mock CCT after exam

#uni #pblmate

In the dream, I just finished CCT and I was overjoyed and celebrating with our group, when Monica yelled next CCT is in 2 weeks (next Friday), and I was like oh no again

Then our group went to a hotel, where we are having bedside and mock CCT. As soon as I entered the room, I realised I haven't cut my nails and I was slightly unhappy. I was the first one doing again, so the rest of the group went to another room a floor above us to wait for their turn.

There was a (surrogate?) patient lying on the bed, with a doctor beside. I was asked to do an abdominal PE on the patient. I skipped inspection as the doctor told me no need. Then I palpated the 9 quadrants, just as I was beginning to palpate and percuss for the liver, the doctor told me to skip and proceed to another part,,, which is ultrasound!

She/ He turned on an ultrasound machine and told me to hold the probe, and I needed to localise the organs and any abnormality. And I found quite a few (liver, kidney.. and heart which was an incidental finding) cuz the ultrasound machine would beep louder when it encountered something weird. Then I was asked what anatomical location was one of the beeps and I answered renal artery. The doctor seemed pleased with my responses and how I generally performed so she/ he told me to leave and find the next guy for the exam. I asked and confirmed to find Brian.

I went downstairs to find a lift going up to the waiting room (actually when I was waiting for the lift I found it quite dumb but the lift arrived as I was thinking so I rode the lift) I found Aiden while I was searching for the waiting room and he went down together with me to search for the exam room, as I didn't mark the room number as I was leaving.

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11/3

awkward confident brO stranger

A very awkward stranger brought me and friends to a restaurant as part of a tour around a new city we were visiting, since the stranger thought we were now friends after trying to chat with us for a sentence. We thought it wouldn't be too bad to grab a meal together as we were quite hungry already, plus the guy said he would bring us to somewhere decent and popular. (It was kinda like a dim sum breakfast shop, a bit cramped but well it is popular.) After getting seated, I gave a gift to a friend, and the guy asked me for a gift too. Being fed up by his awkwardness, I firmly said, No.

19/3 #charlotteh #Ivan

ultra malignant cafe owner

I wanted to invite Hon to a new cafe near my neighbourhood, and there was a complex with several new cafes opening, so I decided to visit there to browse their menus and decide on the best cafe to bring her to. I stopped in front of a pretty nice looking cafe, with a glass panel displaying food models, including drinks with icecream on top, cakes and different kinds of desserts. I stopped by the counter and a boss (lady) wanted to bring me in for a seat. I nicely rejected and explained I just wanted to take a look of their menu on the desk of the counter. She seemed a bit annoyed and went back to her seat at one of the dining tables. I wanted to ask her a question actually but she didn't hear me when she was going back, so I raised my voice a bit to address the boss so that she was alert I wanted to ask her something. She became very offended when I asked if there were any a la carte and lunch menus like noodles. She responded malignantly in every sentence, like she was being very passive aggressive. For example, she said, have you seen noodles in a cafe and dessert shop?? Did you assume I have a menu for everything? Did you expect to have every type of dish in my cafe? It is probably your first time going to a cafe before, you are so broke you don't even know what is inside a cafe. I remained polite and resisted the urge to correct her and also to say I went to cafes before obviously but not yours, since it wasn't really necessary I guess? Although it feels bad. Before leaving after listening to half of her prickly sentences I asked for permission to take a pic of their menu and counter, actually it was to remind myself of this awful cafe and probably sending it to my friends to tell them about it too. Originally I might considered eating in one of the cafes before finalising my decision, but now I had completely no mood nor appetite to explore the rest. Opposite to this cafe is another cafe, with a very friendly boss inviting me to dine inside. I was wondering why he was so friendly as if I was a frequent customer, and recalled Ivan brought me to eat here once before (memory in dream) (no such actual thing happened in previous dreams or in reality). I smiled and declined and he wished me have a good day, and I left. I'd like to take a look at the menu of this cafe but it was right opposite to the malignant cafe so I didn't dare to stay any longer cuz I was scared I would trigger the fuck out of the boss lady. Although the cafe was nice I would also not consider bringing Hon there because of the location ... kind of a pity

20/3 #mum #dad Travelling with family in Japan, lived in an airbnb with a complicated room layout. In the dream, I recalled I had lived in this same Airbnb across dreams (but travelling to different places like France/ Greece or whatever) (after waking up I didn't recall anything like that though) Later went shopping in muji alone. I spotted an oversized pajamas and didn't like it when I tried it on. I stayed at around the entrance area and was planning to slowly shop from outside to inside (the muji was gigantic), when I saw my mum and dad appeared and also shopping here too, so I got a bit unhappy. Because originally we were going different places for shopping, and I felt like I had less privacy and cannot be as carefree as shopping solo (although I am technically still shopping solo).

21/3 #A There was an electricity outage in HMT. (idk my diary just jotted this) I went to find seats with groupmate for lecture. ML Khong saw me and she told me not to tell A to gift to teachers anymore, through the mic. I was shocked and told her we would talk after class. I wanted to explain how I was shocked knowing this, and I did not tell A to gift or bribe teachers. While listening to the lecture, I thought, Mum's assumption about A deliberately making me look bad is real, I didn't heed her conspiracy and yet the conspiracy was real, and the same things had been happening across dreams! (after waking up, I disagreed with my dream thoughts about “same things happening across dreams”, or maybe I didn't recall lol)

25/3 #uni dreamt about my class schedule being 8:30-12noon QMH, then 12-5 GH, I felt very tired and a sense of dread about this dream. (after waking up I thought I don't want to go to a 8:30 class right after yesterday's exam, I deserve some rest, so I skipped the whole day worth of class. The schedule wasn't as hectic as the dream but I do have a 8:30-11:30 class)

27/3

chased by monsters

Went down from a highway, into a concrete jungle. Chased by monsters in alleys. Similar to the streets in Jarilo-VI in Honkai Star Rail (kind of messy, cramped, narrow and dark, many alleyways and random monsters), and the monsters were in that art style too, and I can see the alertness bubble and aim circle thingy on the monsters too?? Had to bring my small baby mum to a safe spot where a healer would fetch us and protect us. I hadn't unlocked any skills/ attack so I could only dodge or sneak in the alleys when the enemies weren't looking, while carrying my mum/ holding her hand while walking. Finally after much time and difficulty I arrived at the meetup spot where a robot secretly talked to us. Turned out since it was still dark / 5am ish, the healer's clinic wasn't opened yet so we had to still dodge our way until like 7 or 9am ish. While talking, some monsters began to be alert by the noise, so I had to climb up the pipes to hide while cradling my mum. Terrible and intense.

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bimonthly summary! (feb 19-28, 2026) typing the heading only for interesting dreams.

19/2 #cora #6grass

lesbian spark between Cora & another girl

Cora and SHC (dorm) leader (a random dream character) flirting with each other at the balcony of the restaurant at an evening, very lesbian and hot. I was watching them hugging each other and kissing. Had a barbecue with 6grass again and there was a fire/ burn risk which made me kinda stressed Bought japanese stationery (actually a pencil case)

21/2 #uni I dreamt I was replying my friend's whatsapp message directly on our cohort's group chat (consisted of like 300 people), luckily I didn't gossiped anything bad. I felt embarrassed nevertheless

22/2 I couldn't hold in my poo so I shat publicly, at a plaza/ open area _{(Arthur read my dreams and said my dreams are so diverse, lmao)}

27/2 #secschool

highschool classmate hung herself

I dreamt I finished a year in uni/ almost graduating uni?, and I brought up the topic of high school to a friend. We were flipping our yearbook, when I asked her randomly about a classmate, T Woo, because I suddenly remembered about her and I didn't keep in much contact with this person. The friend went silent, and told me she hanged herself and died soon after we graduated high school. I was distraught when I heard it, and I was upset it took me so long/ years to learn about this news. _{I woke up and was very concerned of this existing classmate, so I stalked her on instagram and also asked a couple of close friends if she's still alive lol. uhhHh anyways yes it seems she is very normal and living}

28/2 #dad #mum #uni #PBLmate

cannibalism, freshly prepared; almost went Epstein Island

holy shit, Dad, mum and I went to a feast (forgot what occasion, seemed relatives gathering). We were allocated to a room, where we were arranged to feast on two humans who would be killed and prepared in front of us !!!!!!!! holy shit, ok.,., first one was already almost died and prepared half when serving to us so it was not too terrible ...? However, for the second guy, it was a young man who was probably around 17ish? He walked in, dressed in white robe, escorted by two staff and was in handcuffs. Then he lied in this horizontal box thing (kinda like a mix of magician cutting woman that kind of machine + slicing bread machine + the altar in a church that kind of size). He told us he was too poor and he needed the money for the family so he needed to do this. He told us there was a souvenir shop which sold leather goods later, we could support them by buying. Then the lid was half covered by the two staff and the procedure began. Then the slices began to pop out at the end of the box and they are putting them on a big plate. The boy was in agony, and we heard him kinda yelling but not too much, he was trying to keep his voice down. I tried to comfort him of the pain by holding one of his hand (it was poking out of the box). Eventually as the slices ascended to the arm level, I couldn't hold his hand, then his fingers, then not anymore. He became our food. (The dream skipped this part of the plot and went straight to below.) Later after the meal we were brought to the souvenir shop. Although we wanted to support the poor people, we just couldn't buy the skin products, and we left.

Later I had to get on a bus to escape with my ward group (forgot what we were escaping from, seemed like a group/ organisation hunting for us). The bus arrived at a interchange station and dropped all of us there, so we needed to find another vehicle to ride. We gossiped about how Brian would be scammed to Epstein Island during the bus ride, but during that moment, it seemed like everyone else had a place to go and I panicked a bit, and saw Brian walking towards a private car. So, completely forgot about the gossip, I asked to join Brian's ride. When I got on the car, I asked the driver where would she be driving. She didn't seem to be friendly and kinda stayed quiet, but was tapping the screen of the car to open the navigation map. I looked at the screen and saw an island, and the driver replied me, somewhere fun. I immediately remembered about the gossip and I just gave her a sensible reason and got off the car immediately. I ran away from the car as fast as possible. And was in a search to find something else that I can ride to escape. While I was running I realised I didn't remind Brian he would be scammed, so I was feeling slightly guilty. _{(I was reading too many tweets in feb)}

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locking arms w JY during class

#JY #uni #pblmate #arthur #teacher #secschool

Was having a class and probably it was the last lesson of the period. We were standing in rows as if we were gonna perform something on stage (we were in a kinda big classroom though- many students, no desks nor chairs- kinda like kindergarten classrooms). To my left was a person who gave me the vibe of JY, to my right was Heather/ Monica. The scene was quite crowded and there were rows behind us and one row in front of us. JY nudged me with his elbow. I felt quite unfortable, and I used both of my hands to push his elbow back. It had a bit of resistance but quickly his elbow nudged me again. At the same time, the person on my right held her arm to lock with mine. Then I realised we were supposed to lock arms together as part of the performance. I looked at JY’s elbow and I realised he was holding up at an angle to let me put my arm in his. So I did so although I was slightly reluctant. But he didn’t explain to me and he kept looking at his front so it made it awkward at first place. _{(I hope my subconscious is not trying to find excuses for JY though…)}

Quickly later, I was told I needed to go to a room to receive a make-up class. When my previous groupmate exited the room, I went in. It was taught by Arthur. I needed to sit by a desk to do some chinese penmanship and dictation. The atmosphere was beginning to get …umm romantic? Personal? As we filled in on what we were up to for the past week between his sentences for my dictation. Then my F.6 chinese teacher opened the door and came in. I was nervous and stressed about her finding out we were almost starting to chat more intimate things, so I kept writing my chinese words wrongly and I had to scribble and rewrite for like 4 times.

Then I was handed to the chinese teacher to continue my class while Arthur left. Later I went out and saw my groupmates at a resting area with benches. It was decorated like a shopping mall with low ceilings- kind of like the subway in tsim sha tsui. I looked at heather and monica and they look prettier than usual. Heather had my haircut and Monica had better skin. _{(We legit had a convo on how an AI tried to give me a new haircut and it changed my face to look like Heather; and Monica told me I had nice skin and her own skin condition wasn’t good)} And then I also saw Alex wearing his backpack at the end of the bench. I told them, oh I haven’t seen Benson, and I also haven’t seen him in short sleeves before actually. And then they told me Benson was right here so I turned around and saw him behind Monica. In long sleeves though.

Later a teacher came out from the room and told us she had calculated the marks. (idk it was a test). She said two people failed, and named those two people, luckily one wasn’t from our group. Then we left. I was quite happy I didn’t fail.

But later I received news from someone else telling me they found out I also failed as well.

A bit of a bummer

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late for exam (fight w Alex) & therapy

#mum #pblmate #uni #arthur

First I was at a hostel having a sleepover with secondary school classmates. It was midnight. I was wearing my formal outfit from the day so I needed to go home to fetch my pajamas and my next day outfit. I was thinking of going home or not and eventually I went back (to the old address). Mum was washing clothes in the sink. I think we had an argument but I couldn't recall clearly. Then I went back to the hostel and arrived at a little bit past 4am.

I needed to have an exam at 10:30 so after a quick sushi party I rushed out to go back to sassoon road to take the exam. I was pretty annoyed when I almost took the wrong strap bag with me cuz it was not efficient of me. The wrong one was my small black usual strap bag while the correct one was an old white cylinder shaped strap bag, with riolu inside.

Before leaving the hostel, we needed to name our takeaways from this visit and it was very difficult since I didn't really learn any and you can't overlap with others, luckily I got a storybook published by the hostel and eventually I got two takeaways from it. Also I spent some time to search for my diary which I thought I misplaced in the hostel rooms, but it was in my strap bag the whole time. (I think there was a short clip where I had to go back to K Town to grab my diaries and ride the metro back, and the two friends behind me couldn't get on while only I can and I felt slightly guilty but I thought it was actually not what I can do)

I arrived at the exam an hour late, and the tutor waited for me to start the exam. Alex was angry because the test was just 10 MCQs and he had to wait for an hour. The tutor put the stack of Q&A sheets on the table and asked us to take one each. I asked Benson next to me, and Monica opposite to me if they could lend me answers to copy or could I just look at them to copy, they seemed ambivalent to that. Alex took the whole stack to hand out to everyone except me. I asked him to give me one but he ignored me. I loudly yell I don't have one, I need one. Alex had started answering the questions. I think Kelvin had tried to separate the extra sheet under his Q&A sheet but Alex was grabbing the papers tight so Kelvin gave up. I also raised my voice to ask the tutor to give one extra to me but the tutor said there were no extras/ she wasn't gonna help me. I felt really angry at Alex and I could feel my whole body was heating up and I'm turning red. I shouted and argued with Alex. And I also thought Benson could feel my anger too.

Anyways Alex continued to indulge in the MCQs and answer them very quickly. Seeing him, the rest of the group also started answering the questions. I felt very frustrated so I took my light blue pen (my only pen) and reached out and scribbled on Alex's paper (and drew a giant cross on his answers). Alex said that's not gonna stop him, I'm the fault. I was very irritated so I drew a deep straight line on his forearm. Then he fought back by drawing also a deep straight line on my forearm using his black pen. I thought I was going very hard on his forearm but when he was drawing me, I hardly feel any pain, or anything at all.

I sat back down at my empty table, looking at my trembling hands. And regretted if I cut deeper in my forearm last night and draw some blood, perhaps he could see me as crazy and I can defend myself better. But on another thought, he might call the security and psych unit to drag me away from the scene since the wounds would deem me mentally unstable.

Eventually when people were leaving, the tutor gave me a stack of tiny memo papers with hand written questions for me to answer individually. The tutor was quite patient in going through the questions with me, but I was quite impatient starting in Q2-3 because I was already late for Arthur's session. (the starting time should be the original ending time of the exam) At the end of the exam, I checked and I was already like only having 10 mins remaining for the session. I was really unhappy. I was in sassoon 3 1/F junction and met Arthur, along with Heather and a few others from our group. Arthur dialed a call and told (prob his sister) in english that he just found out his 90-year-old grandma had an affair outside and they had a 21-year-old daughter! Heather overheard and yelled, WHAT? He also babbled in another brief phone call about hooking up with clients, and I was thinking I hope the next person would be me.

I continued my way to the therapy room but I looked back and saw Arthur signalling me to come. There wasn't much time and we two were going to get food down the escalator at the McDonald's while he started asking me how's my week.

classy bday dinner

#secschool #jy interesting combo (6-person table): [ Arthur, Jasmine W, Cherris Y ] [ me, (i forgot), Charlotte C ]

Cherris and Charlotte were the two birthday girls Cherris had a fancy mango birthday cake. I'd describe it as “designer-style”. Same went for Charlotte with a blue birthday cake which looked very dope. Jasmine introduced Cherris' cake for us. She mentioned it was designed by JY. (She actually pronounced the full name in the dream). I immediately felt a bit uncomfortable and a bit queasy while holding my fork, and my hands were a bit numb, shakey and uncontrollable when I was trying to hold a knife and swap my utensils around while listening. I looked up to see if Arthur noticed, but I couldn't tell. Actually I didn't think he immediately realised that's the name. Yet I comforted myself saying perhaps he pretended he didn't notice because they didn't know about the therapy.

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scolding prof hui

(dec3) #pblmate #uni

I was in a classroom in my high school. Prof Hui was my classmistress, teaching English. Our class didn't want to have the class and do her homework that she was going to assign. Then Matthew (wardgroup) sitting at the leftmost of the classroom 2 rows from the front, suddenly raised his hand and told Hui that we were all sick from the PE lesson just now, and we needed to go to the UHS. Suddenly we all acted like we were having a fever, and classmates were hiding their schoolshoes and put their sports shoes under their desk to make it look extra convincing that we just finished changing after PE lesson.

Prof Hui walked around the classroom cautiously and looked under our desks slowly. Some classmates nearby also helped me with the sports shoes and arranging stuff. Prof Hui walked and saw a person wearing normal schoolshoes. We were all very tensed but as we look up, the classmate was wearing full school uniform, and we all relaxed as it was very reasonable for students to exclude themselves from PE lessons/ didn't bring any PE uniform.

Around my desk, my shoes were kind of messy since we were half-organised. Prof Hui saw the little mess of the shoes along the aisle and I tried to laugh it off, which she accepted.

When she was almost done with the inspection, as we thought she would let us take a break, suddenly a random classmate raised her hand and said we were just joking and we weren't actually sick, it was just to play with Hui and amuse her.

I was thinking like, what the fuck !!! We were so close to the goal and you spoiled it !!!

oh and in one part of the dream I stood up from my seat and pointed at Hui and scolded her for a long time with anger lmao, I think I covered a lot of points in the dream, such as she being a waste of time on unnecessary minute things, taking attendance as if we were still primary school/ high school kids, how entitled and arrogant and fragile she was to force everyone including patients to name her as Professor Hui, not just doctor etc., shouldn't happen when she was already past menopause (it seems to me).

_{(I think this was a very realistic dream 1. Matt likes to skip class and get his sick leave at UHS, 2. our group in general likes to skip class + dislike this weird prof 3. dec 1 our autistic groupmate was doing a roleplay pt hx presentation and when the doctor raised questions about a discrepancy between her hx and another person's, she raised her hand and said loudly, “I LIED, I MADE IT ALL UP, I FORGOT WHAT THE PATIENT SAID.” (I can only capture her energy in full caps) (i mean like aaaahh you could've worded it in a much tactful way esp when specifically at that scenario you can actually play it off and smooth over it) and then she got a serious after-class talk and concerns for fitness to practice uhh// and i think she learnt the wrong idea from me when i told the prof i was late because i overslept and i actually got a compliment that I was being honest. uhhhhhhaaaaaa – ngl i feel pretty bad for her shes an interesting person and i think she is actually not too bad- other than occasional things like this- oh and another occasion when she wouldn't use another word to replace “your death is near” when we were learning palliative care in cancer although we gave her alternatives bc she didn't understand the difference...... i used to think autism is not a disability especially when everyone was saying it is “neurodivergence” vs “neurotypical”, but honestly idk now In situations like this, is this considered a “disability” in detecting the appropriacy of the scenario and finding more tactful solutions? In other social situations when one turn away from group lunches to eat their fixed meal choice from a specific restaurant alone, are we crowning everything as a “disability” from a neurotypical standpoint and thinking everything “inappropriate” to us is a “disability”? But it kinda is at the same time? Nevertheless, there are many hurdles for them to overcome in a generally neurotypical world. damn so many things to ponder on just from one dream}

_{man i forgot about the rest, i shouldn't have procrastinated writing them down}

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lunch set choices

#uni

It was a really long dream with a lot of characters involved, but I only remembered this excerpt very clearly.

On a train and it was my turn (and others on the same table) to order our lunch from the menu handed by the train staff.

Set A: chichen + docetaxel Set B: broccoli + eggplant (very disgustingly cooked with a lot of unknown broth overlying the mixture, according to menu photo)

I was thinking, both were so shit I couldn't make a choice! I don't want taxane but I don't want that broth mixture either.

Woke up mumbling the menu so I could recall it.

_{(I know if knowledge seeps into my dream, my revision is not bad. Yay)}

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This dream made me feel like as if fri sat sun mon tue has passed

buying macarons

At a bakery stall. I wanted to buy some macarons. Asked the dream friend next to me if she wanted to buy some as well, and I’ll talk to the staff on behalf for her.

There were like 5 flavours, white brown and some rainbow colours in between (* it changed later on). I got a little paper pouch to hand to the bakery guy behind the counter. I found there were already some inside of brown flavour, and told the bakery guy about it. He asked me how many were inside. Originally I said wow around 5? Cuz it looked so big and many. I handed the pouch and the guy was talking to a female staff nearby and he said there’s one. And when I thought about it and imagine it from multiple angles I saw 1 giant cookie of irregular shape. It just seemed like 5 but isn’t.

The bakery guy was very chill and easygoing and he said he’d take care of it and asked for our order.

I asked my dream friend how many would she like, she said 3, so I was also gonna order 3, making 6 in total.

She picked a brown one and I picked white – we picked one each in turns to make it more fun.

Later the flavours were changed to multiple whitish brown flavours on top of rainbow ones. There were like oreo, toffee, caramel, hazelnut flavour etc. Looked quite yummy and I was planning to pick hazelnut next.

waiting for meetup and observing a class

#uni #mum Me and Stephanie K discussed previously via text about a meetup time to get her notes or whatever. It would be on a Sunday. I was having a day off on Sunday but I still agreed.

It’s Sunday. I finally showered and dressed up in my uniform and answered most questions from my curious mum (about where I’m going and what time will I be back)

And she said she can’t do Sunday and let’s do Monday before class instead. I was very annoyed as I was already about to go out And I looked at the calendar she shared and saw today’s time was monday before class. So I said then it’s now, let’s meet at the campus then.

So I headed to campus and walked into a small computer classroom with a full class of students and a teacher all using their desktop computers. I was curious of what widgets the teacher was using for her iPad, so I walked up to the big projected screen but didn’t see anything in particular. _{(that’s because it’s the screen of the desktop computer dum dum)(prob because I was reading a list of recommended iPad games before I fell asleep)} I walked right through and walked around to see what each of them were doing. The classmates and teacher didn’t seem bothered. I wondered if they can see me actually. But nevertheless I felt nervous to be the only one walking across a focused class.

I noticed the screens of the students and found a lot of them were just daydreaming and looking at their desktop homescreen. Some were using their phones and iPads. I thought it made sense because uni classes were boring.

I walked quickly out of the classroom.

(This is more of an interlude between the previous and latter uni class dream)

kirsty and sister lucia

#primschool

Entered a food court and there was a sister sitting on my left. After her sharing she asked a question to the floor: how does sister lucia’s saliva taste like?

I leaned towards her mic and exclaimed it is sweet- no it is salty!

She asked why would I thought so? And handed me her mic.

I replied, because in primary school sister lucia kissed me (in the cheek) so I (wiped the saliva off my face and) tasted her saliva. It was in the Chinese oral speaking class when she was teaching me. And then a few years later she kissed me again so I tried the saliva again. _{(… sacrilegious) and in the dream I didn’t verbalise the brackets bc I thought it was unimportant- but bro it was a different scene}

Everyone in the food court gasped.

And then the sister and a classmate nearby asked if I know someone called 陳彥同/童. I was confused but then realised she was Kirsty, my p1 neighbour in class! _{(well actually now I’m not sure because this name seemed to belong to another classmate- but Kirsty’s name was similar)} And then I started crying as I said she was my first friend but I can’t see her anymore, she wrote down her email in a paper slip and handed to me before she left, but I lost the slip, and I have no other way of contact of her…

The people in the food court were quiet as they looked at me crying and the sister offering her sympathy.

I felt apologetic for dampening the vibe of the food court while I was crying unstoppably.

email reply from arthur

#arthur I went to class in my uni. As I was busy walking along some corridors at the back of the classroom, I saw something lit up at the side of my eye, it was my phone lying on top of my kangol totebag on a random chair at the corridor. It was an email notification from Arthur. It said “Third (title) [Arthur’s Signature section] See you later~” So I thought it was most likely a reply from my email notifying him I’d be late last week. The “Third” was likely Re: my email title _{(though idk why would it say Third, perhaps it was the third session in the dream)}

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discover nice study area but paid

I discovered a very nice hidden study area. As big as chiwah. But quieter. It was like the lobby part of Central Library but with a more “office” feel. _{(Used to dream similar settings back in primary school years)} I walked inside and found many secondary schoolmates. I talked quietly to one of them, wow this place was so good, there are vacant seats with big tables, and most importantly, power outlets !!

I stolled until I found a best spot and I left my things there while I explore that area more.

Then on another floor I saw security guards trying to make people leave, turned out we needed to pay an annual fee of around $4000 to use this study room and we needed to show a red membership card to them. Holy shit so I walked back quickly to collect my stuff and leave. When I got back to my floor almost all of us have gone except a few tables with our stationery still on the desks. A few guards were chatting in front of my desk, seemingly waiting for my return. I quickly packed my stuff and leave. They didn't ask me anything, perhaps they knew we all didn't have membership.

Later I went to Central Library. I met Jasmine W when I was leaving. I told her I'll take the bus (bc it was the most convenient option to get to my home). She didn't say anything. So we walked down the alley although it was past the bus stop right in front of the library entrance. There were many boutiques along the alley, and it was quite a long narrow street. She didn't speak so later I told her we would part ways when we reached the end of the alley.

(random piece I forgot where I should put it, but I suspect it to be within this dream) Donki with #charlottec , too late to return there for our kept bags, asked a shopkeeper and she replied she thought perhaps the two staff at the sushi bar were still looking after it and about to store them when she told them we would come back Anyways we got there and got back our bags using our storage receipt

wardmates doing matrix and calculus

#pbl #uni #secschool

Had chinese lesson by FPY in a small classroom/ the cramped chem classroom in Lawz?? Quite nostalgic to be taught by FPY again ngl. We had to do a reading comprehension and fill-in-the-blanks timed using her stopwatch timer. 11 mins/ 21 mins I forgot. We do different paragraphs according to our columns we sit in.

Then she asked Benson sitting also in the front to answer the questions. But she said Brixton / Brixson so Benson didn't stand up. Then Benson said his name was Benson. She said oh I'm sorry, and then the next sentence was still Brixson so Benson didn't care anymore. He stood up and answered the questions. He was wearing traditional Chinese Tangzhuang with big button thingy and I was lowkey shocked by the ugly costume.

One of the girls sitting in front of Benson's row/ my row should be sneakily listening to music on her airpods because the classroom was quite quiet and I can hear the music and it was not from FPY, so I suspected the girl. FPY didn't care about the music though

The comprehension was a conversation between a girl and her father. The father was trying to empower the girl and said sth like “being weak or strong, either of them makes you powerful”.

I looked at my neighbour for her workings while FPY was talking about the answer, and I saw her drawing almost an identical graph to mine. I was quite proud because I taught my neighbour and she was able to draw equally nicely/ or even better than me. Lastly, FPY taught us to plot graph- called a “hotel graph” to show the needs of both the girl and the father. _{(It's kinda like the cost price straight line graph in core maths, but two curved lines)}

Then it was math lesson by Vim (the teacher for CAES)– in the superkids classroom. We continued learning about the Hotel graph. Towards the end of the lesson, Vim invited Kim 1 and Yuki to come back to the classroom as Monica was summarising the content we learnt with a summary sheet distributed to all of us just now.

Kim started to draw on the blackboard and answering the questions, and handed the pen to Yuki, in a bob hair. Then Yuki made a new looking “Hotel graph”, and one more from the result of the Hotel graph (she circled the “needs” area), which is a summation of two sine curves... and then she wrote a general formula for a parabola (but the x² was put at the last one rather than the first thing) (like x + a – 2x²) – and then she wrote some terms and steps, and then a [ 2 rows matrix thingy ], and then another step in breaking down the [ matrix thingy ] to two [ thingy ] and I was like :O bro learnt more than us who were here for the whole lesson. I didn't even learn calculus.

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very very large meal

4 dishes each i only finished the first one (noodles) and was on the second one (giant bowl of mixed fried rice) everyone else on the table were on their bowls of rice either so I don't really feel pressured, and mum told me it's okay to just leave the rest there, but I still kind of want to eat more.

At the end of the meal me and another boy were eating their food while the older relatives were looking at us slightly amazed. I was purely because I suddenly had some appetite at the end so that's why I started eating again.

_{(I think this is because mum forwarded a post of a doctor’s article and the last line was like if you studied and think medicine is not for you, you can quit it, so I was wondering if mum felt the same way or if she is just forwarding for the front part of the article which talked about study tips)}

skipping class and doing dumb fun things with wardmates

Part 1

#pbl #uni

I was on my way to school from Hung Hom mtr. I have a dictation in the morning. However I accidentally rode the wrong train, and I went to HMT station. Then I saw the other platform had the train to go back to the correct direction (it's in lime colour like the ocean park line), so I rode it, but once I got on and saw the mtr line sticker thing within the compartment I found the HMT station had a new name and the line was actually different. But it was more like a boiled down 特急 version of Kwun Tong Line (cuz the shape of the line was just like the U-shaped Kwun Tong line), but with mixture from important stations of other lines, all with different station names. HMT — Hung Hom — Kowloon Tong — Kai Tak/ Diamond Hill (? the one with brown line interchange) etc. I was like omg this is so smart they just incorporated stations with just the right interchanges. (Bc I thought Hung Hom had the red interchange... Initially I thought huh where's the red line then, and then I mistakenly thought Hung Hom had)

Anyways when the “train” was about to start, they announced this was the last special train （特別班次） of the day, so I felt very special and lucky. But then when it started I realised this was actually a bus. I thought oh shit, but then it was going along the stations so it wasn't a big deal so I didn't worry much. I saw the cross harbour tunnel through window of the bus and the bus entered a carpark nearby. And then a tour guide came over and congratulated us in joining such a special occasion. The bus transformed into a grand dining hall, and we were seated at long tables. I was the last one on the first long table. And we got T-shirts, notebooks, etc as souvenirs. As we pass along the notebooks, some were of exclusive design, and so we were like wow whoever was receiving it was so lucky

But on the other hand I was worried about getting late to school – actually the second I realised I rode the wrong line I was already lowkey anxious _{(Actually as of writing now, me too- update: alr late and missed the class)}

I told the person sitting on the left of me about me actually in a hurry. She said oh you can just leave now ! They won't stop you I was like :o. But then I told her I still want the souvenirs if they hand out more later, and the upcoming food. So I didn't really want to leave.

Then I looked across the table and saw sitting opposite to me was my ward groupmates, Alex and Benson. I told them I actually had an exam (I spoke wrongly here, it should be a dictation) in the morning at 10. They were like oh shit you have an exam ??? I was like yeah but I couldn't make it in time and I think it has already passed. I think I couldn't make it to the afternoon class either.

They said, how about you get a doctor's note? I said that's a good idea, but it's alr late now so perhaps I'll do it tmr. I have a clogged nose anyways (in the dream I felt my nose clogging). (I started coughing intermittently in the dream which is a good thing that means I can be more authentic when getting the absent slip)

Then Alex showed a prescription, he said, speaking of which, our group had a diagnosis _{(I assume from the faculty)}, and they gave us these drugs to take. And then together we said the name of the drug: _{[well I forgot- starts with D and ends with sth like dipine. I suspect diazepam or amlodipine but they don't feel like the name in dream]} And we both knew this is for ADHD (in the dream).

The medication bottle was interestingly designed. We can only open it gently and slowly during specific times of the day. Inside the can were a lot of batteries along with big tablets of drugs, and the lid had a razor blade thingy. If you open the lid in bright sunlight, and quickly, the razor blade would rub against the metal electrodes of the batteries and it will catch fire.

I opened the lid next to a desk lamp. And then the can of drugs had some sort of hissing sound. I was like uhhh And Benson was like oh shit And I realised it was because of the light of the desk lamp Then Benson tried to use his hand to test the heat of the light coming from the desk lamp. I was like no why are you hurting yourself lol Benson continued to hold his hand until he suddenly retracted his hand, so we laughed at him. Then the light hit the can again and the can started hissing more so we were like oh no,

Then I took a drug tablet out and tried to put in my mouth but I realised it is the water soluble ones like the vitamin C ones. So I spit it out before it bubbles more, and put it in a lid and add water to it but I forgot this other lid had many pores and spaces. So I poured the whole thing into the drug can !!

Then it hissed more and I was like oh no why am I so dumb !!!! And Alex was like oh no why are WE so dumb

_{I woke briefly and thought I had such happy times with this group. And also Mancy's group. And I thought of the weirdos in other groups and I thought I am very fortunate. And then I napped again.}

Part 2

#mum

Told mum at night around 9pm-ish I'd like to see a doctor tmr morning (friday) to get the sick leave note. Mum said why not now? I said the clinic has already closed! Mum was like oh right. I said how about tmr 11am. Or 10. Mum was like I heard the clinic would be full by 7am lets go there early! So I was like okay. And I told her I'll get a 2-day absence (tmr morning and today). (because tmr afternoon at 3pm in the dream I need to see arthur anyways so I need some sort of excuse — but mum still doesn't know lol)

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