dream log
I was searching for something in our kitchen and i opened a cabinet under the stove There were quite a few cockroaches but i dont think theyre moving, but still they’re quite groass. They’re attracted to the cockroach medicine/ catcher thingy mum had placed in the cabinet.
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(Because im too lazy)
Prob 9 or 10/1: mum/ my family was in the dream, i forgot
Prob 11/1: A frog was being ungrateful for the precious water and was wasting water, so I held it by its neck and forced it to swallow until it can’t and keep huge cups of water in its mouth, and then squeezed it to force it to vomit all the water it had ingested, and repeat this over and over again I think I was aware I was torturing it in the dream and I deliberately did so to make it regret its action…
Prob 12/1: I had a few dreams, they were relatively interesting and fairly original but I had too many original dreams here that they aren’t that original anymore… so I didn’t have the urge to recall them and now they’re lost… They’re just a twist in the generic and common “at the shopping mall buying stuff” dreams (oH.. speaking of common- I think I can add a “rarity” list to rank my dreams- that would be interesting)
13/1: several dreams again, during one of the dreams a stranger young boy at around 11 years old bit my riolu doll’s ear… (a light bite) And I became very very pissed and used my riolu doll as my weapon and SMACKED my riolu’s head forcefully onto the boy’s belly. The boy was hurt and “ow”ing. I just felt my riolu’s head is a bit too soft and I wanted the hit to land harder but I already attempted landing quite a heavy hit The final dream is at my primary school. There were refrigerators for our uni dorms, in the covered playground. There was a big one for my floor, and it was viewable from the outside just like a vending machine. Mum was with me at the covered playground, and I was actually on my way to something- I was wearing something business casual- maybe I just finished an interview. I warned my mum not to touch the fridges. But when I was kneeling down to fix my shoelace?? Or my bags, my mum opened the fridge and reordered the veggies, because they’re at the “not the best” spot (like freezer vs fridge) and put the veggies together. After I finished with whatever I needed to do while kneeling, I found out and shrieked in panic and annoyance, and ordered my mum to redo her arrangements back to how it was before, because the veggies were not mine- they were my floormates and they were all unlabeled- if she swapped the places people couldn’t find their food and didn’t dare to eat the misplaced food either- plus it was very rude to touch and rearrange other’s food without permission.
I woke up in annoyance, and later mum came to check on me so I looked pretty pissed at her and she was confused lol
This week was rather violent idk why maybe cuz I moved back home from dorms
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After therapy he drove me back to main campus where I can ride the metro/ more convenient. The first time I sat in the backseat.
The second time aka final therapy session I decided to swap to the front passenger seat because I wanted to be closer and see his face for one last time. I sat and told him now the scene from the previous dream where he drove me to his flat was reenacted and I felt amused. I took photos of the view outside from the side window, and ones from the front pane and selfies of me and Arthur driving. Though Arthur turned his head away every time I held the camera/ when he’s in the frame. I pointed it out and we were both amused. I think he was smiling. But I can only see the side/ back of his face.
I kept telling him to drive slower and drive to a few more streets before reaching my destination. I wanted to stall time as I didn’t want to leave. He said eventually I would have to leave though.
After a while, he steadily and slowly pulled over to the usual parking place in front of a temple (/ entrance of my uni??) where it was kinda crowded and lively. He picked a slightly more inwards (around 20m) parking spot for me to alight. I didn’t want to, but I knew I needed to. It’s time, he gently reminded me.
I was still sitting in his car when the dream ended.
oh geez im going to miss him
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Yooooooooo first time dreaming about her omg
Feels like summer sem chinese course, but the setting of the dream is in winter I had to attend a basic chinese course Need to memorise long sentences for class, and speak together as a group I was scared to memorise + lazy to attend the stupid course so I just went to the staircase where they rehearse to peek at them The course instructor (a thin old lady- i don’t like the vibe, feels like f2 vice classmistress) spotted me and led the class to walk around the staircase and caught up to me (I couldn’t run fast) She asked why didn’t you join I said I am scared She explained they’re actually pretty chill, but it’s okay if I didn’t wanna participate and skip class So I felt better and joined
After class me and my new friend group (Zoe Wong and a few others) somehow joined a school activity And we matched with our group leader, Cora I was behind her the whole time when she’s leading We exited a place that feels like lecture hall into a shopping mall, then went onto the streets On the way they were chatting (I forgot what was it about), Cora casually commented that I was already blushing We went to a small shop on the street, where we were given a free kitty for each of us Initially the shopkeeper gave me two/ two kittens walked towards me. One walked towards me first, it was quiet and obedient, had white fur with mini light blue polka dots dyed on it. The other one dashed towards me. It was more active, with blue stripes. I felt my forearms were slightly painful from cradling them, so I looked down onto my arms and realised the active cat didn’t withdraw its claws fully when kneading on my forearm. So I asked it to withdraw the claws because I felt painful, and it learnt and did. (The first cat was napping gently the whole time.) I chose the second cat.
Afterwards we went inside a cosmetics shop. As I didn’t have much experience with cosmetics, my groupmates and Cora were explaining them and point out ones they like/ were popular as we walked by. They were commenting on something that looks like a lip gloss. But they were commenting on the smell and how long lasting it was. I was confused so I asked them to explain. Zoe explained it was actually perfume, and a small amount of it was enough to [make you horny] (i forgot how they phrased it exactly, but definitely horny and not aroused). Cora added, it could last you the whole night, and was perfect for bar nights.
As we exited the shop it was dark outside already, and we were walking uphill towards a bar. I think I asked Cora if she’s ready to hit on some men
Yeah bruh can’t believe i asked her that in the dream hit on me first pls- or did she
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I sat at the end/ corner of the classroom and was responsible for cleaning everyone’s pajamas
But everyone was giving me wet dripping pajamas And i clean after every class
And the teacher also scolded me for taking time to clean the mess So my anger exceeded the threshold and I put down everything and didn’t clean anything anymore
I (in the form of a young man who was a little bit ugly/ average) was following a professor (that Indian? pathology prof) as his good friend in hku, he’s gonna bring me to a good place I walked onto a boat in hku Many prof sitting and chatting, like triad members
I stood at the entrance politely feeling a bit scared too, while looking at the prof walking past the sitting crowd and chatting with them at the same time A random stranger boy ran on board and rushed past everyone The profs all stood up and pointed long knifes at him Quite scary
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My recent dreams are a bit difficult to be recalled in full. They’re like pieces of shards
I got a small and handy bicycle. It had a white body and small thick black tyres. Pretty cool. It was easy to lift as well. Maybe I often used it for commute to and from school.
I think at some point in the dream in the school, I said my farewell with Arthur. But later on the street outside school, I saw Arthur queuing up to order food from a food stall. He was the second in line. There were many people queuing behind him too, including my secondary school friends. I was delighted to see him.
I turned around to do something real quick, hoping he would still be here when I was done with my things. But he left. I ran along the road and saw his back. But I couldn’t keep up with him and lost him.
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At a piercing mini stall in a shop I was looking at the different earrings very slowly The shop keeper said to me in a slightly bitter way about how I was spending too much time So i explained to her about how I was looking at each of the descriptions that they have and imagine the earrings on my ear and how they could match each other Then the shopkeeper spoke in a more understanding way and became nicer to me
Maybe because I got several piercings a few days ago
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This friend is LL i don’t want to eat sushiro w TT Mmzzk bc BB Ng m
Wtf an i typing im so sleepy Anyways i was w another friend i n my dream. She disliked LL as well. I didn’t dare to tell her i dislike too but i did feel that way. I was trying to do some other stuff there sicab as sh n n Ñ n n n qn Ah… maybe j should continue writing on the next day/ when i kkw kl hk Tldr we tried tk hide but came actodd LL on the street Tried predendknt tl besrs
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I just woke up from an accidental evening nap and recalled this brief dream, but I don’t know when I had the dream, maybe today morning but feels more like yesterday? A few days ago?
Mum was being extra annoying at a Japanese restaurant. I was on a phone call with someone. Dad was just looking at the scene, giggling. So I just 屌 my mum to 收聲. And mum appeared unhappy and began to cry like a baby. Like she just squatted down and used her arms to rub the tears on her face like a kid. I felt annoyed. Dad came to comfort mum. And after like a min Dad asked me how could I say that. I asked Dad why didn’t you look after what you married and keep her occupied instead of letting her disturb my work/ call? He appeared annoyed at me. And I am annoyed and quite pissed.
This reminded me of that one mini quarrel I had with mum at home. While Dad was just standing there giggling at us similar to what happened in the dream, as if he was uninvolved and just watching us escalate the thing. And I told my dad, you didn’t help nor contributed at all.(I was disappointed. But maybe I shouldn’t have expectations to start with as he was like that the whole time.)
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the setting: I was living in this city in a hotel with my parents (somehow I wasn't living in our home or my dorm). I had a hinge that today's scheduled session was in the morning around 10/ 12ish. So I was awake from around 8 or 9 in the morning as I was scared of missing it. My calendar recorded it as 14:00 though.
I went to sassoon road to revise and work. It was around 12:40ish when I suddenly had the urge to double check the meeting time. The meeting time was 11am. The 140 was something else. I mistook it and recorded 1400 as the time. I checked my phone and saw Arthur actually whatsapped me if I was coming around that time. I immediately replied, oh no I am so sorry etc etc
And his replies are like ohnoo no worries (something looking casual), and his message style is just like me, with kaomojis and emojis and cuter eng words. I was a bit surprised but happy. I was wondering if he was trying to mimick me and attempting to get closer to me/ into my world. And I welcomed it. I felt quite warm.
I told him I was free rn but i have class at 330/420? until 1830 and hes like he cannot do the session then cuz I have class, but said we can do it after 1800 till 2230. I'm like ooh He proposed casually we can grab something to eat together after 6, and then he'll drive me to his “old small office apartment” to have the session. Had to keep it lowkey or else he would definitely be reprimanded and scolded by Ruth. I replied (a bit excitedly), oh we're going to your home?? :O just before I type that, he unsent that message and gave me a smiley face He corrected me (playfully but slightly seriously), it is an “office apartment”. I'm like ooh okey (I could already foresee myself sitting in his car, driving after dark to his home, chilling after eating cup noodles, or takeaway street food together by the dimly lit desk, in a slightly cramped apartment, probably watching anime together too... And who knows what would happen afterwards. If he was not “making it happen” I would try my best to “make it happen” * wink *)
And then I went back to my hotel, and secretly reserved additional a solo room (without my parents). And I started playing with my doll – a Furret (I bought it a week ago) – in that room. It was pleasurable. But I had to be conscious on not getting period blood smudged on my doll. (period was like day 4 ish, not tooo much but still quite risky smudging) And I was quite tensed because I was worried my parents would barge open the door any time, when supposedly that shouldn't happen as this was an individual booking of the hotel room.
I was relaxing with Furret while whatsapping Arthur at the mean time, chatting about random stuff, like buying what type of messenger bags, what we were up to.
— I woke up briefly. But I wanted the dream to proceed to actually meeting Arthur, so I went back to sleep. But the storyline didn't proceed any further.
I think it was because I forgot to attend the last day of an experiment, and that experimenter whatsapped me if I was coming. I missed it and replied in the afternoon, but she wasn't available in the afternoon, so I kinda ruined the experiment as the training had to be done in consecutive days. And I kinda like that experimenter, tomboyish. A bit like Ruth. and I think I ruined her impression on me. (cuz I was late for another day as well)
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