Neko

dream

dream log

The dream was rather complete but I woke up to register for tutorial instead of writing down the dream, so I forgot most of it

bloody bitten cats and dogs

In primary school I think,

oh i didnt continue writing ill do it later

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accidentally drinking thinner; shower shop; Dad buying scam expensive cookies

#Dad #ChiNok #CharlotteC

At the first part of the dream either I was looking for Arthur or Arthur is looking for me It was very fuzzy now though I think he needed me for an experiment

primary playground someone younger primary student opened my bottle of thinner she wasn't really genuine in helping me fix it I accidentally drank some I tried vomiting but can't Someone gave me water to drink Another unknown classmate rushed to give me 雙飛人 to drink (does it work?) rushed/ ran to SPH (St. Paul's Hospital) A&E next door with a few friends, Charlotte next to me, got lost on the way and entered a construction site with automated machines by following me, pretty dangerous, I was kinda guilty to lead her to such a location We backed out later safely though Other friends like Chi Nok also accompanied me slowly at a distance

and I entered a showering centre there were four showering compartments I got allocated into one of them I can see the outside (back of the showering centre) while I was showering A staff was cleaning veggies and other food One of the bowl has a cockroach, she caught it and killed it I felt relieved I got a bunch of colourful tiny fishes randomly, in a small bucket So I played with it while I was showering But as I was holding them for longer times, I realised they weren't moving And I realised they needed water to survive, I cannot hold them or toss them on the floor where there wasn't enough water. So I watered the floor to give them more water and not die yet.

Later I got swapped to another compartment, maybe I was showering the second time. This had something to deal with Arthur but I forgot what While Chi Nok was showing me & apologetically explaining he couldn't really run together quickly with me to SPH because he was carrying a bunch of brass (... yeah... like raw heavy brass???) and all the accessories he got because he had planned to move out from his parents when things go south any second. I saw another showering staff was washing veggies again. I saw the bowl had a cockroach. But instead of catching/ taking the cockroach out, the staff violently dumped the veggies into the bowl and washed the veggies fiercely. I shrieked because the cockroach would be together with the veggie and it wasn't dead. It was very gross.

When I was about to finish showering, I opened the showering door, wanting to ask a front staff a few questions, but when I opened, I saw a mirror in front of me, and an obese woman was standing between me and the mirror, undressing. I immediately closed my door (cuz I didn't want her to see me naked, nor was I interested in looking at her) And the obese woman was like, yeah that's what you should do (closing the door), as she carried on undressing.

She wanted to get a compartment for showering, but her front staff didn't specify which compartment, so she opened mine. I was like confused and annoyed, yet politely pointed and told her there were several empty compartments down the corridor.

So she entered one of those But actually the compartments were interconnected from the inside, so even if she entered another door, I could still see her entering. I hid at an angle so avoid her seeing me, but it was kinda inevitable. She entered more into her compartment and now we couldn't see each other.

After some sort of thing, like mental health thing (idk what), or maybe the shower, me and my friend (Ivan vibe but not sure if it was him) went onto a bridge in Kwun Tong

I met my dad by a small booth on the bridge (unlicensed hawker) He bought 4 cookie (2 for me 2 for himself) I thought he got scammed, cuz they were $30 each, so $120 total In return he got the cookies + a performance by the maniac (aka the hawker) Meanwhile I was watching in annoyance, I wanted to leave but I wanna keep an eye on Dad to make sure he wouldn't buy any more cookies. My friend was chill and just standing by though

Finally a passerby told me to flip the cookie to the back side, and there was a sentence on the cookie After reading it, it turned out the maniac is actually a mentally impaired patient who wanted to be self-sufficient and work for himself, so he decided to resell cookies and try to perform to make up for it? So Dad was buying out of charity And I’m like oh thats why, I see And I was kinda guilty to kind of assume Dad was dumb and getting scammed by such a high price (wait... it was still kind of scammy)

But still it was too damn expensive I wouldn't buy it

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late for gathering late for lecture

#secschool #PBLmate #uni

So at the first part of the dream it was so funny that I chuckled out loud while sleeping, and woke myself up for half a second. But I forgot why...!!

In the later part of the dream I was late for a meal gathering with school friends. My secondary school classmates ate some snacks on the road while waiting for me. And when I arrived, it was time for them to leave. Jamie, Ashley and a few others were walking down a stopped escalator. I tried to step on it but instead, I moved the standing conveyor belt so my classmates almost tumbled down the escalator. They were jokingly asking if that was deliberate, but I really didn't mean to, so I felt a bit sad, but I laughed with them, and I slid down on the handrail.

Later I collected their trash (like food wrappings), and I went to take a lift to go down to the food court so that I can discard it.

Carrie (another primary/ secondary school classmate) was going to take the lift with me. The lift was very narrow and very... squashed. Carrie entered first. She “rolled” inside the lift, and there was still space for me to enter. So I roll inside as well. As we were descending, I grabbed my dress and any flying parts that might get stuck in the edges of the lift, as the lift is like a basket and there were no complete walls to protect us. It was quite scary honestly, but Carrie seemed to be used to it. And I felt a bit more reassuring when she's accompanying me.

I kind of not remember what happened next but anyways we got to the basement food court safely and stuff

oh and I went to eat with our PBL group in a relatively busy but okay-ish restaurant in the food court.

oh yeah the heading, so basically i was late for that meal as well, and later I was also late for lecture. And I was also writing an assignment essay in the dream, idk for which lecture though. But anyways I was pretty busy in the dream but I kind of liked how I am being productive. I was kinda upset on how I was late to everything though.

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referring teacher to cedars cope

#secschool

I went to a cafe and filled in an online help form to request for cedars cope counselling? Later the cafe closed so I moved to a nearby mcdonalds And I saw my secondary school teacher A Tsang She was also filling in the form, and asked me if the sentences she wrote was enough. I looked at it and it was way too brief, so I told her to be more specific and showed her the form that I filled in, which was super long, almost essay like I checked the word count in the blanks and realised I haven’t exceeded the word limit despite writing down a lot of stuff, like 250/350 words (I think it was way more than 250, I’m pretty sure it was more than 2500)

And i encouraged her to submit the form, because the staff were timely and helpful in sending you whatsapp messages

(i think i dreamt it because i was talking to rainlily before and yesterday)

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shopping mall encounter

#secschool #A #ivan

Beatrice and me went for lunch in shopping mall tgt Later we were doing arts & crafts at a random spot on the ground. Oh it was a rainbow paper banner for......... Keung To

A came later to join in making the banner

Afterwards Keung To came and we lifted the banner up to give it to him. I felt a bit nauseated and almost vomited. (LMAO) (I think it was because I watched a reel from cch's Keung To fanpage that day... a closeup video of Keung To interacting with her, maybe she's on those VVIP seats)

Afterwards Beatrice had to attend something else/ exam/ interview, so she's gonna have dinner by herself. We parted ways and I exited the mall.

I went on a taxi/ bus and Ivan was in there as well. But A followed me (coincidentally I guess) into the car as well. So me and Ivan couldn't really have a proper conversation. A asked me about something, and she shared the location she was going to exchange at during enrichment year (different from irl but still in UK).

Back in my dorm, I was making something on excel for my project. I took a part of the excel for my roommate to see (I forgot if the roommate in dream is the same as irl one). But she wanted me to share it with her, which I didn't mind, but she wanted the whole document and some other files that included some other stuff too (e.g. streaming stuff), which I was not comfortable sharing. So I just let her take a look and closed the files. (Maybe it was because I briefly told her like theres this thing happened – but not exactly how. Actually I was a bit hesitant and she said if I'm not comfortable sharing it's ok to not share, but I think it's better for her to know it to sort of like... know my triggers? (although that's kinda dangerous too)

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tomboy tutor toying with me, udon meal w PBL

#pblmate #ivan #aiden

I was having a session with a tutor in a large activity floor and in his own tiny office room. He's arranging minecraft blocks on his desktop pc and I can rearrange them according to my liking. I wasn't sure if it was a computer/ coding tutorial or those 沙盤 therapy where you organise stuff and search for an interpretation.

This tutor was pretty nice. He looked like that kind of tomboyish guy with thick black framed glasses, not exactly tall but taller than me.

In the office room, during mid session the desktop froze and malfunctioned. I sensed that he wanted to end the session and call it a day, but I didn't want, so I asked if he had physical blocks that he can make me arrange (cuz I saw there was a toy box next to me). So he slightly unwillingly arranged it for me.

Also the desktop was trying to undo stuff and I was kinda pissed, I was looking at the name at who's undoing our steps and it briefly showed Adrian (3-day-boy)'s name. I looked across the floor (idk why it made sense and the setting changed from tutor's office room to activity floor briefly), and saw Adrian and his tutor at the very edge of the room. I'm going to ask him about it and yell at him about it later.

Back in the office room. After the physical blocks were ready and while I was arranging the blocks, the tutor took out a fully white rubik's cube and put the corner close to my bottom. (I think I didn't wear much during his tutoring session, maybe shorts??) The rubik's cube seemed to be slightly vibrating. I felt very good and became super horny (I was already a bit horny before because the tutor was cute). I was also moaning at him. :DD

But he removed it rather briefly. As if he was teasing me. I looked at the cube on his hand and tell him I want more, more! But he didn't.

Later he made an excuse for a bathroom break. I suspected he was going to jerk off secretly, so although I should be staying in his office room, I irresistibly crawled to the bathroom to peek at him.

The bathroom walls were all glass. There were two bathtubs. He was in the right bigger bathtub, naked. There was also a naked girl (I think) in the same bathtub with him.

I was trying to look for his dick when I entered the bathroom. I said hi and I went to the left mini bathtub. I couldn't really see his dick though, it was more like an erected clitoris.

I asked him to fuck me, but instead, he raised two fingers at me and he began to masturbate for himself. Me, despite being confused why he can also do that as a male, followed him and masturbated myself.

Later he's about to leave the bathroom, and I finally realised he was actually a girl. So I exclaimed, you're a girl?? She looked somewhat unimpressed but chill and kind of nodded her head, and I said but your colleagues all think you're a male, and she mumbled something like it doesn't really matter

I crawled back to his office room and asked her to massage me with her hand but she didn't. And she used the rubik's cube to tease me again, and I moaned louder.

Later I went to the shopping mall nearby, and saw our year 1 PBL squad by an udon restaurant. They were getting their food to eat together at the nearby tables (like a food court) later. So I also ordered a raw egg udon. Which looked very nice. I followed them to walk up the stairs to the second floor of food court. I took a left turn to search for them, when Ophelia waved at me and signalled me they were all on the right. So we laughed and I got to their table. They found my udon looking very tasty too. (I haven't asked Adrian why he's sabotaging our effort and undoing stuff)

dream sort of ended here fffaaack horny (slightly) i still think the daisuki dream and the dog collar dream were the best, the 520 dream also pretty damn tasty mmmmmmmmmmm

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nice library study tables

Maybe because I went to the library pretty early so there were a lot of vacant solo tables with just about right amount of sunshine that was shining the table but not too hot. It was nice.

mum threw away my phone

as a punishment I think mum threw away lots of stuff like two of my phones. Actually the family were doing a biggggg tidy up at home. But finally mum gave me back my two phones, she was just trying to scare me because I wasn't polite to her. I felt annoyed

Also I was chatting with quite some people (regular amount) on WhatsApp, and the interface design was like Line, which was very cool, but slightly confusing when there were many ads and non-friend official accounts.

practical stations at bookstore. wilted plant, solo practical

#ivan #jy #uni #mum #dad

We had a practical session at a large facility which was half clinic half bookstore. There were a total of three stations (initially, clinic waiting area, vaccine area and bookstore) (idk why later on there were many different stations). Ivan was in a different station for rotation.

I was being super loud with my friends, because I discovered the plant I had been caring for had wilted, and I was cleaning away the dead branches. And my classmate was saying there were bugs on my plant and I insisted there wasn't, cuz there wasn't, so she picked up a giant bug and put it on my shoulder, so I shrieked loudly. So the very strict teacher in Ivan's station were scolding the students in their station, including Ivan (cuz the environment was loud). They looked like they were used to the scolding and so they apologised in a very hea manner. I felt bad for them because I was the one who made it so loud.

Next I was a bit distracted by the surrounding, and when I turned around, they rotated, but I couldn't find which station my groupmates had rotated to. I searched the clinic and the bookstore and asked other students, but they didn't know too. Ivan had finished a clinic session called “vaccine”, but my groupmates weren't there. So I just randomly started following an unknown group at the bookstore, listening to how the teacher was teaching drawing styles for anatomy I think?

And later this group had rotated to a nearby station also in the bookstore, it was a tech/ vr session by JY (aka that dude). I began to start feeling a bit nervous and slightly shaking. I was also holding a book with both hands and I put the book behind my back covering my butt. I kinda shrink in a way I wasn't standing straight. I was among the front row people though. So not exactly hiding. I think the people sitting at the waiting area nearby were looking closely at me for my reactions. Not the group that I was having the practical/ this station with though. However it kinda surprised me because JY was trying to teach and speak in cantonese entirely, and his cantonese was kinda broken. I was wondering if it was because the faculty forced him to use cantonese instead of mandarin, and I found it slightly funny. I am still stressed though, so I abandoned this group and went searching for another practical group that I can stick to.

The next group was a very boring chinese poem analysis group. The teacher was having KY Yuen vibe but not him. We had to follow his words to write notes.

After this station I went to read (actually just watch) a couple of drawing books, and then I went back to the place where I had the drawing style practical. There was a new station where we can read art techniques books and look at the samples, and the teacher also talking about it. This was like my favourite station in the whole practical.

Finally, somehow my mum and dad gave me a chance to get an extra station with the boring KY Yuen vibe guy. Initially I was trying to dodge it by going into different book aisles to find books I liked. But eventually I think they spotted me and so I was back with learning the poems and stuff. I got a cool fountain pen where stuff I wrote would became popping out- like plasticky feeling pop out words. So I was writing down the poem sentences the dude was talking about on the corners of my book. Maybe he found that I was quite studious, so finally he played some music while he read a paragraph in the book (he had a copy of the book too). He was crying while reading it. I used my pen to frame out this paragraph, while thinking, this pen design was pretty interesting, and the texture was super fun to touch (* repeatedly touches my notes *) maybe the blind people can learn braille with it. Or maybe if the teacher only had like two students, the teacher can just set up exercises and exam papers by handwriting them with this pen. And there was no need for a braille printer. This was so good. Eventually the KY Yuen dude ended his class in tears (he's too invested in his paragraph and it was about time as well), and my mum and dad were gonna talk to him about the class. Meanwhile I walked off again to check stationery and books I liked, and I put down all the books I planned to buy/ liked, because they weren't necessary anyways.

Later my dad came to find me. He sort of ask if I wanted it- I was holding a memo holder. And then he asked what are the places nearby to have lunch, we're gonna have lunch with the KY Yuen dude. I just kinda froze and looked at him, because I was thinking, you guys wanna have lunch and you're asking me for ideas and do all the stuff again... (I also didn't want the memo holder too) (Maybe it was because they were pushing me to have a haircut, but urged me to do the reservation for the haircut. I did it but I was annoyed)

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exploring sassoon road hidden restaurant

#secschool

I went to qmh by another minibus, and I was rather early- we have to attend a chill post-exam anat practical.

I wanted to grab a bento but the machine probably hadn’t been refilled yet. Cuz it was early morning like a quarter past 8.

There were many cars on sassoon road, stuck there. There were some police vans / ambulances. I met Cherry Lam, and she walked me down to mmw. I watched her making sandwiches I think. And I told her an excuse to walk to another exit in order to go to the opposite side of the road to get bento. I entered the exit and it connected to a relatively new research centre, and I suddenly had the urge to run. It was likely to be open day cuz there were many booths with people in faculty shirts standing in groups. And this floor was likely to be a museum. As I was running I also saw Cecot teaching some visitors. I kinda tried saying hi but he was busy teaching so I didn’t stop and continued running.

I raced along the path and visited the whole museum. It’s like the Science Museum + a little bit of history of each and every gadgets- like spy camera and other techy yet antique stuff.

I ran and quickly I reached a door. It led to a chinese high class restaurant, which I was going to soon with my PBL mates (in dream). It’s designed like the emperor’s palace. (maybe it was because me and my friend walked past a chinese medicine shop last night and the English translation for it was something like Official Emperor’s Bird Nest?? And we found it funny)

Anyways I felt a bit excited cuz this restaurant was not opened from the outside in sassoon road, and I found this hidden path to this place.

Yeah

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earthquake

#mum

I think we were inside a uni building.

We were inside a room, and we heard someone saying there was an earthquake. I felt the ground was kinda shaky, so I said to my friend, “hey seems like the earthquake is real, could you guys feel it?” After trying to sense the ground, they said “oh yeah”

Later I went out of the room, and entered the hallway for lifts. It was kind of dark/ damp because there weren't much windows. I saw my mum there, and I was kind of surprised. She picked me up as if I was still small. I was on her arms and pointing to the posters along the hallway. They're like the promotion posters for different psychology stuff. (Maybe it was because I went to the psych floor of JCB two days ago where they put up lots of related research posters.) I pointed at some that I was interested. But my mum didn't get what I mean and just acknowledged me pointing. So I got slightly frustrated like a kid and told her I wanted to go nearer to look at them !! So my mum realised what I was trying to tell her, and carried me closer to the posters where I could take a better look of them. But she took me for like 5 seconds and walked back to where we were waiting for the lift. So I was like, “I wanna reAD it don't walk away !!” So she went back and I pointed at different stuff I wanna read, and she would carry me to different parts of the banners and posters.

It felt very nostalgic.

The earthquake hadn't subsided though, so I was still a bit anxious. But I thought we're gonna die together if touchwood we both got trapped lol so I wasn't too panic about it. (But still scared.)

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Seemed like the whole dream was happening on a boat/ cruise. The dream was vivid, but since I am writing this in the evening, a lot of the details were missing.

mummified murderer

Seems like I was a detective or something. And we found a mummified body enclosed within layers of very dirty rotting yellowish old shreds, sealed in a case on board, along with a memo. After opening the case and meeting with the body, we were very cautious and checked the memo and clues while maintaining normal conversation with the body (it was almost dying but not yet). And I secretly discovered it was a murderer of ... I think kids? And that I have heard previously a parent was very persisting in finding the murderer for many years.

So I secretly called the parent in order to invite him to come along to see the murderer before we destroy and kill the murderer.

At the ending of the story, the parent came, the murderer saw him? or her, and apologised to the parent. I think the parent said, it doesn't matter anymore, but my quest/ the mystery has been solved. So she was relieved, yet still very sad about her kids and was holding onto some instant photos with both she and her kids (when they were alive) inside.

And the murderer kind of crumbled into dust and dissipated into thin air because it was too fragile.

uni exchange on cruise

#CharlotteH

Very interesting. I was on the deck on a quite crowded and bustling cruise. The people around were all my friends, schoolmates, or lecturers. There were some food bars in the middle, maybe we were having a buffet. I believe the cruise had just began to sail, as I could see an island (with kinda big mountain) towards our left, around perhaps 10 minutes of sailing distance. I came into Charlotte Hon, whom I grabbed by her arm and asked her where she was going. She replied, I'm on an exchange on this cruise! Everyone was exchanging on this cruise~

I realised I was the only one who had a different destination for exchange. (I forgot what I was going for in the dream), but I am pretty sure the destination I chose to go had to be arrived by air. But I was on the cruise though. So I thought to myself, maybe I was heading to the interchange on the cruise, and later I would swap to plane. Everyone was happy for their own exchanges, including me. A nice view to have.

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