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dream log

homework results one meh one good

#ivan

(I am sure there was a complete plot, something before this.)

leaving mmw block after listening to a med homework debriefing. My mark was meh. There was a dude on the road who was like yeeeeeesss (i think he got the highest mark and our marks were so far apart) Ivan also walked by and prob said hi to me. His marks were decent.

I was leaving for lunch actually. But I turned around to return to the block because I wanted to go to 1/F for I think a coffee vending machine. or to collect my another homework. I entered the block but it was coincidentally 1pm, which meant it was the resting time for the block, and the security guards were closing off the area. So I was at the lobby along with others. There was a paper flying down to me. It was my chinese homework. I got a rather high mark (990 x2 + 950) (wow), I felt a bit surprised but not reallly happy because I was still thinking of my med homework. Some friends (forgot who. W in 6grass?) saw me and asked me what's the paper. I handed it to them and they saw the results and were praising me. I didn't really respond with joy.

Somehow later I got a song in the dream. Very Mrs. Green Apple vibe.

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packing for gathering

So I was packing my switch for a gathering with friends (6Grass squad). When I was heading to the venue I realised I didn't pack my pro controller. And that means I wouldn't have enough joycons for everyone. (Friend/ party room has two, I am bringing two, and five of us are going) This was one of the worries I was thinking of lol. Maybe it's a sign for me to remind my friend to bring hers too.

school exotic pet dissection

It was a rather long dream. Initially we (students) were at a place like hall/ basketball court. There were different side panels and booths teaching different med stuff. People were crowding at the booths to learn and revise, and the lecturer would test us on the content of the booths. I couldn't answer any though, they're too hard to memorise.

Later I was about to leave via a longer more crowded hallway. but a professor stopped me. It was the anat teacher for my table this year. He asked me if I could help with handling something and bring it to the counter in front. I agreed.

He put a black exotic animal on the anat bench. It was a new species. It moves like a combo of cat and snake. But I felt like it was a mini dragon. It was at the size of an adult healthy cat, slightly more obese. No hands, no ears, furry black hair. Big cute eyes like cats. Weirdly adorable.

It was rather fierce though. I tried very hard in order to carry this cat-like animal. It hisses at me and might scratch me.

The teacher also gave a dog for the person on the left of me to carry to the counter. The species of the dog was like the one in the meme where people edited and voiceover a sarcastic laugh on a laughing/ panting dog. (Google sarcastic laughing dog meme) The dog was easy to handle though.

Anyways after a long long time of carrying it and making it stay in my arms when moving, we reached the counter at the front of the hallway. Along with the person with the dog.

The counter was a cashier. We queued up and finally it was our turn. The teacher arrived at the cashier too. He told us to clip its body and ...legs (well maybe it has legs after all idk) using two clips. The clips had some pharmaceutic stuff that can calm the animal. Usually you don't need that much for sedative use. People don't use these clips. For euthanasia you use one clip. But this one took us two clips for it to stop moving and vibrating.

When it finally stopped vibrating, I was still wary if it would try to escape. So I slowly lifted my hands, which my fingers were tangled in its fur because I needed a firm grip on it. I warned the cashier to be careful too.

I lifted and looked at my palms. They were bleeding. And there was a giant hole at the base of my palm, I guess it was from the animal bite. I was slightly in pain while holding the animal, but now looking at the palm? Not so much. Maybe because the bleeding has slowed down and the blood had started to coagulate I guess.

The teacher proceeded to dissect on this freshly “sedated or dead” animal. He was dissecting stuff like gluteus maximus ..... the quads... He asked us to identify the muscles and compare it with human muscles.

eeeeek i hate lessons ashdjksafhd I already finished my exam bro gimme a break Well but in the dream I was rather engaged in the lesson I guess. (By which I mean I didn't feel like I am disgusted.)

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update cv

The only thing i remembered is someone (my academic advisor? Ruth? Who??) told me maybe I should update my LinkedIn profile. I asked her if that means I add my certificates and volunteering work, and she responded something like a yes? Or maybe she didn’t respond. Idk.


Side note: Having dreams daily now still but it gets fuzzier day by day. The dreams are more fragmented too. They’re like 5-6 short scenes instead of 1-2 long stories. Which makes it even more difficult to recall in terms of plot (as I usually remember a few significant events, and I’ll automatically follow my stream of thoughts and eventually write the whole dream out). On the other hand, on the days with no dreams/ blurry dreams, my mentality was better🤔🙂‍↕️ so essentially I’m redeeming my mental health with vivid dreams. I’m having mixed feelings about this lol.

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revision together

#pblmate

Human and Jane At first revised w Jane but later I spent more time revising w Human In a shopping mall I learned some knowledge but didn’t share it with her

Later I got confused about some learning points so I “dragged” Human, Human wanted to activate her banking account at the bank actually, but she was explaining the stuff to me. Innervation on/ near the sphenoid bone. (Maybe because some appeared in the exam. I planned to revise them that day before the exam but didn’t) The bank almost closed- the staff was pulling the blinds thing for the entrance, half of the entrance just closed, Human was saying nvm, but I told her to go quickly when the other half was still open, so she went.

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mainland tuen ma line, school at midnight

waiting for mtr in mainland, somewhere like shenzhen. The vibe of the line feels like tuen ma line, a bit “historical/ museum like” design with mustard yellow colour. There was a group of faculty staff near me also waiting, chattering. One noted one of the terminal goes to their office, the other one goes to Raymond (one of the staff)'s home where they party together (Raymond is cool) (haha)

at one point i got off the train and exited the station. and I needed to reenter and got bags checked etc at the security. While I was waiting, a girl was chatting with me, about the walls of the museum (which is also a historical site) nearby. She initially thought they painted a 清明上河圖 but I saw they just carved some calligraphy words so I told her about it, and we continued happily talking about the outer design of the museum

my turn at the security, she was chatting with me and later let me pass, but she didn't check my bag/ ask me to put on the xray machine belt

entering the station, was the museum itself. I met a dog who looked beaten up and (actually very ugly and swollen). But the dog was looking at me with begging eyes. So I adopted it and petted it on its head. A lady (seemed my friend in dream), asked/ hinted me why I adopted such a dog, and I explained to her it looked really poor (可憐) and I told her seems it understands human language (hinting not to say the word ugly), so we tried to dodge the word ugly.

(ngl it was really ugly) (it's the swollen very obese/ oedema, hairless type of ugly)

and then I went to school at midnight, it was a school introduced by (either a passerby or a friend who walked by). It was super dark. I turned on the flashlight on my smartphone. I entered a classroom he named (probably because it was his classroom). I hid under the table (because I wasn't supposed to be here, and not at this time too). Looking out at the window, I saw teachers ending their work and leaving the staff room. (because the building is like rectangular shaped and hollow inside like a rectangular donut, so like I was looking across my side of the horizontal corridor to the other side) A few saw me, and even waved at me, including my f5 and f6 classmistresses.

Later they all left the staff room (i suppose), the office light was turned off.

There was more to the story, I think I met some friends at some point, learning/ studying again, but I wasn't sure.

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tidying revision stuff, younger mum ate a lot

#mum

mum was cooking in the kitchen. I find my schoolbag to be very heavy, so I was tidying my “plastic a4 bag”, where I store my worksheets. It didn't look like there was a lot of stuff inside, but I manage to get huge stacks of worksheets I stored this academic year (form 5), along with lots of worksheets in previous two years especially form 3. I also found a lot of school ties, and pin badges (the badges you obtain when you are working in the class committee.) I was reminiscing the times when I was part of the class committee. Although I was doing minor positions. (I didn't think of any position specific in the dream, maybe because the pin badge just said something like class helper (no such pin badges irl). But there was also one that has the identical design as from my primary school, which was a bus/ nanny van prefect badge.

I also found pairs of white and black socks inside. The white socks are short, like the ones you wear with summer uniform, while the black ones were longer like almost to the knee. (My irl school wore only white socks though).

There were also two satin dresses. Exotic, royal blue and a darker blue. Like those oriental dance skierts. Idk why lol

There were also a lot of envelopes. Some were mailed to other classmates (weaker academics). Maybe I was the subject coordinator so I was receiving the mail on behalf of them, and they didn't want to keep the mail/ read them so they all made me keep it. Some mails were mine though. Most I got (which were for me) were opened already. Some I kept the mail content, which were school cards. Somehow I got three. Maybe because I kept losing them so I kept reapplying for them. They look silver, like the disneyland silver card, lmao. Actually looks decent.

After getting everything unnecessary out (which was like the vast majority of the stuff inside the a4 bag), I was relooking at the stack of paper. (I already looked through them when I was taking them out, they are really outdated worksheets).

I relooked at the stack of notes I made in form 3. The whole stack of paper was blue. With my handwritten annotations and notes. I was proud that I shared the digital version for other students. But I have an updated thought that maybe doing past papers were more useful for them, instead of just notes. But undeniably, notes were the first step/ entrance to obtaining the core knowledge so that you can do the past papers for more effective studying. So notes were still useful in that sense.

Later, I told my mum to clean up & wash the socks and dresses for me. She told me to leave these stuff for her, she'll deal with it later. During (breaks in) cooking, she walked out of her kitchen to share about her younger inexperienced self redeeming all 20 tickets for 煎餅 at one time instead of going for 4 包子 + some medical pills she required (seemed diabetes mellitus). Meanwhile I wondered that is also too much to eat for one meal, and I felt shocked, why she ate so much when she was already having DM/ & probably obese. She wasn't aware she was sick?? (she wasn't diagnosed with anything irl so far)

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a mix of different dreams

I forgot So many random things happened in the dream At least five or six things

Anyways I just know I havent revised yesterday and today morning !!!!!!! And im behind my study schedule holy shet Oh my god

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revising with Ivan, attending workshop

#ivan

I think it is because yesterday I had dinner with Ivan and he revised MSS anat with me. And my brain power is restoring (lol) so I can keep up with his teaching! And I revised and remembered all, if not most, muscles, actions, innervations and vascular supply of the body (except head) in just three hours. We did touch on some head and neuro anat too. Omg. Three hours. Only.

Yuh so we were revising. I forgot what happened, but at one point he was talking about serratus anterior and its action. So I began punching thin air while sleeping. Oh in the dream we were revising in an alley. And he was going to measure my punching force using my phone camera + app, to check if I have myasthenia gravis... Because I was weak asf At first i did punch weakly, but later I got stronger and punch with more force (although it was still weaker than average). And my right arm punches are more forceful than the left ones.

yee I forgot what happened before and what happened next.

At some point I was late to a class. Oh it's like MHFA. With a bunch of counsellors (made up ones in dream). But they're teaching EBDM and public health content. It was more like a “sign up if you're interested” workshop with two lessons in total. But then anyways I signed up and attended the first. They taught something that they said wasn't taught in the main lecture series but would come up in the exam. So I was kind of :O and slightly happy I didn't miss out on stuff. Although it was kinda scary to think (if they allow content that are not covered in whole class lectures to be examined)

On the second lesson there should be an exam. And I knew they're gonna organise the exam at around 30 minutes into the lesson instead of immediately, so I was late but not too worried. I was late because I wanted to make a notebook with my study notes. But I couldn't find the appropriate tools to make the book. For example, I had a small slip of memo that I wanted to stick on my self made study booklet. But I couldn't find an appropriate needle (all too big or too small), and a working thread (the thread was too big and the ends were coming out like cauda equina so I can't put the thread through the needle even if I have the correct needle) to sew the memo to the page. Oh also Ivan's revision material was two large stack of printed notes. And he annotate with mechanical pencil on the notes. Instead of his tablet irl.

I went there and later we had the exam. It was two google forms on ipad. Multiple choice questions. I finished the first one and was onto the second one. But I ran out of time (she announced one min left but I had a bunch of MCQs not yet filled in/ read) and the teacher was already explaining the questions. But the form submissions has not closed yet so I could submit it despite the teacher announcing times up. I wasn't panicking at all in the dream. I just answered in my own pace. And I knew the answers so I wasn't scared.

Yeah that's about it.

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family shopping in Japan

#mum I was at this boutique/ stationery shop again (the genre of items sold was like Eslite but it is definitely not eslite). It was in Japan, in a shopping mall. I felt like it is in Tokyo Skytree. I was choosing that same two shirt/ dresses again, along with some other items. I was only holding those two clothes around but not buying because I know they were too too expensive (5000 yen for a shirt- but in the dream it felt like 10算 instead of 5算 so my dream instinct told me it was 500 hkd instead of ~ 250hkd ish)

And I gave my mum to have a look. She said this brand is good, but quietly exclaimed it was too expensive.

She was looking at some plastic decorative items. Being oddly specific, it was some resin craft of random shapes. In very generic shapes like circles, teardrop, semicircle etc. Transparent but with either vibrant or deep colours.

I was looking at them too. I was thinking of combining the plastic blocks to reconstruct a slice of orange (flat cut, not the triangular one).

I was playing around with the circle and teardrop shaped plastic blocks. But the size was not right. Mum came over and handed me a bigger circle, saying she found this interesting thing at another side of the shop.

So I was combining them instead.

But quickly I was bored and I put them down, in their original spots.

Later a shopkeeper asked me in Japanese? (but somehow I could understand, maybe because it was a dream) That they were still missing some blocks. She pointed at a circle thing, I recalled my mum actually held this thing before, so I looked around to find my mum. She was standing outside of the shop (supposedly waiting for me/ us (if dad is here, idk)), and I told her to come over, and we saw the missing piece on her hand. She looked slightly surprised? and quickly returned it. I was slightly embarrassed but it was fine, because I am not the one who took the piece.

The shopkeeper pointed at another missing spot, and I told her that one was not here when we arrived. So it was not our fault. And she thanked us (? like in a very general way when japanese do that), and left.

hiding from gang

I was playing on my phone? And I observed from a POV of a clown who was on a mission. Idk bruh anyways he hid behind a locker and actually two characters (his allies) were hiding there too. (I think I dreamt this because I started playing Zenless Zone Zero yesterday. Just to claim a reward that would be expiring. But after going past the tutorial/ intro, the redeem code has already expired. So I stopped playing LOL)

discussing med questions

#secschool #uni Riding MTR (actually more like Shenzhen metro) with Mancy and her uni friends We were discussing a question, why the answer is (xxx anaemia) but not (another thing) I asked a few classmates and they weren't sure too So I went torward and ask Mancy and another girl, who was walking ahead of us They were talking about writing papers. I was slightly ashamed because I was kind of stupid and I was still stuck in this exam, but nevertheless that means they were knowledgable so I didn't hesitate to ask them about it

They explained it in the dream (I didn't really understand them but they sounded authentic so I'll just remember the answer)

petting dog, music beatbox

#chinok I was back at my room, which had been repurposed as a gathering point for dogs and their owners. I was lying on the bed. Next to me was a male owner who owned two dedicate dogs, wearing classy collars (like collars of human clothes, kind of like old English style clothing?? Those Victorian ones??? Shakespeare style big collars??) I was looking at the dogs, trying to differentiate which one is male which one is female. So I was looking at their ears. They have human ears. And I found it completely normal and made sense in the dream LMAO. I looked at the earlobe of the dogs. I deduced the left one is a female, because the earlobe is more prominent. And the right one is a male because the earlobe connects to the face more. And I kind of... reminisce Arthur's ear, because the male dog human ear looks really similar to his...

I looked at the owner. The owner was a young male. Who seemed to be from a rich family. Wearing delicate clothes of old Japanese style. His ear also looked like Arthur's ear. Maybe because he was a male. (LMAO)

While looking at them I was actually playing a game on my phone again? Seemed like the same game as the dream two sections above. Later there were some horny advertisement in the game, and appeared more frequently. Women masturbating themselves. And I actually got a bit horny too so I went to the toilet because I wanted to do it to satisfy my urge.

But then in the toilet I was back playing the game instead.

After a while idk what happened but I was on the street with Mancy again. We were waiting for the traffic light. I pointed towards a building/ shopping mall (looked like Tai Yau Building in Wanchai honestly), telling her I was very sad many times and the place I would go is that shopping mall. I didn't tell her sometimes I fantasise jumping off that building too. (??)

Later I was alone, sitting by the road, drinking a big cup of cold coffee. My mum was next to me. I was listening to a random street performer playing the drums/ beatboxing. The tune was catchy. It was complicated but not for me (my rhythm sense was very good – that's a talent I think) (however my coordination was kinda bad so I cannot play instruments that hit multiple notes at the same time, e.g. piano, drums with two hands playing different stuff)

And I began to beatbox to the beat. I looked around and found Chinok also sitting nearby, also beatboxing. We said hi to each other and figured out it was fun. But we remained in our own seats.

I think I told mum to go home early and no need to wait for me. Because she wasn't interested in the performance (she wasn't listening to the performance at all), and I didn't want her to be here when I was talking with my friends.

Dream ended. Why so many random dreams!! aaaaaa

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weird I forgot a lot of the dream because I fell asleep after dreaming it and briefly waking up

dissection, straight A classmate 1

I was in the dissection room. (irl: Another room – ADL1. I was at around the front entrance of dissection room – around station 1). (But in the dream, there was only one entrance, which is the back entrance in the dissection room, so this position was actually “deep inside the room”)

My table consist of me and my friend. (one dream friend) I was operating on the one on the table, and was following instructions like the other groups. Friend found a stack of dried skin somewhere on the bench. The appearance was like a plastic wrapped stacked blanket. But the blanket was skin of once living. He/ She said, “there's three skins inside,” and was ripping the package.

I was kinda shocked and asked her what she's doing in a whispered tone. The corpse wasn't in the package. We should operate on the one on the table. She told me it's alright, and she opened it. I didn't stop her because it was already ripped.

I looked around and the teachers weren't nearby. So I looked at her taking out one of the neatly folded skin. And was holding it like a shirt.

Somehow dissection class ended

As I was walking at school corridor, I found several adults surrounding a schoolmate. I asked my two (or several) classmates next to me. They said it was Sara, she got 4A* so she was answering reporter's questions. (somehow in the dream 4A* was rather rare like IB full mark for some reason...) I asked them, Sara was the vice head/ head prefect, right? They said yeah it's her And I mentally calculate, Sara was one year younger than me, if she's a prefect (f5), then I was form 6 Very studious and nice, I kinda admire her. (no such classmate irl btw. I don't have friends called Sara too.)

movie – the ring

#mum #dad Our family went for a movie show with auntie atlex After watching one show, we wanted to watch another one, which is called “the finger”/ “the ring”?? (I forgot the exact name) But first we wanna get some refreshments We went to the bakery nearby There was a tiny section that was made by Atlex It is a selection of self mixed healthy drinks There were two that were inspired by me? In the way that I once gave her some chinese medicine ingredients and she made a drink (entirely in dream). One of the ingredients I gave her is called 地獄 for some reason 💀

straight A classmate crying 2

I was in the classroom, sitting on the first/ second row. Sara was at my back. (Maybe because yesterday I was sharing about my friend sitting at the back of me)(Sara and my friend has nothing alike I guess)

i asked (genuinely), what is she sad about, academics? but shes 4A*! and used counselling techniques (Maybe because of the workshop yesterday night)

she asked me back if i am sad And I told her yeah I'm sad too because I got raped in anatomy room (?????????????????? noooooooo not rape....)

dream probably ended here

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