protect sis, go shopping

#relative #mum #dad

Little sis and her family visited us. We brought them to Hung Hom station because there’s an exhibition

There were so loud af mainland kids (they’re coming in the form of a study tour). Wearing those pe uniforms. The teacher did nothing too Normally I’ll just frown and tolerate but when you have 100 shouting screaming kids I’m gonna explode (internally)

I stared at them. They stared back and made funny faces at me. >:(

Anyways my little sis was also wearing their kind of uniform. But a purple variant. I guess purple means junior form because she was very small and young. And the bad big and noisy ones were mostly in red and yellow (and blue) uniforms.

Her mum reminded us to look closely after her. I was holding her hand. Later we entered an elevator (those big industrial ones). Her mum reminded me to be careful for sis because bad people may touch her breasts. Mum urged us to go to her side to stand. But actually I thought me and sis’s side was safer, because sis was next to the wall and I’m shielding her. Mum’s side was surrounded by several family’s baby prams. Anyways I led sis to stand on mum’s side tgt

Somewhat later it’s time for us to separate and we said goodbye to her family

I went to a restaurant to eat. And then finally i ordered a takeaway fancy orange juice sorbet drink. Costed $40. I was looking at the cashier when she was preparing the drinks. Somehow I detected she was autistic through her actions? Words? so I squealed with joy because we were on the same channel And she poured me slightly more juice than the others. Like $40 worth of content when others are $30. (But others paid $40 too)

I took the drink, paid for the meal and left

And then our family went shopping Mainly my mum and I. Dad went to shop separately.

Mum’s shopping were so damn boring Later for some reason i forgot, she went into a ladies underwear shop to ask if there were dresses for me. I wasn’t interested and i was holding a drink so i tried to stay not as into the shop, while driving the shopping cart for her.

She asked me multiple times whether i like some of the dresses and i said no Because the cutting was ugly

Finally about to leave But she decided to check one more time if there were more shops hidden in the path, so she went in again, i was annoyed because there were signs on the floor. She went into an small branch selling jewellery for investment, which leads to the underwear shop

She was listening to the shopkeeper about how to invest in these jewels and jewellery.

So boring Finally left and it was raining slightly. Not sure who gave it to me but i got an umbrella I ask if mum wants to share the umbrella and she declined. So she was in the rain And we met with dad at the crossroad

madam ho basement

#arthur _{ngl i felt a bit embarrassed for dreaming this} I stood in basement of madam ho building I almost opened the wrong door, which had matte striped glass walls. It was when i realised some people were talking inside so i rechecked the calendar on my watch and found out it’s the wrong room

I took a u turn and about to turn around and back to the main corridor, when i saw a room opened and arthur was escorting his client out

I immediately retreated back to the side corridor i.e, in front of the wrong room

I wasnt sure if the client saw me, because he had his back towards me, but I think arthur caught a glimpse because he looked at my direction for a slightly longer time

i felt embarrassed because i should be upstairs in the waiting room. Idk why i came down

_{i felt embarrassed to write this too because i wasn’t following the procedures}

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Yesterday also dreamt something about arthur and using a messaging app but i forgot what it was about

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_{bruh I had nothing to do in the evening, I was a bit tired of pokemon, I ate dinner, so I slept at around half past 8, but I woke at around half past 1 am... What am I gonna do with all this time?? (No revision please I hate it) (Had a bucket list of all the shows I kind of wanna watch but I'm unmotivated)}

collecting coupon for roy

（面交代收） #roy #dad #aiden

I was (with my dad??) at a mtr concourse in the evening, there was a miku concert hosting soon herea (literally on the concourse. (the vibe seems Mong Kok East, no platform doors) (but I felt it was at Yau Ma Tei)

Anyways I received a whatsapp chat from Roy (my driving coach). He asked if I am free to help him collect something he ordered, on the concourse later at night. I agreed to help him. (because in the dream I like him)

He told me it would be around midnight. He said around time he would call me to give me more information. And after the transaction he would have someone drive me (to his or my???) home to stay for the night. So I waited for the seller to come meanwhile I was also waiting for the concert to start.

However at midnight/ past midnight I hadn't received my instructions yet. And dad was accompanying me. I told Dad I would come home later because I have things to do. Dad say better come home before 7am, (other than that he didn't say other stuff, and I think even if I come home later I'll be fine, he was chill anyways. The reason I told him was to want him to leave + he would explain to Mum when he went home in behalf of me)

I said yeh ofc (I assumed the transaction would be already done before 7am), and he left.

The concert seemed to be finished. There was no music. I was still at the concourse, waiting. I was slightly worried because I kind of want to leave the station because I was bored, and could come back anytime when Roy called me, but, it was probably past mtr operating hours, so if I left the station, I couldn't reenter the station. So I had to stay.

While I was waiting I was scrolling on my whatsapp. I checked my group chats. One of them had me, Aiden (970) and Adrian (3-day-boy). I accidentally hit the group call button. I didn't hit the end call button right away though. I waited for the call to get through to apologise for the wrong call. But they didn't instantly pick up the call, and I thought it would be awkward, so after like 5 seconds on the call by myself I apologised into the empty (solo) call and ended the call. After ending the call, Aiden messaged in the chat saying this group wasn't needed, and kicked me out of the whatsapp group. (instead of disbanding)

After a while when I was still scrolling whatsapp, the music returned. And Roy messaged me to find a guy who was waving his hand and acting special. (it was already 7am too)

I found a guy waving his arms. He reminded me of Ursmar, but with a bigger build ?? lol anyways I approached him and asked him if he was looking for the buyer, and showed him my chat with Roy.

He then walked me aside to talk more about the transaction. There was a women next to him too, in her 60s? looks rather old and frail (slightly short and quite thin) She told me, these bakery coupons may require their membership in order to be redeemed, and asked if I know the buyer had membership or not. I called Roy on whatsapp. He answered my call right away. He looked professional on the call, with a headset and rather fancy backdrop and transitions (quite fancy as if he was live streaming) Initially I couldn't hear what he was saying. (Also the music got really loud as if the concert was back, and it was difficult to focus on the conversation) Maybe I deafened myself, or he was muted. I told him I couldn't hear him, and he fumbled to fix it, meanwhile I was also hitting different buttons to change my output headphone option. Anyways we quickly solved it, and I asked if he has membership and repeated the situation to him.

(In the dream, I was thinking if he didn't have membership, I had friends who have membership, and if I really wanted to, I can ask my friends to help him redeem the coupon. On the other hand I was wondering if I had helped too much, and I didn't expect it to take such a long time well past 7am, and if I helped once he would ask again in the future. In addition, I was slightly upset/ disappointed because if I knew it would take so long, I could've spent the night at his home and possibly sleep with him aka get fucked for the night before meeting the seller. Especially when Dad let me free, and Mum wasn't here in the dream at all. Such a missed opportunity * sigh *)(<— all thoughts in the dream, but holds true even after I woke up lol...)

anyways before he responded anything, the dream ended.

— _{I was playing relatively loud music on my phone next to my bed while asleep though. Also rather unfortunate that I was thinking of Arthur while playing those love themed music, but I dreamt of Roy. Sorry Arthur! LMAO I feel so bad LMAOO I feel like as if I'm stepping onto so many boats at the same time, but in fact there are no boats because these are all imagined intimate romantic relationships.}

—- _{finally slept at around 7:30am. I have beaten another pokemon gym, it’s starting to get boring.}

last chinese lesson before public exam

#pblmate #secschool _{tbh i think it’s because mainland gaokao is about to start (like tmr??) so i dreamt of something related. The dream was boring so I’ll skim through it}

Last chinese lesson The classroom was full But our teacher hasn’t arrived After like 10-20 minutes, at the :16 mark our monitor, Heidi, decided to go upstairs to grab our workbooks from the shelf because we needed to anyways They decided if they came back too late at :27 they’ll probably skip the lesson So a bunch of people went upstairs with our monitor There were only three people remaining in the room, including me. I was sitting at the back corner furthest away from the door, just like back in f6. In front of me was Matthew, _{(uni PBLmate, had appeared in one of my recent dreams exploring hotel too, wait OMG he’s the other guy who was going on the macau trip with sus guy)} At the other side of the classroom there was a girl. _{(I found her really familiar in my uni chinese tutorial class, I was wondering yesterday during class that maybe we have met in previous unrelated tutorials.)}

After a long while, our teacher came. She was doing chinese exercises with us. Since I sat right behind Matthew, I leaned closer to his seat. He looked back at me and our faces were very close. I got a bit closer until it’s like 1-2 finger distance, so … 3cm?

He didn’t flinch, neither did I. After a while, I decided he wasn’t embarrassed because he didn’t look away or did a nervous chuckle or anything, so maybe he wasn’t interested in me. So I made distance and leaned back to my seat. (* To clarify I am not interested in him both irl and in the dream aaaaaa idk what am I dreaming bruhhshshshhaha) _{(very interesting i think maybe it’s related to that one time I leaned on the sofa thing to look at Arthur’s face, it’s not THAT close though =_=)}

Anyways I withdrew and we continued working on the worksheet. I was jotting notes with many different coloured pens, so maybe that’s why the teacher kept skipping me when asking questions, because she knew I was paying attention. _{(maybe this is related to how the tutor in my chin tutorial didn’t ask me questions because I was late to class and I haven’t signed the attendance yet, so he didn’t know I was here, so he skipped my name. I signed it back after class though, cuz the guy allowed it)}

After a while each of us had to answer one paraphrase question, as there were 3 questions for 3 people. We have to change the sentence to not use the “不得不” in the original sentence. The girl’s answer to her question was meh. But ngl it was rather difficult. I answered my question very well. It was also a difficult question. The original sentence has an attached photo, of Alexander the Great’s right shoulder slightly broken, left shoulder almost gone, both arms were holding a fried chicken because he was hungry and wanted to eat. Something along the lines of 由於亞歷山大失去左肩，他不得不用右手托著拿著炸雞排的左手。 ？？ Anyways i had to paraphrase that and did it successfully (bro i forgot my sentence already) And I got praised by the teacher, I felt happy and content. Also felt a sense of motivation.

Around 5 minutes later we heard a crowd of people outside, but they seemed hesitant to enter the classroom. I heard them putting down our workbooks at the umbrella rack by the door in the corridor, and they left. Probably because they thought they were too late, and they have the necessary knowledge in their workbooks already, so they didn’t need to attend class and waste their time.

We continued having class after that. Finally the class ended and we thanked our teacher. I bowed to the teacher before heading to the door. Dream ended.

_{(this chinese high school teacher was one of the only few who still gave us support during study leave, recorded videos explaining our marked exercises for each of us. I got at least 10 marks improved just during study leave – well the help from my friend M also contributed. The rest of the teachers just abandoned our class. So sad.)}

— I think I had some other dreams too, but they were more fuzzy.

waiting for Mum at hotel

#dad #mum Dad Mum and I were travelling. It was at night so we were returning to the hotel. About to enter the lift in hotel lobby. Mum decided she had to buy something? So she left. We waited so long for Mum partly because she was leaving/ entering at another entrance of the hotel and got herself lost. And she buy stuff very slowly. Me and Dad were slowly losing our patience. Dream probably ended here. _{Mum always had to go buy extra stuff when we were walking home every single day. It was annoying. Because usually I was already having a long day at school, carrying a heavy schoolbag, and she decided to shop at multiple supermarkets for hours, despite already shopped for groceries. If not, she would go to dessert shops to have a look. Or maybe she’ll go to those small pharmacies to buy toilet paper- wait so she’s borrowing me as her labourer? (I now seldom walk together. Partly because I now have the home key I can leave early. It was back in primary/ junior secondary when this situation was the worst)}

_{Side note: usually I kind of see why some themes appear in the dreams, so I used small font to share my interpretation. Idk if it’s useful or not. Or should I keep it as a literal dream log. Because the thing is over time I’ll forget the real life context, so I’ll forget why I dream about certain things if I reread it perhaps a week later. :)}

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hide and seek (flying)

In a game. If I get caught I will have some bad punishment (I genuinely forgot) (i think the punishment is getting raped)

We all flew high and try to camouflage in the corners/ obstacles in the building. However since I haven’t flew in years (I flew the most in primary and junior sec, I only flew for a handful of times in high school), my flying skills deteriorated and I couldnt fly to the ceiling. So I perched on some lower ceiling, which was unsafe. There were many ppl who couldn’t fly as high as me, but there were also some who can fly higher than me.

Also a rule of the game is that the catcher has a superpower to look through the eyes of those whom they caught. (Example: catcher C caught a hider, A. Catcher C will gain the ability to see through the visual memory of A, before A was caught. In other words, if you hid with A before she was caught, and you didn’t change your hiding spot/ you spoiled your next hiding spot to A, C would know your location.)

So it is the best to avoid everyone’s sight when finding a place to hide.

_{my insight: i think the first part is related to how I wanted to hide from the sus men. The catcher superpower part is related to how A once played hide and seek with me, we hid in the same spot, then A revealed our hiding spot to my best friend, and I got caught, and I was very upset cuz A betrayed me (omg, the catcher’s initials start with C, wtf, i was just making up an example.,.,…, the initials A and C matched, wtf)}

sus brother in restaurant room

#mum #dad #relative 表哥 seems to have a big… urge

Our family and their family were travelling tgt and going to dine in a restaurant we own. 吉野家 style, but many mini separate rooms (those for families)

This bro was renowned for fucking everything/ everyone

While we were walking to the restaurant, he went to fuck a cat on the road

(I legit forgot again in the dream whether he fucked my 表妹 (not blood related, bro is step-bro) or not)

Anyways we arrived at the restaurant. We meant to order omlette rice from the machine. My family walked to the other rooms. I was feeling horny so i was masturbating. In front of him. But actually I was a bit scared of being assulted/ attacked by him.

He looked at me masturbating and yelled/ complained, “if you continue doing this, I cant hold back anymore!!”

So I stopped masturbating in front of him.

_{Holy shit ?? The connecting family room with sus classmate??????}

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dish

Choosing between two circles chinese rice or western rice Editor role in magazine first circle is better than the newspaper one in second

There is more at the beginning

Idk what i dresmt it was a mess Another dream yesterday too but can’t recall

Dude im travelling and she kept talking so i can’t remember my dream

missed shuttle bus

#mum #dad #mwong #uni #caitlyn #A

Took another nap in the hotel

Ok in the dream my dad is stupid as fuck oh my god i want to jump and punch my bed (Omg so rude but im just BRUH)

Me and mum and dad is visiting a place that feels like 動植物公園/香港公園, the ground is those rough concrete with mini mini rock textures (those kind where if you fall down you’ll definitely scratch your knee and bleed a lot), it was moist. It was a slope like Sassoon Road but there were more branches to the road On the road there are several medical facilities, feels like open day cuz everyone’s bringing their parents to walk around

As we were walking I saw A walking with her parents and younger sister around like 25m in front of us. They dyed their hair in bright orangey red

My parents hadnt noticed, so I led them to walk slower so we wouldn’t meet

We walked inside a nearby facility/ room? The room arrangement was like a boba shop, there is a booth where teachers stand behind to prepare stuff/ work, there is a glass panel which isolate us though (In the dream I think this looks like the autopsy room in QMH, but I figured boba shop may be easier for ppl reading the blog to imagine)

In the booth I saw my f3-4 further maths teacher, mwong _{(Yeeeeee another teacher I liked A LOT back then, very nice lady, also friends with the f3-4 classmistress) (side note im the few school people that got accepted into her insta acc wahaha) (im bad at further maths though, surprisingly; im only good at core maths)} Ahhahahh she was smiling at me

Me and her were chatting… (I forgot what we chatted because I was focusing on the background- my pbl tutor _{(the guy who gave me poor marks and tried to encourage me terribly)} walked by. I wasn’t sure if he saw me, but he walked by twice.

Afterwards me and my parents left the room and planned to walk to the shuttle bus station, since it was almost :30 (although buses come at :40)

I was slightly thirsty so I wanted to buy a drink, there was a vending machine a little bit further from the road, but I remembered there was also a few next to the shuttle bus station, and sell better drinks, so I didnt

Also while I was walking, my childhood/ primary school friend, Caitlyn and her parents and little sis, were walking around 25m behind us too, but I don’t want to meet them/ socialise, so when I was stopping by the vending machine, I hid in a 凹位 in the corridor. As they were walking, Caitlyn, who walked at the back, saw me. I signalled “shhh” and “shoo shoo” (excitedly/ anxiously)_{(I didn’t expect myself to do the hand sign for shooing people away…)} to tell her to quietly go away and pretend to not notice me. Caitlyn got what I mean and signalled she will stay silent and continued to walk with her family and left.

Back to the vending machine-

Yet my dad didn’t communicate and walk straight to the further vending machine, meanwhile my mum, who was walking in front of us, didn’t know what’s happening, she kept walking to the station without noticing us changing tracks.

I told my dad, no dont buy it here, just wait, But he insisted he will buy it here because he’s thirsty, with a slightly angry tone So I just let him buy (Although the choice of drinks in this vending machine sucks and it was way more expensive)

He took a long time to buy, meanwhile I was impatient because the bus can come anytime soon- it was almost :44 and the bus hasn’t arrived- It can show up anytime and we don’t have time to walk back, and mum’s probably waiting for us

But Dad’s just so freaking slow skdjsksjskn AAAAAA

Finally Dad got the drink, I nudged him to be quicker, so Dad, who thought he was smart, went to the opposite side of road and chatted with a driver on a coach. The driver then drove us “nearer to the shuttle bus station”. But Dad guided him to the wrong place. We got dropped off in the middle of the route because Dad thought this was the location.

So we had to walk up, but by this time Im very sure the shuttle bus already left for a long time already, cuz I couldn’t really see the crowd queuing for the bus.

As we land, there were many vending machines around us, with many drinks, better and cheaper, I was choosing my drink, while my dad was mad because he bought from the worse vending machine

Bruh

So stupid

I didn’t get mad with my dad in the story/ the actual dream, but as i was dreaming, the real me was super frustrated BRUDHDHSHSHSHDHDHD the second I woke up i wanna punch my bed lol

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Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

• Family #mum #dad #relative

• mmmmm #T _{(<— tag for other Ts)}: #ruth #arthur #roy (driving coach); #cora #teacher –> #jau (f2 classmistress); #blythe (f2 science/ physics teacher) _{<— younger me used to ship them, bruh, but blythe is happily married} –> #cch (f3-4 classmistress); #mwong (f3-4 fmath teacher) _{<— two good friends}

• Good friends #ivan #charlottec

• Friends #onlinefrd #primschool :#cecilia #caitlyn #secschool –> #6grass (squad): #charlotteh #jamie –> F5-6: #sally #uni #pblmate –> Y1: #aiden (970) #adrian (3 day boy) –> Y2: #chinok (rhythm game boy) #joseph (nice voice boy) –> roommate: #claudia

• others #A #jy

shower revision

All I remember is putting my revision notes on my toilet next to the shower. And I would open my shower door from time to time to peek at my revision notes to memorise it. I remembered the stack of note was literally the one I printed a few days ago. I haven't finished reading it since it was 34 pages long. (already very condensed) (I downloaded it off our goddisk (common drive for study resources)

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I woke at 9:20. And I thought what a nice time! I finally woke in a reasonable time (though my alarm is 7:20). And then I closed my eyes again to revisit the shower revision dream for the dream log. But I fell asleep. BRUH. And now I got the following dreams to write ,,,,!!! Annoying. And I woke at 12:40. After writing the whole entry it is past 1pm now.

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Thailand trip; exhibition hall puzzle; roasting A

#mum #dad #A #secschool Trip to Thailand, organised by Mum After getting off plane? ship?? literally idk, and stepping foot onto Thailand, Mum told us we would walk up the mountain to reach our hotel. _{(Think like the slope in CUHK, and we started at the foot of the hill and our hotel was near the top)} I asked my mum where was our hotel, because she hadn't mentioned it at all, and maybe because it was close that's why she suggested walking. Plus, I see some people queuing nearby, which, according to my another dream at this nearly identical location, was a shuttle bus stop.

She said it's somewhere in the mountains. I was like whatt and you suggested walking?? How about taking the shuttle instead.

She didn't look pleased. _{(She always doesn't look pleased at my suggestions, and at last she'll like it and take them as her original idea. It happened with my mask. She hated me buying a new design of the mask and also said it was so thin and bad, I shouldn't buy. She wouldn't use it. She said I gotta pay for it myself (but eventually she paid for it too) Guess what! She opened the package when I wasn't there and she tried this mask and claimed this one is the best and she only uses this type now! She doesn't use the one she usually pick !!!! bro!! I only have one pack because I thought only I'd use so I bought little !!!! And now I have to share with her!!! And she denied she disliked the mask at the beginning. She said, “what, I said I liked it! I wanted to buy it! Why didn't you buy more for yourself!” I'm just so fed up)} I said see the shuttle is coming. (Indeed a bus was arriving at the station). It's so near! So we walked quickly to catch the shuttle. We got in.

Since we were the last to get in, we get the seats at the back. Actually it was a “room” in the bus. There are four bidets in the room with no doors and walls.

Later I got off. (I wasn't sure if my family got off too). I arrived at an exhibition centre. Today's event is Children's carnival? Where a lot of companies were selling their kid's toys. I went to a giant booth near the entrance. They were selling magnetic chinese characters kids can stick on the wall and compose their own sentences. There were three types. One was generic colourful blocks like lego, and there are no words on it. but you assemble many colourful blocks to imitate the shape of chinese characters. Second was parts of a chinese words, like 爫 夂 心 亻these. I wanted to assemble 愛, but the kid next to me took away the 心 part so I can only make a 受 _{I think this idea came from a post I was reading on xiaohongshu yesterday, it was about a man sending wechat stickers of 曰十 to make 早 to greet his gf every morning, but eventually his gf told him the full set of sticker was 艹曰十 which was 草} Third was actual magnets with a printed chinese character on itself. The board we were working on during the event was actually pretty interesting. I was originally squatting down with other kids to play with the second type of magnets. There are a lot of messy words, but still generally ordered. And then I stood up. And wow, the middle to top part of the board were all magnets of the third type. And the previous people had made very sophisticated paragraphs with them. The board was full of words. Like millions of ants. wow There were still some space for me to fill in some words. I think they were kind of deliberate because they looked like fill in the blanks. One says, “我最渴望： (blank)(proceed with a large paragraph of other deep stuff)” and then I found two magnets that were unused in any paragraph. So I stuck on that blank spot. It was “自”“由”.

Later I left. While I was leaving Chloe Cheung saw me. A childhood friend. Closest in kindergarten, and one particular year in secondary when we were neighbours again. She started chatting with me. We chatted on our way to the shuttle bus stop (yes gonna take the shuttle although idk where I would be going)

Boarded the shuttle bus. She board it in front of me. A was on the bus. Chloe sat with A. A was smiling at me in a way she was sneering at me that Chloe chose her over me. Anyways I roasted her hard while I was walking to my seat behind them. While I was walking, A yelled, Ouch~ So painful, you hurt me I literally accidentally tapped Chloe only, I roasted her I didn't even touched her, everyone can see on the bus, I won't apologise for things I didn't do, and she should go see a doctor if she's feeling imaginary pain And then I turned to Chloe to apologise for the light tap in front of A, which kinda humiliated A Anyways I kept on roasting her while I was on the shuttle. Maybe I was telling her her actions are incredibly rude to people who cut their thighs. And another girl on the shuttle laughed, she said, I am literally cutting my thigh rn lmao. I looked at her and saw her thigh was rather bloody and the cuts were deep.

garden w Dad, finding new gardens

Dad late for his gathering with his brothers, supposed they meet in the afternoon or noon at Shenzhen, but it was already 5 something pm, almost 6, his bros were finding him on whatsapp Dad looked amused with no guilt/ remorse whatsoever. Before leaving the house, he came to ask me on his whatsapp problem because he said he already replied ok but they didn't seem to respond. I checked his phone and told him he didn't hit the send button.

He sent the message and his bros continued to chat in the whatsapp group So maybe he didn't find it urgent to meet up with them and he walked me around the flower garden instead.

He told me supposed the flower garden was owned by them (the family), but because he was late and irresponsible for everything, he and his bros lost the right to own the garden. He said with a cheeky smile, as if he was “proud” of it. I find it disgusting.

Also the garden is full of big red flowers. Very healthy and pretty. Interspersed were some green watering devices which would auto-rotate and water the plants around it. Looked like a showerhead but somehow in the dream I found it looking like a dick. I stopped to get a closer look. Dad told me another garden had this kind of devices too, but that garden owner used some white cloth, disguised as white flowers, to lightly cover the watering device, so that part wasn't showing.

After that we went to check out gardens that were available for own (sale? rent? idk) There were only around 2-3 available. In the dream we explored the first one. The garden wasn't really big, the size is like a small hall. Actually there aren't flowers in the garden. It was seats. As if like a hall. The seats were ¾ occupied. But it was still kind of spacious.

In the garden there were three animals. Garden owner's pets. One cat, one... maybe hamster?, and one white dog. The environment was slightly messy though. The food is on the floor next to where they laid down. They didn't seem hungry. I used a stick to move the food on the floor closer to their mouth. The cat food looked like diced meat (肉碎), the dog's food is... a piece of human patella (knee cap bone). The cat ate some. The dog ignored me.

While I was strolling, my dad was still next to me. He hadn't left to meet up yet. Bruh.

_{I think it's because Dad actually had a gathering with them in Shenzhen, and he was indeed late (not this much though I think). Mum was scolding him to leave quickly because it's only 30 minutes till meetup time, but he's still at home.}

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room decoration

#mum Saw a post of a photo of how another med student was decorating his room. Room also had a piano and he put his med stuff on top and make stuff tidier I wanted to try and I told my mum to come and redecorate All she does was to remove my own photo stands and kept all the photo stands of her and my dad on the piano I was annoyed

Getting downstairs leaving home, wait lift with 大媽 neighbour, wait so long, it was full Waited two lift both full We walked the stairs instead I thought I lived on 6/F (like irl) but in the dream i was at 2/F or 3/F, so close to ground floor, should’ve walked the stairs at the beginning.

shopping/ game

#dad Some stall/ booth thing selling clothes. Me Mum and Dad were checking out the clothes. Mum show me a top she found. I said that’s what she bought for me already previously, she said yeah, I just want you to see again Me checking out skirts again (yes cuz irl I haven’t bought any yet aaa). Dad was playing a game at the shop (those “if you purchase from the store you can try this game for x times”). He was just throwing plush toys to a target basket. The sign says can only try 4 times per customer, he obviously has exceeded the limit. I was scared the shopkeeper would be angry, so I told my dad to stop and see the sign. My dad saw the sign and was a bit sorry, but he continued playing because the shopkeeper didn’t stop him. I apologised to the shopkeeper on behalf of my dad, she says it’s okay, and gave dad the “proper bigger plush for the game”. And demonstrated how to play the game properly, but from now on we have a total of 4 chances to play. It was way more difficult now because the bigger plush is heavier and the basket was pretty far. I played once, missed, gave to Dad to try, also missed, we were deciding who’s going next because Dad seemed pretty confident but I don’t think he can throw it in

And I woke up briefly

massage :D

#arthur Fuckkkk !!!

Part 1

Doing a psychological test This one required me to close my eyes and sit He began to massage my abdomen gently down until the pelvic region Exposed my clothes until he can see and touch my hair at either umbilical region or upper part of pubic hair, not sure cuz I closed my eyes I was already pretty horny lol And then we walked to a bed nearby (looks like my irl bed) (actually the room looks like my irl bedroom) And began the psychological test First he told me to get him my id card for verification purposes, I was searching for quite a long time cuz I forgot where I put it but found it He told me to lie down, and I kinda collapsed and 靠左側瞓 because I was too horny and no energy (like that type of no energy after sex, because I was already getting too excited)

And then he unbuttoned my tight black low-rise trousers and unzipped it Omg super super horny _{(omg wait you were wearing tight black trousers yesterday)} Ok by this time I was already breathing heavily And then he told me to close my eyes and lie straight, he would ask some questions and I would answer him by making a circle👌🏻 or fist 🤛🏻 with my right hand And he stroked the hair at my bottom and massage while asking the questions, I forgot exactly what were the questions but they’re more like “would you do [some sort of thing] if [certain scenario] happens?” And “would you rather [A] or [B]” I was already 嬌喘中 at the first few questions, my god And apparently I would answer more truthfully if I got aroused, that’s what the “psychological test” explained

Midway he stopped asking another one I waited a long time there was none But he was still standing in front of me (still dressed normally)

I briefly woke irl because nothing was happening in the dream But I didn’t want the dream to end So I forced myself to return to sleep

Part 2

At a lobby thing. Doing a health checkup. Conducted by him again. I was fully naked. Surrounding me were my mum and some younger relatives/ 表妹, but since they weren’t doing the checkup they were wearing clothes, they didn’t find me weird fully naked though, seemed like a normal thing. The theme of today’s health checkup was woman’s health, so female genitals _{(I guess the idea came from my osca exam)} This time he massaged with a bigger range. From upper abdomen like below my chest, and then slowly making the way down to my waist. Then he located my uterus (superficially over the skin), and the two hands divert again to palpate for my fallopian tube and ovaries _{(why is this getting academic wtf lololol)} Fuckk, so horny, anyways he then moved his hands onto my hip lol Also during the massage he said into my ear “I thought you fell asleep” (because I was very relaxed and closed my eyes during the massage) The general examination part finished, we will wait for a vacant room to proceed to other parts of examination So he 公主抱 me to another place at the lobby (I’m still naked) He put me on a big white bed like those hotel big double bed And I get to watch the TV from the bed while we wait in the lobby He then also got in the bed and lie next to me and we watch tv together Hmmmm idk what he’s wearing, …… maybe only a pair of boxers Omg And then my mum followed and sat on a stool by the bed, on Arthur’s side of bed I whispered to Arthur’s ear saying I don’t want her to follow us later… Arthur immediately started a convo with my mum saying like later the area would be rather hectic and loud because the kids would be coming, so she could wait outside meanwhile we proceed with the examination. I glanced at the clock shown in the TV screen, it was around 6:40pm? The children from a nearby kindergarten would use the lobby at 7pm every day. My mum agreed, “yeah! [xxx idk what name] kindergarten right!” Arthur said yep Mum moved to sit on the bed, but in front of us (like in front of our feet, sitting by the bed)

Meanwhile I was just fantasising the next part of examination, which was something like cervical examination and he’ll put his finger in and masturbate for me, I was imagining if I’ll get all wet and all onto his hand

Bruh and I was trying to sleep and make the dream continue but apparently the TV show just started and I needed to wait for the TV show to finish for the dream to proceed, but the show was stuck at that same screen

Aaaaaaaaa >:000 still nothing happened so I woke up

Fuck! So horny _{Maybe because yesterday I found him slimmer (probably because he was indeed sick or maybe he actually started keeping fit) and his jawline was prettier bruh I kept looking at his chin Eyes also very pretty Oh my god outfit also pretty Can’t get angry and scold at this pretty face Fuck so cute Got him super west face on the bus though, felt nostalgic and familiar… F2 classmistress also put on this type of face… Next time I will lie on the couch instead, damn…}

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long dream again (last few days were dreamless) I was sleeping from around 6pm till I woke at 5am, and I scrolled taobao. Then I fell asleep at 7am till around 11am I only had dreams from the 7-11am segment. It was a lot though. Interesting how I have many stories within just 4 hours.

shopping

#mum #dad skirts shop choosing between a lot of skirts finally selected like 5 final candidates to choose from

later mum came and I showed her. She disliked all of them, found them ugly and revealing for my age I was angry at that

Later dad came too, he was helping me choose skirts But he laid all skirts from the shop on the floor (or folded in piles) in order to take a better look at them in one glance He asked me to come and look That's when I realised about the huge pile he made I was very annoyed because if he took all the dresses then other shoppers have nothing to look at and he was taking up all the space on the floor to place the dresses, we all dont have space to walk in the shop but the other shoppers seemed to be not bothered by it, which made me even more anxious

finally I chose two skirts from my original 5 candidates. mum paid for the two skirts, quite expensive (I think it was 2xxxx yen in total, wow) one of them ran out of stock for my size, so they gave me a random pair of pants with marking saying that next time I take this as a token to claim my “right sized” skirt + I get to bring the wrong sized skirt with me to wear temporarily? Not sure, cuz the several staff at the cashier were speaking in japanese, but I took both items + the other correct skirt when we left and they didn't say I can't mum is crossed while paying and i forgot why I think she was scolding me while paying too, couldn't remember what it was about I was crossed at my mum later on too. forgot why too So this happy occasion of buying my favourite new skirts ended up to be a bit upsetting I wasn't happy

fire

#secschool back to class, with my newly bought cute skirt big big classroom many old classmates from secondary and primary celebrating our own bday many bday cake everyone have candle on bday cake many lit up candles = fire hazard fire started my seat closest to door, and I already forsee the fire I immediately tell everyone about the fire and I ran out Borrowed phone from passerby to call 999 fire department I saw and met mum and dad outside I borrowed phone from mum to watch, because I forgot to take my phone with me while escaping, and I miss my phone I saw my whatsapp on my mum's phone in the form of whatsapp web but I need to re-log in and I don't have my own phone to verify so I can't use but I saw a notif from a high school teacher (preview of notif goes like: this is Mrs L Lam speaking, xxxxxx something about thanking me for saving/ alerting about the fire and stopped it from getting worse) (phone number is C Po's _{(a nice chem teacher) (but the chem teacher I like the most is not in this dream) (L Lam is a worse chem teacher + uni admissions dept head and she didn't help me process some JUPAS DSE stuff so I don't really like her; I heard her own A Level class hated her too because she wasn't fair to a lot of people in class; and my DSE friends also dislike her because she only process A Level stuff and delayed all DSE matters until my classmate's mum called and scolded her via phone at school)}

I also asked dad about my phone inside, in the dream he also had an apple watch, we tried to “use” my phone via the watch which didn't work

I revisited the classroom and some were still leaving the room slowly. I yelled who can help me get my phone, my seat is closest to the door, I can give you $100 But maybe people didn't help me because the door I was standing at lead to another side of the room, so it was further away from my seat. (so basically the large room has multiple doors)

Some standing in the corridor asked me when were the firefighters coming, I said soon, I already called them. Another person in the classroom also answered the person that he called them as well.

I was waiting for the fire truck on the street. It came but was stuck in traffic on the road. The firemen in the truck saw me. They threw me a pin and I was supposed to use the pin to activate the extinguisher to use it inside the room

Another guy and I went to find extinguisher and I found it. But I wasn't sure how to use because the diagrams and symbols were kind of hard to read in the dream.

Anyways I was holding the pin and the extinguisher and I reentered the room, apparently many didn't bother to escape and the fire died down, I cannot see the fire, but I felt it was still there

I walked very slowly to observe where there would be a potential fire.

I look at a mini blackboard next to the door, there was a message from C Po thanking me. There was some words blocked out by scribbling over with black marker, and the guy who was with me finding extinguisher tried to erase the scribbles and colour the space with the background colour. I told him there is no need for that, just leave that be _{Supple info: I recalled one of the words being scribbled over is “hate”. That one's for sure. I am not sure about the other ones, but they are probably “dislike” and “love”.}

Later two police/ security guards came to inspect, and found nothing yet, and the two of them sat in the front row in the classroom. I looked at them. They were my primary school/ junior sec classmates. I kind of miss the time with them (but we weren't familiar). After gazing at them for long enough (I was reminiscing our school life), they asked me if I am looking at them as if they are like children at school. (I think they forgot about me already, they were asking “children” in general) I answered, “before they raised the question, yes.”

later the firefighters came and we slowly investigated the power supply of the room since one wall plug was sparkling from time to time. I wanted to deal with that wall plug first, but they asked me to go check and fix another wall plug at another side of the room. I was unwilling because the sparkling one looked more worrying to me and I refused, and they said we can investigate the sparkling wall plug first.

We fixed the wall plug, but the sparkling has transferred to the wall plug I was unwilling to fix initally. So we went to fix that.

Forgot what happens next

dancing

I felt like I was a part of a story book in the dream. The art style in the dream was very different, it is not realistic. It is like hand-drawn. The words used in the dream were very story-like and simple too. (I'll try to remember the words, though I remember the images/ scenes more vividly)

I was a whale learning how to dance. (Drawing depicting a bunch of flies (or mosquitoes) around me, we were all learning how to dance. But there were some strings on my arms/ whale fins, as if I was a controlled doll)

I learnt dancing and was matured into a “human-like being” (in the dream the specific word for it was “似人” (something like 我進化成一個“似人”。) (There was an animation of the strings pulling me up and out the story book page, and the whale appearance of me transformed into a human being with different colour. Again the page depicted me surrounded by a crowd of humans, we were all standing)

(I think the flies from the previous page would mature (after learning dancing) to become... matured flies with similar appearance, but during the page when I was being pulled away, they were not matured yet)

The story ends here, or maybe I experience the story book till this page and it doesn't end yet (because the “ending” is too abrupt)

bracelet

Back in a realistic dream and I was observing an interaction between a young girl (around 4 years old?) and her mum.

The girl said, I learnt dancing! I made myself a necklace! (Shows wonky DIY necklace to mom)

Mom: That's great! (something along the lines, I forgot)

Young girl: Can I wear your necklace? (points at box holding necklace) I see the pendant on your necklace has its back side facing up for a very long time. I think it died, so you are not wearing it. Can you give me your necklace?

Mom: Sure!

I (still in the dream) thought to myself, I was pretty angry because I can totally see it coming when the girl started the convo, she just wanted her mum's necklace, it wasn't about her dance at all. And I was equally pissed by her mum's agreement to give the girl the necklace because that would spoil the girl, instead she could say something like refusing the girl first, explain this is her own necklace and she likes it a lot, she wasn't aware the pendant was upside down when placing and it doesn't mean it was dead, and then proceed to tell the girl if she wants one she can buy another one for her (either as a reward or maybe theyre simply rich and just buy) because i think the mum was not really willing to give the girl her necklace, but still did so because the girl asked her to do so, feels like being bullied voluntarily. this whole thing is stupid

and then I woke up I think I dreamt of necklace and particularly That necklace because I was taobaoing and the last ting I was looking at and kinda wanting to get was That necklace LOL

Also about the skirts. I was browsing for skirts in taobao with similar patterns (checkered patterns) before bed too.

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smelly KFC

Choosing seats at a half-empty KFC, many seats were wet and smelly. I chose one. (I think I was gonna prepare/ revise for OSCA exam in the KFC) and then my friend (no such person irl) came and we sat in another table, because that's what she wanted and she was physically disabled (she has crutches).

Later she wanted to change seats, and she chose another smaller table, I followed, but my seat is smelly for some reason, and the table was generally worse in like the surrounding floor is kinda wet and dirtier.

I asked her, “I think our table smells a bit bad, do you smell it?” To which she said no.

I encouraged her to swap to another table which I discovered before she came in, which was generally better, but she won't. (I indirectly asked in a way like “shall we change to that table instead?” instead of “My seat smells bad and I wanted to sit in another table”)

reckless driving coach

#mum #dad

Me and my dad and mom were sitting inside a driving coach's car. I was the learner. (They're probably here to accompany me.)

The driving coach tried to demonstrate driving on an actual road. I observed the cars in front of us. They were pretty gentle. The instruction was to slowly stop in front of the upward slope to a highway, and then somehow turn the car.

Our driving coach was very rough... I would say. He would just hard brake and step on the accelerator really hard.

I got pretty scared when he suddenly stepped the brake in front of the highway. Because I was worried the cars behind us would not react and stop in time, and crash on us. I just looked slightly concerned, I didn't yell or ask the coach or anything.

I looked at the middle mirror and apparently the cars at the back were stuck behind a red traffic light so there were no cars right behind us technically.

And then he suddenly accelerated and made a U-turn and went back out from where we entered the branched path for highway.

In the dream, my dad and mom were sitting at the front. _{(Now I am confused, then where was the driver sitting?? But I am sure the coach is sitting at the front too, and there were only two people at the front at any given time)} My dad was reading a white paper which was pretty big. Some sort of map. But newspaper size. But it was a document with many typed black words, not a graph. I forgot what mum was doing at the mean time. I was sitting at the back and I was also holding some revision documents for OSCA.

Anyways pretty weird.

_{I think OSCA exam was frequently brought up in the dream, because I was meant to revise for it before sleeping, and I need to pack my stethoscope and stuff in my backpack for tomorrow (today's) evening practice session (which currently I haven't revised at all). And I made this mental note repeatedly before I fell asleep, because I was lazy to write physical/ digital notes to remind myself when I wake up the next day.}

_{Also having dreams almost every day but I lost a lot of it naturally or because I was sidetracked with other apps on my phone and I just lost it bruh, or because my mum woke me up and I talked to her, so the fresh memory flew away. There were some pretty long dreams that weren't fragments like these ^, as I was sleeping like 8-13 hours per day now lmfao, all gone !!!! Because I didn't record them as the first thing in the morning.}

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