan sedih sebelumnya, hanya senyuman menyebalkan yang menjadi ciri khas Haitani bersaudara.

“Ah. Begitu, ya. Pergi dahulu, akan saya susul.”

Kalau Sanzu sedikit lebih peduli atau ingin tahu, mungkin ia menetap dan menanyakan apa maksud Ran. Tapi ia sibuk juga selain mengganggu si Haitani sulung, jadi ia pergi tanpa basa-basi. Pintunya ia tutup dengan kencang.

Ran meneguk sisa minumannya, merasakan kehangatan menjalar di tenggorokannya secara tidak nyaman. Memang bodoh ia berpikir kalau seseorang seperti Sanzu akan mengindahkan perasaannya saat sadar.

“If only you really loved me back, too.”

 
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from bontenblackcard

one-sided ranzu cw: alcohol, bahasa tidak baku

Sanzu menggeram saat ia menemukan Ran sedang minum hingga pusing di ruang belakang salah satu klub malam milik para Haitani. Seharusnya Rindou yang mengurus kakaknya yang mulai ceroboh dan mabuk-mabukan, bukan Sanzu! Dia bukan siapa-siapanya juga, tapi Mikey mencarinya, maka Sanzu harus menyeret Ran kembali ke markas. Mau tak mau, perintah sang Raja itu absolut.

Lagipula, masih ada banyak kerjaan. Bisa-bisanya Ran malah bersenang-senang di sini. Dia tidak terlihat terlalu senang, sih. Lebih ke stress, mungkin putus cinta. Dengan siapa? Memang ada wanita yang bisa membodohi seorang Ran Haitani sampai membuat keadaannya terlihat sesedih ini?

Bukan urusan Sanzu juga, sih. Yang sekarang jadi urusan dia hanya cara membujuk Ran untuk ikut tanpa membuat keributan. Bisa saja ia mengambil pistol dan memaksanya, tapi siapa tahu Ran terlalu mabuk untuk peduli. Itu juga membuat kegaduhan kalau misal ia memberontak dan malah mau bertarung.

“Haru, did you mean it?”

Lima patah kata itu berhasil merusak konsentrasi pria yang dipanggilnya Apa lagi? Sanzu tidak merasa pernah mengatakan apapun yang ada hubungannya dengan itu, jadi... apa Ran mulai berhalusinasi? Mungkin.

“Apaan? Udah, cepetan minumnya, lo dicariin Bos.”

Bukannya beranjak dari tempat ia duduk dan mengikuti Sanzu yang sudah mulai berjalan, Ran hanya menatap gelasnya yang setengah kosong. Sanzu tidak pernah melihatnya tersenyum dengan sedih sebelumnya, hanya senyuman menyebalkan yang menjadi ciri khas Haitani bersaudara.

“Ah. Begitu, ya. Pergi dahulu, akan saya susul.”

Kalau Sanzu sedikit lebih peduli atau ingin tahu, mungkin ia menetap dan menanyakan apa maksud Ran. Tapi ia sibuk juga selain mengganggu si Haitani sulung, jadi ia pergi tanpa basa-basi. Pintunya ia tutup dengan kencang.

Ran meneguk sisa minumannya, merasakan kehangatan menjalar di tenggorokannya secara tidak nyaman. Memang bodoh ia berpikir kalau seseorang seperti Sanzu akan mengindahkan perasaannya saat sadar.

“If only you really loved me back, too.”

 
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from bontenblackcard

one-sided ranzu cw alcohol

Sanzu menggeram saat ia menemukan Ran sedang minum hingga pusing di ruang belakang salah satu klub malam milik para Haitani. Seharusnya Rindou yang mengurus kakaknya yang mulai ceroboh dan mabuk-mabukan, bukan Sanzu! Dia bukan siapa-siapanya juga, tapi Mikey mencarinya, maka Sanzu harus menyeret Ran kembali ke markas. Mau tak mau, perintah sang Raja itu absolut.

Lagipula, masih ada banyak kerjaan. Bisa-bisanya Ran malah bersenang-senang di sini. Dia tidak terlihat terlalu senang, sih. Lebih ke stress, mungkin putus cinta. Dengan siapa? Memang ada wanita yang bisa membodohi seorang Ran Haitani sampai membuat keadaannya terlihat sesedih ini?

Bukan urusan Sanzu juga, sih. Yang sekarang jadi urusan dia hanya cara membujuk Ran untuk ikut tanpa membuat keributan. Bisa saja ia mengambil pistol dan memaksanya, tapi siapa tahu Ran terlalu mabuk untuk peduli. Itu juga membuat kegaduhan kalau misal ia memberontak dan malah mau bertarung.

“Haru, did you mean it?”

Lima patah kata itu berhasil merusak konsentrasi pria yang dipanggilnya Apa lagi? Sanzu tidak merasa pernah mengatakan apapun yang ada hubungannya dengan itu, jadi... apa Ran mulai berhalusinasi? Mungkin.

“Apaan? Udah, cepetan minumnya, lo dicariin Bos.”

Bukannya beranjak dari tempat ia duduk dan mengikuti Sanzu yang sudah mulai berjalan, Ran hanya menatap gelasnya yang setengah kosong. Sanzu tidak pernah melihatnya tersenyum dengan sedih sebelumnya, hanya senyuman menyebalkan yang menjadi ciri khas Haitani bersaudara.

“Ah. Begitu, ya. Pergi dahulu, akan saya susul.”

Kalau Sanzu sedikit lebih peduli atau ingin tahu, mungkin ia menetap dan menanyakan apa maksud Ran. Tapi ia sibuk juga selain mengganggu si Haitani sulung, jadi ia pergi tanpa basa-basi. Pintunya ia tutup dengan kencang.

Ran meneguk sisa minumannya, merasakan kehangatan menjalar di tenggorokannya secara tidak nyaman. Memang bodoh ia berpikir kalau seseorang seperti Sanzu akan mengindahkan perasaannya saat sadar.

“If only you really loved me back, too.”

 
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from bontenblackcard

2 more minutes. one-sided ranzu cw// alcohol

Sanzu menggeram saat ia menemukan Ran sedang minum hingga pusing di ruang belakang salah satu klub malam milik para Haitani. Seharusnya Rindou yang mengurus kakaknya yang mulai ceroboh dan mabuk-mabukan, bukan Sanzu! Dia bukan siapa-siapanya juga, tapi Mikey mencarinya, maka Sanzu harus menyeret Ran kembali ke markas. Mau tak mau, perintah sang Raja itu absolut.

Lagipula, masih ada banyak kerjaan. Bisa-bisanya Ran malah bersenang-senang di sini. Dia tidak terlihat terlalu senang, sih. Lebih ke stress, mungkin putus cinta. Dengan siapa? Memang ada wanita yang bisa membodohi seorang Ran Haitani sampai membuat keadaannya terlihat sesedih ini?

Bukan urusan Sanzu juga, sih. Yang sekarang jadi urusan dia hanya cara membujuk Ran untuk ikut tanpa membuat keributan. Bisa saja ia mengambil pistol dan memaksanya, tapi siapa tahu Ran terlalu mabuk untuk peduli. Itu juga membuat kegaduhan kalau misal ia memberontak dan malah mau bertarung.

“Haru, did you mean it?”

Lima patah kata itu berhasil merusak konsentrasi pria yang dipanggilnya Apa lagi? Sanzu tidak merasa pernah mengatakan apapun yang ada hubungannya dengan itu, jadi... apa Ran mulai berhalusinasi? Mungkin.

“Apaan? Udah, cepetan minumnya, lo dicariin Bos.”

Bukannya beranjak dari tempat ia duduk dan mengikuti Sanzu yang sudah mulai berjalan, Ran hanya menatap gelasnya yang setengah kosong. Sanzu tidak pernah melihatnya tersenyum dengan sedih sebelumnya, hanya senyuman menyebalkan yang menjadi ciri khas Haitani bersaudara.

“Ah. Begitu, ya. Pergi dahulu, akan saya susul.”

Kalau Sanzu sedikit lebih peduli atau ingin tahu, mungkin ia menetap dan menanyakan apa maksud Ran. Tapi ia sibuk juga selain mengganggu si Haitani sulung, jadi ia pergi tanpa basa-basi. Pintunya ia tutup dengan kencang.

Ran meneguk sisa minumannya, merasakan kehangatan menjalar di tenggorokannya secara tidak nyaman. Memang bodoh ia berpikir kalau seseorang seperti Sanzu akan mengindahkan perasaannya saat sadar.

“If only you really loved me back, too.”

 
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from yes

2021/10/25 #poetry Today is done. Tomorrow waits. If I don't do what I intended before my day has ended then there will be appended as much time as it takes. Priorities take precedence. Sleeping will come too. I'll just have to sleep in later, until my resting is thoroughly through. The bed can wait, but not for long. My abilities start to falter. I'll just finish quick what I said I'd do. I'm not one to palter. I'll do better next time round. Start earlier in the day. Have time for fun as well as work, once work's out of the way.

 
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from Best F-Droid Apps

F-Droid is an installable catalogue of FOSS (Free and Open Source Software) applications for the Android platform. The client makes it easy to browse, install, and keep track of updates on your device. The F-Droid client I use is Droid-ify (available on F-Droid). Here are some F-Droid apps I’ve found for June:

  1. tldr man-pages, Repository: F-Droid
  2. Wavy Lines Live Wallpaper, Repository: F-Droid
  3. ServeIt, Repository: F-Droid
  4. Clima, Repository: F-Droid
  5. Hash Checker, Repository: Izzyondroid

    My blog reviewing F-Droid apps: https://paper.wf/f-droid-app-reviews/

     
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from yes

2021/10/24 #poetry At the top of the arc There is weightlessness If you expect it It can be quite enjoyable A fully encompassing feeling A sort of pause Of stillness Just a brief moment Nothing you have to endure For really any time The things that stick around are what weigh on you The things that don't change The things that you can't change The things that you wish would change Those things that only transform with acceptance Not effort The momentary things The feelings that abate They're all ok Easy to deal with Just so long as you remember Just how quickly They will change

 
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from yes

2021/10/23 #poetry It's beautiful. The experiences that you have, if it weren't for the heaviness that you bring, they're just beautiful. I'm out for a walk, thinking about my problems, discomforts, lacks, I miss it. Sometimes it breaks through and it astounds me. The heavier my mind, the more astounding it seems. Lately, it's been obvious. Everything is beautiful. I've put my problems aside, I'll be somewhere new soon and they can wait, besides I might not bring them with me, all possibilities are open again. Since I'm not carrying them around, the beauty is everywhere.

 
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from yes

2021/10/22 #poetry I saw the funniest thing today. Oh what a joy to perceive. But what was funny as I was there will not be so funny to read. To capture the joy would take skill I don't have. A pity since the joy was a lot. Still, I'll do my best to bring you abreast. You'll make do, it's all that I've got. The puddle was dark, by the side of the path, filled with mud, but fresh from the rain. The Golden Retriever pulled on its leash, the owner, resigned, did not strain. The dog started drinking, tilting its head, to get more water in faster. To get closer still it stepped off the path, despite the protests of its master. I watched as it stood in the puddle, continuing to drink without pause. I balked as it sat with intention, then it lay down ignoring our 'awww's. The owner showed this was expected, she groaned but she took it in stride. The dog kept on lapping and lapping, as much as he could get inside. “He loves the water.” she told me, when I asked if he does this a lot. I wondered why he would get in it, perhaps he was really hot. Then he stood up, belly a sponge, full of mud and other debris. She whined “You're sooo dirrrtyyy” in the most endearing tone and boy did it fill me with glee.

 
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from yes

2021/10/21 #poetry Nick Wilson is so unbelievably toxic. It is unfathomable. I should be glad. There would be no wonderful people if there were no despicable people. No people who light up the room if not for people who somber the mood. I don't mean to cast shade upon him. It's not that I take issue with his existence or resent him for his behavior. I don't disparage him unfairly, there is consensus among many people who know him that he exudes quite the unsavory character. I've even defended him at times. He has undoubtedly gone through his own share of discomfort, even if he does most of it to himself. There was a point in time when he got sick. Deathly ill. On the brink. Hospitalized for months. Salmonella or some such. In the building he manages things were relatively peaceful in his absence and proceeded along somewhat better without him, from what I heard and saw. When he came back, and this is the point that is interesting, he had lost around 100lbs of weight and looked great. He seemed happy. He actually smiled. One could be in the room with him and not feel slightly choked. Sometimes he would say something polite and you might actually feel good. Time passed though. He gained weight back. The lightness left. As before, he still says polite words when it would be appropriate, but now his tone makes it feel like you've been hit. This is a skill that he took decades to develop, and it shows. I do well know that change is possible. I also know that we, and our habits, are products of our environment. Still, foreknowledge or not, seeing it firsthand is inspiring, even when it goes both ways.

 
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from fantasyisbad

I have started reading success stories tag in r/nofap. It feels good. I have also gone hard mode for 5 days. It is good. I think when you see people posting 500 days or 300 days. You start thinking you can do it too.

It is easy to motivate yourself when others can do something. I don't really know why, but there are lot less success stories in r/pornfree or maybe I haven't seen much there.

I have also joined a discord group. Someone invited me. The group seems nice. People are helping others. I don't really know what I am going to do there. But I think it would be good for me to be there.

 
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from spignelon

In this post I will show you how you can easily set your hosts file in “/etc/hosts” to automatically update with the help of cron.

What is cron?

cron is the time-based job scheduler in Unix-like computer operating systems. cron enables users to schedule jobs (commands or shell scripts) to run periodically at certain times, dates or intervals. It is commonly used to automate system maintenance or administration.

Installing Cron on Your System

You can use package manager on the distro of your choice to install cron. For Ubuntu/Debian based distros: sudo apt install cron For Arch Linux: sudo pacman -S cronie For Fedora: sudo dnf install cronie

Enabling cron daemon to run on boot

sudo systemctl enable cronie For Ubuntu/Debian based: sudo systemctl enable cron

Crontab format

The basic format for a crontab is: minute hour day_of_month month day_of_week command

  • minute values can be from 0 to 59.
  • hour values can be from 0 to 23.
  • day_of_month values can be from 1 to 31.
  • month values can be from 1 to 12.
  • day_of_week values can be from 0 to 6, with 0 denoting Sunday.

Now if we want to run a command every Monday at 5:00pm we use: 0 17 * * 1 command ( 17 is 5pm in 24 hour clock format ). You can use cron.help for more help to understand the syntax.

Setting up your cronjob using crontab

We will use sudo for this since it requires root privilege to edit “/etc/hosts” file. sudo crontab -e I personally use StevenBlack's hosts file to block advertisements and malicious domains so I would use: 0 17 * * 1 curl https://raw.githubusercontent.com/StevenBlack/hosts/master/hosts > /etc/hosts The above command will fetch the updated hosts file every Monday at 5:00pm using curl from the above URL and overwrite the current “/etc/hosts” file. After adding the above command, save and exit crontab editor.

 
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from The Preacher of Agaduun

It will not surprise you, as it did not surprise anyone in the old days, when I tell you that the Gods emanated from Man when Man first beheld himself in disgust. In disgust he beheld himself, and disgusted he rose above himself to the heavens, to test and judge and eventually put an end to Man.

But what was less known in the old days is that, when it was assumed in the beginning that the pure and sublime part of Man was disgusted by the depraved and deplorable part and rose above it to the heavens, to test and judge it and eventually put an end to it, the First Believers overlooked that everything is symmetrical. One may well be disgusted by the vice and utter depravity of the very same that are themselves disgusted by one's virtue and purity. So even the most depraved and appalling one may well be disgusted by the purest and most virtuous.

And it was in fact the most depraved, deplorable and forlorn part of Man that rose and betook it upon himself to be the rulers of Man's fate.

You know all this, and knowing all this has not benefited you.

This is to teach you that wisdom always comes last.

 
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