_{I just woke up from an accidental evening nap and recalled this brief dream, but I don’t know when I had the dream, maybe today morning but feels more like yesterday? A few days ago?}

swore to mum

#mum #dad

Mum was being extra annoying at a Japanese restaurant. I was on a phone call with someone. Dad was just looking at the scene, giggling. So I just 屌 my mum to 收聲. And mum appeared unhappy and began to cry like a baby. Like she just squatted down and used her arms to rub the tears on her face like a kid. I felt annoyed. Dad came to comfort mum. And after like a min Dad asked me how could I say that. I asked Dad why didn’t you look after what you married and keep her occupied instead of letting her disturb my work/ call? He appeared annoyed at me. And I am annoyed and quite pissed.

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_{This reminded me of that one mini quarrel I had with mum at home. While Dad was just standing there giggling at us similar to what happened in the dream, as if he was uninvolved and just watching us escalate the thing. And I told my dad, you didn’t help nor contributed at all.(I was disappointed. But maybe I shouldn’t have expectations to start with as he was like that the whole time.)}

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spooky lift, fake dad

#dad Dad came home from work. There was a ring in the front door. The back door opened at the same time and dad came from the back. We looked through the door hole in the front door and saw another dad as well. But something tells me it was fake, and i was more certain of it when dad was here from the back door It was supposed to be a cake delivery at the front door. And that person wasn’t holding any cake. I didn’t open the door for it. Mum also agreed, dad was just settling down after work so he didn’t really get involved

Later this person left and another colourful monster came. Didnt open After like 15 mins of it standing there, it left and another colourful monster came out of the lift and stood again Didnt open After a long 30 mins it left. And finally a young man carrying a colourful suspicious cake came. Although the cake was unusually vibrant and sus, i opened the door. He apologised profusely for being late because the lift was acting strange. I thanked him and immediately closed the door cuz I was scared monsters will come out of the lift again.

There were no monsters so far. And i was a bit curious so I went to the corridor to look at the lift. It wasn’t going to the floor it was supposed to. (Like in most of the dreams).

I think something happened and I kept trying the lift along with other lift passengers. The buttons on the lift weren’t even in order. And finally, I figured out. Button 31 goes to 4/f. (Like add the two numbers together). But some rules are like sometimes it subtract if the initial sum has a bigger floor number than what the building has. Anyways after figuring out, the dream ended.

second in marathon

#secschool #arthur Someone held my hand and brought me to a headstart. I was mainly competing with another duo of Zoe Cheng and (Ruby i think) (both very bright and competent classmates I liked a lot) With the person leading me, we were rather ahead. But later the person released her hand and I’ll have to continue this marathon on my own. I kept the pace but the duo was slowly picking up the speed because I sort of slowed down compared to before. When we were racing head to head, I tried to run harder. So I was a bit behind but not too much, like within 2 metres. At the final 100 m, I picked up my speed and ran full force to the finishing line. I think I was faster because my side of the finishing line was kinda closer. (It was a curve) So I was faster then them I think And i heard i got second (an unknown guy was the first with 1h 37m?) And i spent two hours exactly.

Random auntie/ meagan yu’s mum was surprised at my final sprint. I explained i kept some energy during the marathon just for it.

But despite winning I felt a bit empty because Arthur wasn’t joining this marathon, and I won’t be there to see his marathon race.

Japan shopping, unsupportive mum

#mum In Japan. At first i was chilling in my dorm with my roommate. Later mum came and interrupted us. And mum lied in my bed as if it was hers. And I just stood there cuz i had no bed. I felt gross for her to get inside my bed and blankets and touch my cushions

Later me and my parents went to an anime department store. Dad was supportive and walked behind me and shopped and offered suggestions although he didn’t really know the anime Mum was just trying to make us stop shopping and leave I feel unhappy.

I was trying really hard to find Rika / チリ’s merch in pokemon store but they only had figures and not the mats I was looking for. There were so many colours of the mats with different trainers and pokemons, but just not her. and mum kept telling us to leave so i was pretty stressed. (Mats as in like those children’s puzzle foam mats where you can buy one piece of different colourful pattern)

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mum tagging along for my private hairstyling event

#mum #dad

Dad drove super awfully to get me to a road to drop me off He just stopped diagonally on the road wtf

And I was supposed to bring something which was stored in our microwave to the event- i was invited to get hairstyling by an artist

I opened the front part of the car cuz it was where we stored the microwave

But turned out mum reordered everything and now the things i needed weren’t in the microwave, it became shopping bags Mum forced me to get a shopping bag and she would give me the things I need after she get ready

I was annoyed because she wouldn’t give me the things now, and she getting ready means she would come along to the event, which I did not want I told her no but she insisted

And she took a long time to get ready and wear “decent outfit” and do makeup And I was very impatient because I was already running out of time

She insisted she come along to chat with the hairstylist and thank her Meanwhile I know the hairstylist speaks english so she couldn’t do it + bruh I don’t need her to thank her it would make the situation super awkward but she didn’t understand. How come someone would bring their parent to an individual private event. Ew

Disgusted I was sighing all the time and yelling no and it’s not the case

And i woke up because my emotions in the dream were too strong. I was actually sighing irl. _{(luckily roommate was on a trip so she wasn’t here and I wouldn’t affect her)}

_{I think i dreamt this because I’m getting a piercing today with a stylist who presumably only speaks english? And I didn’t tell my parents about it}

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聲嘶力竭的吶喊 終究還是被震耳欲聾的嘲笑聲蓋過。

a failed lawsuit

#jy #mum #dad #claudia

I had to attend the court as I was sueing JY But I was going there with my mum and dad, and they had no idea what was going on. At the reception spot/ lobby of the court (looks like M&S food section), I guided them to the audience section and told them I would come back later.

After checking the seating plan, I had to walk through crowds of seated people to reach my special area.

I was a bit embarrassed because JY had invited some of his professors to sit as audience. And I covered my lower face with a brochure to reduce the chance of him and the professors recognising me (although it was pretty useless).

They were all wearing the ppe clothing. Some audience was wearing green, while many wore yellow. JY wore yellow too. I was in my casual wear- tshirt and sweatpants. _{(irl: green is student helper/mentor, yellow is for professors, blue for students)}

My hands began to shake violently. My body too. I was still affected by the incident, it seems.

I was just in time for the start of the hearing. But then the judge suddenly said, I had to be in yellow outfit in order to enter.

I rushed to another room (another audience section – that my parents were probably in but idc anymore), and wanted to borrow any clothings from anyone I know. I saw Claudia and her bf. The whole audience section was dressing in yellow ppe. So I didn't want to borrow the one from them because or else they would be the odd ones out/ can't listen to the hearing.

So I rushed out of the court back to the M&S food section and searched the shop for any yellow clothes, because when I was waiting while entering, I recalled there was one. I couldn't find it, and time was running out because the court hearing was ongoing and didn't wait for me, so I asked the shop keepers if they have yellow clothings. Two kind shopkeepers (one older one younger female) began to find it for me too.

Finally I got a yellow top, and rushed into the court. The court was full of laughter, with the judge laughing along with JY's side (JY + his lawyer), and the audience too. They were all laughing how I mistaken JY's big ass phone as his dick, how I was too sensitive and I made up what had happened... About how I am a liar... ...

The judge also announced times up, and ended the hearing as I entered.

I angrily yelled and quarrelled back. But... they were all too loud, and no one listened to me... the judge also talked over my voice... they were all laughing at me and scolding me for something I didn't even do..., and I am the fool

No one cared My friends were all in the second audience room

no one cared

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_{://////////////////////// disapproved 14 times, no minor. Also thought and related to a lot of other stuff so I was pretty sad (not that sad but... quite sad) (some happy and some sad) (so complicated) and silently sobbed to sleep}

malfunctioning toilet & lift, chaotic parent's day, no train station

#mum #dad #secschool

ride lift from my floor to go down to another residential floor for toilet but their toilet wasn't working, the only vacant cubicle's door won't close, like it has a automatic button to make it open when you stop pushing the close button, so can't use So I ride lift again but can't go back up to my specific floor had to go back to lobby to press up to go back to my floor

later parent's day I was waiting for my exam results outside the classroom And suddenly I saw mum and dad arriving They knocked at two other classroom doors vigorously and those doors opened and told them it's the wrong door. I felt very embarrassed and scolded them angrily. Just at this time my f6 classmistress came out of our classroom door and was angry how come I speak so rudely to my parents, and scolded me I felt annoyed (and a bit embarrassed because I didn't expect I yelled so loudly at my parents either)

Riding east rail line to eat at a restaurant Mum suggested. I was riding alone and will meet them there. But I went to the very far end of east rail line still didn't encounter that station. On the ride back there were some different stations too, like japanese train having rapid and normal ones, the stations differed During the ride sometimes it was crowded, and a fat guy sat next to me and I feel bad. He didn't sit in a malicious way but he was too fat and decided to take the spot next to me. Later I changed to another seat when the train was emptier, and I also collected a plastic bowl and tray to put on my seat?? But there were quite some flies and bugs.

I think eventually we had some sushi because there was a scene where mum was paying at a japanese restaurant, while dad and I were waiting for her.

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archery fair

#mum #dad Archery fair was rather interesting. It was a semi-open space, where various booths were set up for people to enjoy or have a taste of archery. I queued up in one of the booths, and when it was my turn, the archery fair ended and everyone began to pack their stuff. So I walked around with the sample bow and arrow and played with it. I was kind of happy to be able to get these on hand to sort of use it, despite the target board was already being taken down and tidied up.

At the mean time, I tried to hide from parents after the archery fair to prevent them from finding me to grab me back to hotel with them.

news about Ruth the cat-shaped jade pendant being eaten

On the way to the hotel, I listened to the news. There was a news about a jade pendant missing and its fragments were found in the recycling bin. The man who owned the pendant, and his wife, were both troubled by it as they didn't know why would the pendant be like that, and this jade was rather important to him I think, cuz he named his cat-shaped jade (as Ruth) (lmao) and wears it every day? Eventually after investigation, the staff/ police found out that someone chewed and eaten the jade, and left some shards in the bin.

changing hotel room, potentially gross hotel room

#T The hotel room me and my family was allocated was pretty decent, but during our stay in the second day, mum told me Dad was going to ask the hotel to switch to another hotel room which had the same shape as the one we invited Aunt Helen to live in before. For me I didn't think it was necessary, so I was a bit annoyed. I also heard from others (Vincci... so random) that some of the rooms were very gross and oily and dark so I thought if we changed rooms maybe the new room would be worse.

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swimming class, recalling meeting about JY

#jy I put things in locker before swimming class, kind of disgusting because the locker on top of mine was dirty and has unknown liquid like pee, surrounding lockers were dirty too. But the cabinet I chose was the only vacant one so I needed to use it. Saw a small cockroach walking closer to me, it was super gross _{(Maybe it was because I was riding the MTR yesterday and I found 2 seats with unknown liquid like pee, 2 seats with period blood, and 1 whole row with giant poop smear. And I took a seat nearby which appeared clean)}

When I was heading for the swimming class with my uni classmates I recalled I met Julie regarding that incident, and I was rather annoyed when she said JY explained maybe it's his phone, cuz I really don't think phones are sausage shaped. But it wasn't that bothering me because this response was kind of expected and I don't want to deal more with it. But I thought I could question that back then instead of just nodding my head to Julie _{(yea I met with her two days ago) And then we started the swimming lesson}

weird toilet; furious to family, dragging snooker table around

#mum #dad The swimming pool toilet was slightly weird. The compartment was big and L-shaped, but the bidet was near the door instead of within the L shape. And when I close the door, there was still a gap, and students outside can see if I was sitting peeing. So I used my body towel to block away the gap.

Later I met with mum and dad. I think we had an argument, as I was yelling so much in the dream. We were at downstairs of our home, and I was too angry and kind of wanted to escape (?), and had loads of power so I was pushing a giant snooker table everywhere, from home to downstairs, to basement and back up, back and forth _{(hmm my roommate got a bf after going to the bar and pool with him, just 4 days from knowing each other, interesting)}

Psychologist meeting, Arthur shares my dreams, 絵馬 nametag

#arthur #secschool #PBLmate #Joseph They're organising a public meeting in Arthur's room (slightly bigger) with psychologists from various places (like 6-8 people), and took rounds to share? A few of my friends were there too (Ruby and Joseph) And then it was Arthur's turn, he went to the table with his desktop and opened this website. He mentioned a dream about me making stickers from what I drew/ random cute stuff like kaomojis I chuckled and was a bit embarrassed, although no one else knew the dream was mine He actually printed the stickers out for us to pass it down to take a look at And he seemed to be thinking about how to interpret the dream. Since in the dream I knew I dreamt that because Ruby liked to make handmade stickers, so I walked to Arthur's back to tell him about it and no need for him to overinterpret _{(Ruby doesn't make stickers irl)}

As they were passing down the sheets of stickers, Joseph took a medium sized sticker. It looked like a design about the secret garden and the rabbit from Alice in the wonderland, very cottage vibes and felt vintage. I was slightly surprised when Joseph took it, as it was just “sample stickers” Arthur passed down that I thought was for viewing only. But then I thought it was a good idea as stickers were meant to be used and we could always print more if we needed. So I encouraged others to take them as well if they wished to.

When Arthur started talking, I looked at his front and saw he had a nametag on a lanyard. I was very curious of the tag so I stared at it. He kind of didn't want me to look at it/ focus too much on it though, so he tried to turn away but I grabbed the tag firmly, I think I kinda pulled on the lanyard so it made him kinda uncomfortable. :P Actually the nametag is an 絵馬 (both shape and size and also wooden) (kinda big), on which was a project sekai card of 4 girls _{(I think it's the character card my friend got and posted on her ig story like a week ago, not sure)/sub>}

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accidentally drinking thinner; shower shop; Dad buying scam expensive cookies

#Dad #ChiNok #CharlotteC

At the first part of the dream either I was looking for Arthur or Arthur is looking for me It was very fuzzy now though I think he needed me for an experiment

primary playground someone younger primary student opened my bottle of thinner she wasn't really genuine in helping me fix it I accidentally drank some I tried vomiting but can't Someone gave me water to drink Another unknown classmate rushed to give me 雙飛人 to drink (does it work?) rushed/ ran to SPH (St. Paul's Hospital) A&E next door with a few friends, Charlotte next to me, got lost on the way and entered a construction site with automated machines by following me, pretty dangerous, I was kinda guilty to lead her to such a location We backed out later safely though Other friends like Chi Nok also accompanied me slowly at a distance

and I entered a showering centre there were four showering compartments I got allocated into one of them I can see the outside (back of the showering centre) while I was showering A staff was cleaning veggies and other food One of the bowl has a cockroach, she caught it and killed it I felt relieved I got a bunch of colourful tiny fishes randomly, in a small bucket So I played with it while I was showering But as I was holding them for longer times, I realised they weren't moving And I realised they needed water to survive, I cannot hold them or toss them on the floor where there wasn't enough water. So I watered the floor to give them more water and not die yet.

Later I got swapped to another compartment, maybe I was showering the second time. This had something to deal with Arthur but I forgot what While Chi Nok was showing me & apologetically explaining he couldn't really run together quickly with me to SPH because he was carrying a bunch of brass (... yeah... like raw heavy brass???) and all the accessories he got because he had planned to move out from his parents when things go south any second. I saw another showering staff was washing veggies again. I saw the bowl had a cockroach. But instead of catching/ taking the cockroach out, the staff violently dumped the veggies into the bowl and washed the veggies fiercely. I shrieked because the cockroach would be together with the veggie and it wasn't dead. It was very gross.

When I was about to finish showering, I opened the showering door, wanting to ask a front staff a few questions, but when I opened, I saw a mirror in front of me, and an obese woman was standing between me and the mirror, undressing. I immediately closed my door (cuz I didn't want her to see me naked, nor was I interested in looking at her) And the obese woman was like, yeah that's what you should do (closing the door), as she carried on undressing.

She wanted to get a compartment for showering, but her front staff didn't specify which compartment, so she opened mine. I was like confused and annoyed, yet politely pointed and told her there were several empty compartments down the corridor.

So she entered one of those But actually the compartments were interconnected from the inside, so even if she entered another door, I could still see her entering. I hid at an angle so avoid her seeing me, but it was kinda inevitable. She entered more into her compartment and now we couldn't see each other.

After some sort of thing, like mental health thing (idk what), or maybe the shower, me and my friend (Ivan vibe but not sure if it was him) went onto a bridge in Kwun Tong

I met my dad by a small booth on the bridge (unlicensed hawker) He bought 4 cookie (2 for me 2 for himself) I thought he got scammed, cuz they were $30 each, so $120 total In return he got the cookies + a performance by the maniac (aka the hawker) Meanwhile I was watching in annoyance, I wanted to leave but I wanna keep an eye on Dad to make sure he wouldn't buy any more cookies. My friend was chill and just standing by though

Finally a passerby told me to flip the cookie to the back side, and there was a sentence on the cookie After reading it, it turned out the maniac is actually a mentally impaired patient who wanted to be self-sufficient and work for himself, so he decided to resell cookies and try to perform to make up for it? So Dad was buying out of charity And I’m like oh thats why, I see And I was kinda guilty to kind of assume Dad was dumb and getting scammed by such a high price (wait... it was still kind of scammy)

But still it was too damn expensive I wouldn't buy it

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nice library study tables

Maybe because I went to the library pretty early so there were a lot of vacant solo tables with just about right amount of sunshine that was shining the table but not too hot. It was nice.

mum threw away my phone

as a punishment I think mum threw away lots of stuff like two of my phones. Actually the family were doing a biggggg tidy up at home. But finally mum gave me back my two phones, she was just trying to scare me because I wasn't polite to her. I felt annoyed

Also I was chatting with quite some people (regular amount) on WhatsApp, and the interface design was like Line, which was very cool, but slightly confusing when there were many ads and non-friend official accounts.

practical stations at bookstore. wilted plant, solo practical

#ivan #jy #uni #mum #dad

We had a practical session at a large facility which was half clinic half bookstore. There were a total of three stations (initially, clinic waiting area, vaccine area and bookstore) (idk why later on there were many different stations). Ivan was in a different station for rotation.

I was being super loud with my friends, because I discovered the plant I had been caring for had wilted, and I was cleaning away the dead branches. And my classmate was saying there were bugs on my plant and I insisted there wasn't, cuz there wasn't, so she picked up a giant bug and put it on my shoulder, so I shrieked loudly. So the very strict teacher in Ivan's station were scolding the students in their station, including Ivan (cuz the environment was loud). They looked like they were used to the scolding and so they apologised in a very hea manner. I felt bad for them because I was the one who made it so loud.

Next I was a bit distracted by the surrounding, and when I turned around, they rotated, but I couldn't find which station my groupmates had rotated to. I searched the clinic and the bookstore and asked other students, but they didn't know too. Ivan had finished a clinic session called “vaccine”, but my groupmates weren't there. So I just randomly started following an unknown group at the bookstore, listening to how the teacher was teaching drawing styles for anatomy I think?

And later this group had rotated to a nearby station also in the bookstore, it was a tech/ vr session by JY (aka that dude). I began to start feeling a bit nervous and slightly shaking. I was also holding a book with both hands and I put the book behind my back covering my butt. I kinda shrink in a way I wasn't standing straight. I was among the front row people though. So not exactly hiding. I think the people sitting at the waiting area nearby were looking closely at me for my reactions. Not the group that I was having the practical/ this station with though. However it kinda surprised me because JY was trying to teach and speak in cantonese entirely, and his cantonese was kinda broken. I was wondering if it was because the faculty forced him to use cantonese instead of mandarin, and I found it slightly funny. I am still stressed though, so I abandoned this group and went searching for another practical group that I can stick to.

The next group was a very boring chinese poem analysis group. The teacher was having KY Yuen vibe but not him. We had to follow his words to write notes.

After this station I went to read (actually just watch) a couple of drawing books, and then I went back to the place where I had the drawing style practical. There was a new station where we can read art techniques books and look at the samples, and the teacher also talking about it. This was like my favourite station in the whole practical.

Finally, somehow my mum and dad gave me a chance to get an extra station with the boring KY Yuen vibe guy. Initially I was trying to dodge it by going into different book aisles to find books I liked. But eventually I think they spotted me and so I was back with learning the poems and stuff. I got a cool fountain pen where stuff I wrote would became popping out- like plasticky feeling pop out words. So I was writing down the poem sentences the dude was talking about on the corners of my book. Maybe he found that I was quite studious, so finally he played some music while he read a paragraph in the book (he had a copy of the book too). He was crying while reading it. I used my pen to frame out this paragraph, while thinking, this pen design was pretty interesting, and the texture was super fun to touch (* repeatedly touches my notes *) maybe the blind people can learn braille with it. Or maybe if the teacher only had like two students, the teacher can just set up exercises and exam papers by handwriting them with this pen. And there was no need for a braille printer. This was so good. Eventually the KY Yuen dude ended his class in tears (he's too invested in his paragraph and it was about time as well), and my mum and dad were gonna talk to him about the class. Meanwhile I walked off again to check stationery and books I liked, and I put down all the books I planned to buy/ liked, because they weren't necessary anyways.

Later my dad came to find me. He sort of ask if I wanted it- I was holding a memo holder. And then he asked what are the places nearby to have lunch, we're gonna have lunch with the KY Yuen dude. I just kinda froze and looked at him, because I was thinking, you guys wanna have lunch and you're asking me for ideas and do all the stuff again... (I also didn't want the memo holder too) _{(Maybe it was because they were pushing me to have a haircut, but urged me to do the reservation for the haircut. I did it but I was annoyed)}

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annoying parents

#mum #dad Following me all around although me already travelled to japan Wanted to game in a shop and mum argued with shop keeper

I spent such a long time arguing with mum

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