Neko

dream

ChiNok

Halloween event: searching Ruth's Guinea pig in Disney

#ruth #chinok #secschool #uni

I was having dinner in school food court, assigned into tables with secondary school schoolmates (weren't that familiar). One of the waiter seemed a bit intellectually disabled + mentally handicapped, a bit schizo some of the classmates accidentally and unknowingly provoked him by saying things that didn't align with what the waiter was saying when he came around to serve dishes. During the most serious time, the waiter seemed he was about to explode. So I spoke up and chatted along with the waiter and agreeing on his points (which were diverted from what he was mad about), so I swap his attention away We sort of had a conversation which was not too meaningful, but enough to stop him from exploding. He's like a damp firepit now

I felt relieved.

Later we all had to go to a computer room. I was chatting a bit loudly until we entered, and I realised the people inside the room were super silent. I was kinda embarrassed but luckily I realised the silence pretty soon so I wasn't that embarrassed. Turned out they were assessing the audio noise in their headphones. So basically we had to record voices and noises using the headphones w microphone and equipment we got assigned with, but in order to eliminate unnecessary noises, like the accidental breaths into the microphone, the school will determine our personal baseline noise level first.

And we had to get the equipment and then participate in a halloween event by wellness team. (I wasn't sure whether the equipment was related to the event, but the event was definitely organised by wellness team)

So we were watching a slides presentation in the room to get briefed about the event. So Ruth got a golden guinea pig. (imo it is a very cute cat, but somehow it said guinea pig so guinea pig it is) And she put it somewhere in Disney. And we were going to find it. There were clues about the guinea pig, like size data, a picture of Ruth dressed in feminine clothes by the shore; (and also more info about ruth- like which district and which building she lives in – I was like SEE i think she lives in mid-levels) (not confirmed irl- just purely my imagination)

And very quickly our group is leaving to catch the Disney shuttle van. But I was far from ready. I needed to wear my socks, my shoes, get my disney headband, pack my bag... and my phone started to glitch as well- the keyboard function broke. And I can't interact with anything, I tried sending messages in our team chat but it would just send random stickers and irrelevant texts. Chinok looked over to check on me as I looked confused. and I was choosing which plushies to bring with me, as I have a few- a disney related kuromi, a momonga, a dumbo...

They asked me/ looked like they wanted to wait for me, so I told them not to wait for me, and go on the 6 shuttles and I will catch them later

I eventually took dumbo I think because it was the most comfortable and softest to touch. (Dumbo was a high school christmas present from 6grass to me during school christmas party- and jau touched it during the party so I was overjoyed)

i rushed out in the rain, keeping dumbo under by coat in my chest/ where the heart was, to get on a shuttle metro cuz the road led me there (i was kinda lost and I thought the metro won't be too far from the shuttle van destination as they were both Disney related) But the metro actually went back to the urban districts (there was a hidden mini side / another Disney park)

I was like oh,,, and then I wondered what if we got kinda tricked and actually Ruth hid the guinea pig there instead. And I checked the slides and saw one of the photo is the disney receipt and there was the disney address it was actually this one that I was heading alone

The metro line was brown, just like the Tuen Ma line. (maybe because I rode that line during the day to get to my driving school) I got off around that disney station (the station didn't say there was a disney though) Hopped on a bus. But later it was in a traffic jam as it was Halloween and there were so many people on the street. (The road was like shared with pedestrians, so the bus cannot force through) I got off immediately and walked along the street to find the place where Ruth took her picture.

I walked past the crowd and went up an alley. There were many rats running around but I still walked up quickly. I wanted to find the guinea pig. There were less and less people gathering there as it was more unhygienic and secluded. I imagined her exposed legs. Rather slim and smooth. I looked at her hands. Ahaa. And she put on kinda sexy eye makeup. (huh interesting she always wore long pants irl)

Eventually I arrived at a cliff on the mountain, and looking down was the coast. It was the place Ruth took her pic. But not the exact spot. There was an escalator down to the seashore so I went down to see whether that would make me closer to the spot. Tried and didn't. I planned to took the escalator back up when I saw a mini museum thingy, so I asked the entrance security guard about the guinea pig, whether she knew about it or even was taking care of it in case someone gave it to her. She had no recollection of it, and she seemed uninterested in our convo

I took the escalator back up and found the exact spot. I imagined Ruth in a beach dress just like in the pic, standing by the rock “fence” thing by the cliff, and just enjoying the wind and beautiful scenery.

I can't find any guinea pig though. Then my phone received a group chat message (group of all participants including those from other teams), people asking whether it was the location on her receipt. I was like shit, they discovered, and I don't like the fact that they would be the one finding guinea pig and this nice secret destination that should be just for the both of us

So I kinda panicked and tried to run around back and forth to find the guinea pig. I wanted to be the one who find it. (And get noticed by Ruth.)

And I woke up.

Now after I wake up I think I could read the guinea pig data file, what if the guinea pig is so small that I can't see without really checking every bush/ every blade of grass? What is the Guinea pig? Something atypical? Who knows? Maybe I need to make use of all the given information.

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accidentally drinking thinner; shower shop; Dad buying scam expensive cookies

#Dad #ChiNok #CharlotteC

At the first part of the dream either I was looking for Arthur or Arthur is looking for me It was very fuzzy now though I think he needed me for an experiment

primary playground someone younger primary student opened my bottle of thinner she wasn't really genuine in helping me fix it I accidentally drank some I tried vomiting but can't Someone gave me water to drink Another unknown classmate rushed to give me 雙飛人 to drink (does it work?) rushed/ ran to SPH (St. Paul's Hospital) A&E next door with a few friends, Charlotte next to me, got lost on the way and entered a construction site with automated machines by following me, pretty dangerous, I was kinda guilty to lead her to such a location We backed out later safely though Other friends like Chi Nok also accompanied me slowly at a distance

and I entered a showering centre there were four showering compartments I got allocated into one of them I can see the outside (back of the showering centre) while I was showering A staff was cleaning veggies and other food One of the bowl has a cockroach, she caught it and killed it I felt relieved I got a bunch of colourful tiny fishes randomly, in a small bucket So I played with it while I was showering But as I was holding them for longer times, I realised they weren't moving And I realised they needed water to survive, I cannot hold them or toss them on the floor where there wasn't enough water. So I watered the floor to give them more water and not die yet.

Later I got swapped to another compartment, maybe I was showering the second time. This had something to deal with Arthur but I forgot what While Chi Nok was showing me & apologetically explaining he couldn't really run together quickly with me to SPH because he was carrying a bunch of brass (... yeah... like raw heavy brass???) and all the accessories he got because he had planned to move out from his parents when things go south any second. I saw another showering staff was washing veggies again. I saw the bowl had a cockroach. But instead of catching/ taking the cockroach out, the staff violently dumped the veggies into the bowl and washed the veggies fiercely. I shrieked because the cockroach would be together with the veggie and it wasn't dead. It was very gross.

When I was about to finish showering, I opened the showering door, wanting to ask a front staff a few questions, but when I opened, I saw a mirror in front of me, and an obese woman was standing between me and the mirror, undressing. I immediately closed my door (cuz I didn't want her to see me naked, nor was I interested in looking at her) And the obese woman was like, yeah that's what you should do (closing the door), as she carried on undressing.

She wanted to get a compartment for showering, but her front staff didn't specify which compartment, so she opened mine. I was like confused and annoyed, yet politely pointed and told her there were several empty compartments down the corridor.

So she entered one of those But actually the compartments were interconnected from the inside, so even if she entered another door, I could still see her entering. I hid at an angle so avoid her seeing me, but it was kinda inevitable. She entered more into her compartment and now we couldn't see each other.

After some sort of thing, like mental health thing (idk what), or maybe the shower, me and my friend (Ivan vibe but not sure if it was him) went onto a bridge in Kwun Tong

I met my dad by a small booth on the bridge (unlicensed hawker) He bought 4 cookie (2 for me 2 for himself) I thought he got scammed, cuz they were $30 each, so $120 total In return he got the cookies + a performance by the maniac (aka the hawker) Meanwhile I was watching in annoyance, I wanted to leave but I wanna keep an eye on Dad to make sure he wouldn't buy any more cookies. My friend was chill and just standing by though

Finally a passerby told me to flip the cookie to the back side, and there was a sentence on the cookie After reading it, it turned out the maniac is actually a mentally impaired patient who wanted to be self-sufficient and work for himself, so he decided to resell cookies and try to perform to make up for it? So Dad was buying out of charity And I’m like oh thats why, I see And I was kinda guilty to kind of assume Dad was dumb and getting scammed by such a high price (wait... it was still kind of scammy)

But still it was too damn expensive I wouldn't buy it

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family shopping in Japan

#mum I was at this boutique/ stationery shop again (the genre of items sold was like Eslite but it is definitely not eslite). It was in Japan, in a shopping mall. I felt like it is in Tokyo Skytree. I was choosing that same two shirt/ dresses again, along with some other items. I was only holding those two clothes around but not buying because I know they were too too expensive (5000 yen for a shirt- but in the dream it felt like 10算 instead of 5算 so my dream instinct told me it was 500 hkd instead of ~ 250hkd ish)

And I gave my mum to have a look. She said this brand is good, but quietly exclaimed it was too expensive.

She was looking at some plastic decorative items. Being oddly specific, it was some resin craft of random shapes. In very generic shapes like circles, teardrop, semicircle etc. Transparent but with either vibrant or deep colours.

I was looking at them too. I was thinking of combining the plastic blocks to reconstruct a slice of orange (flat cut, not the triangular one).

I was playing around with the circle and teardrop shaped plastic blocks. But the size was not right. Mum came over and handed me a bigger circle, saying she found this interesting thing at another side of the shop.

So I was combining them instead.

But quickly I was bored and I put them down, in their original spots.

Later a shopkeeper asked me in Japanese? (but somehow I could understand, maybe because it was a dream) That they were still missing some blocks. She pointed at a circle thing, I recalled my mum actually held this thing before, so I looked around to find my mum. She was standing outside of the shop (supposedly waiting for me/ us (if dad is here, idk)), and I told her to come over, and we saw the missing piece on her hand. She looked slightly surprised? and quickly returned it. I was slightly embarrassed but it was fine, because I am not the one who took the piece.

The shopkeeper pointed at another missing spot, and I told her that one was not here when we arrived. So it was not our fault. And she thanked us (? like in a very general way when japanese do that), and left.

hiding from gang

I was playing on my phone? And I observed from a POV of a clown who was on a mission. Idk bruh anyways he hid behind a locker and actually two characters (his allies) were hiding there too. (I think I dreamt this because I started playing Zenless Zone Zero yesterday. Just to claim a reward that would be expiring. But after going past the tutorial/ intro, the redeem code has already expired. So I stopped playing LOL)

discussing med questions

#secschool #uni Riding MTR (actually more like Shenzhen metro) with Mancy and her uni friends We were discussing a question, why the answer is (xxx anaemia) but not (another thing) I asked a few classmates and they weren't sure too So I went torward and ask Mancy and another girl, who was walking ahead of us They were talking about writing papers. I was slightly ashamed because I was kind of stupid and I was still stuck in this exam, but nevertheless that means they were knowledgable so I didn't hesitate to ask them about it

They explained it in the dream (I didn't really understand them but they sounded authentic so I'll just remember the answer)

petting dog, music beatbox

#chinok I was back at my room, which had been repurposed as a gathering point for dogs and their owners. I was lying on the bed. Next to me was a male owner who owned two dedicate dogs, wearing classy collars (like collars of human clothes, kind of like old English style clothing?? Those Victorian ones??? Shakespeare style big collars??) I was looking at the dogs, trying to differentiate which one is male which one is female. So I was looking at their ears. They have human ears. And I found it completely normal and made sense in the dream LMAO. I looked at the earlobe of the dogs. I deduced the left one is a female, because the earlobe is more prominent. And the right one is a male because the earlobe connects to the face more. And I kind of... reminisce Arthur's ear, because the male dog human ear looks really similar to his...

I looked at the owner. The owner was a young male. Who seemed to be from a rich family. Wearing delicate clothes of old Japanese style. His ear also looked like Arthur's ear. Maybe because he was a male. (LMAO)

While looking at them I was actually playing a game on my phone again? Seemed like the same game as the dream two sections above. Later there were some horny advertisement in the game, and appeared more frequently. Women masturbating themselves. And I actually got a bit horny too so I went to the toilet because I wanted to do it to satisfy my urge.

But then in the toilet I was back playing the game instead.

After a while idk what happened but I was on the street with Mancy again. We were waiting for the traffic light. I pointed towards a building/ shopping mall (looked like Tai Yau Building in Wanchai honestly), telling her I was very sad many times and the place I would go is that shopping mall. I didn't tell her sometimes I fantasise jumping off that building too. (??)

Later I was alone, sitting by the road, drinking a big cup of cold coffee. My mum was next to me. I was listening to a random street performer playing the drums/ beatboxing. The tune was catchy. It was complicated but not for me (my rhythm sense was very good – that's a talent I think) (however my coordination was kinda bad so I cannot play instruments that hit multiple notes at the same time, e.g. piano, drums with two hands playing different stuff)

And I began to beatbox to the beat. I looked around and found Chinok also sitting nearby, also beatboxing. We said hi to each other and figured out it was fun. But we remained in our own seats.

I think I told mum to go home early and no need to wait for me. Because she wasn't interested in the performance (she wasn't listening to the performance at all), and I didn't want her to be here when I was talking with my friends.

Dream ended. Why so many random dreams!! aaaaaa

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work w friends; breakfast! with ruth n many others

#secschool #chinok #pblmate #onlinefrd #ruth #arthur #T #6grass #ivan #primschool (lmao so many tags) Ok so Work with Mancy until sunrise at place like chiwah. Mancy was working on EY registering exchange stuff. Saw sunrise outside window. Later I left.

Went to place like lab block in sassoon, to have MHFA lesson by Vincci (lol first time thinking and seeing her in dream heh) After lesson I think I went back near med lib. I think my PBL group was gathering for something (related to studying). After that, near 6pm I grabbed ChiNok to go tgt back near lab block. He didn’t really know what I was up to, I think I gave a random reason and he didn’t pushed me away when I legit grabbed and pull him along with me. I was waiting near lab block exit in order to see if I can see Arthur (and others) leaving after work. I don’t know if I saw him or not, I actually forgot how the dream went. Because Ruth walked by and chatted with me. (I think I abandoned ChiNok starting from here, but I was pretty sure there’s another person next to me. Oh maybe Yuki??) (new person unlocked in dream- if you’re reading go ask Vincci who that is; basically online friend whom we knew each other since 2020 but met physically for the first time during MHFA lmfao)

And then Ruth stood in front of me and asked me how we’re doing, while looking at me. I think I answered something like ok, because my friend was next to me and I can’t talk too deep

And then Ruth was very chill And she asked how was MHFA and began to test me on some easy concepts of the lesson (but was actually med stuff..,..,..,.) I got the first two wrong, but I guessed the third one right, but not exactly 100% correct. I was chuckling with my friend. Well but Ruth said my answer was right, and she encouraged me.

Later I think my friend left for some other thing so it was just me and Ruth now !!

Ruth still looked very chill. She asked me how do I feel about the news yesterday night. I was a bit confused and asked her what news. She said there was a med student who jumped off in the washing machine room in the residential hall. And we began to walk back to the breakfast hall probably at main campus (it wasn’t that far in dream) to have breakfast. It felt like some sort of study tour where the breakfast buffet is planned and we’re going to have it.

Back to the conversation, I said oh I didn’t know. And I thought to myself I’d rather choose my own room which had my own washing machine (it made sense in the dream) as the place to jump instead or else people would find me too early and it’s useless And then Ruth seemed to read my mind and she said maybe her/ your (I forgot what pronoun she used) own room is better, right? I said yeah…

We walked by chiwah again but the sky was early morning, not bright yet, but nothing special I think we were chatting about another topic but I forgot just now :(( (probably some actual “how’s life” type of stuff…? And it was bidirectional and she also answered, not just me)

And we arrived at the dining hall. The first table was fruits, I dislike fruits so I swiftly walked away to the other table, but Ruth seemed she didn’t know because I was near her the whole time and I left too quickly I saw she wanted to use the tongs to get some chopped fruits for me but she subtly looked around and I wasn’t there, so she gave it to others. I felt a bit sorry but I decided no fruits over staying with Ruth lmao

The other tables were full of food I wanted to eat. Gigantic sushi, sashimi and oysters.!! I looked through what dishes they had provided and I got my tray. I think I accidentally knocked over a ramen spoon (those big ones) onto the ground. I didn’t plan to pick it up because it was dirty and idk where to put it. Also I had some food targets in mind esp a fish sushi which has one remaining. Someone next to me picked it up and put it to the return tray. I looked and it was my primary school friend Nickole. I thanked her but my voice was too too low, like whispering. So I thanked her again, this time slightly louder but still whispering and in a singing tone. I was pretty sure she couldn’t hear it, but I heard her whispering/ humming something like no problem I was walking back to the food tables and someone said hi to me. It was Winnie, one of my “6 grass” squad members. We said hi because it’s been such a long time seeing each other. I asked if I can sit with them for breakfast and she said ofc! Just at this time, the other members of my friend group came. Candice pointed out there’s “the person” walking towards us. It was Maisie, also a sec school friend (who was depressed) (but 6 grass don’t know her) We briefly said hi And then around the corner there was Ivan choosing food. And a few steps behind him, Ruth was watching (us). I noticed Ruth but ignored her. I said Hii to Ivan, and my tone became very close to Ivan, I asked him what he’s choosing what he’s gonna eat, and told him I’m gonna have that sushi and oyster because it just so happened last night before sleep I saw instagram reels about these exact same food and I wanted to eat, and such a coincidence! There’s the same thing here. (now the fun thing is the above sentences are true. I did watch red book reels before sleep and saw and wanted to eat these, they’re actually the same)

Anyways yeah dream ended here before I actually got any food. Lmfao I abandoned my Ruth lol ahwhaoNqjsajdbkaa

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Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

soil, argument, smartwatch

#mum #jamie I was travelling in Japan with someone (I think it was a classmate) (edit: was my mum). We went into a clothes shop with two storeys. My classmate stayed at the bottom floor while I went to the second floor Suddenly someone (not my travelling partner) handed me a simply but nicely wrapped gift. It was a bday gift from Jamie. The wrapping style is also very “Jamie-style” in which she uses transparent plastic sheet as a wrapping paper around the bunch of goodies she bought for me, and sealing the wrapping paper with neon masking tape. Goodies included some candies (those very fun Japanese candies) and a bag of Zimbabwe soil. It was for my plant. She bought it while travelling/ doing charity service there. She wrote in the note she would have travelled to Hawaii during her African trip too. Meanwhile I wonder wasn't Hawaii in the US. (irl I was planning to buy soil for my plant for a while but never did. Last night before sleeping I checked the soil, seems like there's some mould, or excess salt building up on the soil again. Either way it was kind of unsatisfactory. Also kind of weird how oddly specific that it was Zimbabwe lmfao.

After exiting the shop my friend needed to buy something in 7-11. (wait now I remember it was my mum) (bruh)

I happened to be carrying my plant with me, so I wanted to put in the soil and get it done. I first wanted to isolate the “suspected mould”, so I picked the mould patches and put them in my mouth. Then from the second patch onwards I realised these were supposed to be inedible and bad for health (didn't realise it was bad because they looked like smashed oreo cookies and it was crunchy albeit tasteless), so I kept the next patches inside my mouth without chewing, and the final patch on my right palm. (irl back in Jan I didn't know why but I had a strong urge to swallow stuff, and I commented exactly to my friends the plant soil looks like oreo and I want to eat it. And how my anime acrylic holographic decorations looks yummy but they were too big so I can't really swallow them.)

We were walking on the street finding 7-11, while I was also searching for rubbish bins so I can spit it out.

We saw a 7-11 right across the street and at the beginning of an upward slope so we went there. I waited outside 7-11. I saw a bin not that far away so I went and tossed my mouldy patches. I also tried to spit out those in my mouth, but the first few patches I can't because I already chewed and swallowed them.

There was a table for me outside 7-11 to sit and unwrap the gift. I opened the bag of new soil. I wanted to replenish the soil. But I accidentally 倒 too much and it overflowed the pot. Mum happened to place down a chocolate drink she just bought for me on the table. Some soil went on the surface of the drink. They blended in with the decorative chocolate powder which was already on the drink.

So after I was done with my plant I went to drink the chocolate, while clearly feeling the soil texture in my mouth (because although it looked similar to the chocolate powder, the powder wasn't crunchy, only the soil did. I didn't really much care, I tried to avoid eating the soil while sipping the drink though. I also tried to wipe away the soil around my mouth with my arms (the connecting area between forearm and arm). Because my fingers were already dirtied by the soil so I couldn't use my hands to wipe away.

While that, a group of kids were walking by the street, seemed like some kind of study tour, led by a teacher as their tour guide. They walked past our table. Nothing special though, they weren't really interested in what we were doing. Some noticed but didn't do anything. They behaved like typical pedestrians.

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I remembered I was very angry at something that happened between these two events, but I forgot what it was the second I woke up :O I seem to remember a little.

I was in my parent's bedroom. I was standing on their bed, arguing with mum who was standing on the floor by the bed and I was throwing a tantrum, basically I was arguing whatever topic she threw at me. She started the argument first (She said something provoking and I escalated it). I forgot what the content was. But the main theme was her urging me to shower but I have other things to do; and I don't want to share my schedule or whatever with her and she's mad about it. There was more, because I was putting older “not that related” stuff to the table (She did it first). The argument was long, say like 20 minutes. After that she finally left me alone.

I was mad and infuriated during that time.

- #chinok Afterwards I was scrolling reddit, I was on a subreddit that felt like r/AskReddit lol, and people were commenting some people's names. (I forgot the op's question). One of them were commenting a familiar name. I think it was one of the professors teaching public health (irl). Anyways I looked and find the user who posted this felt like ChiNok (the rhythm game boy), because the username was something like his name and gave me some music production vibes which he did. His previous profile picture was Loid (from spyxfamily) hugging his dog at an aquarium. Upon clicking inside his profile, I can see an updated profile pic, which were some pokemons running together (say like 4 Oddishes running together or 3 Poliwags running, I forgot what exactly was in the photo, I just remembered it was dull coloured (grey? blue? purple? tiny balls running) (doesn't feel like klink but it was that colour).

I looked at other comments he posted in other subreddits, he was giving advice on what smartwatches to buy.

After a while Mum returned to the bedroom I was in, and excitedly showing a pic of a black small cool smartwatch (looks like apple but apparently it was Huawei), asking me if she should buy it to 送人. (I was suspecting it was grandmother, whom she always complained to me about her being stupid, arrogant, rude, reluctant to listen to ideas etc. in real life) (Side note I aren't sure how bad grandmother is, but iirc she isn't that great. She tied the cat my aunt adopted and given to her (because 表妹 turned out to be allergic to cats so they can't keep it) to the balcony (every day) (she doesn't untie it) so that it wouldn't be a hassle to manage where it would go. Also I think my mum was going to be like grandmother, and I possibly would be like my mum/ grandmother in the future if there was no intervention :( going to be like the person you don't want to be like, because that's the type of “education” you grew up with and being instilled into your brain?)

I was imagining grandmother would prefer a gold coloured smartwatch instead. Anyways I told her to gift to those who would be truly thankful instead, and stop wasting time on someone that wouldn't value your work.

Dream ended.

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