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Choosing between two circles chinese rice or western rice Editor role in magazine first circle is better than the newspaper one in second

There is more at the beginning

Idk what i dresmt it was a mess Another dream yesterday too but can’t recall

Dude im travelling and she kept talking so i can’t remember my dream

missed shuttle bus

#mum #dad #mwong #uni #caitlyn #A

Took another nap in the hotel

Ok in the dream my dad is stupid as fuck oh my god i want to jump and punch my bed (Omg so rude but im just BRUH)

Me and mum and dad is visiting a place that feels like 動植物公園/香港公園, the ground is those rough concrete with mini mini rock textures (those kind where if you fall down you’ll definitely scratch your knee and bleed a lot), it was moist. It was a slope like Sassoon Road but there were more branches to the road On the road there are several medical facilities, feels like open day cuz everyone’s bringing their parents to walk around

As we were walking I saw A walking with her parents and younger sister around like 25m in front of us. They dyed their hair in bright orangey red

My parents hadnt noticed, so I led them to walk slower so we wouldn’t meet

We walked inside a nearby facility/ room? The room arrangement was like a boba shop, there is a booth where teachers stand behind to prepare stuff/ work, there is a glass panel which isolate us though (In the dream I think this looks like the autopsy room in QMH, but I figured boba shop may be easier for ppl reading the blog to imagine)

In the booth I saw my f3-4 further maths teacher, mwong _{(Yeeeeee another teacher I liked A LOT back then, very nice lady, also friends with the f3-4 classmistress) (side note im the few school people that got accepted into her insta acc wahaha) (im bad at further maths though, surprisingly; im only good at core maths)} Ahhahahh she was smiling at me

Me and her were chatting… (I forgot what we chatted because I was focusing on the background- my pbl tutor _{(the guy who gave me poor marks and tried to encourage me terribly)} walked by. I wasn’t sure if he saw me, but he walked by twice.

Afterwards me and my parents left the room and planned to walk to the shuttle bus station, since it was almost :30 (although buses come at :40)

I was slightly thirsty so I wanted to buy a drink, there was a vending machine a little bit further from the road, but I remembered there was also a few next to the shuttle bus station, and sell better drinks, so I didnt

Also while I was walking, my childhood/ primary school friend, Caitlyn and her parents and little sis, were walking around 25m behind us too, but I don’t want to meet them/ socialise, so when I was stopping by the vending machine, I hid in a 凹位 in the corridor. As they were walking, Caitlyn, who walked at the back, saw me. I signalled “shhh” and “shoo shoo” (excitedly/ anxiously)_{(I didn’t expect myself to do the hand sign for shooing people away…)} to tell her to quietly go away and pretend to not notice me. Caitlyn got what I mean and signalled she will stay silent and continued to walk with her family and left.

Back to the vending machine-

Yet my dad didn’t communicate and walk straight to the further vending machine, meanwhile my mum, who was walking in front of us, didn’t know what’s happening, she kept walking to the station without noticing us changing tracks.

I told my dad, no dont buy it here, just wait, But he insisted he will buy it here because he’s thirsty, with a slightly angry tone So I just let him buy (Although the choice of drinks in this vending machine sucks and it was way more expensive)

He took a long time to buy, meanwhile I was impatient because the bus can come anytime soon- it was almost :44 and the bus hasn’t arrived- It can show up anytime and we don’t have time to walk back, and mum’s probably waiting for us

But Dad’s just so freaking slow skdjsksjskn AAAAAA

Finally Dad got the drink, I nudged him to be quicker, so Dad, who thought he was smart, went to the opposite side of road and chatted with a driver on a coach. The driver then drove us “nearer to the shuttle bus station”. But Dad guided him to the wrong place. We got dropped off in the middle of the route because Dad thought this was the location.

So we had to walk up, but by this time Im very sure the shuttle bus already left for a long time already, cuz I couldn’t really see the crowd queuing for the bus.

As we land, there were many vending machines around us, with many drinks, better and cheaper, I was choosing my drink, while my dad was mad because he bought from the worse vending machine

Bruh

So stupid

I didn’t get mad with my dad in the story/ the actual dream, but as i was dreaming, the real me was super frustrated BRUDHDHSHSHSHDHDHD the second I woke up i wanna punch my bed lol

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writing down this morning's dream because I was running late for the session and didn't have time to write

heavy rain

it was a long story but when i wake up I remembered the ending only, I think I was with an elderly with silver hair, later when the elderly was leaving it began to rain heavily, and the raindrops were slightly heavy when they hit my head- think like the force of red/ black rainstorm, but not as much rain, just the individual droplets were as heavy as that. And it was relatively sunny too, there are clouds but are white/ greyish white, not really cloudy

anyways i wake up with this vivid sensation of droplets hitting me, as if the sky is sad too i was slightly slightly upset because in the dream my hair is relatively clean before getting wet... like i can go off another day without washing my hair, if the rain didn't land on me. but overall I just felt being in the rain without an umbrella was an interesting experience. so it is still a pleasant dream I guess.

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I forgot a huge chunk of the dream :(

data entry w ruth

#ruth Ruth needs help in entering data onto an excel doc. So I went to help her and we did the data entry together. She seemed happy? and thanked me. She told me that she interviewed quite a few people to find someone who can do the job, and I am pretty good at it/ the only one who can do it _{(? I forgot the exact wording but this is the gist)}. Turned out I was one of her interviewee, she was interviewing me for the whole time, but I didn't know/ wasn't aware. In the dream I wasn't really shocked by that though? I didn't have much emotion, I just feel pleasant because I helped her.

There are also other dreams (non ruth), I think it was with uni friends, but I can't remember Is Arthur in the dream? Not sure, I thought I caught a glimpse but idk

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About to have exam !! aaa AhahahahawyabaHabahaa noooia aaa

Anyways

mum’s memoir for me

#mum Leaving home for tutorial lesson About to step out but wanted to pee + forgot mask so I returned

A bit hard to close the front door, my arms were so weak every time I try to close the door, I tried twice The door has some resistance too Anyways I can only “close” it without a slit for prying eyes but I cant 合 the door Also at the second time i saw the emergency staircase door(???? Idk the name) open, i had the very big urge to close my front door but cant, later my neighbours came out of emergency door and were returning to their homes (and were not provoking at all, they just felt very ordinary maybe)

When closing the front door, I remembered mum taking away my id card from my backpack to look for brief moment before I was leaving just now

So when I was walking back in the living room I asked her why she took and see and jot down my card detail (Because i was guessing she wanted to use my data to sign up for scams/ expensive plans or impersonate me to do different stuff eg social media accounts)

She replied shes writing a prologue about me (like… me, not mum) (oh also she's on the verge of crying)

“Prologue to what? A memoir?” I joked/ scoffed. (In dream i used the word 回憶錄)

“Yeah…” she replied

Anyways i continured to stay at living room, and looked at her (my) ipad (Side note irl yes i spent a lot again I bought a second hand ipad pro lmfao (im dying to get the stage manager function) so ill give my ma my old ipad after exam)

And I was briefly mental calculating my budget for live streaming and games on the ipad

Yeeeweah that’s it

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exploring hotel

#uni #pblmate It was a long dream but too lazy to write Just wrote some of the scenes inside briefly

I dreamed of something like a school trip with our whole cohort. We were staying in a large hotel.

At first I was sitting alone at a self study table (in the hotel), revising. Later Matthew came (irl groupmate). He asked me what I was doing (I guessed he wanted to invite me to do something), I said I was revising but I have time. During our chat someone handed me two envelopes, so I told Matthew to wait for a moment. The envelopes were very thick and a bit heavy. Probably some gift inside. The letters were from Ivan and Gladys. Apparently it was some kind of school event where people can exchange letters to each other. Kind of like valentines for fun. Before they’re distributing the letters I was a bit pessimistic in receiving any, cuz I used to have none every year. When the person gave me, I was surprised and delighted. But I felt a little guilty because I didn't gift them anything before.

After that Matthew and I went to explore the hotel floor we (the cohort) were all staying at, and dashed and looked around to see what other students were doing. (Now I reimagined it and it honestly felt like learning commons in main campus)

Yeah… that’s it The hotel design feels like the same one in some of my previous dreams. Also with my whole cohort of classmates. Actually the hotel in “secondary school era” and the hotel in “uni era” feels similar. But the secondary school era one was smaller (corridors and stairs were so darn narrow), there were many teachers managing us, and a tight schedule to keep up with. The uni era one is ever so slightly bigger and more classy. With way less teachers and no schedule/ a very general schedule.

(Those dreams weren’t recorded in dream log, I think)

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Unmotivated I had a dream yesterday too but didn’t bother to record it

Today I have two dreams (because I woke in the middle)

#charlotteh I only remember in the first dream my friend Charlotte Hon was really nice to me although I didn’t treat her that well There’s a lot of content to the dream but that’s all I can recall (because I tried to remember the dream by summarising with one sentence before falling sleep again, and this is the sentence)

lift full of men in suit

And in the second dream I was wearing suit and I went to the toilet. The cabinet next door was a man and I didn’t like the man. Later we queued for the lift with another girl in suit (everyone’s wearing suits maybe it’s an office setting. But the location feels like a high class hotel because the interior of the lift was dark) And we got in the lift which was full of men in suits. One man commented there’s only two girls in this whole lift full of men, and smiled. Another man (a bir short) at the back asked he could only see one girl, where’s the other one (aka me) (because I was surrounded by tall men) And he tried to rotate his head in this cramped lift and saw me, and agreed with the first man.

I was slightly uncomfortable, because I didn’t know what they’re gonna do about it, but I was still okay (aka I didn’t have the urge to leave yet)

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room revision

#uni My own bedroom was open for people to come to do revision At very early in the morning, a group of three mbbs students of a higher form came and took some seats. And used the other seats to put their bags and study materials. I was left with one seat for myself, which was the one I was sitting on.

Later another girl came, she belonged to the group too.. She came and sat on my bed since there were no other seats.

I was kinda pissed because this room wasn’t really open for outsiders. I mean they can come but they seemed so rude and arrogant to move and rearrange my chairs to fit their usage when I am also using?

I wanted to get a few chairs back for my own use. I tapped the new girl on her shoulder. I told her don’t sit on my bed and put her stuff everywhere. She looked at me innocently. So I thought maybe I was too rude and so I continued my sentence to say I can help her tidy her stuff and ask her friends to allocate one chair for her to put her stuff on, so that she doesn’t need to use the bed. She thanked me.

So yeah I didn’t ask for the chairs back… it’s my own room…

group revision; motorcycle race

#secschool #arthur (? just a vibe though) Had a group revision session, 4 in a group. Because mutual surveillance was an effective approach to monitor students revision. They would feel ashamed for not working when they see the other three working.

Later on we went to a racecourse competition venue to watch a motorcycle race. I was rooting for one particular motorcycle. It won in the first round, where motorcycles compete against each other. In the second round, it had to compete with cars, so it changed its engine into something more powerful.

It was leading, and sometimes head to head with another car. But towards the near end the driver got too ambitious? Or anxious, that they didn’t brake and drift the motorcycle properly so it slightly crashed. They immediately continued the race but then the driver was too eager to get champion so they just drive wildly. It wasn’t following the racecourse. They took two wrong turns into other routes. They later u-turned and recrossed the finishing line. They got champion.

One person asked me, how come they didn’t follow the route and still got champion? I thought they’d get disqualified. I explained to him the lines on the racecourse are equidistant so even if they took a wrong turn, as long as they drive the same distance by following the lines, it was still valid _{(now idk if it’s true irl but in the dream this is a very true piece of trivia lmao)}

Later our group assembled and we were going to do other tasks. I remembered counting how many groupmates that were newly joining us since we combined groups after assembly

For some reason I was counting the capes which were hanging on a board. One cape means one member.

I counted 16 but I think there’s more. Another guy, probably the group leader (guide) (Arthur vibe but because I was too introverted in the dream I didn’t look up to see who’s face was that), chuckled and said there’s more I looked at the back and there’s more indeed, but my group was walking down and I had to get going so I didn’t count

While I was walking down I was chanting something with my groupmate. It was some sort of onomatopoeia of two syllables. In the dream it meant chiikawa’s capes. But I knew it was just nonsense syllables. It was fun to sing though.

We walked down the stairs. Oh I remembered my groupmates were all rilakkuma. Lmao Anyways we had to stay silent to walk through the corridor, where different people were using the rooms behind those doors, because we were weird and we didn’t want to catch their attention. We held our breath and walked through. The first few doors were fine and they were closed, we can see their silhouettes projecting on the corridor wall though (physics doesn’t make sense), the one closest to the beginning of corridor had devil horns. (the doors were dusty pink fyi). The last door was slightly open. At the last door we saw ny chinese history teacher, wsm, drawing something on the whiteboard. It was an acupuncture diagram of humans. Outside the room on the wall was a fabric board with many oddly organised pins pinning on different acupuncture sites. They were so organised in a way that’s like along very straight lines and diagonals. It reminded me of those schizophrenic “enlightening” art

I told my groupmates to move along faster and head to the toilet at the end of the corridor. They were so slow. Wsm noticed us. He peeked outside the corridor to look at us, his actions were robotic and his very direct and lifeless gaze was eerie. We ran inside the toilet Wsm followed us. I noticed the wsm by the door was still watching us. So there were two copies of wsm.

I yelled and told my groupmates to shut the toilet door. They shut it. But the toilet door was 1/3 shorter in width than the opening of the door, aka there was still 1/3 un-closable part of the door. It’s just shorter !!!!!

Kind of scared and started to panic And then I woke up.

_{* the corridor reminded me of wellness team ground floor, but horizontally mirrored, so like in the dream I walked downstairs from the motorcycle arena to the floor, and I turned left instead of right to walk the corridor.}

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shower revision

All I remember is putting my revision notes on my toilet next to the shower. And I would open my shower door from time to time to peek at my revision notes to memorise it. I remembered the stack of note was literally the one I printed a few days ago. I haven't finished reading it since it was 34 pages long. (already very condensed) (I downloaded it off our goddisk (common drive for study resources)

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I woke at 9:20. And I thought what a nice time! I finally woke in a reasonable time (though my alarm is 7:20). And then I closed my eyes again to revisit the shower revision dream for the dream log. But I fell asleep. BRUH. And now I got the following dreams to write ,,,,!!! Annoying. And I woke at 12:40. After writing the whole entry it is past 1pm now.

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Thailand trip; exhibition hall puzzle; roasting A

#mum #dad #A #secschool Trip to Thailand, organised by Mum After getting off plane? ship?? literally idk, and stepping foot onto Thailand, Mum told us we would walk up the mountain to reach our hotel. _{(Think like the slope in CUHK, and we started at the foot of the hill and our hotel was near the top)} I asked my mum where was our hotel, because she hadn't mentioned it at all, and maybe because it was close that's why she suggested walking. Plus, I see some people queuing nearby, which, according to my another dream at this nearly identical location, was a shuttle bus stop.

She said it's somewhere in the mountains. I was like whatt and you suggested walking?? How about taking the shuttle instead.

She didn't look pleased. _{(She always doesn't look pleased at my suggestions, and at last she'll like it and take them as her original idea. It happened with my mask. She hated me buying a new design of the mask and also said it was so thin and bad, I shouldn't buy. She wouldn't use it. She said I gotta pay for it myself (but eventually she paid for it too) Guess what! She opened the package when I wasn't there and she tried this mask and claimed this one is the best and she only uses this type now! She doesn't use the one she usually pick !!!! bro!! I only have one pack because I thought only I'd use so I bought little !!!! And now I have to share with her!!! And she denied she disliked the mask at the beginning. She said, “what, I said I liked it! I wanted to buy it! Why didn't you buy more for yourself!” I'm just so fed up)} I said see the shuttle is coming. (Indeed a bus was arriving at the station). It's so near! So we walked quickly to catch the shuttle. We got in.

Since we were the last to get in, we get the seats at the back. Actually it was a “room” in the bus. There are four bidets in the room with no doors and walls.

Later I got off. (I wasn't sure if my family got off too). I arrived at an exhibition centre. Today's event is Children's carnival? Where a lot of companies were selling their kid's toys. I went to a giant booth near the entrance. They were selling magnetic chinese characters kids can stick on the wall and compose their own sentences. There were three types. One was generic colourful blocks like lego, and there are no words on it. but you assemble many colourful blocks to imitate the shape of chinese characters. Second was parts of a chinese words, like 爫 夂 心 亻these. I wanted to assemble 愛, but the kid next to me took away the 心 part so I can only make a 受 _{I think this idea came from a post I was reading on xiaohongshu yesterday, it was about a man sending wechat stickers of 曰十 to make 早 to greet his gf every morning, but eventually his gf told him the full set of sticker was 艹曰十 which was 草} Third was actual magnets with a printed chinese character on itself. The board we were working on during the event was actually pretty interesting. I was originally squatting down with other kids to play with the second type of magnets. There are a lot of messy words, but still generally ordered. And then I stood up. And wow, the middle to top part of the board were all magnets of the third type. And the previous people had made very sophisticated paragraphs with them. The board was full of words. Like millions of ants. wow There were still some space for me to fill in some words. I think they were kind of deliberate because they looked like fill in the blanks. One says, “我最渴望： (blank)(proceed with a large paragraph of other deep stuff)” and then I found two magnets that were unused in any paragraph. So I stuck on that blank spot. It was “自”“由”.

Later I left. While I was leaving Chloe Cheung saw me. A childhood friend. Closest in kindergarten, and one particular year in secondary when we were neighbours again. She started chatting with me. We chatted on our way to the shuttle bus stop (yes gonna take the shuttle although idk where I would be going)

Boarded the shuttle bus. She board it in front of me. A was on the bus. Chloe sat with A. A was smiling at me in a way she was sneering at me that Chloe chose her over me. Anyways I roasted her hard while I was walking to my seat behind them. While I was walking, A yelled, Ouch~ So painful, you hurt me I literally accidentally tapped Chloe only, I roasted her I didn't even touched her, everyone can see on the bus, I won't apologise for things I didn't do, and she should go see a doctor if she's feeling imaginary pain And then I turned to Chloe to apologise for the light tap in front of A, which kinda humiliated A Anyways I kept on roasting her while I was on the shuttle. Maybe I was telling her her actions are incredibly rude to people who cut their thighs. And another girl on the shuttle laughed, she said, I am literally cutting my thigh rn lmao. I looked at her and saw her thigh was rather bloody and the cuts were deep.

garden w Dad, finding new gardens

Dad late for his gathering with his brothers, supposed they meet in the afternoon or noon at Shenzhen, but it was already 5 something pm, almost 6, his bros were finding him on whatsapp Dad looked amused with no guilt/ remorse whatsoever. Before leaving the house, he came to ask me on his whatsapp problem because he said he already replied ok but they didn't seem to respond. I checked his phone and told him he didn't hit the send button.

He sent the message and his bros continued to chat in the whatsapp group So maybe he didn't find it urgent to meet up with them and he walked me around the flower garden instead.

He told me supposed the flower garden was owned by them (the family), but because he was late and irresponsible for everything, he and his bros lost the right to own the garden. He said with a cheeky smile, as if he was “proud” of it. I find it disgusting.

Also the garden is full of big red flowers. Very healthy and pretty. Interspersed were some green watering devices which would auto-rotate and water the plants around it. Looked like a showerhead but somehow in the dream I found it looking like a dick. I stopped to get a closer look. Dad told me another garden had this kind of devices too, but that garden owner used some white cloth, disguised as white flowers, to lightly cover the watering device, so that part wasn't showing.

After that we went to check out gardens that were available for own (sale? rent? idk) There were only around 2-3 available. In the dream we explored the first one. The garden wasn't really big, the size is like a small hall. Actually there aren't flowers in the garden. It was seats. As if like a hall. The seats were ¾ occupied. But it was still kind of spacious.

In the garden there were three animals. Garden owner's pets. One cat, one... maybe hamster?, and one white dog. The environment was slightly messy though. The food is on the floor next to where they laid down. They didn't seem hungry. I used a stick to move the food on the floor closer to their mouth. The cat food looked like diced meat (肉碎), the dog's food is... a piece of human patella (knee cap bone). The cat ate some. The dog ignored me.

While I was strolling, my dad was still next to me. He hadn't left to meet up yet. Bruh.

_{I think it's because Dad actually had a gathering with them in Shenzhen, and he was indeed late (not this much though I think). Mum was scolding him to leave quickly because it's only 30 minutes till meetup time, but he's still at home.}

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return trip from Korea

#secschool #mum I travelled alone to Korea for sightseeing, today was the day I would take the plane to return to HK.

I needed to apply for a “visa” for passing the customs at Korea’s side People told me I needed to use a wechat 小程序 to fill in my personal details, then go to another location for the next step I was confused because I don’t know what’s the name of the 小程序 they were using, and where/ what for next step

Originally planned to do this visa application the day before I leave, but because I didn’t figure it out in the hotel, I was doing it on the metro on the way to the airport

I was kind of lost so I asked a family who’s speaking cantonese on the metro to help

The father was nice and explained to me. The young boy and his mom looked okay too.

During our conversation a 師奶 walked into us, wanting to interrupt our conversation, I just nodded my head while the father continued to talk to me and our convo didn’t stop. Later I saw the woman’s face. It was one of the parents in our dizi class irl, and she’s the kinda annoying and self-centered one who’s into veganism and buddhism _{(oh I remembered my mum telling me they organised a dinner the year when I graduated in order to ask what degree I got into (I was the youngest in the class) and then after my mum answered the group, some congratulated, some were confused they didn’t know what the abbreviation stand for, after my mum explained, the rest of the confused people congratulated too, just except her! She’s making a 🤨 face according to my mum)}

Anyways yeah so I thanked the father

Later I went to a floor in a big station There was a station for making visa (probably) on this floor I wasn’t sure, so I walked around and sit in one of the benches

I met Valerie (f2 neighbour) She brought me to lunch at the canteen downstairs together while I was solving this visa application issue on my phone

There were different restaurants in the canteen- some healthy 米線; KFC; snacks etc We opted for snacks

… forgot what happens next

But I remembered I was lying in my bed again, door slightly open, corridor was dark but eerily my mum’s face appeared within the darkness, looking straight at me. I growled angrily in the dream because she’s doing this creepy shit again

Later I went to jot down my dream. (When I woke up I found that this didn’t happen irl and now I have to write again)

_{But I’m actually confused if the mum’s face is part of the dream or not, because when I really woke up, actually I woke up to my mum entering my room, so I growled again, but she won’t leave, she’s like a robot asking me if I need to turn on aircon, to which I angrily decline, and her hands continue reaching for the button and I growled and bruh she ask me if I want to open the windows I refused again and she continued to walk to my window bruh she’s not listening. Anyways finally after growling and screaming in frustration she left without altering my room. Terrible thing to wake up to. (I mean the fact that I have to scream. Not her.) Seems “going crazy” doesn’t affect her anymore. And she also won’t listen if I am being “normal and reasonable and speak in a normal tone”. She listens to nothing except herself. She lives in her own world.}

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So many dreams every day and they’re not exactly entertaining aaaauuughh I just wanna finish writing and head to studying

high school class

#secschool Morning lessons. In high school. I was sitting front row, second leftmost seat, in front of teacher’s desk (teacher’s perspective would be second rightmost) Aunt Atlex _{(Mum’s friend thatwe go buffet together irl) (doesn’t teach irl)}teaching us … I’m not sure what subject, but she’s using Chinese to teach an English-based subject Classmates were kind of surprised because she was trying to use very layman way to teach difficult concepts, which I think wasn’t bad

Afterwards my BAFS (Accounting) teacher irl, Mrs. Chui, came in. It’s BAFS lesson, but told us to take out our maths textbooks and calculators because she’s gonna teach us maths for BAFS And by teaching maths instead of BAFS she can skip a Mainland study tour she was required to go in the afternoon. We laughed because these F1 study tours were kind of boring and pointless and she’s smart to avoid going

Game server tester

Playing a 3D game again Someone invited me to be a tester for their new map/ game

Point and click on two anime style girls to remove different parts of the drawing- front hair, side hair, limbs, eyes, different parts of the dress etc. The left design was more sophisticated than the right. The right one I directly click the head and whole head gone, but the left one had many hair parts to remove. The right one was darker- black short hair black jk style long dress with red highlights, like a cool assassin; left one was light blonde coloured hair? And pinkish dress kind of like in lolita style. After clicking these parts would disappear. So I clicked till everything disappeared. The story proceeded (new dialogue appeared)

The background was the universe At the place of the two drawings, two “planets” appeared. Upon closer look, one was indeed a planet, the other is a poorly 3D sculpted “thing” of two heads- one women and one men. Sculpting style like those very old classic ones you see in a museum- very western michelangelo ones, but ugly and kind of eerie because they’re just “heads” no “body”

Anyways I can again, point and click to make them disappear As the dialogue box told me the man had died, I coincidentally clicked on his head, so his head was gone, the woman’s head remained

Anyways throughout this whole time my laptop kept being weird as fuck and kept zooming out the universe and lagging. I need to rezoom it with my trackpad

One time it even froze and all my words on the screen are gone, the dialogue and error boxes are empty, system tray empty, taskbar empty, and then an error window popped up, which said nothing, with two buttons, one was empty and another one is “關閉並報警” I just saw the first few words “close” and the button is at the familiar corner where you “ok” and “accept” everything so I clicked it instantly After clicking I processed omg the latter half said “and call the cops” I waited a few seconds to see if new stuff popped up on the screen about calling the cops, nothing happened, I checked my phone, nothing happened, and I got a bit confused and worried what if the laptop is calling silently so I just Alt+F4 and force shut down my laptop And then I restarted it and connected my laptop to power

The zooming glitch still happened from time to time, but nothing as serious as the text bug reappeared

Anyways after that, the game dialogue told me to turn around in game and venture other planets / floating islands, lining up in two columns. Between the columns in the middle, directly in front of the “game host/ god/ dialogue man” was a space station. The dialogue told me to go to the two planets the game had labelled for me But I was lost since every floating place had some sort of label/ lines to indicate their presence. Lines like laser beams connecting the island to the “god” (I can’t tell whether the beams were sent from god or from the island)

Anyways I hopped on a random place

And a gamemaster invited me to join their newly designed game To me, it was like the minigame bedwars in minecraft servers _{(why am I always dreaming about this particular minigame, I don’t play it usually)} Basically you start in teams and you guard your own island, which has your team’s beds for respawning if you die; and you go other islands to try and break their bed and kill them and wipe them out. Last person standing wins for their team

I didn’t tell him my impression of their original game being similar to minecraft (despite the graphics and blocks were very similar) though. The gamemaster seemed kind of cheeky and hard to interpret for me, so I didn’t dare to say it _{(maybe I dreamt it because yesterday night when I was returning home, on the metro was a mid40ish man chatting with a mid20ish guy about… “courses” which can change your poor habits and change your life. Maybe he’s something like a life coach?? But he looked a bit hideous oml, anyways the young guy asked him if it’s related to psychic stuff like souls, and the man was like “our course have incorporated a little bit of psychology”, kind of dodged the question about ghosts and just reassured the boy their courses are 正規, and proceeded to preach about “身心靈健康”… super weird. As if the man was brainwashing the boy. And also sitting nearby was a nicely dressed women who spoke nicely… but to herself… like the speaker announced 本班列車往沙田 and she began to talk to herself explaining to herself now it’s past midnight there’s no train to lokmachau bla bla bla so it is shatin as terminal now etc. originally i was sitting opposite to that woman instead, I didn’t dare to look directly at her, but I thought she wasn’t wearing earplugs and talking to people on the phone because her speech content didn’t seem like what you’d talk about. And she’s using both hands to gesture a lot while she’s making the speech to thin air, as if she was doing a presentation. So I pretended normally and walked away and sat in another bench, and the hard-sell psychic guy sat opposite to me……. Midnight trains were weird. Oh no I diverted the topic, back to the dream:}

Anyways our team won in the first round Second round I was fighting and the dream ended, we were kind of winning though But my laptop was so laggy I went to check if I’m indeed using my dedicated graphics card, but I can’t really understand the icons since the ones in my dream were different than in real life and I can’t pause the game so I had to bear with this poor gaming quality

Anyways that’s it

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