Neko

dream

dream log

earthquake

#mum

I think we were inside a uni building.

We were inside a room, and we heard someone saying there was an earthquake. I felt the ground was kinda shaky, so I said to my friend, “hey seems like the earthquake is real, could you guys feel it?” After trying to sense the ground, they said “oh yeah”

Later I went out of the room, and entered the hallway for lifts. It was kind of dark/ damp because there weren't much windows. I saw my mum there, and I was kind of surprised. She picked me up as if I was still small. I was on her arms and pointing to the posters along the hallway. They're like the promotion posters for different psychology stuff. (Maybe it was because I went to the psych floor of JCB two days ago where they put up lots of related research posters.) I pointed at some that I was interested. But my mum didn't get what I mean and just acknowledged me pointing. So I got slightly frustrated like a kid and told her I wanted to go nearer to look at them !! So my mum realised what I was trying to tell her, and carried me closer to the posters where I could take a better look of them. But she took me for like 5 seconds and walked back to where we were waiting for the lift. So I was like, “I wanna reAD it don't walk away !!” So she went back and I pointed at different stuff I wanna read, and she would carry me to different parts of the banners and posters.

It felt very nostalgic.

The earthquake hadn't subsided though, so I was still a bit anxious. But I thought we're gonna die together if touchwood we both got trapped lol so I wasn't too panic about it. (But still scared.)

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Seemed like the whole dream was happening on a boat/ cruise. The dream was vivid, but since I am writing this in the evening, a lot of the details were missing.

mummified murderer

Seems like I was a detective or something. And we found a mummified body enclosed within layers of very dirty rotting yellowish old shreds, sealed in a case on board, along with a memo. After opening the case and meeting with the body, we were very cautious and checked the memo and clues while maintaining normal conversation with the body (it was almost dying but not yet). And I secretly discovered it was a murderer of ... I think kids? And that I have heard previously a parent was very persisting in finding the murderer for many years.

So I secretly called the parent in order to invite him to come along to see the murderer before we destroy and kill the murderer.

At the ending of the story, the parent came, the murderer saw him? or her, and apologised to the parent. I think the parent said, it doesn't matter anymore, but my quest/ the mystery has been solved. So she was relieved, yet still very sad about her kids and was holding onto some instant photos with both she and her kids (when they were alive) inside.

And the murderer kind of crumbled into dust and dissipated into thin air because it was too fragile.

uni exchange on cruise

#CharlotteH

Very interesting. I was on the deck on a quite crowded and bustling cruise. The people around were all my friends, schoolmates, or lecturers. There were some food bars in the middle, maybe we were having a buffet. I believe the cruise had just began to sail, as I could see an island (with kinda big mountain) towards our left, around perhaps 10 minutes of sailing distance. I came into Charlotte Hon, whom I grabbed by her arm and asked her where she was going. She replied, I'm on an exchange on this cruise! Everyone was exchanging on this cruise~

I realised I was the only one who had a different destination for exchange. (I forgot what I was going for in the dream), but I am pretty sure the destination I chose to go had to be arrived by air. But I was on the cruise though. So I thought to myself, maybe I was heading to the interchange on the cruise, and later I would swap to plane. Everyone was happy for their own exchanges, including me. A nice view to have.

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wii with Arthur

#Arthur

Lecture hall activity Wii ?? Demonstration gaming by Arthur (didn’t wear glasses)

Me and person next to me went to Arthur’s sessions so we know him Arthur seemed to want us to answer questions but we ignored him- the guy next to me kept chuckling, while I put my hair down and covered my face because I didn’t want to see him. I also kind of hid behind the boy. I felt embarrassed.

He didn’t pressurize us, but often walked to our part of the lecture hall (I mean- we sit at the middle), which I was happy about. and eventually the session ended. When ending, he was giving away masks, and someone in our row took one. We looked (kinda eagerly) at him but he didn’t give them to us. But it’s fine lol- it’s not about the mask but his presence anyways.

Later I had to dance with my class???

Idk

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annoying parents

#mum #dad Following me all around although me already travelled to japan Wanted to game in a shop and mum argued with shop keeper

I spent such a long time arguing with mum

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I’ve got a lot of dreams, but somehow I have been procrastinating for 4+ hours and I don’t really want to write them down despite them being fairly interesting.

frantic escape from 變態 w/ Charlotte

#CharlotteC We were students back in secondary school and today she’s bringing me to a new restaurant for lunch! On our way there, we walked past an art exhibition. Two teachers were by the glass pane at the entrance- C Po and I forgot the other. We briefly went inside to take a look but found it boring, so we exited and continued our way to the restaurant. (side note: suddenly recalled another dream where me charlotte heidi and some others, kaka? went together to a newly opened sushiro by our school. Interesting experience.)

We went there, it has a cafe de coral vibe but with fairwood orange deco. It was rather crowded, and I managed to take up two seats by combining with others’ tables. I let Charlotte take a look at the menu by the cashier first.

Later a weird old man came and took a seat diagonal to me, aka next to where I reserved a seat for Charlotte (we’re sitting opposite to each other). The old man began to have a conversation with me. Me, being a bit alert, answered him coldly and casually. And then I realised he was talking to himself initially, but because I answered him, he started to talk to me instead. I briefly looked at him and saw his face was very ugly. He’s holding a phone, probably just scrolling random websites. Or Threads in light mode. Idk man

I quickly became uncomfortable and wanted to leave. But he’s talking to me and if I leave I’m scared it would trigger him, because it occured to me that he was most likely actually mentally impaired and 變態. Cuz his face looked… nasty and 猥瑣.

Just at this time, Charlotte returned and wanted to take the seat to share what’s on the menu. I tried very hard to subtly signal to her to LEAVE, but she didn’t see my hand below the desk cuz she was talking and looking at my face. However, it seemed like the man noticed my warning to Charlotte.

I got very uneasy and anxious so I began to vigorously brainstorm what I could do. At this moment I recalled and noticed the man actually was riding a wheelchair when entering, so if I immediately run away, maybe we could escape.

Just when Charlotte was about to sit down, my mind was yelling QUICK RUNNNN so I vigorously grabbed her arm and ran out of the restaurant. Charlotte, despite slightly confused, cooperated and ran together with me (perhaps because usually I wouldn’t act so suddenly, and if I looked so concerned there’s probably a good cause). I filled her in with the reason as we were running. She immediately suggested an alternative route for escaping, as the man would probably know if we used the same route as when we arrived. I followed her and took the alternative route, which was actually circling to the other side of the restaurant. However I realised this side was actually had the wheelchair friendly exit, and the walls were all glass panes. We might get spotted very easily. At this point my heart rate irl shot up… so tense!!! But there was no time for us to think! We sprinted past the area and arrived at a “crossroad” on this podium level. I was recalling why I felt like I had seen this man before in another dream, and found out I had a very similar dream before, at the same dream restaurant, but the man wasn’t on wheelchair, so I couldn’t escape and he captured me, and I didn’t know the ending of the dream. So basically another nightmare. As I was sprinting and thinking about it, Charlotte yelled go to 6/F! And she took a turn at the crossroad, but as I was running a little bit behind, when I took the same turn, I couldn’t see her. She’s too quick. I was rather desperate and very scared if the man would arrive anytime soon (I didn’t dare to turn my head to check). I saw a small escalator and leapt on it, despite thinking it only would reach 2/F. When I was frantically trying to run up the stairs, I heard a very familar and nostalgic noise. It was the flapping sound of my canvas wings. (supple info: I was very into the idea of flying when I was in primary school, so I spent an entire year designing a pair of wings for me to wear to fly. I think it was inspired by how to train your dragon, lol. I was looking closely to how airplane wings work during takeoff and landing whenever I go travel. My design looked like those flying suits people wear/ flying squirrels. Oh but usually in old dreams I used to had when I was young, I don’t need equipment to be able to fly.)

I was delighted and immediately flap my wings to get up to around the 6/F, which was apparently a part of a radio tower. I yelled to ask if Charlotte was around. I heard her reply and noticed she’s climbing up. I grabbed her hand and pulled her up to my spot/ the side of the tower thing. We sensed that the bad guy was coming soon, and school’s just across the street, opposite to us. As lunch time was almost ending and we didn’t really wanna eat around anymore, I decided to fly across. I invited Charlotte to hold my body or hold my legs so we could glide across. I reckon it would be quite heavy but might probably work, so I made that suggestion ^ Charlotte was worried if she’s gonna drag me down. So I decided to glide solo to test out my strength/ power to use the wings first, and return to collect her. I jumped off. As I almost hit the ground, I adjusted the wings and got momentum to glide back up. Although my gliding skills was a bit rusty, I could at least make it function. I glided back, and saw the old man was slowly making his way up the tower. On the other hand, I had an eerie feeling about the school, as returning to school felt equally bad as getting caught by the man, somehow. I felt like we would be imprisoned inside with lots of rules and obligations.

So I was talking to Charlotte about it, when the dream ended.

As I mentioned there was other dreams too but nah I didn’t feel like writing them and now they’re gone.

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pokemon party w friends; ummm Arthur’s affair *cough *

#arthur #PBLmate

At first I was heading to an office room to take something/ meet with someone

But later me and my pbl mates (and arthur) were watching a pokemon movie. Arthur was on my right. We were all on a bed / people further away from me were on big individual sofas, chilling. During the whole dream I really wanted to pee (because I fell asleep before going to the toilet irl) But I was right next to Arthur.. I was a bit worried if my spot next to Arthur would get taken if I went to toilet and return afterwards. So I stayed in bed. I began to burrow into his shoulder for more closeness. He didn’t flinch as I think we were both kind accustomed to being this close to each other. (in the dream) I was burrowing into his neck again when he received a phone call. It was from his wife. He’s updating his wife that everything’s fine and the party’s still going on and not ending anytime soon. When he’s on the phone I was sticking my face to his, and I could hear what the opposite side was talking. (Umm but now it felt like a call from his friend instead), she’s saying how his SCM was well trained and looking very smexy. I thought they’re talking about levator scapulae so I was touching that instead. Arthur signalled and whispered to me, it’s this one, while loosening the collar to expose his neck more to point at it and let me touch it.

As I was touching it, Arthur looked a bit flustered but tried to hold back and speak normally on his call. I found it fun so I tried to whine a bit by his ear. After like two to three sentences he ended the call. We were cuddling each other again. I feel so blessed and in love. The tension was growing stronger, but so was my urge to pee. We gazed at each other and the vibe was getting more and more intimate. Then I thought maybe this would be enough for me to keep my spot when I return from toilet, so I got up and left to pee.

I peed quickly and got back to my spot. Nobody has taken up my spot when I was away. I felt relieved and happy.

After the pokemon movie had ended, all of us were walking to the mtr station. We were sitting on the seats on the concourse to wait for the train. I was sitting next to Arthur on my right again, and another PBL mate (male) on my left. We were all wearing shorts. I held hands with Arthur firmly. I invited him to touch my thighs lol.

Yayayayayayayayayy (there’s another dream but I forgot after writing all this! This one feels pretty good so yeeahah it’s fine if I forgot the other one i guess)

probably dreamt it because I had a crush on Rika aka チリ in pokemon horizons and I binge watched like 30 episodes yesterday aaaaaaawoooogaaaa

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hiding from customers

I’m a shop assistant at a stationery shop. Some people were trying to chase after me I was very scared (… oh maybe theyre just trying to ask me on shopping stuff) Anyways luckily another assistant came to deal with them, while I got to sneak away and also take a look at different stationery/ random items like furry bags, backpacks, keychains assessories etc. while feeling still pretty scared. (damn felt like me pushing yuki to help me with the booth promotion)

dying Wattrel, Nobita caught Magikarp, revenged on 小夫

In this dream I was just an observer and not “participating / influencing the story”. So Doraemon and Nobita went on a train ride. Doraemon’s pokemon, Wattrel, died. (Adult sized but I don’t think it has evolved to be a kilowattrel yet though) Doraemon put it on a wire at the train station. Nobita actually had a smaller wattrel, I think it was the kid of the dead wattrel. But Nobita thought it was dying as well (it just fainted) so he put it on the wire by the side of the dead one. I was like bro it ain’t dead yet, but I was just observing the dream taking place so I couldn’t really signal it to him The wattrel shed a tear as they were about to ride the train and leave this station.

Later the wattrel tried its best and flew to chase the train.

Later Nobita got off the train and saw 小夫 (i forgot his eng name) by the river, fishing. Nobita caught a Magikarp by his bare hands. And then Nobita got an idea so he caught another Magikarp. Everyone was cheering for Nobita. He acted as if the Magikarp would be tasty, he wanted to munch on it, but decided to give it to 小夫 instead. 小夫 took a bite, and had a complicated look. (The 2nd magikarp was a styrofoam toy/ fish bait.) but since everyone’s cheering and you’re probably not supposed to eat pokemons anyways, so he pretended nothing had happened. And I felt happy for Nobita because he punished his bully.

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“broken static screen”

Turned out I didn’t connect my laptop to power After connecting it my external screen static was gone and it was fixed perfectly Mum kinda laughed at me, we laughed together

fried pork bento for Adrian

#mum #dad #uni Travels I got a bento for Adrian But he’s pretty quick in walking back to his dorm So I had to walk quickly to chase but he’s just too quick (he didn’t know I had gotten a bento for him though) Mum and dad were following me to ask me what I was doing I haven’t gave him his bento yet

Travelling w friends/ classmates, chocolatier

#Ivan #PBLmate Sharon A. Y., Ernest, Matthew #cecilia ’s grandma (cut croissant) #caitlyn

Friends travelling together I was a bit hungry while Caitlyn couldn’t finish her meal (chocolate drink), so I finished it up. When we were leaving The serving/ return tray counter, gave me a free set of milk+ chocolate croissant set, as she apologise for “Poor chocolate made”

Other than this set I got two more croissants too. C’s grandma came and seemingly wanted to eat. Me, thinking I couldn’t finish them all anyways, welcomed her and she immediately started cutting croissants as if they were all hers. I was slight slightly surprised but didn’t mind. The grandma cut them very quuckly and well, and I recalled they operate a bakery shop (in the dream). She cut the two horns, and then cut the middle, to show me what fillings were inside. One is a very rich dense chocolate, another has cream inside. Another one feels like matcha. I shared the croissants with her.

I saw the receipt also said I was full year free customer as well.

Anyways they look delicious

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Murder

There was a kid (twins), whose family owned a ship. One of them invited a friend to come. The friend secretly climbed and on board the ship at night without them knowing, before the actual invitation day. He got on in a place with security mechanisms. A robot chopped off his head. Then there was an automatic dispenser system on the ship, where they release the kid’s body along with a lot of fish snacks and lure in order to facilitate the body being broken down and eaten by fishes, so that the body would be gone. Actually the security system was for assassinating the other twin, with a seemingly valid reason of him being sneaky and thought he would be an intruder instead and auto killed sus people.

classmate became eng teacher

#secschool #pblmate Setting is like on an aircraft, I’m on the middle columns. Watching Pokemon Horizons on iPad, and started to play static noises instead. I realised it was a bit too loud as I was using the speaker, so I turned it down to not affect others. I was a bit embarrassed because I wasn’t aware of that when I was watching the show.

Later the teacher came for class. It was actually Serene, teaching English. Meanwhile our classmates and I were actually in the same year as her (still secondary school in dream) but she’s already employed by the school. I was like wow how come Anyways we started checking and marking our worksheets (marked but we needed to listen for the correct answer for questions we got wrong)

Also the setting/ room slowly got warped into a high school classroom.

I was on a single table, vs others with two tables together. The classmate in front of me was also on a single table. I saw her moving her table backwards a little bit, so I wanted to move my table with her. But as I was moving to the front, she moved the table a bit sideways to join a double table. I was slightly shocked and ngl a little bit sad, lol And then Audrey came and sit on my another side. We chatted and I kind of did a show and tell with my pencil case. It was cute and in pastel green (hmm not gonna buy this colour irl probably). Yay! We were checking a section of the worksheet which I left it blank. I recalled it was actually because I got to school late, so I missed it, but it was fine. I wasn’t too bothered by it. The classmate who moved away joined us. So now we are sitting in a triple manner. Yay!

Later Serene started to chit chat with the class instead of teaching new stuff. She asked if any of us have part time jobs. Around 6 out of 35? Students raised their hands. She went around and asked everyone. Emma and her friend were tutoring Spanish, interesting.

Narita airport harbour view

#arthur #T (I think there was Ming and Urshmar) #mum Walking out of the observation deck thing but by the harbour, I was mesmerised by how BLUE the sky and the water were. The sky was in a brilliant bright royal blue with absolutely no clouds. The water was shimmering and in a darker shade of navy blue. I couldn’t take my eyes off the beautiful scene.

Following me were Arthur and a few others, and my mum. We were finding a spot to take a rest as the deck was kinda crowded with mainland tourists.

Mum told me to look at the scenery and not to be on my phone. She urged me to go down one step and be closer to the water. Despite knowing how to swim, I was scared as I was just wearing casual wear. And I’m not sure if the water would be safe enough. i didn’t know how deep the water is, and there wasn’t any lifeguards nor buoys. She said, it would be fine, you won’t fall over, trust me. (oh but my mum doesn’t know how to swim, bruh how are you sure it would be fine I can’t trust you) So I stepped one step down and I’m slightly touching the water. It was pretty fun. Finally I initiated to take a selfie together, mainly because I wanted a photo in which Arthur was with me. Took a few tries. Idk how it turned out. And in the dream I got to learn that they’re all living in the same block of building, and

… i got distracted and forgot what I was gonna type

Anyways opposite across the harbour was west kowloon & kai tak, and I realised Narita airport was closer than I expected ! Lol

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Previous suicide attempt (dream)

#ivan

I was on a school tour with uni people. We were queuing up to perform as part of an assessment for a sports class during the tour. Before assessing we have to fill in a form about our personal data. I was the last in queue. So the coach asked me to perform... first! Before performing, he asked me to come forward to double check my personal information. Other people also crowded around slightly to have a peek, because they were curious about what I wrote inside. The coach read aloud and pointed at different parts of the form as he was repeating it for me. The first blank was whether I was receiving psychologic/ psychiatric services. And how many sessions have I done. I answered honestly. The second one... He verbally repeated it... Previous suicide attempts. In the dream I wrote about one. About how I was standing by the edge of a building/ bridge at midnight and eventually someone (Ivan) spotted me and called for rescue. The rescuer took me away from the spot and I didn't die. (But in real life... I don't think I have really attempted it/any... idk. The emotions I felt while reading and visualising the paragraph felt pretty real though. Intense agony and hopelessness. I wish I could give a hug to that little me, but I wasn't strong enough anyways)

I was a bit embarrassed because now people would think I look different from how I had presented myself in front of them before. It was as if I lied. I felt guilty for lying but I had to lie or else I would look different from the mentally healthy crowd. And get myself alienated. So I don't want to get alienated because of having weird negative vibes, but being with people that couldn't resonate with me because I didn't want to share how I was truly feeling, is me facilitating my own alienation. Sarcastic.

I think people were kinda shocked but didn't really show it as in looking at me.

Later I started to perform. It was something like a ballet, or ice skating. I had to rotate myself and also do some stretching actions.

They were watching with respect, I think.

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