Neko

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dream log

referring teacher to cedars cope

#secschool

I went to a cafe and filled in an online help form to request for cedars cope counselling? Later the cafe closed so I moved to a nearby mcdonalds And I saw my secondary school teacher A Tsang She was also filling in the form, and asked me if the sentences she wrote was enough. I looked at it and it was way too brief, so I told her to be more specific and showed her the form that I filled in, which was super long, almost essay like I checked the word count in the blanks and realised I haven’t exceeded the word limit despite writing down a lot of stuff, like 250/350 words (I think it was way more than 250, I’m pretty sure it was more than 2500)

And i encouraged her to submit the form, because the staff were timely and helpful in sending you whatsapp messages

(i think i dreamt it because i was talking to rainlily before and yesterday)

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shopping mall encounter

#secschool #A #ivan

Beatrice and me went for lunch in shopping mall tgt Later we were doing arts & crafts at a random spot on the ground. Oh it was a rainbow paper banner for......... Keung To

A came later to join in making the banner

Afterwards Keung To came and we lifted the banner up to give it to him. I felt a bit nauseated and almost vomited. (LMAO) (I think it was because I watched a reel from cch's Keung To fanpage that day... a closeup video of Keung To interacting with her, maybe she's on those VVIP seats)

Afterwards Beatrice had to attend something else/ exam/ interview, so she's gonna have dinner by herself. We parted ways and I exited the mall.

I went on a taxi/ bus and Ivan was in there as well. But A followed me (coincidentally I guess) into the car as well. So me and Ivan couldn't really have a proper conversation. A asked me about something, and she shared the location she was going to exchange at during enrichment year (different from irl but still in UK).

Back in my dorm, I was making something on excel for my project. I took a part of the excel for my roommate to see (I forgot if the roommate in dream is the same as irl one). But she wanted me to share it with her, which I didn't mind, but she wanted the whole document and some other files that included some other stuff too (e.g. streaming stuff), which I was not comfortable sharing. So I just let her take a look and closed the files. (Maybe it was because I briefly told her like theres this thing happened – but not exactly how. Actually I was a bit hesitant and she said if I'm not comfortable sharing it's ok to not share, but I think it's better for her to know it to sort of like... know my triggers? (although that's kinda dangerous too)

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tomboy tutor toying with me, udon meal w PBL

#pblmate #ivan #aiden

I was having a session with a tutor in a large activity floor and in his own tiny office room. He's arranging minecraft blocks on his desktop pc and I can rearrange them according to my liking. I wasn't sure if it was a computer/ coding tutorial or those 沙盤 therapy where you organise stuff and search for an interpretation.

This tutor was pretty nice. He looked like that kind of tomboyish guy with thick black framed glasses, not exactly tall but taller than me.

In the office room, during mid session the desktop froze and malfunctioned. I sensed that he wanted to end the session and call it a day, but I didn't want, so I asked if he had physical blocks that he can make me arrange (cuz I saw there was a toy box next to me). So he slightly unwillingly arranged it for me.

Also the desktop was trying to undo stuff and I was kinda pissed, I was looking at the name at who's undoing our steps and it briefly showed Adrian (3-day-boy)'s name. I looked across the floor (idk why it made sense and the setting changed from tutor's office room to activity floor briefly), and saw Adrian and his tutor at the very edge of the room. I'm going to ask him about it and yell at him about it later.

Back in the office room. After the physical blocks were ready and while I was arranging the blocks, the tutor took out a fully white rubik's cube and put the corner close to my bottom. (I think I didn't wear much during his tutoring session, maybe shorts??) The rubik's cube seemed to be slightly vibrating. I felt very good and became super horny (I was already a bit horny before because the tutor was cute). I was also moaning at him. :DD

But he removed it rather briefly. As if he was teasing me. I looked at the cube on his hand and tell him I want more, more! But he didn't.

Later he made an excuse for a bathroom break. I suspected he was going to jerk off secretly, so although I should be staying in his office room, I irresistibly crawled to the bathroom to peek at him.

The bathroom walls were all glass. There were two bathtubs. He was in the right bigger bathtub, naked. There was also a naked girl (I think) in the same bathtub with him.

I was trying to look for his dick when I entered the bathroom. I said hi and I went to the left mini bathtub. I couldn't really see his dick though, it was more like an erected clitoris.

I asked him to fuck me, but instead, he raised two fingers at me and he began to masturbate for himself. Me, despite being confused why he can also do that as a male, followed him and masturbated myself.

Later he's about to leave the bathroom, and I finally realised he was actually a girl. So I exclaimed, you're a girl?? She looked somewhat unimpressed but chill and kind of nodded her head, and I said but your colleagues all think you're a male, and she mumbled something like it doesn't really matter

I crawled back to his office room and asked her to massage me with her hand but she didn't. And she used the rubik's cube to tease me again, and I moaned louder.

Later I went to the shopping mall nearby, and saw our year 1 PBL squad by an udon restaurant. They were getting their food to eat together at the nearby tables (like a food court) later. So I also ordered a raw egg udon. Which looked very nice. I followed them to walk up the stairs to the second floor of food court. I took a left turn to search for them, when Ophelia waved at me and signalled me they were all on the right. So we laughed and I got to their table. They found my udon looking very tasty too. (I haven't asked Adrian why he's sabotaging our effort and undoing stuff)

dream sort of ended here fffaaack horny (slightly) i still think the daisuki dream and the dog collar dream were the best, the 520 dream also pretty damn tasty mmmmmmmmmmm

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nice library study tables

Maybe because I went to the library pretty early so there were a lot of vacant solo tables with just about right amount of sunshine that was shining the table but not too hot. It was nice.

mum threw away my phone

as a punishment I think mum threw away lots of stuff like two of my phones. Actually the family were doing a biggggg tidy up at home. But finally mum gave me back my two phones, she was just trying to scare me because I wasn't polite to her. I felt annoyed

Also I was chatting with quite some people (regular amount) on WhatsApp, and the interface design was like Line, which was very cool, but slightly confusing when there were many ads and non-friend official accounts.

practical stations at bookstore. wilted plant, solo practical

#ivan #jy #uni #mum #dad

We had a practical session at a large facility which was half clinic half bookstore. There were a total of three stations (initially, clinic waiting area, vaccine area and bookstore) (idk why later on there were many different stations). Ivan was in a different station for rotation.

I was being super loud with my friends, because I discovered the plant I had been caring for had wilted, and I was cleaning away the dead branches. And my classmate was saying there were bugs on my plant and I insisted there wasn't, cuz there wasn't, so she picked up a giant bug and put it on my shoulder, so I shrieked loudly. So the very strict teacher in Ivan's station were scolding the students in their station, including Ivan (cuz the environment was loud). They looked like they were used to the scolding and so they apologised in a very hea manner. I felt bad for them because I was the one who made it so loud.

Next I was a bit distracted by the surrounding, and when I turned around, they rotated, but I couldn't find which station my groupmates had rotated to. I searched the clinic and the bookstore and asked other students, but they didn't know too. Ivan had finished a clinic session called “vaccine”, but my groupmates weren't there. So I just randomly started following an unknown group at the bookstore, listening to how the teacher was teaching drawing styles for anatomy I think?

And later this group had rotated to a nearby station also in the bookstore, it was a tech/ vr session by JY (aka that dude). I began to start feeling a bit nervous and slightly shaking. I was also holding a book with both hands and I put the book behind my back covering my butt. I kinda shrink in a way I wasn't standing straight. I was among the front row people though. So not exactly hiding. I think the people sitting at the waiting area nearby were looking closely at me for my reactions. Not the group that I was having the practical/ this station with though. However it kinda surprised me because JY was trying to teach and speak in cantonese entirely, and his cantonese was kinda broken. I was wondering if it was because the faculty forced him to use cantonese instead of mandarin, and I found it slightly funny. I am still stressed though, so I abandoned this group and went searching for another practical group that I can stick to.

The next group was a very boring chinese poem analysis group. The teacher was having KY Yuen vibe but not him. We had to follow his words to write notes.

After this station I went to read (actually just watch) a couple of drawing books, and then I went back to the place where I had the drawing style practical. There was a new station where we can read art techniques books and look at the samples, and the teacher also talking about it. This was like my favourite station in the whole practical.

Finally, somehow my mum and dad gave me a chance to get an extra station with the boring KY Yuen vibe guy. Initially I was trying to dodge it by going into different book aisles to find books I liked. But eventually I think they spotted me and so I was back with learning the poems and stuff. I got a cool fountain pen where stuff I wrote would became popping out- like plasticky feeling pop out words. So I was writing down the poem sentences the dude was talking about on the corners of my book. Maybe he found that I was quite studious, so finally he played some music while he read a paragraph in the book (he had a copy of the book too). He was crying while reading it. I used my pen to frame out this paragraph, while thinking, this pen design was pretty interesting, and the texture was super fun to touch (* repeatedly touches my notes *) maybe the blind people can learn braille with it. Or maybe if the teacher only had like two students, the teacher can just set up exercises and exam papers by handwriting them with this pen. And there was no need for a braille printer. This was so good. Eventually the KY Yuen dude ended his class in tears (he's too invested in his paragraph and it was about time as well), and my mum and dad were gonna talk to him about the class. Meanwhile I walked off again to check stationery and books I liked, and I put down all the books I planned to buy/ liked, because they weren't necessary anyways.

Later my dad came to find me. He sort of ask if I wanted it- I was holding a memo holder. And then he asked what are the places nearby to have lunch, we're gonna have lunch with the KY Yuen dude. I just kinda froze and looked at him, because I was thinking, you guys wanna have lunch and you're asking me for ideas and do all the stuff again... (I also didn't want the memo holder too) (Maybe it was because they were pushing me to have a haircut, but urged me to do the reservation for the haircut. I did it but I was annoyed)

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exploring sassoon road hidden restaurant

#secschool

I went to qmh by another minibus, and I was rather early- we have to attend a chill post-exam anat practical.

I wanted to grab a bento but the machine probably hadn’t been refilled yet. Cuz it was early morning like a quarter past 8.

There were many cars on sassoon road, stuck there. There were some police vans / ambulances. I met Cherry Lam, and she walked me down to mmw. I watched her making sandwiches I think. And I told her an excuse to walk to another exit in order to go to the opposite side of the road to get bento. I entered the exit and it connected to a relatively new research centre, and I suddenly had the urge to run. It was likely to be open day cuz there were many booths with people in faculty shirts standing in groups. And this floor was likely to be a museum. As I was running I also saw Cecot teaching some visitors. I kinda tried saying hi but he was busy teaching so I didn’t stop and continued running.

I raced along the path and visited the whole museum. It’s like the Science Museum + a little bit of history of each and every gadgets- like spy camera and other techy yet antique stuff.

I ran and quickly I reached a door. It led to a chinese high class restaurant, which I was going to soon with my PBL mates (in dream). It’s designed like the emperor’s palace. (maybe it was because me and my friend walked past a chinese medicine shop last night and the English translation for it was something like Official Emperor’s Bird Nest?? And we found it funny)

Anyways I felt a bit excited cuz this restaurant was not opened from the outside in sassoon road, and I found this hidden path to this place.

Yeah

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earthquake

#mum

I think we were inside a uni building.

We were inside a room, and we heard someone saying there was an earthquake. I felt the ground was kinda shaky, so I said to my friend, “hey seems like the earthquake is real, could you guys feel it?” After trying to sense the ground, they said “oh yeah”

Later I went out of the room, and entered the hallway for lifts. It was kind of dark/ damp because there weren't much windows. I saw my mum there, and I was kind of surprised. She picked me up as if I was still small. I was on her arms and pointing to the posters along the hallway. They're like the promotion posters for different psychology stuff. (Maybe it was because I went to the psych floor of JCB two days ago where they put up lots of related research posters.) I pointed at some that I was interested. But my mum didn't get what I mean and just acknowledged me pointing. So I got slightly frustrated like a kid and told her I wanted to go nearer to look at them !! So my mum realised what I was trying to tell her, and carried me closer to the posters where I could take a better look of them. But she took me for like 5 seconds and walked back to where we were waiting for the lift. So I was like, “I wanna reAD it don't walk away !!” So she went back and I pointed at different stuff I wanna read, and she would carry me to different parts of the banners and posters.

It felt very nostalgic.

The earthquake hadn't subsided though, so I was still a bit anxious. But I thought we're gonna die together if touchwood we both got trapped lol so I wasn't too panic about it. (But still scared.)

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Seemed like the whole dream was happening on a boat/ cruise. The dream was vivid, but since I am writing this in the evening, a lot of the details were missing.

mummified murderer

Seems like I was a detective or something. And we found a mummified body enclosed within layers of very dirty rotting yellowish old shreds, sealed in a case on board, along with a memo. After opening the case and meeting with the body, we were very cautious and checked the memo and clues while maintaining normal conversation with the body (it was almost dying but not yet). And I secretly discovered it was a murderer of ... I think kids? And that I have heard previously a parent was very persisting in finding the murderer for many years.

So I secretly called the parent in order to invite him to come along to see the murderer before we destroy and kill the murderer.

At the ending of the story, the parent came, the murderer saw him? or her, and apologised to the parent. I think the parent said, it doesn't matter anymore, but my quest/ the mystery has been solved. So she was relieved, yet still very sad about her kids and was holding onto some instant photos with both she and her kids (when they were alive) inside.

And the murderer kind of crumbled into dust and dissipated into thin air because it was too fragile.

uni exchange on cruise

#CharlotteH

Very interesting. I was on the deck on a quite crowded and bustling cruise. The people around were all my friends, schoolmates, or lecturers. There were some food bars in the middle, maybe we were having a buffet. I believe the cruise had just began to sail, as I could see an island (with kinda big mountain) towards our left, around perhaps 10 minutes of sailing distance. I came into Charlotte Hon, whom I grabbed by her arm and asked her where she was going. She replied, I'm on an exchange on this cruise! Everyone was exchanging on this cruise~

I realised I was the only one who had a different destination for exchange. (I forgot what I was going for in the dream), but I am pretty sure the destination I chose to go had to be arrived by air. But I was on the cruise though. So I thought to myself, maybe I was heading to the interchange on the cruise, and later I would swap to plane. Everyone was happy for their own exchanges, including me. A nice view to have.

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wii with Arthur

#Arthur

Lecture hall activity Wii ?? Demonstration gaming by Arthur (didn’t wear glasses)

Me and person next to me went to Arthur’s sessions so we know him Arthur seemed to want us to answer questions but we ignored him- the guy next to me kept chuckling, while I put my hair down and covered my face because I didn’t want to see him. I also kind of hid behind the boy. I felt embarrassed.

He didn’t pressurize us, but often walked to our part of the lecture hall (I mean- we sit at the middle), which I was happy about. and eventually the session ended. When ending, he was giving away masks, and someone in our row took one. We looked (kinda eagerly) at him but he didn’t give them to us. But it’s fine lol- it’s not about the mask but his presence anyways.

Later I had to dance with my class???

Idk

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annoying parents

#mum #dad Following me all around although me already travelled to japan Wanted to game in a shop and mum argued with shop keeper

I spent such a long time arguing with mum

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I’ve got a lot of dreams, but somehow I have been procrastinating for 4+ hours and I don’t really want to write them down despite them being fairly interesting.

frantic escape from 變態 w/ Charlotte

#CharlotteC We were students back in secondary school and today she’s bringing me to a new restaurant for lunch! On our way there, we walked past an art exhibition. Two teachers were by the glass pane at the entrance- C Po and I forgot the other. We briefly went inside to take a look but found it boring, so we exited and continued our way to the restaurant. (side note: suddenly recalled another dream where me charlotte heidi and some others, kaka? went together to a newly opened sushiro by our school. Interesting experience.)

We went there, it has a cafe de coral vibe but with fairwood orange deco. It was rather crowded, and I managed to take up two seats by combining with others’ tables. I let Charlotte take a look at the menu by the cashier first.

Later a weird old man came and took a seat diagonal to me, aka next to where I reserved a seat for Charlotte (we’re sitting opposite to each other). The old man began to have a conversation with me. Me, being a bit alert, answered him coldly and casually. And then I realised he was talking to himself initially, but because I answered him, he started to talk to me instead. I briefly looked at him and saw his face was very ugly. He’s holding a phone, probably just scrolling random websites. Or Threads in light mode. Idk man

I quickly became uncomfortable and wanted to leave. But he’s talking to me and if I leave I’m scared it would trigger him, because it occured to me that he was most likely actually mentally impaired and 變態. Cuz his face looked… nasty and 猥瑣.

Just at this time, Charlotte returned and wanted to take the seat to share what’s on the menu. I tried very hard to subtly signal to her to LEAVE, but she didn’t see my hand below the desk cuz she was talking and looking at my face. However, it seemed like the man noticed my warning to Charlotte.

I got very uneasy and anxious so I began to vigorously brainstorm what I could do. At this moment I recalled and noticed the man actually was riding a wheelchair when entering, so if I immediately run away, maybe we could escape.

Just when Charlotte was about to sit down, my mind was yelling QUICK RUNNNN so I vigorously grabbed her arm and ran out of the restaurant. Charlotte, despite slightly confused, cooperated and ran together with me (perhaps because usually I wouldn’t act so suddenly, and if I looked so concerned there’s probably a good cause). I filled her in with the reason as we were running. She immediately suggested an alternative route for escaping, as the man would probably know if we used the same route as when we arrived. I followed her and took the alternative route, which was actually circling to the other side of the restaurant. However I realised this side was actually had the wheelchair friendly exit, and the walls were all glass panes. We might get spotted very easily. At this point my heart rate irl shot up… so tense!!! But there was no time for us to think! We sprinted past the area and arrived at a “crossroad” on this podium level. I was recalling why I felt like I had seen this man before in another dream, and found out I had a very similar dream before, at the same dream restaurant, but the man wasn’t on wheelchair, so I couldn’t escape and he captured me, and I didn’t know the ending of the dream. So basically another nightmare. As I was sprinting and thinking about it, Charlotte yelled go to 6/F! And she took a turn at the crossroad, but as I was running a little bit behind, when I took the same turn, I couldn’t see her. She’s too quick. I was rather desperate and very scared if the man would arrive anytime soon (I didn’t dare to turn my head to check). I saw a small escalator and leapt on it, despite thinking it only would reach 2/F. When I was frantically trying to run up the stairs, I heard a very familar and nostalgic noise. It was the flapping sound of my canvas wings. (supple info: I was very into the idea of flying when I was in primary school, so I spent an entire year designing a pair of wings for me to wear to fly. I think it was inspired by how to train your dragon, lol. I was looking closely to how airplane wings work during takeoff and landing whenever I go travel. My design looked like those flying suits people wear/ flying squirrels. Oh but usually in old dreams I used to had when I was young, I don’t need equipment to be able to fly.)

I was delighted and immediately flap my wings to get up to around the 6/F, which was apparently a part of a radio tower. I yelled to ask if Charlotte was around. I heard her reply and noticed she’s climbing up. I grabbed her hand and pulled her up to my spot/ the side of the tower thing. We sensed that the bad guy was coming soon, and school’s just across the street, opposite to us. As lunch time was almost ending and we didn’t really wanna eat around anymore, I decided to fly across. I invited Charlotte to hold my body or hold my legs so we could glide across. I reckon it would be quite heavy but might probably work, so I made that suggestion ^ Charlotte was worried if she’s gonna drag me down. So I decided to glide solo to test out my strength/ power to use the wings first, and return to collect her. I jumped off. As I almost hit the ground, I adjusted the wings and got momentum to glide back up. Although my gliding skills was a bit rusty, I could at least make it function. I glided back, and saw the old man was slowly making his way up the tower. On the other hand, I had an eerie feeling about the school, as returning to school felt equally bad as getting caught by the man, somehow. I felt like we would be imprisoned inside with lots of rules and obligations.

So I was talking to Charlotte about it, when the dream ended.

As I mentioned there was other dreams too but nah I didn’t feel like writing them and now they’re gone.

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