All fragments after i woke Seems the plots are all unpleasant but I didn’t feel unpleasant

shenzhen driving trip by dad

#dad He’s the one who drive the car We kept getting stuck in the road because of traffic jam So we didn’t have fun because our day was spent on the road We finally got our car parked on the road but it was already late at night

argumments on TV

Saw an argument on TV A celebrity scolded a mentally impaired person who’s working hard at the cashier (being nice to everyone despite 6000+ people queueing) an egoist and whatnot and she’s comjng to the country just to bear children The woman scolded back, I think she scolded something about his dick i forgot

late night outing in school uniform

#mum Mum gave me an umbrella and an electric fan when I left for school in the evening (7-8pm when the sky was dark) I was in secondary school uniform Anyways it was raining so I got my umbrella opened Mum was calling me on phone so I was having bluetooth earplugs in my ears I turned on the electric fan to play with it I like the feeling of the strong fan on my head I played with the –/+ button on the fan I kept pressing the + button to see if it cycles back to - But it didn’t and the wind gets stronger and stronger And it was like a very strong showerhead that’s beginning to be hard to handle (started to feel like it wanted to fly off my hand)

I was positioning the fan next to my headphones by the ear so mum can’t hear me

But later mum came downstairs and found me And she turned off the fan for me

But actually I do know how to turn off, just press and hold the – button. It’s just that there are many fan strength levels that I need to wait for the fan to get through all of them And I didn’t want to stop the fan either, became it felt good and sounds good when i have my wireless headphones with noise cancelling (if i remove my headphones it would be too loud and I feel scared; but with headphones on, the loudness was pleasant and it sounded like backgrounds white noise, machine whirring.)

Anyways I just stood there listen to what mum has to say

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deep sharing

At a random study room People were writing down what they were aiming for in life/ purpose in life on memo slips

A lot of people wrote the same thing (i forgot what but it sounds good, I think it’s something like enjoy life) but that’s not what I was thinking of because I haven’t sort out what I should do honestly So I wrote something along the lines of discovering new stuff/ fun stuff/ passion/ life/ every day (?? I forgot

gaming and hotpot

#cecilia #primschool I was playing splatoon 2/ 3? in a team with my nintendo switch at the tournament Our team was competing with another team There were spectators

And the opposite team were bots So basically this match was humans vs bots And we lost

The spectators on the bot side were cheering Those on our side just sat there with a bored annoyed face I felt embarrassed because the bots were supposed to be dumb

But because I haven’t played for so long I spent a lot of time learning the controls and I forgot how stuff worked, so I kept getting destroyed by the other team

After that Cecilia (primary school bff) led some primary/ secondary school classmates came to our table with lots of ingredients to make hotpot

And they cooked and shared the hotpot with us happily, because we worked in the tournament

woman singing

#mum Later I was watching a show between two big beefy black basketball player on TV. They were chit chatting with the judge on the basketball ground before starting the competition.

The right dude went inside the changing room and came out. They were putting on a show. The “black guy” started singing cantonese songs. I was very surprised. I looked at him and said to my mum, next to me, hey this was funny I didn’t expect that, and he was pretty good at cosplaying as a woman

And my mum said, she’s a woman the whole time

So I was a bit shocked

_{(thoughts: reminded me of that one time I shared a 小紅書 video to my mum about makeup, and my mum instantly pointed out the “woman” was a man. I denied and said she has to be a woman because she looked like one. She said no, women doesn’t sound like that. We scrolled through the page, she didn’t declare her gender but didn’t feel straight. So I looked again and realised she’s transgendered. And I felt a bit dumb for not realising that. I kept assuming the wrong gender for other people too}

supplementary revision

#secschool #PBLmate #uni On my way from cym/ meng wah complex Someone called me and so I stopped Her face was identical to a secondary school schoolmate but we haven’t been in the same class before. Her name was Melissa (but in the dream I mixed up with Vanessa, and I do have a supplementary friend who called Vanessa) She was asking me about a med question she was confused about So I explained to her in detail (It made perfect sense in dream but I knew irl it was made up) She was very thankful Turns out she’s taking supplementary too She asked me again what my EY choices are, she forgot the sem 2 exchange one So I told her again (i didnt feel like I have met her before in the dream though) And she reassured me. So I encouraged her too. I ask her where she’s going rn She said to the library So we walked there together to revise together Dream ended. (Edit: I think I also say something about me going for therapy, and Vanessa also asked who else was having therapy. And I didn’t tell her about Ivan)

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Ghost domain on street

Walking on a slope street at night (very dark) (lights were red) with people/ friends idk After coming out from an underground street/ mall, they’re gonna show me a “ghost domain” They told me to walk slowly and listen to their instructions So we walked quietly and they said stop! And look And in front of me I can see an invisible wall. (Actually not wall, it looks like those hot wavy air you see on ground during summer day) And they told me to be quiet! Or else they (the ghosts) will notice.

So apparently if I walked into the wall idk what would happen, most likely bad stuff

I had a question, why aren’t people accidentally entering the wall though And I looked around and see people were subconsciously avoiding that particularly area while walking on the street

Very interesting and eerie

Japanese school

Studied at japanese school with a bunch of japanese students We were taking part in an activity (game) We form groups, choose a vocaloid song and let other groups guess it Scary vocaloid song The MV was scary With disturbing drawings

invited by old friend

Chloe Chong Also met Zoe (v smart)

Edit: noooo i forgot what happened

help post from online frd

She really got schizophrenia i think The words were … yeah

(Later I’ll fill in the entries (nooo too late I forgot most)

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park & grad gown, chasing game

#mum #dad Went to park w family (seems like a japanese mini amusement park) Different stations in the park, if you have to go to the end of park you have to finish the stations one by one

There was a puzzle with a cannon ball, and if u want to move it to open the exit, u need to follow the guide and collect stuff and activate some fans and push the ball to the right spot Feels like mario odyssey

Anyways I failed, because i think it just cannot be done physically I cant use freaking tissues and feathers to push and shoot the heavy cannon ball

_{(thoughts: It reminded me of my clogged brain for this academic year and I physically couldn’t do it)}

So I gave up the puzzle and walked straight through it to the next station

But then when I sneaked to the next station, it was an empty land with a car (I feel like it’s some sort of bumper car arena)

But because I haven’t finished the last puzzle, this one wasn’t activated (The car works cuz I sat inside and it can move, but there’s no puzzle activated and I can’t see the exit) So I tried to fiddle with the switches that the cannon ball supposed to hit

But it doesn’t work

And I clicked some wrong switches so my car suddenly moved in reverse gear and in circles and it was hard to control, cuz in the dream I don’t think I have a steering wheel

I was scared so I hopped off the moving car and ran back to the last puzzle

I was staring at the cannon ball for a bit when my mum waved and called me. They happened to walk by, but they’re at the area outside the puzzle (the park used those… retractable fences (those metal poles where they have a fabric line that you can pull out like a retractable measuring tape)? To fence off the puzzle area

They called me to come, so I walked nearer Turned out they purchased customised grad gowns for themselves So basically at the cashier, since these Japanese were creative, they designed some little vests to go along with your gown, so it looks cuter and not as dull They bought a light blue one and a dark blue one i think

I told them, but I haven’t finished the puzzle yet, I haven’t graduated

They said nah it’s time to buy one, they’re about to run out of stock! The light blue one was unavailable already! Choose one which one would you like Dad chimed in to say the dark blue linen one was good! I looked at it but find it a bit too grey But the rest was worse so I chose it

After they got the gowns, I asked my mum to help me with the puzzle And we three went to do the cannon ball puzzle (actually I just observed them) And they easily solved it for me (we were doing it the same way but somehow two people were stronger than one)

And then my parents said done and we left

Maybe the empty bumper car park was the finishing area… not sure…

_{(thoughts: this may be the first recent dream that mum was actually doing something useful- I think it’s because mum finally sat down for the first time yesterday night to actually ask me and listened to how I’m doing at school- without throwing a tantrum about me not working hard enough. (uhm although she did yesterday) and she’s normalising my rather abnormal experience of amnesia to the point I got lost at the lab that I went frequently (im not sure if she’s just trying to be nice because I looked like I’m on a strike and gave up or something) (i dont know) (I don’t think she realised my mental health was shit)}

_{(also rather ironic that dad noticed a subtle poor old lady that needs help on the street and so he gave a lot of things to her, but he didn’t seem to realise I also need some help) (And yesterday I finally remembered last summer before I got really depressed I knew it was something to do with covid but not covid itself… I searched through my gallery and my digital footprints but because I was sick I didn’t leave much. Now I recalled something really disappointing. I think I’ll write here in case I forget again. I was terribly sick so in the morning around 6am I finally got up from the bed we were all sleeping in, to throw up in the toilet. I threw up black/ brown stuff. I was horrified because according to my study notes brown vomit indicates something really bad inside- because it was old red blood cells I was having fever and wanted to faint and bla bla bla anyways after sitting in the toilet to ready myself I walked back and woke them up, despite feeling bad because they’re sleeping soundly. But I really wanted to go to the hospital (I hated eating meds and going to the hospital- and this was the first time when I actually wanted to get help) But they told me it was too early and they’ll sleep more and take me there later, despite I told them I can’t and I wanted to go now, they slept again So I waited in great discomfort until around 9? (because I am too weak to go to the hospital alone) (Maybe 9 was fast.. but the hospital was near… and I can’t wait that long) So I was really disappointed in my parents Yeee story time ended I couldn’t remember this till now, surprise}

I was in a 1v1 chasing game To this point i think I had too many chasing game dreams so I’ll skip the plot The setting was in minecraft and we can fly and jump into buildings / blocks

Oh the scary part During sleep I suddenly felt there were two palms holding my head, they felt super real but they weren’t my hands. Feel like some old lady witch. And they came from behind me, but behind me was a wall. I was super scared idk what she? Would do to my head..!!!? Rip it off!?????? Hang me !????? And my heart rate goes up, and unfortunately my watch alarm also goes off (vibrations) and those vibrations were kind of fast and sync to my heartbeat Holy shit so i open my eyes slightly, i can still feel the hands, but I moved mine and they really weren’t mine, and there were no blankets around my face so idk where the sensation came from ajahajshsj and it’s not my mum because the door was closed fuck And after i widely open my eyes and move a bit, the hands retreated and gone

Anyways we swapped to another scene:

rushing hw

#secschool #teacher

Doing chinese homework during form period (“classmistress time” that we can do anything) Because next lesson was chinese and we needed to hand it in

My neighbour saw Chinese teacher outside the door (we have a little glass panel by the door) And thought she didn’t come in because it was locked Meanwhile I was thinking she didn’t come in because our classmistress (the f6 one btw) was still inside I didn’t want her to come yet because I haven’t finished the hw, so I pretended I didn’t notice Anyways the class were gesturing the door wasn’t locked, so she opened the door My classmistress was tidying the desk for her

Anyways finally she was announcing she was going to collect the homework by the end of today, at 18:30, instead of during the lesson. So I was relieved. But I think maybe she saw me doing the homework so she extended it slightly.

_{(irl: this chinese teacher was pretty nice. There was a dictation but I failed because I tried and couldn’t memorise the sentences lol, and she wrote some encouraging words. And then in the next dictation I worked hard to memorise the damn passage and got 100, so she wrote some words of congratulations and gave me a stamp hahaahhaah)}

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bird on bus, shopping

#dad (mom was a small side character who later shopped with dad) Dad found a random big bird with black and white tail on the bus. He mysteriously asked if I wanna see it. I said yes Big birrrd And I asked him if I can hold it Dad gave me some water to rinse my fingers (and because that way, he said, the bird would not hop off), and I grabbed the bird and let it perch on my fingers It was squawking but I held its feet and didn’t let it go because I wanted to take a pic. I was excited. I asked my dad to take a picture of us while it was still there. He took his camera and we took some close pics. The bird didn’t bite me.

I later put down the finger I was pressing on the feet, and it still stayed on my finger

Later we got off the bus and went to a shopping mall Somehow during shopping I tested myself some revision questions and I answered it correctly so I was kinda delighted _{(but i cried to sleep that night knowing I’ll probably repeat the year)}

Anyways we shopped at different places and I went to an antique shop with the bird. A staff was curious and asked about the bird, I asked if the bird was hers (because the bird was friendly to humans and knew to perch on people’s shoulders). She said nope. I wanted to buy a necklace in the theme of the bird (feathers, black and white…) But they thought I wanted something for the bird and so they pulled up banners and party materials to celebrate the bird’s birthday. I wanted to clarify I wanted a necklace for myself but seeing the shop keepers were very happy and dancing around to celebrate, I didn’t tell them

I think thats the second time I entered the antique store I think the first time was before riding the bus, and I was holding a sharp knife and entered the store. I just wanted to look around and buy something, but the shopkeepers and customers were scared. I tried to explain my innocence and I just happened to be carrying a knife but they were still scared. And I didn’t have a bag to keep my knife in, and even if I have a bag, it was too sharp and would rip the bag, so I had to hold it :(

flying game

Something like 跑online and at the back if you’re too slow there will be tribes who eat humans to come and get you There were many exotic animals too (weird ancient mammoths,,, many fancy big animals) At first I was playing physically in first person view but towards the middle I swap to third person and I was controlling an avatar in my laptop It was slightly annoying cuz I customised the controls on the laptop and I had to readopt to the controls I set before

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There are multiple dreams

alienated at school

#secschool #primschool #charlottec I was walking on the street during a return trip in seconary school study tour i was walking (alone) with the queue from other class They were all revising for dictation, holding textbooks to memorise I wasn’t holding the book like them They laughed at me, said some mean sentences and kind of wanted to push me out of the way (It seemed it was because they’re jealous I wasn’t holding a book to revise, so maybe I didn’t have dictation, but they probably didn’t know I have dictation too and already revised)

Somehow (idk if it was the same dream), I was on a shuttle bus, I saw charlotte diagonally behind me. The seat i chose, there was a black guy from the seat behind me and extend his legs onto my seat (there are no 靠背 for my seat so he can put his legs) I tried to move his legs or passive aggressively use my bag to kind of move but he didn’t move

Anyways I sat in the small half without his legs and turned around to talk to charlotte

I turned back to front and later turned back again wanting to talk to her, ans realised she changed seats and sat further away

Anyways I got off the bus later and got to school. (The class was secondary school students but the school was primary school) Me and the bad class went for the morning assembly And when it finished, I immediately ran to the further staircase (there were three staircases at school) and hid there

I met with some kids I looked after in primary when I was a school prefect We chatted And they led me to their classrooms where I took a sneak peek at their current classes. I felt happy for them

And I was still watching for any mean classmates who were seeking for me

I was kinda worried

But eventually I had to get back to the crowd So I went back to the staircase they were using

I was surprised to see they all were dressed weirdly- their bodies became obese but jelly/ crystal like, and they didn’t fully pull up their panties I can see some cabbages in their anus I was confused and asked them They told me they were punished

only one in MHFA

So I was at uni campus, after lecture Ivan was walking and I saw A wanting to have lunch with Ivan, I was jealous and slightly angry, so I waved happily at them to say hi Because I told Ivan and he knew A was rather bad

Anyways they chatted for a bit and separated paths

So the three of us went separate ways because Ivan didn’t come up to me either

Later I received a whatsapp notification from someone in the volunteer helped team, she added me to a MHFA group I looked inside to see what people were inside Seems except me, the others were helpers/ mentors And later people from our group got added to another big group Turned out they combined two MHFA group because there were too little people (the other group only has 3 participants and some mentors)

I felt slightly embarrassed because I didn’t want to be in the spotlight

Arthur’s old ig acc

#ivan #arthur I was walking around and saw a shop and their title is ポケノモン I was weirded out because it was pokenomon So I searched on ig (In the middle of searching I got a notif I got followed by an acc with huge following and only followed 8 people, and posted only scenery pic of their house) And ig search suggestions gave me an acc of a labrador (i assumed it was not golden retriever in the dream somehow) The dog’s name was Latx Profile pic was Arthur and Latx The ig profile was made in memory of Latx, apparently it died and it was a dog he had well before Amber

I read the ig bio and searched for words I didn’t understand Turned out he had a condition where he couldn’t sleep for more than half of sleeping hours (not ‘insomnia’) And he followed a bunch of pride accs

Lol And then I sent it to ivan Ivan replied, his voice oml I can’t stand hearing him say “🥺哥哥～❤️” I can’t unhear it and ses him the same way again

I was like ??????? And turned out he watched one of the reels in his acc and he was saying 哥哥 to the dog when they were playing (Maybe the dog has siblings idk)

I wanted to dm ivan saying nah ‘one time he imitated my cute tone in a sentence and it was super cute’, but I decided not to I was intrigued and wanted to press inside the acc again to listen to it too, but the dream ended.

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There are a few other dreams before these two but I couldn’t remember

primary me w relative

#relative

relatively young (still around 20 years older than me) cousin from dad’s side he was recalling and telling me about my fun adventure with him when I was in primary 1. That day I needed to write something (the dream had more before this) I asked my dad to help me write He gave me some cash (one paper cash- maybe $100? Cuz it seemed red) to buy a pen

((This cousin didn’t understand what I was thinking/ planning about (because I dont talk) So he didn’t know I wanted to go to a stationery store)) (when the cousin was recalling he left out this part because he didn’t know about my thoughts)

He brought mini me to an officd building. There was a hkumed reception I kind of rejected his idea but he said they can lend a pen for me, and they are nice and kind people, so I followed him

The cousin emphasised i was just primary one, I was 100cm tall!! So tiny!!

And then we went on the lift and arrived at hkumed office The cousin pressed the mic next to the doorbell saying hELLO WE WANT TO BORROW A PEN PLEASE // HELLO WE WANT TO BORROW A PEN etc etc And the mic stopped working after him repeating for like 10 times And the door was even locked

And he realised he’s been banned from the office So we left

Lmao

dangerous af driver friend

Tf bro this friend is unhinged my hands were jelly during his ride (Idk what friend, i just knew it was a friend)

Him driving me home It’s a short ride He just violated every single damn basic rule At first my perspective was at the backseat He was looking at the back (like turning his head physically) to tidy his bag or some shit And there was a traffic light Many cars queuing Im like slower slower SLOWER AND HE ACCELERATED AND ALMOST HIT AND IM LIKE BRAKEDEEejdkdnskdndb And he slowly turned back and brake as hard as he can

And he switch lanes by directly swerving into the lane, im like your signals !!!!! Look at the mirrors!!!! Left middle right and look back !!!!&!&&:!2&.’

He ignored me

And then ready to stop the car in front of lights, he just stop again Im like you missed the left middle right again

One time he entered the wrong road And he friGGIN u turned in the road (unidirectional) i was like What the FUCK bro ???? And he nearly crashed into two incoming cars And im like shaking oh my god bro And I yelled at him because he already attempted u turn three times (although this is the only actual time)

And he finally entered the right road No signals again and he didn’t even bat an eye to the mirrors bruh

And at this point im saying youre gonna get sued !!!!! Bro !! Internally i was thinking bro how come you pass the driving test !!!! But I dont ???? And I know more than you???? Wtf bro you’re dangerous

And my perspective shifted to the front passenger seat

And he was maintaining a high speed in alleys with many people (for example those streets primarily for pedestrians but not cars) Im freaking out and telling him to slow down because he’s so likely to hit people

He didn’t listen

And he also didn’t read those construction signs correctly, for example those notice signs saying enter the left lane (and the right lane was blocked with cones and they’re fixing the road) And he just drove onto the right pedestrian path !!! !!!??!?

I wanted to take over him in the car, but I only have the learner’s license !!!!!!!!!! So I can’t !!!!!!

And im too scared to get off the car because what if he deliberately crash onto me after I get off?? This dude was unhinged (And im pretty sure he doesn’t really care about pulling that handbrake when parking, but I didn’t see it in action because every time he was queuing at the traffic lights, the red signals turn yellow and green so he never gets to actually stop)

Bruh!!!

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protect sis, go shopping

#relative #mum #dad

Little sis and her family visited us. We brought them to Hung Hom station because there’s an exhibition

There were so loud af mainland kids (they’re coming in the form of a study tour). Wearing those pe uniforms. The teacher did nothing too Normally I’ll just frown and tolerate but when you have 100 shouting screaming kids I’m gonna explode (internally)

I stared at them. They stared back and made funny faces at me. >:(

Anyways my little sis was also wearing their kind of uniform. But a purple variant. I guess purple means junior form because she was very small and young. And the bad big and noisy ones were mostly in red and yellow (and blue) uniforms.

Her mum reminded us to look closely after her. I was holding her hand. Later we entered an elevator (those big industrial ones). Her mum reminded me to be careful for sis because bad people may touch her breasts. Mum urged us to go to her side to stand. But actually I thought me and sis’s side was safer, because sis was next to the wall and I’m shielding her. Mum’s side was surrounded by several family’s baby prams. Anyways I led sis to stand on mum’s side tgt

Somewhat later it’s time for us to separate and we said goodbye to her family

I went to a restaurant to eat. And then finally i ordered a takeaway fancy orange juice sorbet drink. Costed $40. I was looking at the cashier when she was preparing the drinks. Somehow I detected she was autistic through her actions? Words? so I squealed with joy because we were on the same channel And she poured me slightly more juice than the others. Like $40 worth of content when others are $30. (But others paid $40 too)

I took the drink, paid for the meal and left

And then our family went shopping Mainly my mum and I. Dad went to shop separately.

Mum’s shopping were so damn boring Later for some reason i forgot, she went into a ladies underwear shop to ask if there were dresses for me. I wasn’t interested and i was holding a drink so i tried to stay not as into the shop, while driving the shopping cart for her.

She asked me multiple times whether i like some of the dresses and i said no Because the cutting was ugly

Finally about to leave But she decided to check one more time if there were more shops hidden in the path, so she went in again, i was annoyed because there were signs on the floor. She went into an small branch selling jewellery for investment, which leads to the underwear shop

She was listening to the shopkeeper about how to invest in these jewels and jewellery.

So boring Finally left and it was raining slightly. Not sure who gave it to me but i got an umbrella I ask if mum wants to share the umbrella and she declined. So she was in the rain And we met with dad at the crossroad

madam ho basement

#arthur _{ngl i felt a bit embarrassed for dreaming this} I stood in basement of madam ho building I almost opened the wrong door, which had matte striped glass walls. It was when i realised some people were talking inside so i rechecked the calendar on my watch and found out it’s the wrong room

I took a u turn and about to turn around and back to the main corridor, when i saw a room opened and arthur was escorting his client out

I immediately retreated back to the side corridor i.e, in front of the wrong room

I wasnt sure if the client saw me, because he had his back towards me, but I think arthur caught a glimpse because he looked at my direction for a slightly longer time

i felt embarrassed because i should be upstairs in the waiting room. Idk why i came down

_{i felt embarrassed to write this too because i wasn’t following the procedures}

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Yesterday also dreamt something about arthur and using a messaging app but i forgot what it was about

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hide to change dress

Mum was stalking my ig story, asked me what my reposted threads (about values) mean Very angry (I think I kind of woke during the dream to use my hand to hit the blanket) Wanted to block but not sure who’s her (she’s using alt acc) Hide from mum Change from pants to light blue dress in apple store, shopkeeper help cover me while I was changing

orgy w friends n others

After I wore my dress Went to sex park Met Clarice jodie (prim school classmates) We all sit in this lecture hall thing listening to the MC before the event begins

supplementary exam

Do a stack of exercise Retest exam, very hard to understand questions, looks like braille. Literally sections of questions using dots. Examiner finally announced an answer to an mcq question i got stuck with (answer was C)

smelly doll

Dad scold me for smelly doll, but pointed to the two which I know arent smelly Put doll under sunshine

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failed

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Dream from yesterday but thought it was short and boring so I didn’t write

minecraft coop

Opened a new minecraft world with a total of 4 people. We go explore the map sometimes together, sometimes alone. We helped each other and it was efficient and nice. I’d say it was enjoyable.

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Those below are today’s

h manga on bus

Hahaha!!! #arthur #mum Lmao!

Riding bus home with mum. I was in secondary school uniform so I was probably a secondary school student. A primary school girl was sitting in front of me, and next to Arthur. The seating plan was like:

🚪exit door 💺(arthur)💺(prim sch girl) | aisle | 💺(mum)💺(me) | aisle |

At first mum was talking to me. So I looked at her direction. And then I saw Arthur sitting in front of us. I was thrilled but I couldn’t show it and I couldn’t say hi because mum didn’t know who Arthur was and I didn’t want to tell her. So I just observed him.

At the mean time, he took out his ipad. He turned it on. It was a hentai manga. (Wowwww) The screen was rather bright too so naturally it caught my attention. I began to read the content of the pages.

The ipad was big enough to show the first page and part of the second page. For some reason the pages are in landscape mode. Maybe it’s actually two vertical pages combined together? Idk. The first page was cover page, so it was in full colour. The second page was blue and white, but they slightly coloured the flesh in the normal colour. It looked rather intensive because the mangaka drew a lot of scenes onto the same page, and it’s just the first two page. (Or maybe it’s because it’s a chapter in the middle of the book, idk)

The content of first page included… A hand grabbing a small dedenne and putting it in the anus (sorry!) Glimpses of zhongli from Genshin Impact on top Multiple drawings of girl getting fucked … I couldn’t look closely at the details because my mind was occupied by the cursed vivid image of shoving dedenne into the anus like a dildo💀🙏🏻 oh my god

My reaction in the dream was, see! Arthur plays genshin impact (since he picked a book with such characters) And, oh wow that looks intense, didn’t know Arthur had this side and was interested in hentai. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

While still maintaining a conversation with Mum, I took out my phone to take a pic, because it was interesting. I pretended to text/ use my phone in order to not let my mum know I’m taking a pic of a “stranger” nor letting her see the guy was reading nsfw content, that would be hard to explain?

I snapped a pic. However he looked bored, despite the seemingly engaging and exciting manga. So he took out his phone to search for another hentai manga, and began to read it, while the ipad screen was still on. I snapped another pic.

The primary school girl (she was wearing our school’s primary school uniform) looked directly in front of her throughout the bus ride and seemed unbothered.

We happened to leave at the same station. Arthur picked up the kid’s pink schoolbag and put it on one side of his shoulder. He and the girl were getting off together. Turned out he’s her dad.

While getting off, I tried to ahem to catch Arthur’s attention. But he couldn’t hear it. Maybe he’s too attentive looking after the kid.

After getting off, they were holding hands, walking at a normal/ slightly fast pace. I wanted to catch up with them. But first I need to carry my schoolbag first. However, my hands had no force and the schoolbag was as heavy as a dumbbell. I was stuck standing there on the ground holding the schoolbag.

Looking at them walking further and further away, I yelled at my mum to help me put the schoolbag on my shoulder, but secretly it was to catch their attention. But they continued walking with no response, and soon, they disappeared.

I didn’t really have strong emotions in the dream I guess? (Except at the beginning where we were on the same bus)

_{It was slightly interesting because I would’ve assumed Arthur probably was deliberately ignoring me, but now I gave him (& my mind) the benefit of the doubt and think maybe he genuinely couldn’t hear it because my ahems were too general :0 omg I think I see something}

packing salads

#mum #charlotteh Two recipe- one from mum’s recommended Daisy (literally Donald Duck’s wife)’s recipe, one was Charlotte’s recommendation Daisy’s: delicicate, two half egg, torn chicken breast, salad veggies, green and yellow pepper, spring onion, with sauce on top of everything. Looks nice Charlotte’s: two half egg, 2 whole chicken breast, salad veggies, no more. Simple to prepare and nutrition content was fairly the same I wanted to make Charlotte’s since I was running out of time. However mum insisted I follow her recommendation and make Daisy’s version. I told her the ingredients were similar and we could make a spinoff version by adding similar ingredients as Daisy’s but simplify it using Charlotte’s method (e.g. chicken breasts untorn, I can tear it myself when I was about to eat if I wanted to) Finally after explaining for multiple times she agreed and I got to use my way. While I was preparing she realised this method was smart and praised me. I felt slightly annoyed because she wasted a lot of time rejecting my idea without actually thinking about it

Somehow the story changed into something that happened in the 小紅書 comments section (of what? Our interaction?) And a random client (the comment section was full of clients of different therapists) made an English quiz because she’s proud of being an English teacher. Fill in the blanks by choosing the most suitable word Tested [anxious] attachment Me and others in the comments thought it was a bad quiz because she’s not testing English language, but jargons instead.

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