Neko

dream

PBLmate

buying schedule book; selling ikea yellow workdesk

#PBLmate

At stationery store. I found an orange schedule book. I opened to see the layout. There were writings and orange highlights inside. It looked like mine… and I realised they were my writings from ages ago (a very old previous dream). The highlights from early months were less and later months very dense (very busy during latter blocks) I felt a bit embarrassed for scribbling on it when unpurchased. So I’m gonna buy it. I sneakily took it from the shelf and hold it while I continue to shop other stuff before going for the cashier.

After going out from the store, I went to a nearby area to do math. I was holding my seat and another seat which was closer to the open area where I can see the moon. (I think I dreamt of open area and moon because that was the content in the plane’s cringe af tv show that it was playing while we were waiting to takeoff during plane delay a few days ago)

So I was putting tools on that desk while I was working on the original desk. Then I found another set of tools were put on that desk too. It was Ronnie’s. I was happy because he was helping me to hold the seat and make it more convincing.

I saw him coming over so I thanked him. Later somehow we became salespeople for ikea, and to sell their new item- yellow ikea workdesk. (Pegboard and magnetic board included) A family walked by, so Ronnie J and I began to sell them this. And we led them to our display room to compare before buying and after buying (they got a cool projector to visualise stuff in the empty display room, actually rather innovative design just that maybe only the item we’re selling is present and touchable)

Anyways Ronnie had good speaking skills and the family looked convinced.

paper.wf ending

Dreaming this site was ending and rebranding as “A7 half” .. and they’re archiving our old posts, but allowing one month grace period for downloading stuff. Or giving us an A7 (half) notebook for compensation.

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Live TV fall from cliff

Some kind of paris olympics Cultural performance, from places like tibet or mongolia or u know those tribes. dad lead his daughter who wanted to pass on the cultural thing, of standing by a real cliff and dancing there (Dad was observing the daughter since dad is not part of the performance. Dad looked worried but “accepted the fate”? Daughter gave a speech in front of the tv reporter/ live reporter about her passion of passing on this performance/ she really wanted to do it etc.

On her second movement of walking back in reverse not so close to cliff, she slipped and fell The cameraman videoed until she was falling down the very steep mountain and she was shrieking nOOOOOOO OHH NOOOO

And then the reporter cut the scene back to other stuff

So scary but it was …not too bad since i knew it was a dream (I sensed it was not too “real life” therefore not real) while I was dreaming. But I was still having her shiek echoing in my brain while dreaming. Now when I got up there’s no more. Which is good.


(Heard parents left for breakfast irl, Masturbate in dream)

Supermarket dendenne shopping

#PBLmate #uni

At first I was just walking around in a shopping fair/ victoria park sort of thing with friend I saw Kendrick in very fancy shirt with western frills and stuff, I complimented him with thumbs up, he’s happy

Friend and I entered Japanese supermarket Hugging big dendenne A black photographer took a pic for me and gave the instant pic to me I was v happy

While walking i saw a PBLmate, korean. I was telling her some of my pretty girls recommendations (basically my classmates). I asked if she knows her (S). She was guessing the girl and guessed right. She said that girl was… I asked, a bitch? She said yes But nevertheless they’re pretty (S and pblmate)

While walking we saw a lot of kids playing roller skates. Their rented roller skates had variations of the pride flag as the colour scheme. I was envy of them because I was scared of roller skating and they looked so free and fun while skating.

Entering the supermarket, me and friend eventually stumpled upon an isle choosing cheap pokemon fit plushies like $15 hkd More and more passerby were crowding around, because I told my frd to hide the nice deals here and he used my black shorts and skirt and other stuff which was in my shopping basket to make a curtain, which made stuff so damn obvious

Actress camp

#6grass #charlotteh #A #teachers Training camp! Going tgt with Hon and perhaps Jamie (recalling 6grass because we literally just had a gathering yesterday)

3 floors Got summoned by Coco L. to big room, queuing up for getting scolded (she finished got scolded and came out to tell me; and then she reentered to be judge)

I asked them if I could return to my room for getting glasses cuz I can’t see They (other staff) unwillingly okayed cuz they were scared I would just escape

Rushing back to room, I saw cpo on my bed casually reading her phone. I was her bedmate! I got the glasses and came back to the room, feeling a bit better (happy about the bedmate arrangement)

(i think it was because I was chatting w my simuis secondary school alumni in the kids camp I was hosting, and we all think cpo was cute (along w many other female teachers- cch, ttam… legit my taste oml)– honestly her vibe screeeams lesbian to me but she’s still adolescent so I wouldn’t ask)

A in one of the stations, playing her acting scene (getting harrassed and another actor fiddling w boobs; final scene w white stain on her top)


I took an afternoon nap.

I dreamt I emailed Coco L. (I forgot why) and she said yes thats her and she would be available in email and I could ask her for support if needed.

Also another dream

garden housekeeper

I was one of the housekeepers for a large garden/ lake There were two annoying visitors- one mainland man and his obese male kid They were staying at our garden and didn’t want to leave. Our garden owner was very nice and gave them a lot of goodies Us housekeepers were standing in a row staring at them The man also kept staring at me and I felt uncomfortable but I stared back

The kid picked a lot of flowers The kid wanted square / cube shaped flowers The owner accepted the request and suddenly the flowers were all cube shaped

Idk what happen but finally the man and the kid were scared and ran away from the garden We wanted to jail them in but they escaped

While running they were still looking at us creepily like a stalker/ 癡漢 So gross

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revision together

#pblmate

Human and Jane At first revised w Jane but later I spent more time revising w Human In a shopping mall I learned some knowledge but didn’t share it with her

Later I got confused about some learning points so I “dragged” Human, Human wanted to activate her banking account at the bank actually, but she was explaining the stuff to me. Innervation on/ near the sphenoid bone. (Maybe because some appeared in the exam. I planned to revise them that day before the exam but didn’t) The bank almost closed- the staff was pulling the blinds thing for the entrance, half of the entrance just closed, Human was saying nvm, but I told her to go quickly when the other half was still open, so she went.

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heading for lunch, primary kids

#primschool #ivan (didn’t really appear) I had my lunch break at primary school. I was carrying school bag. I was going to meet up with Ivan and eat with him.

On the way down I saw my prim school classmate. (I forgot what she did, but we chatted) Before leaving school, i saw the kids I looked after, sitting together playing on a bench/ table So I went to play with them for a while (5 mins) (actually felt like a long time but I knew it was just 5 minutes) We were mimicking each other’s sounds and echoing back. It was fun. We had fun.

(This dream ends here) (i think it was because i was texting ivan yesterday night and we talked briefly about the past so yeah)

postgrad revision support, wrong bus, tourist spot w char

#pblmate #charlottec

Postgrad (A smart guy called Jeff from this year’s pbl) teach and revise with me while we were walking on the road. He was holding my ipad to test and jot notes for me. Although I haven’t revised the content (head and neck arterial supply, nerves), I can answer him easily and correctly (now after waking up idk right or wrong but feels accurate)(no i think it’s wrong)

Postgrad’s doggy/ partner was ivan, apparently

And while he’s teaching we went queuing for bus We saw a lady who had one of her feet amputated, maybe she’s the one on the news about a dental surgery failure (entirely dream). And she was walking/ hopping with a stick. I felt sorry for her. And she doesn’t have prosthetic feet too. The amputated surface was bare. No socks.

While waiting for the bus, i wasnt aware the bus entrance is alr mtr entrance (like mong kok east station moko exit) So i was queuing w him to try to learn more when I can/ when he’s here

And we boarded the bus tgt There were two seats tgt empty We planned to sit there After I sat, I looked and saw a domestic helper took his seat so Jeff was standing He say it’s fine

I spotted another two seats tgt, and a woman was hinting at us for the seats too, I thanked the woman with gestures 🙏🏻 But jeff arrived at his station So he said to me (around this meaning i forgot the exact sentence) you’re a dum dum but you’re not stupid, I hope you can get through the exam And left the bus While leaving i tried to tell him “yeah im a bit dum dum this year due to some reasons”

It was me alone on the bus I was admiring the scenery outside. There was ngong ping 360 near hku. Wow. I can see the cable cars. Oh theres ngong ping 360 mtr station. Background was big green mountain. Sky was blue. Sunshine is yellowy. Such a nice day.

And I realised I went on the wrong bus. (reminded me of that time I rode shuttle bus to med campus for MHFA. Nice sunset on the way, shining on the mountain and bro the bus skipped my stations and went down to stanley ho swimming pool so I walked all the way up)

I realised I should leave the bus at one station where there is the ngong ping 360 mtr station. But i went to the door too late and the bus was leaving, so even when I knocked on the door and raised my voice (actually sounded too nice maybe he didn’t hear) to ask the driver to stop, he didn’t stop. Seems some others also wanted to leave but so we stood by the exit door to wait for the next station.

I checked my kmb app to see what this bus leads to fortunately the last two stations (just two remaining) were also close to ngong ping mtr, and bus app showed mtr logo next to terminus station So I stood and waited While i was amused and annoyed because i needed to switch lines for so many times (in the dream it was like 5 times) on the way home.

Arrived at a tourist spot Tourist spot have weird stalls selling weird goods. Gross. They recruited naked models to display their products (e.g. face cream, sanitary pads) And they’re sexualising the products, they’re showing weirdly suggestively shaped sanitary pads that looked like a T shape and they stick it on model’s abdomen and announced to all the men watching, that they know what they mean if they put the T shape a little bit lower (aka make it seems like a dick is penetrating their privates) They told the models to dance together too. I felt gross And the face cream one, the host put a lot of cream onto two models And they became frog headed. Also the cream has the drug function of making people horny. Very eerie.

I left by walking further to see what other booths they had in the mall. General chiikawa stuff. I saw charlotte. I pointed the beautiful sunset to her. Rainbow coloured. Even the sand was rainbow coloured. There was a photoshoot booth / decoration (a little bit like 鳥居) on the beach. We went to take pictures together. I rode on Charlotte’s back / she carried me on her back and we dashed around on the beach. It was fun. There was a boy with us while we were taking pics too. In the dream it was charlotte’s boyfriend. I didn’t talk at all to the boy Anyways the pictures were all three people. At first I tried to use my phone because it has live photo function, but the phone auto edit it to be very dark. Later the boy lended his camera to a passerby and the passerby took pics of us three.

Later we went to the chiikawa store (actually a restaurant), and they were nearly closing. The chef gave us a bowl of rice pudding and sauce (the sweet one used on eel sushi and eel rice). Seems like we need to mix them. Idk cuz they’re in full Japanese. Charlotte almost ate one when they stopped her. They just wanted us to try mixing for fun, not eating. The food seems to be used for serving gods. The Japanese chef was explaining to Charlotte about it, but she couldn’t understand. I remembered this mochi snack very very long time ago in HK, where you mix the cubes with coconut powder/ sugar. So I was “mochi!” And the japanese was like “hai! Mochi!” And I was gesturing rolling the cube to charlotte. Hopefully both sides understand what I was trying to say. (I did say some cantonese but mostly the Mochi and gesturing to keep the chef on the same page)

So she got it and we had fun together

Dream ended.

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work w friends; breakfast! with ruth n many others

#secschool #chinok #pblmate #onlinefrd #ruth #arthur #T #6grass #ivan #primschool (lmao so many tags) Ok so Work with Mancy until sunrise at place like chiwah. Mancy was working on EY registering exchange stuff. Saw sunrise outside window. Later I left.

Went to place like lab block in sassoon, to have MHFA lesson by Vincci (lol first time thinking and seeing her in dream heh) After lesson I think I went back near med lib. I think my PBL group was gathering for something (related to studying). After that, near 6pm I grabbed ChiNok to go tgt back near lab block. He didn’t really know what I was up to, I think I gave a random reason and he didn’t pushed me away when I legit grabbed and pull him along with me. I was waiting near lab block exit in order to see if I can see Arthur (and others) leaving after work. I don’t know if I saw him or not, I actually forgot how the dream went. Because Ruth walked by and chatted with me. (I think I abandoned ChiNok starting from here, but I was pretty sure there’s another person next to me. Oh maybe Yuki??) (new person unlocked in dream- if you’re reading go ask Vincci who that is; basically online friend whom we knew each other since 2020 but met physically for the first time during MHFA lmfao)

And then Ruth stood in front of me and asked me how we’re doing, while looking at me. I think I answered something like ok, because my friend was next to me and I can’t talk too deep

And then Ruth was very chill And she asked how was MHFA and began to test me on some easy concepts of the lesson (but was actually med stuff..,..,..,.) I got the first two wrong, but I guessed the third one right, but not exactly 100% correct. I was chuckling with my friend. Well but Ruth said my answer was right, and she encouraged me.

Later I think my friend left for some other thing so it was just me and Ruth now !!

Ruth still looked very chill. She asked me how do I feel about the news yesterday night. I was a bit confused and asked her what news. She said there was a med student who jumped off in the washing machine room in the residential hall. And we began to walk back to the breakfast hall probably at main campus (it wasn’t that far in dream) to have breakfast. It felt like some sort of study tour where the breakfast buffet is planned and we’re going to have it.

Back to the conversation, I said oh I didn’t know. And I thought to myself I’d rather choose my own room which had my own washing machine (it made sense in the dream) as the place to jump instead or else people would find me too early and it’s useless And then Ruth seemed to read my mind and she said maybe her/ your (I forgot what pronoun she used) own room is better, right? I said yeah…

We walked by chiwah again but the sky was early morning, not bright yet, but nothing special I think we were chatting about another topic but I forgot just now :(( (probably some actual “how’s life” type of stuff…? And it was bidirectional and she also answered, not just me)

And we arrived at the dining hall. The first table was fruits, I dislike fruits so I swiftly walked away to the other table, but Ruth seemed she didn’t know because I was near her the whole time and I left too quickly I saw she wanted to use the tongs to get some chopped fruits for me but she subtly looked around and I wasn’t there, so she gave it to others. I felt a bit sorry but I decided no fruits over staying with Ruth lmao

The other tables were full of food I wanted to eat. Gigantic sushi, sashimi and oysters.!! I looked through what dishes they had provided and I got my tray. I think I accidentally knocked over a ramen spoon (those big ones) onto the ground. I didn’t plan to pick it up because it was dirty and idk where to put it. Also I had some food targets in mind esp a fish sushi which has one remaining. Someone next to me picked it up and put it to the return tray. I looked and it was my primary school friend Nickole. I thanked her but my voice was too too low, like whispering. So I thanked her again, this time slightly louder but still whispering and in a singing tone. I was pretty sure she couldn’t hear it, but I heard her whispering/ humming something like no problem I was walking back to the food tables and someone said hi to me. It was Winnie, one of my “6 grass” squad members. We said hi because it’s been such a long time seeing each other. I asked if I can sit with them for breakfast and she said ofc! Just at this time, the other members of my friend group came. Candice pointed out there’s “the person” walking towards us. It was Maisie, also a sec school friend (who was depressed) (but 6 grass don’t know her) We briefly said hi And then around the corner there was Ivan choosing food. And a few steps behind him, Ruth was watching (us). I noticed Ruth but ignored her. I said Hii to Ivan, and my tone became very close to Ivan, I asked him what he’s choosing what he’s gonna eat, and told him I’m gonna have that sushi and oyster because it just so happened last night before sleep I saw instagram reels about these exact same food and I wanted to eat, and such a coincidence! There’s the same thing here. (now the fun thing is the above sentences are true. I did watch red book reels before sleep and saw and wanted to eat these, they’re actually the same)

Anyways yeah dream ended here before I actually got any food. Lmfao I abandoned my Ruth lol ahwhaoNqjsajdbkaa

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deep sharing

At a random study room People were writing down what they were aiming for in life/ purpose in life on memo slips

A lot of people wrote the same thing (i forgot what but it sounds good, I think it’s something like enjoy life) but that’s not what I was thinking of because I haven’t sort out what I should do honestly So I wrote something along the lines of discovering new stuff/ fun stuff/ passion/ life/ every day (?? I forgot

gaming and hotpot

#cecilia #primschool I was playing splatoon 2/ 3? in a team with my nintendo switch at the tournament Our team was competing with another team There were spectators

And the opposite team were bots So basically this match was humans vs bots And we lost

The spectators on the bot side were cheering Those on our side just sat there with a bored annoyed face I felt embarrassed because the bots were supposed to be dumb

But because I haven’t played for so long I spent a lot of time learning the controls and I forgot how stuff worked, so I kept getting destroyed by the other team

After that Cecilia (primary school bff) led some primary/ secondary school classmates came to our table with lots of ingredients to make hotpot

And they cooked and shared the hotpot with us happily, because we worked in the tournament

woman singing

#mum Later I was watching a show between two big beefy black basketball player on TV. They were chit chatting with the judge on the basketball ground before starting the competition.

The right dude went inside the changing room and came out. They were putting on a show. The “black guy” started singing cantonese songs. I was very surprised. I looked at him and said to my mum, next to me, hey this was funny I didn’t expect that, and he was pretty good at cosplaying as a woman

And my mum said, she’s a woman the whole time

So I was a bit shocked

(thoughts: reminded me of that one time I shared a 小紅書 video to my mum about makeup, and my mum instantly pointed out the “woman” was a man. I denied and said she has to be a woman because she looked like one. She said no, women doesn’t sound like that. We scrolled through the page, she didn’t declare her gender but didn’t feel straight. So I looked again and realised she’s transgendered. And I felt a bit dumb for not realising that. I kept assuming the wrong gender for other people too

supplementary revision

#secschool #PBLmate #uni On my way from cym/ meng wah complex Someone called me and so I stopped Her face was identical to a secondary school schoolmate but we haven’t been in the same class before. Her name was Melissa (but in the dream I mixed up with Vanessa, and I do have a supplementary friend who called Vanessa) She was asking me about a med question she was confused about So I explained to her in detail (It made perfect sense in dream but I knew irl it was made up) She was very thankful Turns out she’s taking supplementary too She asked me again what my EY choices are, she forgot the sem 2 exchange one So I told her again (i didnt feel like I have met her before in the dream though) And she reassured me. So I encouraged her too. I ask her where she’s going rn She said to the library So we walked there together to revise together Dream ended. (Edit: I think I also say something about me going for therapy, and Vanessa also asked who else was having therapy. And I didn’t tell her about Ivan)

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bruh I had nothing to do in the evening, I was a bit tired of pokemon, I ate dinner, so I slept at around half past 8, but I woke at around half past 1 am... What am I gonna do with all this time?? (No revision please I hate it) (Had a bucket list of all the shows I kind of wanna watch but I'm unmotivated)

collecting coupon for roy

(面交代收) #roy #dad #aiden

I was (with my dad??) at a mtr concourse in the evening, there was a miku concert hosting soon herea (literally on the concourse. (the vibe seems Mong Kok East, no platform doors) (but I felt it was at Yau Ma Tei)

Anyways I received a whatsapp chat from Roy (my driving coach). He asked if I am free to help him collect something he ordered, on the concourse later at night. I agreed to help him. (because in the dream I like him)

He told me it would be around midnight. He said around time he would call me to give me more information. And after the transaction he would have someone drive me (to his or my???) home to stay for the night. So I waited for the seller to come meanwhile I was also waiting for the concert to start.

However at midnight/ past midnight I hadn't received my instructions yet. And dad was accompanying me. I told Dad I would come home later because I have things to do. Dad say better come home before 7am, (other than that he didn't say other stuff, and I think even if I come home later I'll be fine, he was chill anyways. The reason I told him was to want him to leave + he would explain to Mum when he went home in behalf of me)

I said yeh ofc (I assumed the transaction would be already done before 7am), and he left.

The concert seemed to be finished. There was no music. I was still at the concourse, waiting. I was slightly worried because I kind of want to leave the station because I was bored, and could come back anytime when Roy called me, but, it was probably past mtr operating hours, so if I left the station, I couldn't reenter the station. So I had to stay.

While I was waiting I was scrolling on my whatsapp. I checked my group chats. One of them had me, Aiden (970) and Adrian (3-day-boy). I accidentally hit the group call button. I didn't hit the end call button right away though. I waited for the call to get through to apologise for the wrong call. But they didn't instantly pick up the call, and I thought it would be awkward, so after like 5 seconds on the call by myself I apologised into the empty (solo) call and ended the call. After ending the call, Aiden messaged in the chat saying this group wasn't needed, and kicked me out of the whatsapp group. (instead of disbanding)

After a while when I was still scrolling whatsapp, the music returned. And Roy messaged me to find a guy who was waving his hand and acting special. (it was already 7am too)

I found a guy waving his arms. He reminded me of Ursmar, but with a bigger build ?? lol anyways I approached him and asked him if he was looking for the buyer, and showed him my chat with Roy.

He then walked me aside to talk more about the transaction. There was a women next to him too, in her 60s? looks rather old and frail (slightly short and quite thin) She told me, these bakery coupons may require their membership in order to be redeemed, and asked if I know the buyer had membership or not. I called Roy on whatsapp. He answered my call right away. He looked professional on the call, with a headset and rather fancy backdrop and transitions (quite fancy as if he was live streaming) Initially I couldn't hear what he was saying. (Also the music got really loud as if the concert was back, and it was difficult to focus on the conversation) Maybe I deafened myself, or he was muted. I told him I couldn't hear him, and he fumbled to fix it, meanwhile I was also hitting different buttons to change my output headphone option. Anyways we quickly solved it, and I asked if he has membership and repeated the situation to him.

(In the dream, I was thinking if he didn't have membership, I had friends who have membership, and if I really wanted to, I can ask my friends to help him redeem the coupon. On the other hand I was wondering if I had helped too much, and I didn't expect it to take such a long time well past 7am, and if I helped once he would ask again in the future. In addition, I was slightly upset/ disappointed because if I knew it would take so long, I could've spent the night at his home and possibly sleep with him aka get fucked for the night before meeting the seller. Especially when Dad let me free, and Mum wasn't here in the dream at all. Such a missed opportunity * sigh *)(<— all thoughts in the dream, but holds true even after I woke up lol...)

anyways before he responded anything, the dream ended.

I was playing relatively loud music on my phone next to my bed while asleep though. Also rather unfortunate that I was thinking of Arthur while playing those love themed music, but I dreamt of Roy. Sorry Arthur! LMAO I feel so bad LMAOO I feel like as if I'm stepping onto so many boats at the same time, but in fact there are no boats because these are all imagined intimate romantic relationships.

—- finally slept at around 7:30am. I have beaten another pokemon gym, it’s starting to get boring.

last chinese lesson before public exam

#pblmate #secschool tbh i think it’s because mainland gaokao is about to start (like tmr??) so i dreamt of something related. The dream was boring so I’ll skim through it

Last chinese lesson The classroom was full But our teacher hasn’t arrived After like 10-20 minutes, at the :16 mark our monitor, Heidi, decided to go upstairs to grab our workbooks from the shelf because we needed to anyways They decided if they came back too late at :27 they’ll probably skip the lesson So a bunch of people went upstairs with our monitor There were only three people remaining in the room, including me. I was sitting at the back corner furthest away from the door, just like back in f6. In front of me was Matthew, (uni PBLmate, had appeared in one of my recent dreams exploring hotel too, wait OMG he’s the other guy who was going on the macau trip with sus guy) At the other side of the classroom there was a girl. (I found her really familiar in my uni chinese tutorial class, I was wondering yesterday during class that maybe we have met in previous unrelated tutorials.)

After a long while, our teacher came. She was doing chinese exercises with us. Since I sat right behind Matthew, I leaned closer to his seat. He looked back at me and our faces were very close. I got a bit closer until it’s like 1-2 finger distance, so … 3cm?

He didn’t flinch, neither did I. After a while, I decided he wasn’t embarrassed because he didn’t look away or did a nervous chuckle or anything, so maybe he wasn’t interested in me. So I made distance and leaned back to my seat. (* To clarify I am not interested in him both irl and in the dream aaaaaa idk what am I dreaming bruhhshshshhaha) (very interesting i think maybe it’s related to that one time I leaned on the sofa thing to look at Arthur’s face, it’s not THAT close though =_=)

Anyways I withdrew and we continued working on the worksheet. I was jotting notes with many different coloured pens, so maybe that’s why the teacher kept skipping me when asking questions, because she knew I was paying attention. (maybe this is related to how the tutor in my chin tutorial didn’t ask me questions because I was late to class and I haven’t signed the attendance yet, so he didn’t know I was here, so he skipped my name. I signed it back after class though, cuz the guy allowed it)

After a while each of us had to answer one paraphrase question, as there were 3 questions for 3 people. We have to change the sentence to not use the “不得不” in the original sentence. The girl’s answer to her question was meh. But ngl it was rather difficult. I answered my question very well. It was also a difficult question. The original sentence has an attached photo, of Alexander the Great’s right shoulder slightly broken, left shoulder almost gone, both arms were holding a fried chicken because he was hungry and wanted to eat. Something along the lines of 由於亞歷山大失去左肩,他不得不用右手托著拿著炸雞排的左手。 ?? Anyways i had to paraphrase that and did it successfully (bro i forgot my sentence already) And I got praised by the teacher, I felt happy and content. Also felt a sense of motivation.

Around 5 minutes later we heard a crowd of people outside, but they seemed hesitant to enter the classroom. I heard them putting down our workbooks at the umbrella rack by the door in the corridor, and they left. Probably because they thought they were too late, and they have the necessary knowledge in their workbooks already, so they didn’t need to attend class and waste their time.

We continued having class after that. Finally the class ended and we thanked our teacher. I bowed to the teacher before heading to the door. Dream ended.

(this chinese high school teacher was one of the only few who still gave us support during study leave, recorded videos explaining our marked exercises for each of us. I got at least 10 marks improved just during study leave – well the help from my friend M also contributed. The rest of the teachers just abandoned our class. So sad.)

— I think I had some other dreams too, but they were more fuzzy.

waiting for Mum at hotel

#dad #mum Dad Mum and I were travelling. It was at night so we were returning to the hotel. About to enter the lift in hotel lobby. Mum decided she had to buy something? So she left. We waited so long for Mum partly because she was leaving/ entering at another entrance of the hotel and got herself lost. And she buy stuff very slowly. Me and Dad were slowly losing our patience. Dream probably ended here. Mum always had to go buy extra stuff when we were walking home every single day. It was annoying. Because usually I was already having a long day at school, carrying a heavy schoolbag, and she decided to shop at multiple supermarkets for hours, despite already shopped for groceries. If not, she would go to dessert shops to have a look. Or maybe she’ll go to those small pharmacies to buy toilet paper- wait so she’s borrowing me as her labourer? (I now seldom walk together. Partly because I now have the home key I can leave early. It was back in primary/ junior secondary when this situation was the worst)

Side note: usually I kind of see why some themes appear in the dreams, so I used small font to share my interpretation. Idk if it’s useful or not. Or should I keep it as a literal dream log. Because the thing is over time I’ll forget the real life context, so I’ll forget why I dream about certain things if I reread it perhaps a week later. :)

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Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

exploring hotel

#uni #pblmate It was a long dream but too lazy to write Just wrote some of the scenes inside briefly

I dreamed of something like a school trip with our whole cohort. We were staying in a large hotel.

At first I was sitting alone at a self study table (in the hotel), revising. Later Matthew came (irl groupmate). He asked me what I was doing (I guessed he wanted to invite me to do something), I said I was revising but I have time. During our chat someone handed me two envelopes, so I told Matthew to wait for a moment. The envelopes were very thick and a bit heavy. Probably some gift inside. The letters were from Ivan and Gladys. Apparently it was some kind of school event where people can exchange letters to each other. Kind of like valentines for fun. Before they’re distributing the letters I was a bit pessimistic in receiving any, cuz I used to have none every year. When the person gave me, I was surprised and delighted. But I felt a little guilty because I didn't gift them anything before.

After that Matthew and I went to explore the hotel floor we (the cohort) were all staying at, and dashed and looked around to see what other students were doing. (Now I reimagined it and it honestly felt like learning commons in main campus)

Yeah… that’s it The hotel design feels like the same one in some of my previous dreams. Also with my whole cohort of classmates. Actually the hotel in “secondary school era” and the hotel in “uni era” feels similar. But the secondary school era one was smaller (corridors and stairs were so darn narrow), there were many teachers managing us, and a tight schedule to keep up with. The uni era one is ever so slightly bigger and more classy. With way less teachers and no schedule/ a very general schedule.

(Those dreams weren’t recorded in dream log, I think)

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