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spaceship artist

I’m an artist. I need to draw this character with light blue hair. So I followed his story as a spaceship driver? in third person view in the dream.

_{many many things happened here but I couldn’t recall}

So I watched him getting snacks in the convenience store, his friend was complaining there was pokemon collab everywhere (supermarkets and stuff), and he replied the convenience store too and pointed at the gifts section _{(I think it’s because I walked past 7-11 while leaving and saw the pokemon puzzles promotion thing, and realised thats the thing on Arthur’s desk)}

After getting enough snacks, the crew exited the store.

It was hard to recall the dream but either they went to walk in the wild, which was snowing, or were going back to their spaceship.

While we were walking, I think I saw two kids playing in the snow, because their family had died. And the graveyard was probably near. (??) (basically they went to visit the grave of their family. And they saw the snow in their area and had fun playing with the snow.)

Anyways I followed the crew and all of a sudden they seemed alert and needed to enter the ship quickly. It’s either because they’re being followed and chased, or they needed to take away the ship before others did. (Someone wanted to rob the ship??)

The spaceship shape was like latias and latios but the left wing was blue and right was red, so basically merged. And one captain on each wing to drive the ship. It’s more like an aircraft tbh, but it can warp space.

The blue haired person I was following entered the left wing the ship through a mysterious black portal (no door) He looked slightly upset because he was alone in the compartment, no other staff were following him. After a while he saw a few figures/ heads bobbling in the portal. So he helped pull them out of the portal, it was his crewmates. Finally they also saw another bobbling round thing in the portal. It looks like warawara in The Boy and the Heron from Ghibli Studio. He and his crewmates pulled it out. It was a creature that wanted to escape? Stick to them? Idk. It looks happy when they saved it from getting stuck in the portal.

Anyways the blue haired boy sat in the seat, ready to take off. I made a sketch of him. I saw him nodding in unison with the red haired captain of the right wing (looked like the red haired girl in the gundam witch from mercury) (Suletta Mercury), and together they started the engine and ready to take off. _{aha maybe cuz I saw a mini gundam in the room so I thought of that. I was also talking about gundam anime to my frd the day before.}

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I took an afternoon nap.

restaurant, Austin station male toilet

#matthew

I was sitting in a restaurant/ coffee shop with my parents, and they were chatting. They told me this restaurant had a long history and they renovated. I recalled what the restaurant originally was like. It was brighter and I was sitting by the window at the entrance with friends, dining together. Now the restaurant was dark to make the atmosphere classy. And I wondered whether it would be more difficult for the shopkeeper to clean the restaurant in the dark.

Later I left and I rode the MTR. I had to switch lines at Austin station to get to Hung Hom. Austin station was huge. There were many floors for different lines. It was not compact and I had to walk a lot. It was like Homantin station but worse.

I almost got lost, but I followed the signs again and was reaching nearer to my line. There was another lobby just to accommodate my line. There was even a roller coaster in the lobby. It was huge. They decorated it in some sort of christmas vibes, and I found it funny. So I used my phone to take videos of the lobby while walking. I captured a random weird lady holding a picture of her son in christmas outfit in my video.

I walked into a toilet in the lobby. It was a rather obscure spot. But somehow I chose to walk into the male toilet instead of the female toilet. I entered one compartment. The toilet seemed quiet and I assumed no one was here. (The compartment was more like for showering instead of a bidet) And I took off all my clothes in order to pee. ??

Suddenly I heard a noise. I looked in the direction of the noise. It was from another compartment. There was a girl looking at me. I realised the compartment walls were just plastic blinds. We both shrieked as we were both naked. I tried to cover my body with the blinds. And then we laughed because we found it hilarious we were both in the males toilet.

Then another blind was moved, there was another girl to the other side. We found it very funny.

And then, a lot of blinds and doors were opened. A dozen of (relatively young?) men came out from their compartments and were moving at us. Then they surrounded us. (They were all wearing clothes) I didn't feel much though, or maybe I was confused. Then I saw Matthew among them. I was delighted to see someone I know and I went to wave at him. He looked slightly embarrassed but overall he looked normal.

We several girls told them to line up horizontally. While the crowd was lining up, I squeezed the girl's breasts because they looked medium big and squishy.................. (They felt like typical breasts) _(?????????) And she smiled.

Anyways some of the men at the front seemed... thirsty. They were peeking at us through the holes in the walls. Some put their tongues through the hole. They wanted us to put our bottoms at the hole for them to use. (I feel slightly grossed by myself because we had become public toilets. I felt a bit useless. However I felt confident because I think my body shape looked nice while naked.) Then I told them they have to give us foreplay first.

I walked towards Matthew who was at the back of the queue. I patted him by the shoulder and groped his dick.... (to recap I was naked and the men were all dressed) He didn't flinch. I told him something along the lines of 'if you don't show it how would I know if it is good or not?' I looked back and told this to the rest of the men too. So they began to undress themselves.

I looked back at Matthew and took a glimpse of his dick before him getting embarrassed and putting it back into his pants. (I guess it was decent.)

Then me and the girl (idk where the third girl go) announced we need to see their health certificates to prove they don't have STDs. They began to flip through their pockets and handing us the slips to read. They are like A6 slips in different coloured paper, printed with japanese words, and they handwrite their names on it. There were green, yellow and red coloured paper. The guy with the red paper was worried, while some other guys were comforting him saying it would be fine we would mostly allow it.

However we both actually didn't understand what the colours mean. I heard them talking about red means the guy had divorced before. But I had to take a grain of salt because they were men and they might lie in order to get laid by us.

So the dream kind of stopped here... because we haven't got the health slips thing sorted out...

_{There were more dreams but I forgot them when I moved my arm on the bed :0}

_{To be clear I really am not attracted to Matthew !!! in any way !!! HUH !!! Also I didn't watch any videos with this sort of plot in the recent years !!!! >:0 real}

—- Oh at some point in the dream (before the toilet story) I was also explaining to my friend about POCOYO but I couldn’t remember the cartoon name in dream so I kept describing. But she didn’t know what I was talking about. So I was a bit embarrassed :(

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_{There were two dreams (events) initially. But when I try to “revise” the dream by sleeping again, the metro one had a new ending, so the latter event in original dream was gone.}

sexual assault dog, panties, pet cats in cabinet

On a metro. Saw a random guy lying on the floor, there was a big (rather fat) dog lying on top of him. And the guy began to touch his dog inappropriately on the belly. (Not sarcastic but you can see him starting from the legs and his hand started to touch all over the place). And the dog looks like it's frowning. I think the dog is a girl too.

Later I had to exit the metro. I think I was wearing suit with short skirt (formal ones). I liked the skirt a lot but it didn't come with a safety pants component, nor did I wear any. And my feeling was a bit complicated, since I was a bit excited because I was going around with just a white pantie inside, and if I bend a bit others can see the small lace lining. However when I was taking the escalator and walking up the stairs I was also scared of people seeing my panties, but nevertheless it was thrilling. _{(hmm looks like the kind of shame play wearing toy in public setting......?????)}

(ending 2) (the alt ending) Afterwards I arrived in an alley. There were two glass cabinets with two cats inside. I only remembered one was grey with patterns (I think it was just random though). In the dream I interpreted them as my pet cats. I was playing with them by moving my fist outside the glass panel. To my pleasant surprise, they reacted and were attracted to my movements. I was excited because they seldom responded to me. I wanted to call my mum to tell her about it and tell her to come quickly to see it. However, the telephone booth (actually a futuristic large panel projecting an interface) was just an arms length away, but I didn't dare to stop playing with the cats or else maybe they might ignore me next time. So I couldn't move far enough to hit the interface to call mum or others. I randomly pressed a button and it went to the discord help and services hotline, so I immediately stopped the call. So the dream continued with me playing with the cats, and the cats were slightly showing tiredness but they were still interested in me.

_{Interpretation: what if those cats were ivan and charlotte and I'm too scared to take a mental break and find others or else they might be less interested in me from then on}

I think there was more to this ending but I forgot

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(ending 1) two events happened, and then me and #charlottec went to victoria park, and there was a whole block selling pineapple filipino food, which was interesting and I think it would be a shopper's heaven for domestic helpers. _{(there's more to the dream too but I can't remember, the pineapple wasn't the main point of the dream too) I think I dreamt of this because I was watching Uncle Roger's ig reel about tasting filipino food... and yesterday afternoon me and Charlotte were walking around mk and a street with a lot of pet shops (so sad) and there were a lot of domestic helpers on the bridge)}

——— I took a nap in the evening, and woke up at night. I thought I could sleep for longer…

ig stories

_{There was more to the dream again, here is just an excerpt…} Oo i remember Posted a photo on ig story about the ocamp trip me and another person led, because the ocamp was coming into a close. It looked successful. _{(970 invited me to be group leaders tgt for something similar so yeah maybe that’s why I dreamt it)} I posted another photo taken by #charlotteh ‘s dad when their family were travelling to Japan on my ig story. It was photo of the night sky on the beach, there were a lot of stars. And her dad dmed me asking if I was also going on a trip (genuine question not sarcastic) and I told him the pic was his but I posted on story because it was pretty, and I thanked him, and politely hope we may go on a trip tgt? (Not sure)

ENT checkup, milk tea

#mum I went to a clinic in PolyU to check up my nose and pharynx, cuz my nose was cloggy and there was phlegm in my pharynx I sat on the clinic chair thing and they scanned my upper body I thought it would be an xray but it was a CT Anyways the CT scan was pretty cool, the female doctor can rotate the 3D CT model right after she scanned, and then told me to look to my right, it was a screen, and there was an automatic anatomy sketch/ outline drawing of my CT image And then the doctor began to label the different arteries around/ inside my jaw and stuff on the screen to teach me (The doctor was probably standing far, near my feet or maybe even zooming, anyways she’s not next to the screen while annotating) I was slightly nervous during her annotation because I was scared that she may ask me “what is this” and tell me to name stuff, cuz I don’t know. (irl the arteries were wrong, for example naming pulmonary artery inside the jaw, and calling my throat umbilicus or what) And I thought being a doctor was so difficult because I need to explain stuff to the patient and it was hard if I don’t understand what I am doing (…oh the patient will freak out if I don’t understand too...)

Anyways I got a lot of sputum. A blocked nose. She prescribed something for me to drink, but first I needed to take her receipt and pay at the cashier, and come back to collect the medicine.

I went outside the clinic (cashier on campus ground) and met with my mum. Mum gave me her medicine drink to drink. I said we needed to pay to get my own medicine. She said just drink mine it’s the same. But I wasn’t sure if it was the same, and I don’t want to mix things. She said she would bring me to the cashier then.

On our way I walked past a bakery. I went inside, checking out what’s in stock. I saw they have premade boba tea in bakery, lining up on the shelf. But they were expensive, at 88hkd after discount.

I saw another small bottle of milk tea, at 8 dollars i think, or 7.8?

I thought, although theres no pearls it would suffice because the price was affordable. So I took the drink to the cashier. The cashier (mainland part-timer)scanned and insert the amount to the handheld machine, where I can pay by octopus. I saw the price at 90/ 100ish? I told her she got the wrong price, and pointed to her the correct price. She apologised and typed it again, and showed the screen to me while pressing the button. So she pressed the wrong payment option, because she wasn’t looking at the screen. She pressed mainland alipay. I was telling her she pressed wrong again. She was apologetic and asked me if it was ok. I said fine (because I had mainland alipay) But she made the price $9 something and it was probably the transaction fee, which was annoying, and my mainland alipay was glitching and I couldn’t get the qr code to come out, it was somehow on cooldown. I was thinking if I should tell her to switch back to octopus (and correct the price as well), when I woke up thinking I was probably thirsty.

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class hideout spot with A

#A #cecilia some sort of apocalyptic setting I was rushing home because outside was unsafe? probably a virus incoming Also saw some electric sparks on the ground, and the spark didn't go away. On top of the spark there was some high voltage electric wires hanging too. There were more and more sparks on the ground so I decided to head back to my estate When I was riding in the lift back to my floor, there were some classmates from other classes back in primary school. (We don't know each other personally but we know each other's presence in the form) They said they had repurposed a big activity room as a hideout spot for people, and asked if I wanna join

I was thinking although the virus was contagious, I think sticking to people was safer than being alone and left out and not knowing what was going on in the outside world. So we got off at their floor, which was lower than my home.

It was a large meeting room. I saw many faces from their friend group, which I wasn't familiar but still we sort of know each other. My childhood friend, Cecilia, was there too (she's from that friend group). I asked if I can sit here (a seat closer to them) _{(she was catcher C from last last dream entry- hide & seek flying)}. They said sure and I sat _{(probably because my reputation was pretty good? irl too. I mean there was a schoolmate idk and she looked delighted and waved at me when she saw me in a restaurant lol? idk what's happening so I hiiii-ed back)}

After a while there was a person entering the room by herself. It was A. The atmosphere in the room was slightly tenser than before, since actually many people didn't really like A, but they wouldn't show it literally. I was a bit annoyed to see A even when the apocalypse is coming. Idk who tf invited her.

We didn't greet A. A went to sit at the back of our cluster of people.

Later on it was chinese class. But tbh it was just a random class not exactly chinese iirc in one of the occasions we had to close our eyes, and the teacher was asking some questions about who you dislike in the class, and asked us to point at the person, while everyone was closing their eyes/ blindfolded. I punched A slightly. I heard A yelped lightly. Despite closing my eyes I can see other people also pointing at A (because I swapped to third-person view after entering the activity room in dream)

Afterwards, A was embarrassed and left the classroom (most likely heading to toilet), and came back later.

selfie w blythe & maxwell

#blythe (a super super tall science/ physics teacher, really liked him before he left school in f3? f4?) #jy (blythe & maxwell are both foreigners)

At first I met auntie Atlex (mum's friend). We two were walking around flower show (in Victoria Park?), chatting. Later we were queuing for some stuff, when I saw a tall figure came and queue behind me. I was very excited because this tallness was unmistakable. I looked up and saw it was really Blythe. I was overjoyed. I told Atlex to pardon a sec (because we were having a nice convo) and began to talk to Blythe. I greeted him (unfortunately I forgot how I introduced myself, probably something along the lines of you taught me science back in F2, you wrote me some encoraging words on the memo slip before you left, it's been yearssss I missed him and I told him I got into medicine !! :))) and thanked him with a gleeful smile)

After that, another teacher, Maxwell, walked by. I was surprised to see him too (although he's not a teacher I “like” in that way, just a normal good teacher) So I said hi Mr Maxwell you've taught me English before (I was pretty sure he didn't remember me) I asked them if we could take a selfie together I couldn't really read their reaction, I thought they didn't really like the idea, so I asked if they don't want a selfie can I take pics with them one by one. Anyways we were going to take a selfie using my ipad. We walked outside of the queue to the side, on a small podium. After a few tries, we finally got everyone in frame (first try Blythe was out of frame) and took a photo. The photo is a bit blurry because the camera was bad (my hand wasn't shaky, not that kind of blur). I spotted another person between maxwell and blythe in the photo. It was Yurika (a classmate). I looked back and saw her playfully looking at me. I welcomed her and thought it was amusing to see people I know together. Just at this time, Chloe Chong (also a classmate from the same class back then) walked by, I said hi to her and she discovered our group. So we decided to take a group selfie together again since it was such a coincidence we all knew them and were from the same class.

_{(OH! Reminded me of that time in Grove, where I saw Arthur, Ruth and I don't really know who's the other therapist. Angela ??? And then Ivan was behind me in the queue. It was so hilarious because we both didn't have class that day, yet the right moment the right location people I knew and liked were all here. I was thinking if Charlotte was here too then everyone I liked in the world were all at the same spot. omg. Can take a commemorative picture. I was very happy because it felt like a dream. So I got a bit too excited and hit Arthur. I guess irl if these things happen it would most likely be a funeral. Or a farewell party.)}

After the pic we returned to our seats (somehow the location swapped to a stadium) People were also walking up to take their seats. I saw the professor (JY) coming up to ask a lot of questions (like a lecture), and later on took a seat slightly diagonal and a few rows in front of me. I just observed him. I was feeling slighly unpleasant but calm. He was just sitting there.

(I think this is the first time dreaming about this prof. And his face was very clear in the dream. bruh)

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no food at food court

Prepping igcse english Heading to a eng tutorial centre which I haven’t studied for years with mum because next mon is eng exam (dream today is friday) Asked mum i havent done the homework from many times ago, and how about the tutorial fee

On the road met friend (idk who, just knew was friend) Asked her what her study schedule was up to I was still trying to make so many notes for the passages She said shes doing set 1 past paper I asked her how many sets were there, she said 8 sets She told me the exam was next week not a few days later So i was relieved because i have one more week to prepare

Later arrived at a place seems like school At the food court thing (fetch food ourselves) I got some food Then I sat with friend to study my chinese textbook tgt Occasionally (like every page has 2) there were bugs on the textbook I told my friend and she helped me squeeze and kill the bugs There was a QR code below the textbook passage, was the writer’s promoting his stuff I scanned with ipad. It was a powerpoint but the formatting was erroneous and unreadable.

But after studying when i was about to eat, i cant find my food There are also additional people sitting at my table

Almost closing time, i had to fetch food again for everyone at my table since no one had eaten Stressful, since most bowls were dirty and can’t find clean ones And little food left e.g. there was wine beef thing but when I want to get again, there was only the side potatoes in the dish

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_{bruh I had nothing to do in the evening, I was a bit tired of pokemon, I ate dinner, so I slept at around half past 8, but I woke at around half past 1 am... What am I gonna do with all this time?? (No revision please I hate it) (Had a bucket list of all the shows I kind of wanna watch but I'm unmotivated)}

collecting coupon for roy

（面交代收） #roy #dad #aiden

I was (with my dad??) at a mtr concourse in the evening, there was a miku concert hosting soon herea (literally on the concourse. (the vibe seems Mong Kok East, no platform doors) (but I felt it was at Yau Ma Tei)

Anyways I received a whatsapp chat from Roy (my driving coach). He asked if I am free to help him collect something he ordered, on the concourse later at night. I agreed to help him. (because in the dream I like him)

He told me it would be around midnight. He said around time he would call me to give me more information. And after the transaction he would have someone drive me (to his or my???) home to stay for the night. So I waited for the seller to come meanwhile I was also waiting for the concert to start.

However at midnight/ past midnight I hadn't received my instructions yet. And dad was accompanying me. I told Dad I would come home later because I have things to do. Dad say better come home before 7am, (other than that he didn't say other stuff, and I think even if I come home later I'll be fine, he was chill anyways. The reason I told him was to want him to leave + he would explain to Mum when he went home in behalf of me)

I said yeh ofc (I assumed the transaction would be already done before 7am), and he left.

The concert seemed to be finished. There was no music. I was still at the concourse, waiting. I was slightly worried because I kind of want to leave the station because I was bored, and could come back anytime when Roy called me, but, it was probably past mtr operating hours, so if I left the station, I couldn't reenter the station. So I had to stay.

While I was waiting I was scrolling on my whatsapp. I checked my group chats. One of them had me, Aiden (970) and Adrian (3-day-boy). I accidentally hit the group call button. I didn't hit the end call button right away though. I waited for the call to get through to apologise for the wrong call. But they didn't instantly pick up the call, and I thought it would be awkward, so after like 5 seconds on the call by myself I apologised into the empty (solo) call and ended the call. After ending the call, Aiden messaged in the chat saying this group wasn't needed, and kicked me out of the whatsapp group. (instead of disbanding)

After a while when I was still scrolling whatsapp, the music returned. And Roy messaged me to find a guy who was waving his hand and acting special. (it was already 7am too)

I found a guy waving his arms. He reminded me of Ursmar, but with a bigger build ?? lol anyways I approached him and asked him if he was looking for the buyer, and showed him my chat with Roy.

He then walked me aside to talk more about the transaction. There was a women next to him too, in her 60s? looks rather old and frail (slightly short and quite thin) She told me, these bakery coupons may require their membership in order to be redeemed, and asked if I know the buyer had membership or not. I called Roy on whatsapp. He answered my call right away. He looked professional on the call, with a headset and rather fancy backdrop and transitions (quite fancy as if he was live streaming) Initially I couldn't hear what he was saying. (Also the music got really loud as if the concert was back, and it was difficult to focus on the conversation) Maybe I deafened myself, or he was muted. I told him I couldn't hear him, and he fumbled to fix it, meanwhile I was also hitting different buttons to change my output headphone option. Anyways we quickly solved it, and I asked if he has membership and repeated the situation to him.

(In the dream, I was thinking if he didn't have membership, I had friends who have membership, and if I really wanted to, I can ask my friends to help him redeem the coupon. On the other hand I was wondering if I had helped too much, and I didn't expect it to take such a long time well past 7am, and if I helped once he would ask again in the future. In addition, I was slightly upset/ disappointed because if I knew it would take so long, I could've spent the night at his home and possibly sleep with him aka get fucked for the night before meeting the seller. Especially when Dad let me free, and Mum wasn't here in the dream at all. Such a missed opportunity * sigh *)(<— all thoughts in the dream, but holds true even after I woke up lol...)

anyways before he responded anything, the dream ended.

— _{I was playing relatively loud music on my phone next to my bed while asleep though. Also rather unfortunate that I was thinking of Arthur while playing those love themed music, but I dreamt of Roy. Sorry Arthur! LMAO I feel so bad LMAOO I feel like as if I'm stepping onto so many boats at the same time, but in fact there are no boats because these are all imagined intimate romantic relationships.}

—- _{finally slept at around 7:30am. I have beaten another pokemon gym, it’s starting to get boring.}

last chinese lesson before public exam

#pblmate #secschool _{tbh i think it’s because mainland gaokao is about to start (like tmr??) so i dreamt of something related. The dream was boring so I’ll skim through it}

Last chinese lesson The classroom was full But our teacher hasn’t arrived After like 10-20 minutes, at the :16 mark our monitor, Heidi, decided to go upstairs to grab our workbooks from the shelf because we needed to anyways They decided if they came back too late at :27 they’ll probably skip the lesson So a bunch of people went upstairs with our monitor There were only three people remaining in the room, including me. I was sitting at the back corner furthest away from the door, just like back in f6. In front of me was Matthew, _{(uni PBLmate, had appeared in one of my recent dreams exploring hotel too, wait OMG he’s the other guy who was going on the macau trip with sus guy)} At the other side of the classroom there was a girl. _{(I found her really familiar in my uni chinese tutorial class, I was wondering yesterday during class that maybe we have met in previous unrelated tutorials.)}

After a long while, our teacher came. She was doing chinese exercises with us. Since I sat right behind Matthew, I leaned closer to his seat. He looked back at me and our faces were very close. I got a bit closer until it’s like 1-2 finger distance, so … 3cm?

He didn’t flinch, neither did I. After a while, I decided he wasn’t embarrassed because he didn’t look away or did a nervous chuckle or anything, so maybe he wasn’t interested in me. So I made distance and leaned back to my seat. (* To clarify I am not interested in him both irl and in the dream aaaaaa idk what am I dreaming bruhhshshshhaha) _{(very interesting i think maybe it’s related to that one time I leaned on the sofa thing to look at Arthur’s face, it’s not THAT close though =_=)}

Anyways I withdrew and we continued working on the worksheet. I was jotting notes with many different coloured pens, so maybe that’s why the teacher kept skipping me when asking questions, because she knew I was paying attention. _{(maybe this is related to how the tutor in my chin tutorial didn’t ask me questions because I was late to class and I haven’t signed the attendance yet, so he didn’t know I was here, so he skipped my name. I signed it back after class though, cuz the guy allowed it)}

After a while each of us had to answer one paraphrase question, as there were 3 questions for 3 people. We have to change the sentence to not use the “不得不” in the original sentence. The girl’s answer to her question was meh. But ngl it was rather difficult. I answered my question very well. It was also a difficult question. The original sentence has an attached photo, of Alexander the Great’s right shoulder slightly broken, left shoulder almost gone, both arms were holding a fried chicken because he was hungry and wanted to eat. Something along the lines of 由於亞歷山大失去左肩，他不得不用右手托著拿著炸雞排的左手。 ？？ Anyways i had to paraphrase that and did it successfully (bro i forgot my sentence already) And I got praised by the teacher, I felt happy and content. Also felt a sense of motivation.

Around 5 minutes later we heard a crowd of people outside, but they seemed hesitant to enter the classroom. I heard them putting down our workbooks at the umbrella rack by the door in the corridor, and they left. Probably because they thought they were too late, and they have the necessary knowledge in their workbooks already, so they didn’t need to attend class and waste their time.

We continued having class after that. Finally the class ended and we thanked our teacher. I bowed to the teacher before heading to the door. Dream ended.

_{(this chinese high school teacher was one of the only few who still gave us support during study leave, recorded videos explaining our marked exercises for each of us. I got at least 10 marks improved just during study leave – well the help from my friend M also contributed. The rest of the teachers just abandoned our class. So sad.)}

— I think I had some other dreams too, but they were more fuzzy.

waiting for Mum at hotel

#dad #mum Dad Mum and I were travelling. It was at night so we were returning to the hotel. About to enter the lift in hotel lobby. Mum decided she had to buy something? So she left. We waited so long for Mum partly because she was leaving/ entering at another entrance of the hotel and got herself lost. And she buy stuff very slowly. Me and Dad were slowly losing our patience. Dream probably ended here. _{Mum always had to go buy extra stuff when we were walking home every single day. It was annoying. Because usually I was already having a long day at school, carrying a heavy schoolbag, and she decided to shop at multiple supermarkets for hours, despite already shopped for groceries. If not, she would go to dessert shops to have a look. Or maybe she’ll go to those small pharmacies to buy toilet paper- wait so she’s borrowing me as her labourer? (I now seldom walk together. Partly because I now have the home key I can leave early. It was back in primary/ junior secondary when this situation was the worst)}

_{Side note: usually I kind of see why some themes appear in the dreams, so I used small font to share my interpretation. Idk if it’s useful or not. Or should I keep it as a literal dream log. Because the thing is over time I’ll forget the real life context, so I’ll forget why I dream about certain things if I reread it perhaps a week later. :)}

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Patient group, car escape, passed exam?

#ivan Patient group Led by tall guy like arthur but not him, it was just a random guy

Tour around our facility (a facility was keeping patients like us) On the stairs (spiral metal stairs outside building) He said many people jumped here And our group moved on I stood there gazing and looking down from the stairs to the ground The guy checked on me and asked me what’s up let’s continue/ move on (i forgot his exact wording)

After the tour our patient group sat in a circle on the ground on a picnic mat We were chatting Im the oldest… (i was 21 in dream..! Huhhh) Another girl was 20 And the rest were like 16 17 some are like 14

I think the patient group is people with emotion dysregulation Some of them have depression

Somehow later we needed to escape Stole and ride a car with another person, driven by tall guy Very fast, almost drifting in tunnel Wrong lane, enter a hidden road for hospital waste truck to deposit and combust dead people’s clothes There were many staff checking id at different “checkpoints” We drove past because we weren’t supposed to be there

Still wrong lane multiple times So we went through different deposit places for a few times

Many cars were after us

Eventually we ended up in a relatively more secluded area

We decided to change cars because the secluded area is small and we can be easily spotted

But the other cars were all toooo old, so we couldn’t switch cars Two cars drove by and they have pikachu ears and tail, one was older than the other _{(i think it’s purely because I was playing pokemon before sleeping)}

We saw a car decor shop opening We walked in The car decor style is to make the cars vintage by adding a lot of 瀝青 on the car as decoration

We gave up the idea of decorating our car cuz it was too late

We hid in the stores Some more people entered, they were also hiding.

Later a few people came to ask for our identity. They were the people seeking for the group of people who later entered, not us. Although im pretty sure it was fine saying my real name, I lied saying my name is Bernice. I was natural so they didn’t bat an eye.

And then somehow Ivan appeared in the dream and he lied his name was Monsieur something something Unfortunately one of the staff spoke french, she said to ivan his grammar for saying his own name was wrong, it should be something something __french preposition monsieur, and began to suspect him, although he originally wasn’t part of the suspects

Anyways later we got out of the shop and we received our exam papers (the papers just appeared on our palms) They were marked but the total mark has to be calculated by ourselves Ivan was so stressed But ofc he was fine I was calculating I passed The passing mark was 20, which was 50%. I got 24.5.

Though I remembered the full mark was 60, not 40, idk why lol… but it made sense in the dream And supposedly passing is 60% irl

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hide and seek (flying)

In a game. If I get caught I will have some bad punishment (I genuinely forgot) (i think the punishment is getting raped)

We all flew high and try to camouflage in the corners/ obstacles in the building. However since I haven’t flew in years (I flew the most in primary and junior sec, I only flew for a handful of times in high school), my flying skills deteriorated and I couldnt fly to the ceiling. So I perched on some lower ceiling, which was unsafe. There were many ppl who couldn’t fly as high as me, but there were also some who can fly higher than me.

Also a rule of the game is that the catcher has a superpower to look through the eyes of those whom they caught. (Example: catcher C caught a hider, A. Catcher C will gain the ability to see through the visual memory of A, before A was caught. In other words, if you hid with A before she was caught, and you didn’t change your hiding spot/ you spoiled your next hiding spot to A, C would know your location.)

So it is the best to avoid everyone’s sight when finding a place to hide.

_{my insight: i think the first part is related to how I wanted to hide from the sus men. The catcher superpower part is related to how A once played hide and seek with me, we hid in the same spot, then A revealed our hiding spot to my best friend, and I got caught, and I was very upset cuz A betrayed me (omg, the catcher’s initials start with C, wtf, i was just making up an example.,.,…, the initials A and C matched, wtf)}

sus brother in restaurant room

#mum #dad #relative 表哥 seems to have a big… urge

Our family and their family were travelling tgt and going to dine in a restaurant we own. 吉野家 style, but many mini separate rooms (those for families)

This bro was renowned for fucking everything/ everyone

While we were walking to the restaurant, he went to fuck a cat on the road

(I legit forgot again in the dream whether he fucked my 表妹 (not blood related, bro is step-bro) or not)

Anyways we arrived at the restaurant. We meant to order omlette rice from the machine. My family walked to the other rooms. I was feeling horny so i was masturbating. In front of him. But actually I was a bit scared of being assulted/ attacked by him.

He looked at me masturbating and yelled/ complained, “if you continue doing this, I cant hold back anymore!!”

So I stopped masturbating in front of him.

_{Holy shit ?? The connecting family room with sus classmate??????}

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Lemme jot some key points

dumb worksheet

Joseph (scary eng tutor) found a rough work worksheet on which i wrote dumb shit like those junior secondary dumb jokes

I tried very hard not to laugh every time i look at the ws but i cant, and i would laugh so loudly

Idk how joseph thinks, he just look at me laugh

I was scared while laughing too Because this tutor was famous for scolding people harshly (… but except me… I’m the teacher’s pet)

changing groups

#primschool I was grouped with some people idk, which was fine But later i went to the library in primary school, i found my classmates, turned out they thought i was absent so they automatically added me to their group. Now idk whether to abandon the old group which was already short on people, or turn down my nice friends in order to keep my “promise” with the old group

Ivan’s bbq part time job

#ivan Ivan took a part time job to work as the guy who helps cook barbecue stuff on a double deck bus. The top deck was cooking realllly nice meat (beef pork etc) (very thick and juicy and looks super good) Everyone was looking at him cooking

The lower deck were some cute plush dolls, he was also heating them

Later after the meat were distributed/ sold?, he took a big sac he said he collected from second hand stores one by one. He put all the stuff from the sac onto the two decks. They were all cute plush dolls. They’re all abandoned by their owners but all in perfect condition, and the designs were pretty. He begin to cook them on the grill.

I wanted to get some of the dolls after he finished grilling them. He laughed and say he don’t mind. (The dolls were supposed to be distributed to strangers on the street like charity work, not for me)

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I just want to stay in the hotel room all day with this bouncy bed and cozy bed sheets.

finding seats, solo revision

#arthur #secschool #uni

went to a shopping mall/ chiwah learning commons sort of place, there was a crowded mcdonalds, everyone was busy studying.

As the mcdonalds was full, I went to a bench at the corridor of the shopping mall I was sitting next to some other uni students i guess

I think Arthur walked by, promoting some sort of event. coincidentally I left the bench when he went to chat with the people at my bench He was probably sharing some case studies and the case was me

after chatting with hte people at the bench, he saw im not too far off from the bench, so he glided to me and ask if im alright, before gliding away (?

Later I went back to the mcdonalds, wanting to find seats. I saw my friend, Jenny. _{(Super nice high school classmate/ uni classmate, gave me her notes, helped me a lot in my revision.. aaaa)} We decided to find seats together. Jenny found a nice seat for both of us. Right after Jenny put her water bottle to “claim” the place, she left to move other stuff/ order food, and immediately a group of people came and took up the rest of the seats. I have no seat. I am not that shocked tbh. I felt like I'm used to this.

I walked away from the mcdonalds and back to my bench in the mall. some new people were on the bench, they were chatting so happily until I came. They shut their mouth and no one talked. I felt embarrassed and ashamed because I made them stopped talking.

One of the new people (Trini, a schoolmate irl), suggested going to explore, and head to the mcdonalds direction. As I just came back, I didn't go along and stayed at the bench. The rest of the group went, except from another boy, who was from the original people on the bench.

— After a while I dreamt I was walking on the street next to my home at night, revising and memorising some piece of notes. (It was the same dream)

Later I was back in my room, and I was making a new live2d model for streaming. (to put it in simple terms, making a new anime style motion capture avatar to show during my streams) While I was adjusting the base model I realised the facial expression of the avatar is... rather seductive. Although it was mimicking my facial expression, but the avatar looks nicer. So I locked my door and began to masturbate...

After a while I decided I have no time and I started to catch up with the only lecture I haven't watched. Lecture 91. (There was 93 lectures but I went to the final two in person, and 91 is the last e-learning)

After watching, the laptop screen turned dark (video ended), and the dream faded away and I woke.

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dish

Choosing between two circles chinese rice or western rice Editor role in magazine first circle is better than the newspaper one in second

There is more at the beginning

Idk what i dresmt it was a mess Another dream yesterday too but can’t recall

Dude im travelling and she kept talking so i can’t remember my dream

missed shuttle bus

#mum #dad #mwong #uni #caitlyn #A

Took another nap in the hotel

Ok in the dream my dad is stupid as fuck oh my god i want to jump and punch my bed (Omg so rude but im just BRUH)

Me and mum and dad is visiting a place that feels like 動植物公園/香港公園, the ground is those rough concrete with mini mini rock textures (those kind where if you fall down you’ll definitely scratch your knee and bleed a lot), it was moist. It was a slope like Sassoon Road but there were more branches to the road On the road there are several medical facilities, feels like open day cuz everyone’s bringing their parents to walk around

As we were walking I saw A walking with her parents and younger sister around like 25m in front of us. They dyed their hair in bright orangey red

My parents hadnt noticed, so I led them to walk slower so we wouldn’t meet

We walked inside a nearby facility/ room? The room arrangement was like a boba shop, there is a booth where teachers stand behind to prepare stuff/ work, there is a glass panel which isolate us though (In the dream I think this looks like the autopsy room in QMH, but I figured boba shop may be easier for ppl reading the blog to imagine)

In the booth I saw my f3-4 further maths teacher, mwong _{(Yeeeeee another teacher I liked A LOT back then, very nice lady, also friends with the f3-4 classmistress) (side note im the few school people that got accepted into her insta acc wahaha) (im bad at further maths though, surprisingly; im only good at core maths)} Ahhahahh she was smiling at me

Me and her were chatting… (I forgot what we chatted because I was focusing on the background- my pbl tutor _{(the guy who gave me poor marks and tried to encourage me terribly)} walked by. I wasn’t sure if he saw me, but he walked by twice.

Afterwards me and my parents left the room and planned to walk to the shuttle bus station, since it was almost :30 (although buses come at :40)

I was slightly thirsty so I wanted to buy a drink, there was a vending machine a little bit further from the road, but I remembered there was also a few next to the shuttle bus station, and sell better drinks, so I didnt

Also while I was walking, my childhood/ primary school friend, Caitlyn and her parents and little sis, were walking around 25m behind us too, but I don’t want to meet them/ socialise, so when I was stopping by the vending machine, I hid in a 凹位 in the corridor. As they were walking, Caitlyn, who walked at the back, saw me. I signalled “shhh” and “shoo shoo” (excitedly/ anxiously)_{(I didn’t expect myself to do the hand sign for shooing people away…)} to tell her to quietly go away and pretend to not notice me. Caitlyn got what I mean and signalled she will stay silent and continued to walk with her family and left.

Back to the vending machine-

Yet my dad didn’t communicate and walk straight to the further vending machine, meanwhile my mum, who was walking in front of us, didn’t know what’s happening, she kept walking to the station without noticing us changing tracks.

I told my dad, no dont buy it here, just wait, But he insisted he will buy it here because he’s thirsty, with a slightly angry tone So I just let him buy (Although the choice of drinks in this vending machine sucks and it was way more expensive)

He took a long time to buy, meanwhile I was impatient because the bus can come anytime soon- it was almost :44 and the bus hasn’t arrived- It can show up anytime and we don’t have time to walk back, and mum’s probably waiting for us

But Dad’s just so freaking slow skdjsksjskn AAAAAA

Finally Dad got the drink, I nudged him to be quicker, so Dad, who thought he was smart, went to the opposite side of road and chatted with a driver on a coach. The driver then drove us “nearer to the shuttle bus station”. But Dad guided him to the wrong place. We got dropped off in the middle of the route because Dad thought this was the location.

So we had to walk up, but by this time Im very sure the shuttle bus already left for a long time already, cuz I couldn’t really see the crowd queuing for the bus.

As we land, there were many vending machines around us, with many drinks, better and cheaper, I was choosing my drink, while my dad was mad because he bought from the worse vending machine

Bruh

So stupid

I didn’t get mad with my dad in the story/ the actual dream, but as i was dreaming, the real me was super frustrated BRUDHDHSHSHSHDHDHD the second I woke up i wanna punch my bed lol

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