pokemon party w friends; ummm Arthur’s affair *cough *

#arthur #PBLmate

At first I was heading to an office room to take something/ meet with someone

But later me and my pbl mates (and arthur) were watching a pokemon movie. Arthur was on my right. We were all on a bed / people further away from me were on big individual sofas, chilling. During the whole dream I really wanted to pee (because I fell asleep before going to the toilet irl) But I was right next to Arthur.. I was a bit worried if my spot next to Arthur would get taken if I went to toilet and return afterwards. So I stayed in bed. I began to burrow into his shoulder for more closeness. He didn’t flinch as I think we were both kind accustomed to being this close to each other. (in the dream) I was burrowing into his neck again when he received a phone call. It was from his wife. He’s updating his wife that everything’s fine and the party’s still going on and not ending anytime soon. When he’s on the phone I was sticking my face to his, and I could hear what the opposite side was talking. (Umm but now it felt like a call from his friend instead), she’s saying how his SCM was well trained and looking very smexy. I thought they’re talking about levator scapulae so I was touching that instead. Arthur signalled and whispered to me, it’s this one, while loosening the collar to expose his neck more to point at it and let me touch it.

As I was touching it, Arthur looked a bit flustered but tried to hold back and speak normally on his call. I found it fun so I tried to whine a bit by his ear. After like two to three sentences he ended the call. We were cuddling each other again. I feel so blessed and in love. The tension was growing stronger, but so was my urge to pee. We gazed at each other and the vibe was getting more and more intimate. Then I thought maybe this would be enough for me to keep my spot when I return from toilet, so I got up and left to pee.

I peed quickly and got back to my spot. Nobody has taken up my spot when I was away. I felt relieved and happy.

After the pokemon movie had ended, all of us were walking to the mtr station. We were sitting on the seats on the concourse to wait for the train. I was sitting next to Arthur on my right again, and another PBL mate (male) on my left. We were all wearing shorts. I held hands with Arthur firmly. I invited him to touch my thighs lol.

_{Yayayayayayayayayy (there’s another dream but I forgot after writing all this! This one feels pretty good so yeeahah it’s fine if I forgot the other one i guess)}

_{probably dreamt it because I had a crush on Rika aka チリ in pokemon horizons and I binge watched like 30 episodes yesterday aaaaaaawoooogaaaa}

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hiding from customers

I’m a shop assistant at a stationery shop. Some people were trying to chase after me I was very scared (… oh maybe theyre just trying to ask me on shopping stuff) Anyways luckily another assistant came to deal with them, while I got to sneak away and also take a look at different stationery/ random items like furry bags, backpacks, keychains assessories etc. while feeling still pretty scared. _{(damn felt like me pushing yuki to help me with the booth promotion)}

dying Wattrel, Nobita caught Magikarp, revenged on 小夫

In this dream I was just an observer and not “participating / influencing the story”. So Doraemon and Nobita went on a train ride. Doraemon’s pokemon, Wattrel, died. (Adult sized but I don’t think it has evolved to be a kilowattrel yet though) Doraemon put it on a wire at the train station. Nobita actually had a smaller wattrel, I think it was the kid of the dead wattrel. But Nobita thought it was dying as well (it just fainted) so he put it on the wire by the side of the dead one. I was like bro it ain’t dead yet, but I was just observing the dream taking place so I couldn’t really signal it to him The wattrel shed a tear as they were about to ride the train and leave this station.

Later the wattrel tried its best and flew to chase the train.

Later Nobita got off the train and saw 小夫 (i forgot his eng name) by the river, fishing. Nobita caught a Magikarp by his bare hands. And then Nobita got an idea so he caught another Magikarp. Everyone was cheering for Nobita. He acted as if the Magikarp would be tasty, he wanted to munch on it, but decided to give it to 小夫 instead. 小夫 took a bite, and had a complicated look. (The 2nd magikarp was a styrofoam toy/ fish bait.) but since everyone’s cheering and you’re probably not supposed to eat pokemons anyways, so he pretended nothing had happened. And I felt happy for Nobita because he punished his bully.

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“broken static screen”

Turned out I didn’t connect my laptop to power After connecting it my external screen static was gone and it was fixed perfectly Mum kinda laughed at me, we laughed together

fried pork bento for Adrian

#mum #dad #uni Travels I got a bento for Adrian But he’s pretty quick in walking back to his dorm So I had to walk quickly to chase but he’s just too quick (he didn’t know I had gotten a bento for him though) Mum and dad were following me to ask me what I was doing I haven’t gave him his bento yet

Travelling w friends/ classmates, chocolatier

#Ivan #PBLmate Sharon A. Y., Ernest, Matthew #cecilia ’s grandma (cut croissant) #caitlyn

Friends travelling together I was a bit hungry while Caitlyn couldn’t finish her meal (chocolate drink), so I finished it up. When we were leaving The serving/ return tray counter, gave me a free set of milk+ chocolate croissant set, as she apologise for “Poor chocolate made”

Other than this set I got two more croissants too. C’s grandma came and seemingly wanted to eat. Me, thinking I couldn’t finish them all anyways, welcomed her and she immediately started cutting croissants as if they were all hers. I was slight slightly surprised but didn’t mind. The grandma cut them very quuckly and well, and I recalled they operate a bakery shop (in the dream). She cut the two horns, and then cut the middle, to show me what fillings were inside. One is a very rich dense chocolate, another has cream inside. Another one feels like matcha. I shared the croissants with her.

I saw the receipt also said I was full year free customer as well.

Anyways they look delicious

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Murder

There was a kid (twins), whose family owned a ship. One of them invited a friend to come. The friend secretly climbed and on board the ship at night without them knowing, before the actual invitation day. He got on in a place with security mechanisms. A robot chopped off his head. Then there was an automatic dispenser system on the ship, where they release the kid’s body along with a lot of fish snacks and lure in order to facilitate the body being broken down and eaten by fishes, so that the body would be gone. Actually the security system was for assassinating the other twin, with a seemingly valid reason of him being sneaky and thought he would be an intruder instead and auto killed sus people.

classmate became eng teacher

#secschool #pblmate Setting is like on an aircraft, I’m on the middle columns. Watching Pokemon Horizons on iPad, and started to play static noises instead. I realised it was a bit too loud as I was using the speaker, so I turned it down to not affect others. I was a bit embarrassed because I wasn’t aware of that when I was watching the show.

Later the teacher came for class. It was actually Serene, teaching English. Meanwhile our classmates and I were actually in the same year as her (still secondary school in dream) but she’s already employed by the school. I was like wow how come Anyways we started checking and marking our worksheets (marked but we needed to listen for the correct answer for questions we got wrong)

Also the setting/ room slowly got warped into a high school classroom.

I was on a single table, vs others with two tables together. The classmate in front of me was also on a single table. I saw her moving her table backwards a little bit, so I wanted to move my table with her. But as I was moving to the front, she moved the table a bit sideways to join a double table. I was slightly shocked and ngl a little bit sad, lol And then Audrey came and sit on my another side. We chatted and I kind of did a show and tell with my pencil case. It was cute and in pastel green (hmm not gonna buy this colour irl probably). Yay! We were checking a section of the worksheet which I left it blank. I recalled it was actually because I got to school late, so I missed it, but it was fine. I wasn’t too bothered by it. The classmate who moved away joined us. So now we are sitting in a triple manner. Yay!

Later Serene started to chit chat with the class instead of teaching new stuff. She asked if any of us have part time jobs. Around 6 out of 35? Students raised their hands. She went around and asked everyone. Emma and her friend were tutoring Spanish, interesting.

Narita airport harbour view

#arthur #T (I think there was Ming and Urshmar) #mum Walking out of the observation deck thing but by the harbour, I was mesmerised by how BLUE the sky and the water were. The sky was in a brilliant bright royal blue with absolutely no clouds. The water was shimmering and in a darker shade of navy blue. I couldn’t take my eyes off the beautiful scene.

Following me were Arthur and a few others, and my mum. We were finding a spot to take a rest as the deck was kinda crowded with mainland tourists.

Mum told me to look at the scenery and not to be on my phone. She urged me to go down one step and be closer to the water. Despite knowing how to swim, I was scared as I was just wearing casual wear. And I’m not sure if the water would be safe enough. i didn’t know how deep the water is, and there wasn’t any lifeguards nor buoys. She said, it would be fine, you won’t fall over, trust me. _{(oh but my mum doesn’t know how to swim, bruh how are you sure it would be fine I can’t trust you)} So I stepped one step down and I’m slightly touching the water. It was pretty fun. Finally I initiated to take a selfie together, mainly because I wanted a photo in which Arthur was with me. Took a few tries. Idk how it turned out. And in the dream I got to learn that they’re all living in the same block of building, and

… i got distracted and forgot what I was gonna type

Anyways opposite across the harbour was west kowloon & kai tak, and I realised Narita airport was closer than I expected ! Lol

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Previous suicide attempt (dream)

#ivan

I was on a school tour with uni people. We were queuing up to perform as part of an assessment for a sports class during the tour. Before assessing we have to fill in a form about our personal data. I was the last in queue. So the coach asked me to perform... first! Before performing, he asked me to come forward to double check my personal information. Other people also crowded around slightly to have a peek, because they were curious about what I wrote inside. The coach read aloud and pointed at different parts of the form as he was repeating it for me. The first blank was whether I was receiving psychologic/ psychiatric services. And how many sessions have I done. I answered honestly. The second one... He verbally repeated it... Previous suicide attempts. In the dream I wrote about one. About how I was standing by the edge of a building/ bridge at midnight and eventually someone (Ivan) spotted me and called for rescue. The rescuer took me away from the spot and I didn't die. _{(But in real life... I don't think I have really attempted it/any... idk. The emotions I felt while reading and visualising the paragraph felt pretty real though. Intense agony and hopelessness. I wish I could give a hug to that little me, but I wasn't strong enough anyways)}

I was a bit embarrassed because now people would think I look different from how I had presented myself in front of them before. It was as if I lied. I felt guilty for lying but I had to lie or else I would look different from the mentally healthy crowd. And get myself alienated. _{So I don't want to get alienated because of having weird negative vibes, but being with people that couldn't resonate with me because I didn't want to share how I was truly feeling, is me facilitating my own alienation. Sarcastic.}

I think people were kinda shocked but didn't really show it as in looking at me.

Later I started to perform. It was something like a ballet, or ice skating. I had to rotate myself and also do some stretching actions.

They were watching with respect, I think.

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very annoying mum always at my back

#mum In this dream I have a little bro and mum and also a schoolmate Mum liked to follow me EVERYWHERE i wanted to find new rooms to hide but she just always found me im so so so annoyed oh my god

I wanted to team up with little bro and schoolmate to hide from her but little bro liked to stick to mum bruh

So annoying !!!! Onl9… maybe let’s rename it to be ln9 Bruh

scary people outside home

#uni #secschool #dad

More and more strangers were crowding/ walk by my home some people that looked like young construction workers went in my home when mum didnt unlock the ftont door, just to put down random items (that mum had left before) Mum forbade me to go out, and I am scared too. Dad was also forbidding me to go.

More and more crowds were outside, and wearing weird clothings. Colourful vibrant exotic clothings, As if a 百鬼夜行 was going on. One tried to enter again. I yell at them to try to make them go away. He was just trying to return something Mum had dropped before. I thought it was lying, so I continued to try to shoo him away, but Mum told me she really had dropped this before so it was real.

I could also see Ashley and Audrey via the door hole, along with other adults. And a creepy clown. They all came from the corridor (idk where exactly because the door hole had a limited view angle), and left from another small door (not there irl) by the emergency staircase. It was really like a parade rather than staying in front of my door. And they looked happy. (happily chaotic evil???)

Idk anyways because I needed to leave for whatever reason (maybe I needed to go to school), I had to change clothes. Mum was giving unsolicited advice again, while Dad was giving me more clothes to choose from, which was fueling Mum's points and ideas. Anyways I chose a relatively original outfit despite Mum saying it was ugly and bad.

I checked the outside situation again, and there were still a lot of people outside. But looking at all the stickers and encouraging words people have left for me/ I have written myself on my bedroom door, I thought it was time to actually try to go out despite it looking scary.

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swimming, massaging friend n got dumped

#PBLmate Swimming, six people in total including me. One pair of couple (uni friends), two quiet introverted boys, me and Human. Somehow we wanted to play something more wild and spicy. So we paired ourselves up. At the entrance of different pools you are required to walk past a gate again, which detects your saliva. The couple used the man’s (and the girl would kiss the man and get his saliva in order to open the gate for herself too) I decided to do that for both of us (me and Human) But because we weren’t as familiar to that level, the kiss doesn’t work so I just left some saliva on the gate for her to come in.

The quiet boys left.

And I gave her a massage at the bottom. I didn’t penetrate the though. Just a massage. She looked relaxed and a bit aroused, meanwhile I was aroused too and making noises by her ear, which hopefully would “trigger” her more. When it was almost time to leave, I started to play with her right nipple with my tongue. She was apparently more aroused by this. I felt quite proud of myself lol When it was ending I asked for a kiss again because she probably needs it anyways for exiting the gate, not sure As soon as we kiss, I tried to use my tongue to reach into her mouth, although my tongue was dry. but she complained of my breath smell. She said it was itchy and felt fermented. She pushed me away and declared/ yelled she wouldn’t be with me again and anymore! And she walked away angrily. I felt defeated but didn’t hold her back because I was guilty for my breath. Her last sentence is she would reconsider me. So it was not too bad. But I was sad. Maybe just good massaging wasn’t enough to hold a person. _{(reminded me of my dad’s terrible rotting breath. Nah.)}

sus tree man around emperor house

#mum #dad (Now that I revisited the tag I forgot why I added my parents here. Maybe the emperor and wife are mum and dad but as I was writing I forgot)

The emperor’s friend/ wife needs help. He dialed his dad to come to “南門” (south door) His dad- big big emperor came and needs to kow tow and worship from the entrance as a tradition. But usually emperors arrive at big big entrances instead of this small “south door”, so it was wrong but he still kow tow, but the things he pray for had changed into hoping ghosts from south door wouldn’t harm them etc.

Later we saw a sus man at the bushes outside our entrance. He was wearing a lot of leaves, like those PUBG camouflage. But he was “sneakily” but kind of obviously hopping and approaching our entrance. I got scared and told everyone to go inside quickly. Emperor noticed. He hinted his father to retreat. Emperor’s pal/ wife follows the emperor, and didn’t say anything. Emperor’s father was oblivious and still praying. Anyways the sus tree guy was getting closer and closer so we all went back into the house, emperor dragged his dad in too. Well the house wall was made of glass but it’s better than nothing… still very fragile and unsafe. We got blinds on the glass walls though… still unideal.

While walking in the corridor someome told me a historical story/ myth in the house: a little girl got raped by … numbers, erm like if 123456^10000000 , then every time there is a calculation step, the person got thrusted once by the perpetrator.

Somehow in that every calculation step there was also a prize giving ceremony going on for selected pokemon trainers out there. (They were selected based on calculation results, they converted the numbers into different codes and figure out what codes correspond to what trainer and pokemon. And somehow I was one of them for my generation, along with Roy (from pokemon horizons), I think. There was one more pokemon who won in our gen, I think it was Kuwassu (i forgot the English name- the water duck starter in scarlet violet). However before the photo had taken it wasn’t ready yet and wasn’t even on scene. After taking the pic it got ready and got on. It felt very sad and disappointed. (There’s also no retaking of photos) I felt pity for it and comforted it. _{(Oh reminded me of not being in the photo for club group photos for school magazine for two years… because I was late by just a bit. I felt equally down back then.)}

aeon shopping, jpy exchange rate, hotel delivery arrangement

At Japan. I found something cool (useless kids sticker toy) in aeon I saw the prices and it was originally like 1400 yen on the tag on the hook, but on the toy there was a hkd label which says 115 hkd I thought it would be significantly cheaper in jpy, and since we were at japan, could we pay in jpy? I turned around and asked a friend nearby. He was actually still choosing stuff to buy. He said that’s a smart idea, maybe I should ask the cashier and he would like to know too. Meanwhile I was guessing maybe it’s just I couldn’t do tax refund if I pay in jpy, but it would still be cheaper than paying in hkd.

I went to the counter and saw my mum at it. Dad slightly further away, waiting by the side at the back as usual.

It was actually just a bag of items mum bought, but she requested aeon to deliver directly to the hotel since the bag was too big, but she hasn’t received it yet, and she was mad. And she’s gonna complain to the cashier.

Meanwhile I started to brainstorm: maybe they delivered to the wrong locker for the wrong room because we swapped rooms a few days in And then I quickly mentally planned, maybe she can ask the cashier for a note/ receipt of them shipping successfully to whatever locker, as a proof, and then we go to the hotel, explain to them about the wrong locker situation and get the items.

Anyways Mum started to communicate with them with broken English, she sounded mad. I just felt Mum was being stupid and unreasonable. The cashier asked her if she was the one who deliver to room 22xx. By this time I already knew it was really a wrong delivery because our old hotel room was 22xx while our updated new one was 16xx. But mum obviously hadn’t realised that, she was just head on and about to argue anything. I was fed up by this ineffective communication from her so I just went to the cashier and explained the thing in like two sentences. Actually as I was explaining, the cashier already asked me if I wanted a proof/ receipt for the hotel, so I immediately said yes, and the issue was solved. Mum exclaimed this was solved so quickly! She expected this would take much more time! I was too fed up so I didn’t explain to her. I just knew it was because she was approaching people to release her anger, argue her way out and figure out who is in the wrong and prove herself right, instead of providing ideas and discussing together, reaching consensus and solving things together (especially when these things were just oudated info and no one had actually did anything real bad)

It’s just effective communication! Just listen!

Later (quickly), the cashier also offered a big bag and a circular box because she bought something new and maybe she wanted to put this into the bag, which the later could be used outside of the delivered items bag to provide more support (like double bags u know)

Mum initially was very unhappily surprised by why the fuck we wanted such a big bag, instead of listening to the cashier. So I explained to her.

So she “wow…” in a frowning voice. Her appreciation sounds like disapproval, and the cashier seemed shocked.

I asked her immediately why she’d do that, and she claimed she was appreciative! And argued her “wow…” is happy tone. Me and dad tried to educate mum about it, but she brushed us off. Bruh again _{(reminded me of that meal with relatives and mum tried to praise an item being good, but started off with a frowning tone and face and sentence. And that worried her sis lol and then dad was explaining Mum’s always like this – mum’s sis has GAD and dad had a very jumpy and easily frightened nature……….)}

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huge argument bt me & mum

#mum Im legit yelling as hard as I can in the dream. She was very stubborn I felt very frustrated But she gave me a can of soft drinks later, so I was less furious but still angry.

proposed by unfamiliar classmate

#secschool #CCH #jamie #charlottec

Secondary school people all gathered in the hall (it was a dining hall by Vivienne Westwood??) for a special occasion. Apparently I’m gonna get proposed by a person. So I was guessing who’s the person. I almost thought it was Valerie, but I would be hesitant to accept it. And then I start thinking if it would be Jamie.

I saw the gifts they’re gonna give to me. They were commissioned drawings by really famous artists. I felt surprised and happy, but also worried because they must’ve spent a lot but I was hesitant…

Later CCH walked by to tell me it’s Joanne H. I was confused and double checked the name with her. I told CCH I didn’t really know her. CCH asked on what occasions had we met. I said EITP. CCH was confused so I explained it’s an IT extracurricular activity at school. That’s it. CCH asked if I wanted to accept the proposal. I was hesitant, and finally firmly said, no. CCH couldn’t really hide her slightly shocked face, and asked me how I would reject her. (Because the board at the hall had the names of pairs of proposed couples listed, there were like 6-7 pairs. It would be awkward if we were the only failed pair.

Meanwhile CCH walked away to ask for other teachers for advice (for me/ herself) And I’m brainstorming my script to reject Joanne. Jamie, who were on my left (in front of me in the queue), warned me she might be an NPD and she’s not gonna give up that easily.

I finished brainstorming my script and signalled CCH to come back because I got the idea. I’ll thank her first for the gifts and effort, and then I would explain we weren’t familiar with each other, so I’ll decline the proposal for now, but I’m willing to know more about her. I think that sounded appropriate! (What about the gifts! I don’t know too so I’ll leave that out of the speech.)

Anyways it’s time for all students to get up the stage. Somehow now Jamie was in front of Charlotte which was in front of me. I was locking arms with Charlotte, lol. While walking, I saw a girl holding a phone showing women rather suggestive images (but fr it’s just bikini photos… but more exposed) at the row behind us.

Interesting… 🤨

escape using pastel car

#uni After the rejection I guess (the dream didn’t show that section) I rushed to a nearby carpark. There was a man welcoming me by the gate, leading me down to the cars. He asked me embryology questions and influenza vaccination questions. I said I didn’t revise and I’ve forgotten them already, (it’s summer give me a break!) maybe I’ll revisit them when school starts. Anyways we went down to this empty carpark (no people, some cars) but occasionally there’s sounds. There were some random wild animals like skunks.

Suddenly I felt the urge to rush and hide. Seems Joanne was coming. I saw more cars suddenly turning on and steering away. I wanted to grab a car tok and I was about to grab this pastel pink? Purple car. (I have a cool dream item remote that can remote anything as I concentrate on it- exclusive to this current dream I guess) When I wanted to turn it on I noticed a car flickering its lights on me. It was a person in a car’s passenger seat. He wanted me to take the driver’s seat. The car was cuter and was the original design that I wanted to drive. It has a combination of multiple pastel colours, petite and had decorative wings on the sides? I got in and started driving. But the side mirrors were pretty bad, I can’t get them to open wide enough to see the back/ even side of my car. And the middle mirror was pretty unfair too because it leaned towards the passenger side. _{Somehow I felt unfair due to gender inequality because it was leaning towards the man’s side. But now outside dream it doesn’t really make sense. It’s just poor design.} Also it was very cramped inside. Anyways so I was driving blindly. I was planning to ask the male passenger to help me look at nearby cars, but I figured out he might have some blind spots too. So I haven’t asked.

Dream ended.

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workshops with Ts; man-eating bird, visiting new home

#arthur #T #ivan #dad A hot dry sunny afternoon Leaving Sydney mtr station (literally a station called “sydney” lol) Wearing my small bra背心 like yesterday About to head to school although I’m already about to be late

Signing up for many psyc workshops and courses

Just to see if I can catch the team esp Arthur I saw him multiple times _{(i forgot the details!)}, I was happy. One time I tried to spook him again but I accidentally spooked angela. Theyre both wearing light brown coats, but Angela’s was lighter in colour.

Using annotated worksheets to prove my presence cuz I chose to sit alone in another spot and I didn’t sign my attendance before The guest speaker was pretty chill. Vincci vibe but the speaker was a relatively middle aged/ old male.

After workshop me and other classmates were oil painting over already colour printed posters with around the same colour. It felt pointless so I decided to add some textures and lines within the blocks of colours to give them more style..

Also between workshops: Ivan gave me Arthur’s shared work onedrive for their project (in the dream they’re working on one project) One onedrive folder was named sth like “research work dev” and inside was a 50+ page of a document typed by Arthur about how he managed to met his wife and developed their relationship I wanted to read and i only read the first paragraph about how they were secondary school classmates and at that time another male classmate was after his wife and Arthur was salty? About it Lol (dream only !!)

Later the dream was about how there was a kind of bird mutated and would eat humans. Named the “man-eating bird”. At first I was looking at the sparrows on the ground trying to see what it looked like. So I kept sussing normal birds. But later a bigger yellow bird arrived and started to tear other birds into shreds. It looked like a medium sized fat parrot actually.

And then I hid in a small home. There was a mini garden with double doors, to make people who water their plants to disinfect and kill the bugs that came along before reentering the home. A lady cleaned. But left all the doors open. So I closed it. I was sitting at a small corner waiting for nothing, I was just bored. Seemed like there’s a famous dude with long headings who’s gonna come and organise a talk in the room by the door. (The headings was just like Arthur’s but like in the dream I recognised it as my Dad)

Later i kept sitting there and i heard more people entering that room (I cant see the entrance from where I was sitting) And then I heard a person who was not entering. He’s walking further into the home, and I looked to see who’s alike with me (cuz I walked further into the floor to other rooms for my psyc workshops too at the beginning of the dream, although these workshops are slightly different, this is not a workshop that wellness team invites guest to come and speak, this one was the host’s own talk)

And I saw my Dad’s face. We both “oi?”, (pleasantly) surprised why each other was here.

And then my dad brought me deeper into the house. And I realised the whole initial part is just the door entrance area (玄關), and inside was a huuuuge activity room (mum and dad’s bedroom) with larrrrge windows and seaview, also a playground downstairs outside the window. Reminded me of Lohas park. Also colourful toys and playmats in the room. Maybe it was multipurposed for play therapy?? So fun And I was a bit guilty because I hadn’t stepped foot into this room despite they had been inviting me before.

Anyways yayayaayay

_{side note: actually I had dreams in the past few days, but then it wasn’t really easy to recall + it was boring, like I dreamt of fictional aunts gathered around me. Thats boring so I didn’t bother to recall LOL}

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train; shopping design; hk tour; predatory domestic helper

#mum #dad #uni Train journey. There were 12 cars, my parents and I were going on the 8th. Our journey would take a little bit more than an hour. _{(around the duration of the last cross-city train we took)} Upon arriving at each station, the cars would separate and leaving that particular car in their respective destination. Car 1 would be the earliest to separate and so on. Pretty interesting design.

Design shopping with Yuki We were looking through minecraft pixelated textures now. (Uhm maybe imagine 3d goggles but the goggles are minecraft texture packs; some sort of AR stuff.. but we weren’t actually wearing glasses, it was inbuilt in our bodies as a function?) Yuki’s texture pack was good. As if she downloaded that “more player models” mod because everything was blocky and 3D. I tried to switch mine but all my packs were not pretty so I was viewing in an ugly colour filter.

We went to some pop up stores to look at their original designed products. But the shop keepers were unwelcoming me because I only looked and didn’t buy anything.

Raining hk Coffee shop go out (no seats) Tourist ask for directions Take bus from whampoa/ tst coast Across victoria harbour to another coast (teach tourist using map, another passerby also teach)

Ok and then on the bus there was a group of domestic helpers. One was taking a photo of me when I was sitting opposite to my own domestic helper. I snached his phone and deleted the pic.

My domestic helper was a bit chill because he was rambling on where we should have sex together in the field when he’s working. I asked him if he can pick a place that less people would look at (I was unwilling but I couldn’t escape). He avoided my question, I think he would like us to fuck in front of his friends aka those on the bus.

Before getting off I realised I forgot to clear the recently deleted album so i snatched his phone again. But his was android and he had multiple album apps. I browsed inside but couldn’t find that tab. But I had to get off the bus w my domestic helper. So I returned him his phone.

Getting off I asked my helper what’s for lunch. He said I’m cooking (me) And I asked how about we cook indomie He had an idea and entered an alley, which led to those small snacks shops. I followed auickly yet nervously.

It was actually a big alley. One fish shop and then one gambling, one sus shop

Saw Sally and Mancy I at first waved at the wrong person as Sally, it was a third person travelling along with them. (They’re all cosplaying) But Sally was surprised I recognised her. I apologised for waving at the wrong person but Sally felt close enough and was very glad and amused.

They wished me good luck when having sex with my domestic worker. I chuckled and said thanks (although i really don’t want to have) :////

And then I was planning where to get a test strip for my domestic worker for STI right before sex…

med quiz w Ronnie!

#PBLmate Med quiz in lab. Sitting with Ronnie J. Need to group tgt two people in a group. A third girl in another table ask if she can group with Ronnie. Ronnie declined. And we formed a group. I was secretly very happy hahahahahaha Did a few multiple choice questions on paper as a casual quiz. The handwritten markings got digitalized in real time, very cool.

depositing money; zombie escape, penguin and seals!

#secschool

Getting a lot of red packets from relatives. In RMB. Depositing in bank ATM. All those 100 bank notes

My savings acc rose from like 5000 to over 10000 ! :D (in dream)

Suddenly many zombies came. Felt deja vu cuz I had a similar dream before. Setting was in polyu

Used a long stick to tap sounds to lead them to the exit. Didn’t work lol Died I think And then I returned and learnt they got lured by penguins. So I used some plastic bag with yellow and black towels. One zombie just told me this doesn’t look like a penguin, it was too fake. And was following me along to attack me. I was embarrassed.

I think I died again but with slightly better progress. I came back to be part of a schools of (cosplayed) seals Using thick denim bras and skirts and move in a “seal like” way… Cuz apparently zombies get scared by seals and we guide them to the exit. And it was a success.

The school reran this zombie apocalypse again and using these tactics it was a success again. We found a stray zombie (Bindhiya) and me and another staff guided her back out.

In the dream zombies look just like humans but with dull green clothes.

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