聲嘶力竭的吶喊 終究還是被震耳欲聾的嘲笑聲蓋過。

a failed lawsuit

#jy #mum #dad #claudia

I had to attend the court as I was sueing JY But I was going there with my mum and dad, and they had no idea what was going on. At the reception spot/ lobby of the court (looks like M&S food section), I guided them to the audience section and told them I would come back later.

After checking the seating plan, I had to walk through crowds of seated people to reach my special area.

I was a bit embarrassed because JY had invited some of his professors to sit as audience. And I covered my lower face with a brochure to reduce the chance of him and the professors recognising me (although it was pretty useless).

They were all wearing the ppe clothing. Some audience was wearing green, while many wore yellow. JY wore yellow too. I was in my casual wear- tshirt and sweatpants. _{(irl: green is student helper/mentor, yellow is for professors, blue for students)}

My hands began to shake violently. My body too. I was still affected by the incident, it seems.

I was just in time for the start of the hearing. But then the judge suddenly said, I had to be in yellow outfit in order to enter.

I rushed to another room (another audience section – that my parents were probably in but idc anymore), and wanted to borrow any clothings from anyone I know. I saw Claudia and her bf. The whole audience section was dressing in yellow ppe. So I didn't want to borrow the one from them because or else they would be the odd ones out/ can't listen to the hearing.

So I rushed out of the court back to the M&S food section and searched the shop for any yellow clothes, because when I was waiting while entering, I recalled there was one. I couldn't find it, and time was running out because the court hearing was ongoing and didn't wait for me, so I asked the shop keepers if they have yellow clothings. Two kind shopkeepers (one older one younger female) began to find it for me too.

Finally I got a yellow top, and rushed into the court. The court was full of laughter, with the judge laughing along with JY's side (JY + his lawyer), and the audience too. They were all laughing how I mistaken JY's big ass phone as his dick, how I was too sensitive and I made up what had happened... About how I am a liar... ...

The judge also announced times up, and ended the hearing as I entered.

I angrily yelled and quarrelled back. But... they were all too loud, and no one listened to me... the judge also talked over my voice... they were all laughing at me and scolding me for something I didn't even do..., and I am the fool

No one cared My friends were all in the second audience room

no one cared

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i have sooo many dreams today but only this one was stuck with me

intimate w roommate

#claudia

bruh

i think either I invited her to my dorm (we weren't roommates in dream), or she invited me to her dorm and then I thought I could be the bottom but then she asked me to help her so I began to lick her pussy as she was leaning with her back facing up, i double confirmed with her if i'm licking the right spot cuz it kinda looked different from the back I tried to use my hand to make her thigh open wider but the angle was just weird so I told her to flip sides and I licked much better a bit hairy but ok (the sensations in the dream were very vivid okay) she was rather comfy/ moan as i was getting the hang of it and then something happened and she had something to do so we stopped meanwhile I was still thinking how to lick better and make her feel even better and was thinking maybe i should search up for tips to lick better

conclusion: bruh I became top

bruh i want to be bottom bruh

bro tf i have no feelings for her bro ????

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friend group travel, online lesson in ikea

I was with several friends/ classmates... one of them was a rather unfamiliar friend from junior sec eng tutorial centre _{(I think I dreamt her because I saw her new post on instagram)} we were all walking on street. A passerby and her husband came towards me and were solving an issue with japanese keyboard. They can't type a certain phrase in the keyboard as it kept being detected as english. I walked towards them and offered help. I taught them how to use the 分詞 button. (It was a mechanical keyboard with manual language switch button for jp and en, and the button were very good in texture) _{(I think I dreamt it because I was adding this groupmate for project, and her phone alphabet keyboard is es+en)}

Later we went to ikea and I sat in front of a work desk, and I had online lesson. I think the desk was super bright and hard to see because they were selling lightings and put many lamps onto my desk. One or two were above my head for some background lighting I suppose, but it wasn't helping, they weren't bright enough to minimise the contrast between my seat and the desk/ laptop. The desk lamps were so bright I didn't want to work

_{kinda feel tired idk whats the point of having this dream log if no one else reads it but it's fun but no one to share and i didn't dare to share it to my friends because some dreams are nsfw}

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no lecture in morning

In the dream I should have a lecture in the morning and a tutorial in the afternoon. I asked Claudia's bf about it (he also studies psychology) and he confirmed with me that today there is no lecture in the morning

so I was pretty glad about it and slept again

_{irl I only have the afternoon tutorial}

there was more to the dream but I already forgot when I woke up haha oh claudia also complained about my alarm in the dream, so I woke earlier to turn off the alarm

OH WAIT

farewell Arthur, locking arms

#arthur

AAAAAAAAAAA eeeeeehahahehehehahaa

At secondary school I was initially looking around at the corridor to see what other classes were doing. I met some secondary school teachers too? But the main point of walking around was to find Arthur.

It was winter time, and we were wearing dark colored down jackets.

I found him, he was standing by another teacher.

I walked towards him and greeted him. I thought I have something to ask him, he was like a professor or something. He put on a white coat and I thought it was ugly (it didn't match the outfit at all) so I laughed at him. He then put a black down jacket too.

Somehow in the dream I felt like he was about to leave to work on other stuff, but I didn't want him to go away after trying to search for him for so long. So I tried to hold his hand and talk to him. The secondary school teacher left us to head to her class, while I began to interact with Arthur.

As we were walking down the corridor, I wanted more warmth so I leaned closer and locked arms with him. We walked happily together (I think he was happy too??? at least I was super happy and he looked comfortable about it. He smilededddededdeddeded at me), although I knew eventually we had to say goodbye but I forgot how the dream ended.

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actually had a long dream but I can only remember this so far

med tutorial presentation

#uni #adrian #sally

I was sitting at the far corner at the back of the classroom again. It was a class where med students present their group projects. I didn't need to present though.

After the presentation, the presenters would initiate a Q&A session. The teacher at the back picked the person to answer questions. I was pretty scared cuz I didn't pay attention during the presentations, and I didn't really know what they were talking about. (very boring stuff like immunization in the community)

But the teacher said my name !! So I became alert and sat straight immediately. Turned out the teacher wanted me to pick a person. I immediately searched through the class to see who I wanted to pick. But all were either not really familiar, or I thought they wouldn't be paying attention and such, wouldn't know the answer. I picked Adrian eventually, while hoping he would know the answer.

I looked at him anxiously, and was relieved again when the teacher told Adrian to pick another person. And Adrian picked Sally. (I wouldn't think Sally would know the answer as well, actually I didn't think the whole class paid attention. But Sally was sitting next to her group of friends, so they could come up with an answer. (me and Adrian were sitting alone))

And Sally discussed with her friends and answered the questions/ raised questions during Q&A. Kind of relieved hahaha

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invalid instax films

#claudia

me and roommate went to an indoors basketball court/ activity room at school we were sharing our fujifilm instax films because she wanted to take some photos with her boyfriend she/ her bf got one box of refills but they were mistakenly opened so all the films inside were now useless. (and it was the squared ones, not the mini ones) I said I have a box (mini) as well if she wanted to use it. She said nah. she asked me to open her another box of films so she can refill them in her camera (also mini sized, not square) I double checked whether she finished her existing films from the camera before opening the back. She said there was still some inside. I looked at a counter and it showed “6” (6 unused films) So I put the new films back into the packaging box and wait for her further instruction

_{i am sleepy}

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hku open day, can't find Arthur, convenience store

#jy #arthur (not there)

psyd biggggg hall

BRO i forgot to write the log

??????

ok went to hku open day. On my way to the lecture halls at cpd LG floor. While I was heading there, I saw the prof (JY) walking towards me and went past me. I was slightly concerned for a sec but he didn't spot me out. He looked a bit troubled though... _{(I think I dreamt this because during the day when I was going to help out at the mid-autumn booth, I saw him queuing at the Starbucks at the lobby looking a bit troubled. He was wearing a suit and looks much taller than I expected (like at least 5 cm taller from like 175ish->185cm or what, so I wasn't sure if it was him for a sec, but I looked at him for a few times and I am pretty sure it was really him. And he looked troubled again, he's like frowning. lol... and then I whatsapped ivan about it)}

Anyways, I continued on and entered the lecture hall which was the furthest down the corridor. It was super big like a grand book store. Super spacious like a museum but it's a book store. There was a mini section (like an area for talks in a book fair), and PsyD people were sitting there listening to lecture. I was embarrassed to walk past them cuz I was looking for Arthur who was possibly deeper down the bookstore.

He wasn't there, so I quietly/ sneakily walked past the mini section to exit the bookstore/ lecture hall, feeling kinda embarrassed.

Later I went to the convenience store with my friend, and we were waiting for someone. (I am not entirely sure why are we waiting though) While we were waiting, the dream ended.

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global uni project, strict guy masturbate for me; wedding with vienne

#arthur #6grass

the fuck lmao

joined a global project where different universities across the world collaborate and stuff. It was held online. So I was going to zoom somewhere with my phone. I walked to a place that was similar to Hung Hom railway station. Somehow there was a security check at the entrance. So I went there, and there was a strict guy (I don't think he was a security staff) came towards me and told me to lie down and stuff. He was kind of serious so I just followed what he said. And he took a tool (like a q-tip or a feather??) and massaged my clit (bruh) I looked at the guy for a while and he looks more like Arthur lol I was a bit impatient because my zoom was about to start. But he said I had to finish the masturbation first. So I try to go with the flow to enjoy it. Ngl I felt rather relaxed and aroused. By the end of it I was breathing heavily _{(I really hope I didn't actually did it irl in my shared dorm bro)}

anyways I was in time for the zoom (actually I was still masturbating during the opening ceremony zoom)

later we're gonna form groups? classes?? and then Vienne proposed to me and we got married? and invited our 6grass squad and other secondary school classmates to come and witness our wedding ceremony?????????????????

And then dream ended with me in the bride dress????????? and we were watching Vienne's badminton competition on tv together????? (I don't think vienne was in a bride dress, i think she's wearing sports outfit cuz she just came back from the badminton competition (that's why the tv was airing that))

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typhoon dragon, prepping items, sharing

#relative #mum #A #cecilia #caitlyn #arthur #secschool

There was a big typhoon coming, and it was a bad omen, because it was on the trajectory path to a certain building in North Point, which was infamous for being haunted (?? lol). It had eerie green lights on the outer wall of the building. There was also a Chinese style dragon emerging out of the harbour. It was menacing. The typhoon was scary.

A random relative (dad's sister) wished me happy mid autumn festival _{(this relative's daughter wished me that on whatsapp yesterday night)}

And then I went to gather with my primary school friends, Cecilia and Caitlyn

Mum wanted to buy the dress I bought for high table dinner, but we went to the department store and that shop had sold out on all dresses

I went back to the gathering spot and saw two seats next to Caitlyn (the row has Caitlyn and Cecilia). But Caitlyn was using her arm to cover the seat next to me. So I thought maybe she was reserving the seat for her sister or other closer friend, so I picked the other seat which was further from Caitlyn, which was also fine A and her friends were sitting on the row behind us.

A's friend gave a (motivational) speech on how we should deal with the typhoon.

Somehow when we were all listening, we were all taking umbrellas out. But the shopping mall was indoors.

Later there were sharing sessions about different stuff, one of the session Arthur was the guest, and he's taking a smoky blue fabric long storage box, in which clients would lie inside (lmao?? like a cat) to have their therapy session. And he's sharing about how one client was rather naughty (? not sure about the word), and used his yellow highlighter to scribble on the side of the storage box

lol now i got distracted and forgot the other parts of the dream

eventually me and Jenny led the gathering group out of the shopping mall to another spot to protect ourselves from the typhoon. It felt good to be a leader?? :)

meow meowo moewwmeowmeow

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_{://////////////////////// disapproved 14 times, no minor. Also thought and related to a lot of other stuff so I was pretty sad (not that sad but... quite sad) (some happy and some sad) (so complicated) and silently sobbed to sleep}

malfunctioning toilet & lift, chaotic parent's day, no train station

#mum #dad #secschool

ride lift from my floor to go down to another residential floor for toilet but their toilet wasn't working, the only vacant cubicle's door won't close, like it has a automatic button to make it open when you stop pushing the close button, so can't use So I ride lift again but can't go back up to my specific floor had to go back to lobby to press up to go back to my floor

later parent's day I was waiting for my exam results outside the classroom And suddenly I saw mum and dad arriving They knocked at two other classroom doors vigorously and those doors opened and told them it's the wrong door. I felt very embarrassed and scolded them angrily. Just at this time my f6 classmistress came out of our classroom door and was angry how come I speak so rudely to my parents, and scolded me I felt annoyed (and a bit embarrassed because I didn't expect I yelled so loudly at my parents either)

Riding east rail line to eat at a restaurant Mum suggested. I was riding alone and will meet them there. But I went to the very far end of east rail line still didn't encounter that station. On the ride back there were some different stations too, like japanese train having rapid and normal ones, the stations differed During the ride sometimes it was crowded, and a fat guy sat next to me and I feel bad. He didn't sit in a malicious way but he was too fat and decided to take the spot next to me. Later I changed to another seat when the train was emptier, and I also collected a plastic bowl and tray to put on my seat?? But there were quite some flies and bugs.

I think eventually we had some sushi because there was a scene where mum was paying at a japanese restaurant, while dad and I were waiting for her.

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