swimming class, recalling meeting about JY

#jy I put things in locker before swimming class, kind of disgusting because the locker on top of mine was dirty and has unknown liquid like pee, surrounding lockers were dirty too. But the cabinet I chose was the only vacant one so I needed to use it. Saw a small cockroach walking closer to me, it was super gross _{(Maybe it was because I was riding the MTR yesterday and I found 2 seats with unknown liquid like pee, 2 seats with period blood, and 1 whole row with giant poop smear. And I took a seat nearby which appeared clean)}

When I was heading for the swimming class with my uni classmates I recalled I met Julie regarding that incident, and I was rather annoyed when she said JY explained maybe it's his phone, cuz I really don't think phones are sausage shaped. But it wasn't that bothering me because this response was kind of expected and I don't want to deal more with it. But I thought I could question that back then instead of just nodding my head to Julie _{(yea I met with her two days ago) And then we started the swimming lesson}

weird toilet; furious to family, dragging snooker table around

#mum #dad The swimming pool toilet was slightly weird. The compartment was big and L-shaped, but the bidet was near the door instead of within the L shape. And when I close the door, there was still a gap, and students outside can see if I was sitting peeing. So I used my body towel to block away the gap.

Later I met with mum and dad. I think we had an argument, as I was yelling so much in the dream. We were at downstairs of our home, and I was too angry and kind of wanted to escape (?), and had loads of power so I was pushing a giant snooker table everywhere, from home to downstairs, to basement and back up, back and forth _{(hmm my roommate got a bf after going to the bar and pool with him, just 4 days from knowing each other, interesting)}

Psychologist meeting, Arthur shares my dreams, 絵馬 nametag

#arthur #secschool #PBLmate #Joseph They're organising a public meeting in Arthur's room (slightly bigger) with psychologists from various places (like 6-8 people), and took rounds to share? A few of my friends were there too (Ruby and Joseph) And then it was Arthur's turn, he went to the table with his desktop and opened this website. He mentioned a dream about me making stickers from what I drew/ random cute stuff like kaomojis I chuckled and was a bit embarrassed, although no one else knew the dream was mine He actually printed the stickers out for us to pass it down to take a look at And he seemed to be thinking about how to interpret the dream. Since in the dream I knew I dreamt that because Ruby liked to make handmade stickers, so I walked to Arthur's back to tell him about it and no need for him to overinterpret _{(Ruby doesn't make stickers irl)}

As they were passing down the sheets of stickers, Joseph took a medium sized sticker. It looked like a design about the secret garden and the rabbit from Alice in the wonderland, very cottage vibes and felt vintage. I was slightly surprised when Joseph took it, as it was just “sample stickers” Arthur passed down that I thought was for viewing only. But then I thought it was a good idea as stickers were meant to be used and we could always print more if we needed. So I encouraged others to take them as well if they wished to.

When Arthur started talking, I looked at his front and saw he had a nametag on a lanyard. I was very curious of the tag so I stared at it. He kind of didn't want me to look at it/ focus too much on it though, so he tried to turn away but I grabbed the tag firmly, I think I kinda pulled on the lanyard so it made him kinda uncomfortable. :P Actually the nametag is an 絵馬 (both shape and size and also wooden) (kinda big), on which was a project sekai card of 4 girls _{(I think it's the character card my friend got and posted on her ig story like a week ago, not sure)/sub>}

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late for gathering late for lecture

#secschool #PBLmate #uni

So at the first part of the dream it was so funny that I chuckled out loud while sleeping, and woke myself up for half a second. But I forgot why...!!

In the later part of the dream I was late for a meal gathering with school friends. My secondary school classmates ate some snacks on the road while waiting for me. And when I arrived, it was time for them to leave. Jamie, Ashley and a few others were walking down a stopped escalator. I tried to step on it but instead, I moved the standing conveyor belt so my classmates almost tumbled down the escalator. They were jokingly asking if that was deliberate, but I really didn't mean to, so I felt a bit sad, but I laughed with them, and I slid down on the handrail.

Later I collected their trash (like food wrappings), and I went to take a lift to go down to the food court so that I can discard it.

Carrie (another primary/ secondary school classmate) was going to take the lift with me. The lift was very narrow and very... squashed. Carrie entered first. She “rolled” inside the lift, and there was still space for me to enter. So I roll inside as well. As we were descending, I grabbed my dress and any flying parts that might get stuck in the edges of the lift, as the lift is like a basket and there were no complete walls to protect us. It was quite scary honestly, but Carrie seemed to be used to it. And I felt a bit more reassuring when she's accompanying me.

I kind of not remember what happened next but anyways we got to the basement food court safely and stuff

oh and I went to eat with our PBL group in a relatively busy but okay-ish restaurant in the food court.

oh yeah the heading, so basically i was late for that meal as well, and later I was also late for lecture. And I was also writing an assignment essay in the dream, idk for which lecture though. But anyways I was pretty busy in the dream but I kind of liked how I am being productive. I was kinda upset on how I was late to everything though.

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tomboy tutor toying with me, udon meal w PBL

#pblmate #ivan #aiden

I was having a session with a tutor in a large activity floor and in his own tiny office room. He's arranging minecraft blocks on his desktop pc and I can rearrange them according to my liking. I wasn't sure if it was a computer/ coding tutorial or those 沙盤 therapy where you organise stuff and search for an interpretation.

This tutor was pretty nice. He looked like that kind of tomboyish guy with thick black framed glasses, not exactly tall but taller than me.

In the office room, during mid session the desktop froze and malfunctioned. I sensed that he wanted to end the session and call it a day, but I didn't want, so I asked if he had physical blocks that he can make me arrange (cuz I saw there was a toy box next to me). So he slightly unwillingly arranged it for me.

Also the desktop was trying to undo stuff and I was kinda pissed, I was looking at the name at who's undoing our steps and it briefly showed Adrian (3-day-boy)'s name. I looked across the floor (idk why it made sense and the setting changed from tutor's office room to activity floor briefly), and saw Adrian and his tutor at the very edge of the room. I'm going to ask him about it and yell at him about it later.

Back in the office room. After the physical blocks were ready and while I was arranging the blocks, the tutor took out a fully white rubik's cube and put the corner close to my bottom. (I think I didn't wear much during his tutoring session, maybe shorts??) The rubik's cube seemed to be slightly vibrating. I felt very good and became super horny (I was already a bit horny before because the tutor was cute). I was also moaning at him. :DD

But he removed it rather briefly. As if he was teasing me. I looked at the cube on his hand and tell him I want more, more! But he didn't.

Later he made an excuse for a bathroom break. I suspected he was going to jerk off secretly, so although I should be staying in his office room, I irresistibly crawled to the bathroom to peek at him.

The bathroom walls were all glass. There were two bathtubs. He was in the right bigger bathtub, naked. There was also a naked girl (I think) in the same bathtub with him.

I was trying to look for his dick when I entered the bathroom. I said hi and I went to the left mini bathtub. I couldn't really see his dick though, it was more like an erected clitoris.

I asked him to fuck me, but instead, he raised two fingers at me and he began to masturbate for himself. Me, despite being confused why he can also do that as a male, followed him and masturbated myself.

Later he's about to leave the bathroom, and I finally realised he was actually a girl. So I exclaimed, you're a girl?? She looked somewhat unimpressed but chill and kind of nodded her head, and I said but your colleagues all think you're a male, and she mumbled something like it doesn't really matter

I crawled back to his office room and asked her to massage me with her hand but she didn't. And she used the rubik's cube to tease me again, and I moaned louder.

Later I went to the shopping mall nearby, and saw our year 1 PBL squad by an udon restaurant. They were getting their food to eat together at the nearby tables (like a food court) later. So I also ordered a raw egg udon. Which looked very nice. I followed them to walk up the stairs to the second floor of food court. I took a left turn to search for them, when Ophelia waved at me and signalled me they were all on the right. So we laughed and I got to their table. They found my udon looking very tasty too. (I haven't asked Adrian why he's sabotaging our effort and undoing stuff)

dream sort of ended here fffaaack horny (slightly) i still think the daisuki dream and the dog collar dream were the best, the 520 dream also pretty damn tasty mmmmmmmmmmm

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pokemon party w friends; ummm Arthur’s affair *cough *

#arthur #PBLmate

At first I was heading to an office room to take something/ meet with someone

But later me and my pbl mates (and arthur) were watching a pokemon movie. Arthur was on my right. We were all on a bed / people further away from me were on big individual sofas, chilling. During the whole dream I really wanted to pee (because I fell asleep before going to the toilet irl) But I was right next to Arthur.. I was a bit worried if my spot next to Arthur would get taken if I went to toilet and return afterwards. So I stayed in bed. I began to burrow into his shoulder for more closeness. He didn’t flinch as I think we were both kind accustomed to being this close to each other. (in the dream) I was burrowing into his neck again when he received a phone call. It was from his wife. He’s updating his wife that everything’s fine and the party’s still going on and not ending anytime soon. When he’s on the phone I was sticking my face to his, and I could hear what the opposite side was talking. (Umm but now it felt like a call from his friend instead), she’s saying how his SCM was well trained and looking very smexy. I thought they’re talking about levator scapulae so I was touching that instead. Arthur signalled and whispered to me, it’s this one, while loosening the collar to expose his neck more to point at it and let me touch it.

As I was touching it, Arthur looked a bit flustered but tried to hold back and speak normally on his call. I found it fun so I tried to whine a bit by his ear. After like two to three sentences he ended the call. We were cuddling each other again. I feel so blessed and in love. The tension was growing stronger, but so was my urge to pee. We gazed at each other and the vibe was getting more and more intimate. Then I thought maybe this would be enough for me to keep my spot when I return from toilet, so I got up and left to pee.

I peed quickly and got back to my spot. Nobody has taken up my spot when I was away. I felt relieved and happy.

After the pokemon movie had ended, all of us were walking to the mtr station. We were sitting on the seats on the concourse to wait for the train. I was sitting next to Arthur on my right again, and another PBL mate (male) on my left. We were all wearing shorts. I held hands with Arthur firmly. I invited him to touch my thighs lol.

_{Yayayayayayayayayy (there’s another dream but I forgot after writing all this! This one feels pretty good so yeeahah it’s fine if I forgot the other one i guess)}

_{probably dreamt it because I had a crush on Rika aka チリ in pokemon horizons and I binge watched like 30 episodes yesterday aaaaaaawoooogaaaa}

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“broken static screen”

Turned out I didn’t connect my laptop to power After connecting it my external screen static was gone and it was fixed perfectly Mum kinda laughed at me, we laughed together

fried pork bento for Adrian

#mum #dad #uni Travels I got a bento for Adrian But he’s pretty quick in walking back to his dorm So I had to walk quickly to chase but he’s just too quick (he didn’t know I had gotten a bento for him though) Mum and dad were following me to ask me what I was doing I haven’t gave him his bento yet

Travelling w friends/ classmates, chocolatier

#Ivan #PBLmate Sharon A. Y., Ernest, Matthew #cecilia ’s grandma (cut croissant) #caitlyn

Friends travelling together I was a bit hungry while Caitlyn couldn’t finish her meal (chocolate drink), so I finished it up. When we were leaving The serving/ return tray counter, gave me a free set of milk+ chocolate croissant set, as she apologise for “Poor chocolate made”

Other than this set I got two more croissants too. C’s grandma came and seemingly wanted to eat. Me, thinking I couldn’t finish them all anyways, welcomed her and she immediately started cutting croissants as if they were all hers. I was slight slightly surprised but didn’t mind. The grandma cut them very quuckly and well, and I recalled they operate a bakery shop (in the dream). She cut the two horns, and then cut the middle, to show me what fillings were inside. One is a very rich dense chocolate, another has cream inside. Another one feels like matcha. I shared the croissants with her.

I saw the receipt also said I was full year free customer as well.

Anyways they look delicious

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Murder

There was a kid (twins), whose family owned a ship. One of them invited a friend to come. The friend secretly climbed and on board the ship at night without them knowing, before the actual invitation day. He got on in a place with security mechanisms. A robot chopped off his head. Then there was an automatic dispenser system on the ship, where they release the kid’s body along with a lot of fish snacks and lure in order to facilitate the body being broken down and eaten by fishes, so that the body would be gone. Actually the security system was for assassinating the other twin, with a seemingly valid reason of him being sneaky and thought he would be an intruder instead and auto killed sus people.

classmate became eng teacher

#secschool #pblmate Setting is like on an aircraft, I’m on the middle columns. Watching Pokemon Horizons on iPad, and started to play static noises instead. I realised it was a bit too loud as I was using the speaker, so I turned it down to not affect others. I was a bit embarrassed because I wasn’t aware of that when I was watching the show.

Later the teacher came for class. It was actually Serene, teaching English. Meanwhile our classmates and I were actually in the same year as her (still secondary school in dream) but she’s already employed by the school. I was like wow how come Anyways we started checking and marking our worksheets (marked but we needed to listen for the correct answer for questions we got wrong)

Also the setting/ room slowly got warped into a high school classroom.

I was on a single table, vs others with two tables together. The classmate in front of me was also on a single table. I saw her moving her table backwards a little bit, so I wanted to move my table with her. But as I was moving to the front, she moved the table a bit sideways to join a double table. I was slightly shocked and ngl a little bit sad, lol And then Audrey came and sit on my another side. We chatted and I kind of did a show and tell with my pencil case. It was cute and in pastel green (hmm not gonna buy this colour irl probably). Yay! We were checking a section of the worksheet which I left it blank. I recalled it was actually because I got to school late, so I missed it, but it was fine. I wasn’t too bothered by it. The classmate who moved away joined us. So now we are sitting in a triple manner. Yay!

Later Serene started to chit chat with the class instead of teaching new stuff. She asked if any of us have part time jobs. Around 6 out of 35? Students raised their hands. She went around and asked everyone. Emma and her friend were tutoring Spanish, interesting.

Narita airport harbour view

#arthur #T (I think there was Ming and Urshmar) #mum Walking out of the observation deck thing but by the harbour, I was mesmerised by how BLUE the sky and the water were. The sky was in a brilliant bright royal blue with absolutely no clouds. The water was shimmering and in a darker shade of navy blue. I couldn’t take my eyes off the beautiful scene.

Following me were Arthur and a few others, and my mum. We were finding a spot to take a rest as the deck was kinda crowded with mainland tourists.

Mum told me to look at the scenery and not to be on my phone. She urged me to go down one step and be closer to the water. Despite knowing how to swim, I was scared as I was just wearing casual wear. And I’m not sure if the water would be safe enough. i didn’t know how deep the water is, and there wasn’t any lifeguards nor buoys. She said, it would be fine, you won’t fall over, trust me. _{(oh but my mum doesn’t know how to swim, bruh how are you sure it would be fine I can’t trust you)} So I stepped one step down and I’m slightly touching the water. It was pretty fun. Finally I initiated to take a selfie together, mainly because I wanted a photo in which Arthur was with me. Took a few tries. Idk how it turned out. And in the dream I got to learn that they’re all living in the same block of building, and

… i got distracted and forgot what I was gonna type

Anyways opposite across the harbour was west kowloon & kai tak, and I realised Narita airport was closer than I expected ! Lol

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swimming, massaging friend n got dumped

#PBLmate Swimming, six people in total including me. One pair of couple (uni friends), two quiet introverted boys, me and Human. Somehow we wanted to play something more wild and spicy. So we paired ourselves up. At the entrance of different pools you are required to walk past a gate again, which detects your saliva. The couple used the man’s (and the girl would kiss the man and get his saliva in order to open the gate for herself too) I decided to do that for both of us (me and Human) But because we weren’t as familiar to that level, the kiss doesn’t work so I just left some saliva on the gate for her to come in.

The quiet boys left.

And I gave her a massage at the bottom. I didn’t penetrate the though. Just a massage. She looked relaxed and a bit aroused, meanwhile I was aroused too and making noises by her ear, which hopefully would “trigger” her more. When it was almost time to leave, I started to play with her right nipple with my tongue. She was apparently more aroused by this. I felt quite proud of myself lol When it was ending I asked for a kiss again because she probably needs it anyways for exiting the gate, not sure As soon as we kiss, I tried to use my tongue to reach into her mouth, although my tongue was dry. but she complained of my breath smell. She said it was itchy and felt fermented. She pushed me away and declared/ yelled she wouldn’t be with me again and anymore! And she walked away angrily. I felt defeated but didn’t hold her back because I was guilty for my breath. Her last sentence is she would reconsider me. So it was not too bad. But I was sad. Maybe just good massaging wasn’t enough to hold a person. _{(reminded me of my dad’s terrible rotting breath. Nah.)}

sus tree man around emperor house

#mum #dad (Now that I revisited the tag I forgot why I added my parents here. Maybe the emperor and wife are mum and dad but as I was writing I forgot)

The emperor’s friend/ wife needs help. He dialed his dad to come to “南門” (south door) His dad- big big emperor came and needs to kow tow and worship from the entrance as a tradition. But usually emperors arrive at big big entrances instead of this small “south door”, so it was wrong but he still kow tow, but the things he pray for had changed into hoping ghosts from south door wouldn’t harm them etc.

Later we saw a sus man at the bushes outside our entrance. He was wearing a lot of leaves, like those PUBG camouflage. But he was “sneakily” but kind of obviously hopping and approaching our entrance. I got scared and told everyone to go inside quickly. Emperor noticed. He hinted his father to retreat. Emperor’s pal/ wife follows the emperor, and didn’t say anything. Emperor’s father was oblivious and still praying. Anyways the sus tree guy was getting closer and closer so we all went back into the house, emperor dragged his dad in too. Well the house wall was made of glass but it’s better than nothing… still very fragile and unsafe. We got blinds on the glass walls though… still unideal.

While walking in the corridor someome told me a historical story/ myth in the house: a little girl got raped by … numbers, erm like if 123456^10000000 , then every time there is a calculation step, the person got thrusted once by the perpetrator.

Somehow in that every calculation step there was also a prize giving ceremony going on for selected pokemon trainers out there. (They were selected based on calculation results, they converted the numbers into different codes and figure out what codes correspond to what trainer and pokemon. And somehow I was one of them for my generation, along with Roy (from pokemon horizons), I think. There was one more pokemon who won in our gen, I think it was Kuwassu (i forgot the English name- the water duck starter in scarlet violet). However before the photo had taken it wasn’t ready yet and wasn’t even on scene. After taking the pic it got ready and got on. It felt very sad and disappointed. (There’s also no retaking of photos) I felt pity for it and comforted it. _{(Oh reminded me of not being in the photo for club group photos for school magazine for two years… because I was late by just a bit. I felt equally down back then.)}

aeon shopping, jpy exchange rate, hotel delivery arrangement

At Japan. I found something cool (useless kids sticker toy) in aeon I saw the prices and it was originally like 1400 yen on the tag on the hook, but on the toy there was a hkd label which says 115 hkd I thought it would be significantly cheaper in jpy, and since we were at japan, could we pay in jpy? I turned around and asked a friend nearby. He was actually still choosing stuff to buy. He said that’s a smart idea, maybe I should ask the cashier and he would like to know too. Meanwhile I was guessing maybe it’s just I couldn’t do tax refund if I pay in jpy, but it would still be cheaper than paying in hkd.

I went to the counter and saw my mum at it. Dad slightly further away, waiting by the side at the back as usual.

It was actually just a bag of items mum bought, but she requested aeon to deliver directly to the hotel since the bag was too big, but she hasn’t received it yet, and she was mad. And she’s gonna complain to the cashier.

Meanwhile I started to brainstorm: maybe they delivered to the wrong locker for the wrong room because we swapped rooms a few days in And then I quickly mentally planned, maybe she can ask the cashier for a note/ receipt of them shipping successfully to whatever locker, as a proof, and then we go to the hotel, explain to them about the wrong locker situation and get the items.

Anyways Mum started to communicate with them with broken English, she sounded mad. I just felt Mum was being stupid and unreasonable. The cashier asked her if she was the one who deliver to room 22xx. By this time I already knew it was really a wrong delivery because our old hotel room was 22xx while our updated new one was 16xx. But mum obviously hadn’t realised that, she was just head on and about to argue anything. I was fed up by this ineffective communication from her so I just went to the cashier and explained the thing in like two sentences. Actually as I was explaining, the cashier already asked me if I wanted a proof/ receipt for the hotel, so I immediately said yes, and the issue was solved. Mum exclaimed this was solved so quickly! She expected this would take much more time! I was too fed up so I didn’t explain to her. I just knew it was because she was approaching people to release her anger, argue her way out and figure out who is in the wrong and prove herself right, instead of providing ideas and discussing together, reaching consensus and solving things together (especially when these things were just oudated info and no one had actually did anything real bad)

It’s just effective communication! Just listen!

Later (quickly), the cashier also offered a big bag and a circular box because she bought something new and maybe she wanted to put this into the bag, which the later could be used outside of the delivered items bag to provide more support (like double bags u know)

Mum initially was very unhappily surprised by why the fuck we wanted such a big bag, instead of listening to the cashier. So I explained to her.

So she “wow…” in a frowning voice. Her appreciation sounds like disapproval, and the cashier seemed shocked.

I asked her immediately why she’d do that, and she claimed she was appreciative! And argued her “wow…” is happy tone. Me and dad tried to educate mum about it, but she brushed us off. Bruh again _{(reminded me of that meal with relatives and mum tried to praise an item being good, but started off with a frowning tone and face and sentence. And that worried her sis lol and then dad was explaining Mum’s always like this – mum’s sis has GAD and dad had a very jumpy and easily frightened nature……….)}

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train; shopping design; hk tour; predatory domestic helper

#mum #dad #uni Train journey. There were 12 cars, my parents and I were going on the 8th. Our journey would take a little bit more than an hour. _{(around the duration of the last cross-city train we took)} Upon arriving at each station, the cars would separate and leaving that particular car in their respective destination. Car 1 would be the earliest to separate and so on. Pretty interesting design.

Design shopping with Yuki We were looking through minecraft pixelated textures now. (Uhm maybe imagine 3d goggles but the goggles are minecraft texture packs; some sort of AR stuff.. but we weren’t actually wearing glasses, it was inbuilt in our bodies as a function?) Yuki’s texture pack was good. As if she downloaded that “more player models” mod because everything was blocky and 3D. I tried to switch mine but all my packs were not pretty so I was viewing in an ugly colour filter.

We went to some pop up stores to look at their original designed products. But the shop keepers were unwelcoming me because I only looked and didn’t buy anything.

Raining hk Coffee shop go out (no seats) Tourist ask for directions Take bus from whampoa/ tst coast Across victoria harbour to another coast (teach tourist using map, another passerby also teach)

Ok and then on the bus there was a group of domestic helpers. One was taking a photo of me when I was sitting opposite to my own domestic helper. I snached his phone and deleted the pic.

My domestic helper was a bit chill because he was rambling on where we should have sex together in the field when he’s working. I asked him if he can pick a place that less people would look at (I was unwilling but I couldn’t escape). He avoided my question, I think he would like us to fuck in front of his friends aka those on the bus.

Before getting off I realised I forgot to clear the recently deleted album so i snatched his phone again. But his was android and he had multiple album apps. I browsed inside but couldn’t find that tab. But I had to get off the bus w my domestic helper. So I returned him his phone.

Getting off I asked my helper what’s for lunch. He said I’m cooking (me) And I asked how about we cook indomie He had an idea and entered an alley, which led to those small snacks shops. I followed auickly yet nervously.

It was actually a big alley. One fish shop and then one gambling, one sus shop

Saw Sally and Mancy I at first waved at the wrong person as Sally, it was a third person travelling along with them. (They’re all cosplaying) But Sally was surprised I recognised her. I apologised for waving at the wrong person but Sally felt close enough and was very glad and amused.

They wished me good luck when having sex with my domestic worker. I chuckled and said thanks (although i really don’t want to have) :////

And then I was planning where to get a test strip for my domestic worker for STI right before sex…

med quiz w Ronnie!

#PBLmate Med quiz in lab. Sitting with Ronnie J. Need to group tgt two people in a group. A third girl in another table ask if she can group with Ronnie. Ronnie declined. And we formed a group. I was secretly very happy hahahahahaha Did a few multiple choice questions on paper as a casual quiz. The handwritten markings got digitalized in real time, very cool.

depositing money; zombie escape, penguin and seals!

#secschool

Getting a lot of red packets from relatives. In RMB. Depositing in bank ATM. All those 100 bank notes

My savings acc rose from like 5000 to over 10000 ! :D (in dream)

Suddenly many zombies came. Felt deja vu cuz I had a similar dream before. Setting was in polyu

Used a long stick to tap sounds to lead them to the exit. Didn’t work lol Died I think And then I returned and learnt they got lured by penguins. So I used some plastic bag with yellow and black towels. One zombie just told me this doesn’t look like a penguin, it was too fake. And was following me along to attack me. I was embarrassed.

I think I died again but with slightly better progress. I came back to be part of a schools of (cosplayed) seals Using thick denim bras and skirts and move in a “seal like” way… Cuz apparently zombies get scared by seals and we guide them to the exit. And it was a success.

The school reran this zombie apocalypse again and using these tactics it was a success again. We found a stray zombie (Bindhiya) and me and another staff guided her back out.

In the dream zombies look just like humans but with dull green clothes.

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revising math; suic*dal ideation awareness vid

#PBLmate

At library (shelf looks like polyu lib). Math teacher/ tutor was saying we need to do the whole shelf’s worth of exercise. Looking at the thick exercise books, I actually thought it was attainable and I was planning how I can finish them all on time.

Suddenly, my attention was drawn to a youtube video/ movie, which was played on screen.
The uploader was “Jake vids” (by yanni)

The vid started off with a catastrophic scene. Many donkeys were running aimlessly around an erupting volcano, panicking but there was no use escaping. I felt a bit pity for them, until they un-morphed themselves and reveal themselves as mentally ill people.

Then, the video focused on the parents of these mentally ill people. It took place in a teaching complex. It’s less like a school and more like a training facility, with many floors. This scene was starring my PBL mates, who were escaping from one “parent”, who was now with the appearance of a scary monster.

They entered a toilet to hide. I forgot who went in first, but second was Esther and the third was (?? Forgot name), who was Matthew’s friend _{(that he kept mentioning irl)}, being pushed by Matthew into the toilet. Matthew then entered, and closed the door after other PBL mates entered. I was in third person view as a spectator in the toilet. Although I knew I wasn’t part of the story, I still felt very tense because I felt the monster was about to arrive at the door. Later it arrived at the door which somehow was opened slightly. And then the dream paused here.

school opening

#ivan #cch

Aw man i forgot this dream! Because I didn’t write it down immediately. I just knew this

Oh so basically after that math exercise book scene, I was packing my school bag for my first day of school? With loads of exercise books and textbooks. I was checking my class schedule, which looked like in the format of primary / secondary school’s, and realised majority of the classes were R.S. (Religious studies), which was by cch. Even though I actually had no interest in RS, I was pretty happy because that means I can see cch every day for most of the time :))

Anyways I think Ivan was waiting for me for a study meetup, and after that I had to meet with Nicole Chan in the basement learning commons in another block. And I was already running a bit late but I was trying my best to walk quicker.

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watching porn

Watching porn in dream. _{Maybe because I was listening to it as I’m falling asleep. aaaaa}

therapy in dream

#arthur #sally #PBLmate #uni

(Office in a corridor which was like a labyrinth.. many rooms in it which made me feel like it’s one of the toilet compartments. The walls of the office were all clear glass / matte glass. Others can peek into it. Leaning on the very top of the toilet compartments, I was investigating how to hack into the cctv in the “toilet” as it can show the insides of the office. I wanna know what Arthur’s doing in the office. Somehow Arthur was in the adjacent toilet compartment and also leaning on top, trying to exploit into the CCTV and/ or add his own camera next to the preexisting cctv too.

I saw Sally by the office. I asked her what’s up, turned out she was attending therapy as well and liked Arthur too. Her nickname for Arthur is “Fur fur”. I was happy that I found someone alike (also liked Arthur like me), but also felt envious / jealous… I also shared my nickname for Arthur to be “Arf arf”. She then suggested a nickname for Ronnie, which was “Wang wang (ron ron)”. I praised her for her cleverness that it was such a brilliant idea (LMAO).

After waiting for a while outside the labyrinth…

Finally! It’s time for my therapy session. I’ve been waiting for so long (almost a month without seeing him). I packed my stationery and psych textbooks (lol) and headed to his office.

I entered and took a seat. For some reason it was suddenly very loud outside, as if a (oddly specific London) bus was parking by, or construction work had commenced. I think he told me to lie on the couch instead of taking the seats. But I can only guess what he’s talking. And this time I wanted to take the seats because I wanted to look at him after so long. And I’ve been sitting to meet with Ming. I saw the seats were so close together. I asked him about it (I thought he’s gonna take my opposite seat). Instead he stayed in his office desk which was very far away and explained something like he had to go everywhere to catch his client back to therapy.

I looked at him and his face looked like Raymond’s. With small eyes.

He asked about the “incident”. He asked, “Your dad would be notified at some point. What if he knows, is it okay for you?” I thought about it. I didn’t want them to know. And idk why would they know if I’m already legal. But unwillingly, I answered, “If he know then he knows. I won’t actually die if he knows about it”

Suddenly as we were about to properly start the convo, two admin staff barged in. One looked like Raymond again, and the other looked like a random music tan skinned hk local dude.

He signalled me to wait for a while. The tan skinned dude handed him a laptop and headphones. He began to do some tweaks to a music project.

What happens after this was on a semi? Conscious level so idk if it counts as a dream Basically started to recap and visualise everything in the incident, trying to recall the “forgotten” bits but to no avail again

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