very annoying mum always at my back

#mum In this dream I have a little bro and mum and also a schoolmate Mum liked to follow me EVERYWHERE i wanted to find new rooms to hide but she just always found me im so so so annoyed oh my god

I wanted to team up with little bro and schoolmate to hide from her but little bro liked to stick to mum bruh

So annoying !!!! Onl9… maybe let’s rename it to be ln9 Bruh

scary people outside home

#uni #secschool #dad

More and more strangers were crowding/ walk by my home some people that looked like young construction workers went in my home when mum didnt unlock the ftont door, just to put down random items (that mum had left before) Mum forbade me to go out, and I am scared too. Dad was also forbidding me to go.

More and more crowds were outside, and wearing weird clothings. Colourful vibrant exotic clothings, As if a 百鬼夜行 was going on. One tried to enter again. I yell at them to try to make them go away. He was just trying to return something Mum had dropped before. I thought it was lying, so I continued to try to shoo him away, but Mum told me she really had dropped this before so it was real.

I could also see Ashley and Audrey via the door hole, along with other adults. And a creepy clown. They all came from the corridor (idk where exactly because the door hole had a limited view angle), and left from another small door (not there irl) by the emergency staircase. It was really like a parade rather than staying in front of my door. And they looked happy. (happily chaotic evil???)

Idk anyways because I needed to leave for whatever reason (maybe I needed to go to school), I had to change clothes. Mum was giving unsolicited advice again, while Dad was giving me more clothes to choose from, which was fueling Mum's points and ideas. Anyways I chose a relatively original outfit despite Mum saying it was ugly and bad.

I checked the outside situation again, and there were still a lot of people outside. But looking at all the stickers and encouraging words people have left for me/ I have written myself on my bedroom door, I thought it was time to actually try to go out despite it looking scary.

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swimming, massaging friend n got dumped

#PBLmate Swimming, six people in total including me. One pair of couple (uni friends), two quiet introverted boys, me and Human. Somehow we wanted to play something more wild and spicy. So we paired ourselves up. At the entrance of different pools you are required to walk past a gate again, which detects your saliva. The couple used the man’s (and the girl would kiss the man and get his saliva in order to open the gate for herself too) I decided to do that for both of us (me and Human) But because we weren’t as familiar to that level, the kiss doesn’t work so I just left some saliva on the gate for her to come in.

The quiet boys left.

And I gave her a massage at the bottom. I didn’t penetrate the though. Just a massage. She looked relaxed and a bit aroused, meanwhile I was aroused too and making noises by her ear, which hopefully would “trigger” her more. When it was almost time to leave, I started to play with her right nipple with my tongue. She was apparently more aroused by this. I felt quite proud of myself lol When it was ending I asked for a kiss again because she probably needs it anyways for exiting the gate, not sure As soon as we kiss, I tried to use my tongue to reach into her mouth, although my tongue was dry. but she complained of my breath smell. She said it was itchy and felt fermented. She pushed me away and declared/ yelled she wouldn’t be with me again and anymore! And she walked away angrily. I felt defeated but didn’t hold her back because I was guilty for my breath. Her last sentence is she would reconsider me. So it was not too bad. But I was sad. Maybe just good massaging wasn’t enough to hold a person. _{(reminded me of my dad’s terrible rotting breath. Nah.)}

sus tree man around emperor house

#mum #dad (Now that I revisited the tag I forgot why I added my parents here. Maybe the emperor and wife are mum and dad but as I was writing I forgot)

The emperor’s friend/ wife needs help. He dialed his dad to come to “南門” (south door) His dad- big big emperor came and needs to kow tow and worship from the entrance as a tradition. But usually emperors arrive at big big entrances instead of this small “south door”, so it was wrong but he still kow tow, but the things he pray for had changed into hoping ghosts from south door wouldn’t harm them etc.

Later we saw a sus man at the bushes outside our entrance. He was wearing a lot of leaves, like those PUBG camouflage. But he was “sneakily” but kind of obviously hopping and approaching our entrance. I got scared and told everyone to go inside quickly. Emperor noticed. He hinted his father to retreat. Emperor’s pal/ wife follows the emperor, and didn’t say anything. Emperor’s father was oblivious and still praying. Anyways the sus tree guy was getting closer and closer so we all went back into the house, emperor dragged his dad in too. Well the house wall was made of glass but it’s better than nothing… still very fragile and unsafe. We got blinds on the glass walls though… still unideal.

While walking in the corridor someome told me a historical story/ myth in the house: a little girl got raped by … numbers, erm like if 123456^10000000 , then every time there is a calculation step, the person got thrusted once by the perpetrator.

Somehow in that every calculation step there was also a prize giving ceremony going on for selected pokemon trainers out there. (They were selected based on calculation results, they converted the numbers into different codes and figure out what codes correspond to what trainer and pokemon. And somehow I was one of them for my generation, along with Roy (from pokemon horizons), I think. There was one more pokemon who won in our gen, I think it was Kuwassu (i forgot the English name- the water duck starter in scarlet violet). However before the photo had taken it wasn’t ready yet and wasn’t even on scene. After taking the pic it got ready and got on. It felt very sad and disappointed. (There’s also no retaking of photos) I felt pity for it and comforted it. _{(Oh reminded me of not being in the photo for club group photos for school magazine for two years… because I was late by just a bit. I felt equally down back then.)}

aeon shopping, jpy exchange rate, hotel delivery arrangement

At Japan. I found something cool (useless kids sticker toy) in aeon I saw the prices and it was originally like 1400 yen on the tag on the hook, but on the toy there was a hkd label which says 115 hkd I thought it would be significantly cheaper in jpy, and since we were at japan, could we pay in jpy? I turned around and asked a friend nearby. He was actually still choosing stuff to buy. He said that’s a smart idea, maybe I should ask the cashier and he would like to know too. Meanwhile I was guessing maybe it’s just I couldn’t do tax refund if I pay in jpy, but it would still be cheaper than paying in hkd.

I went to the counter and saw my mum at it. Dad slightly further away, waiting by the side at the back as usual.

It was actually just a bag of items mum bought, but she requested aeon to deliver directly to the hotel since the bag was too big, but she hasn’t received it yet, and she was mad. And she’s gonna complain to the cashier.

Meanwhile I started to brainstorm: maybe they delivered to the wrong locker for the wrong room because we swapped rooms a few days in And then I quickly mentally planned, maybe she can ask the cashier for a note/ receipt of them shipping successfully to whatever locker, as a proof, and then we go to the hotel, explain to them about the wrong locker situation and get the items.

Anyways Mum started to communicate with them with broken English, she sounded mad. I just felt Mum was being stupid and unreasonable. The cashier asked her if she was the one who deliver to room 22xx. By this time I already knew it was really a wrong delivery because our old hotel room was 22xx while our updated new one was 16xx. But mum obviously hadn’t realised that, she was just head on and about to argue anything. I was fed up by this ineffective communication from her so I just went to the cashier and explained the thing in like two sentences. Actually as I was explaining, the cashier already asked me if I wanted a proof/ receipt for the hotel, so I immediately said yes, and the issue was solved. Mum exclaimed this was solved so quickly! She expected this would take much more time! I was too fed up so I didn’t explain to her. I just knew it was because she was approaching people to release her anger, argue her way out and figure out who is in the wrong and prove herself right, instead of providing ideas and discussing together, reaching consensus and solving things together (especially when these things were just oudated info and no one had actually did anything real bad)

It’s just effective communication! Just listen!

Later (quickly), the cashier also offered a big bag and a circular box because she bought something new and maybe she wanted to put this into the bag, which the later could be used outside of the delivered items bag to provide more support (like double bags u know)

Mum initially was very unhappily surprised by why the fuck we wanted such a big bag, instead of listening to the cashier. So I explained to her.

So she “wow…” in a frowning voice. Her appreciation sounds like disapproval, and the cashier seemed shocked.

I asked her immediately why she’d do that, and she claimed she was appreciative! And argued her “wow…” is happy tone. Me and dad tried to educate mum about it, but she brushed us off. Bruh again _{(reminded me of that meal with relatives and mum tried to praise an item being good, but started off with a frowning tone and face and sentence. And that worried her sis lol and then dad was explaining Mum’s always like this – mum’s sis has GAD and dad had a very jumpy and easily frightened nature……….)}

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huge argument bt me & mum

#mum Im legit yelling as hard as I can in the dream. She was very stubborn I felt very frustrated But she gave me a can of soft drinks later, so I was less furious but still angry.

proposed by unfamiliar classmate

#secschool #CCH #jamie #charlottec

Secondary school people all gathered in the hall (it was a dining hall by Vivienne Westwood??) for a special occasion. Apparently I’m gonna get proposed by a person. So I was guessing who’s the person. I almost thought it was Valerie, but I would be hesitant to accept it. And then I start thinking if it would be Jamie.

I saw the gifts they’re gonna give to me. They were commissioned drawings by really famous artists. I felt surprised and happy, but also worried because they must’ve spent a lot but I was hesitant…

Later CCH walked by to tell me it’s Joanne H. I was confused and double checked the name with her. I told CCH I didn’t really know her. CCH asked on what occasions had we met. I said EITP. CCH was confused so I explained it’s an IT extracurricular activity at school. That’s it. CCH asked if I wanted to accept the proposal. I was hesitant, and finally firmly said, no. CCH couldn’t really hide her slightly shocked face, and asked me how I would reject her. (Because the board at the hall had the names of pairs of proposed couples listed, there were like 6-7 pairs. It would be awkward if we were the only failed pair.

Meanwhile CCH walked away to ask for other teachers for advice (for me/ herself) And I’m brainstorming my script to reject Joanne. Jamie, who were on my left (in front of me in the queue), warned me she might be an NPD and she’s not gonna give up that easily.

I finished brainstorming my script and signalled CCH to come back because I got the idea. I’ll thank her first for the gifts and effort, and then I would explain we weren’t familiar with each other, so I’ll decline the proposal for now, but I’m willing to know more about her. I think that sounded appropriate! (What about the gifts! I don’t know too so I’ll leave that out of the speech.)

Anyways it’s time for all students to get up the stage. Somehow now Jamie was in front of Charlotte which was in front of me. I was locking arms with Charlotte, lol. While walking, I saw a girl holding a phone showing women rather suggestive images (but fr it’s just bikini photos… but more exposed) at the row behind us.

Interesting… 🤨

escape using pastel car

#uni After the rejection I guess (the dream didn’t show that section) I rushed to a nearby carpark. There was a man welcoming me by the gate, leading me down to the cars. He asked me embryology questions and influenza vaccination questions. I said I didn’t revise and I’ve forgotten them already, (it’s summer give me a break!) maybe I’ll revisit them when school starts. Anyways we went down to this empty carpark (no people, some cars) but occasionally there’s sounds. There were some random wild animals like skunks.

Suddenly I felt the urge to rush and hide. Seems Joanne was coming. I saw more cars suddenly turning on and steering away. I wanted to grab a car tok and I was about to grab this pastel pink? Purple car. (I have a cool dream item remote that can remote anything as I concentrate on it- exclusive to this current dream I guess) When I wanted to turn it on I noticed a car flickering its lights on me. It was a person in a car’s passenger seat. He wanted me to take the driver’s seat. The car was cuter and was the original design that I wanted to drive. It has a combination of multiple pastel colours, petite and had decorative wings on the sides? I got in and started driving. But the side mirrors were pretty bad, I can’t get them to open wide enough to see the back/ even side of my car. And the middle mirror was pretty unfair too because it leaned towards the passenger side. _{Somehow I felt unfair due to gender inequality because it was leaning towards the man’s side. But now outside dream it doesn’t really make sense. It’s just poor design.} Also it was very cramped inside. Anyways so I was driving blindly. I was planning to ask the male passenger to help me look at nearby cars, but I figured out he might have some blind spots too. So I haven’t asked.

Dream ended.

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train; shopping design; hk tour; predatory domestic helper

#mum #dad #uni Train journey. There were 12 cars, my parents and I were going on the 8th. Our journey would take a little bit more than an hour. _{(around the duration of the last cross-city train we took)} Upon arriving at each station, the cars would separate and leaving that particular car in their respective destination. Car 1 would be the earliest to separate and so on. Pretty interesting design.

Design shopping with Yuki We were looking through minecraft pixelated textures now. (Uhm maybe imagine 3d goggles but the goggles are minecraft texture packs; some sort of AR stuff.. but we weren’t actually wearing glasses, it was inbuilt in our bodies as a function?) Yuki’s texture pack was good. As if she downloaded that “more player models” mod because everything was blocky and 3D. I tried to switch mine but all my packs were not pretty so I was viewing in an ugly colour filter.

We went to some pop up stores to look at their original designed products. But the shop keepers were unwelcoming me because I only looked and didn’t buy anything.

Raining hk Coffee shop go out (no seats) Tourist ask for directions Take bus from whampoa/ tst coast Across victoria harbour to another coast (teach tourist using map, another passerby also teach)

Ok and then on the bus there was a group of domestic helpers. One was taking a photo of me when I was sitting opposite to my own domestic helper. I snached his phone and deleted the pic.

My domestic helper was a bit chill because he was rambling on where we should have sex together in the field when he’s working. I asked him if he can pick a place that less people would look at (I was unwilling but I couldn’t escape). He avoided my question, I think he would like us to fuck in front of his friends aka those on the bus.

Before getting off I realised I forgot to clear the recently deleted album so i snatched his phone again. But his was android and he had multiple album apps. I browsed inside but couldn’t find that tab. But I had to get off the bus w my domestic helper. So I returned him his phone.

Getting off I asked my helper what’s for lunch. He said I’m cooking (me) And I asked how about we cook indomie He had an idea and entered an alley, which led to those small snacks shops. I followed auickly yet nervously.

It was actually a big alley. One fish shop and then one gambling, one sus shop

Saw Sally and Mancy I at first waved at the wrong person as Sally, it was a third person travelling along with them. (They’re all cosplaying) But Sally was surprised I recognised her. I apologised for waving at the wrong person but Sally felt close enough and was very glad and amused.

They wished me good luck when having sex with my domestic worker. I chuckled and said thanks (although i really don’t want to have) :////

And then I was planning where to get a test strip for my domestic worker for STI right before sex…

med quiz w Ronnie!

#PBLmate Med quiz in lab. Sitting with Ronnie J. Need to group tgt two people in a group. A third girl in another table ask if she can group with Ronnie. Ronnie declined. And we formed a group. I was secretly very happy hahahahahaha Did a few multiple choice questions on paper as a casual quiz. The handwritten markings got digitalized in real time, very cool.

depositing money; zombie escape, penguin and seals!

#secschool

Getting a lot of red packets from relatives. In RMB. Depositing in bank ATM. All those 100 bank notes

My savings acc rose from like 5000 to over 10000 ! :D (in dream)

Suddenly many zombies came. Felt deja vu cuz I had a similar dream before. Setting was in polyu

Used a long stick to tap sounds to lead them to the exit. Didn’t work lol Died I think And then I returned and learnt they got lured by penguins. So I used some plastic bag with yellow and black towels. One zombie just told me this doesn’t look like a penguin, it was too fake. And was following me along to attack me. I was embarrassed.

I think I died again but with slightly better progress. I came back to be part of a schools of (cosplayed) seals Using thick denim bras and skirts and move in a “seal like” way… Cuz apparently zombies get scared by seals and we guide them to the exit. And it was a success.

The school reran this zombie apocalypse again and using these tactics it was a success again. We found a stray zombie (Bindhiya) and me and another staff guided her back out.

In the dream zombies look just like humans but with dull green clothes.

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bj for unknown frd, jau; passed supple exam

#mum #ivan #jau #uni

Originally I was playing hide and seek at home. The seeker was dad. I was in the living room alone, revising. I felt like I was still a secondary school student. Occasionally I remembered I needed to hide instead of studying by the table, so I went to curl up and hide next to the entrance door. I found that there was no place to hide, so I went to the area near the kitchen. That place can be slightly peeked by people in the master’s bedroom at a particular angle. My mum was on the bed and saw me. She was looking at me. I frowned but she was still looking. I became mad and left the house angrily.

I was alone at night at some far places near my neighbourhood. It was near “the coast” but the area was industrial. Weird To Kwa Wan ish.

I was finding places to hide. Like among the pipes in the industrial area. That’s when Ivan spotted me. He then took me to a supposedly better mysterious place he knew which was better for hiding. When we arrived at the hiding spot, someone was super near (walking on a staircase above our spot), and found us out.

Ivan asked me if I mind meeting up with his friend _{(probably the one who found us out but I dont recall too exactly)} too

We met up with his friend. Ivan told me to give his friend a blowjob.

(I haven’t done it yet. But I was already preparing and picturing the scene in my imagination.)

Looking up (upper area with a footbridge, like uni upper street), his friend has called his pals to secretly photograph us.

Two students + 2 parents with cameras. One of the students was holding the phone to take video of us. The other one was using the parents film camera very casually to take pics for the parents. Like using burst shots and not holding the camera properly. That must be expensive lol.

I felt slightly surprised, slightly slighly betrayed but no other emotions… later somehow I knew I needed to give jau a blowjob too (it’s a she though)

Later I entered the med lib? QMH? which was near the industrial tubes. We’re gonna receive our exam results here. Actually the timetable was given to me by Ivan just now when we were hiding. I don’t really have the email notifying me.

Entering the venue, I took a seat. Others were waiting for the release of the proper exam meanwhile I was receiving the supple one, but they didn’t know because I didn’t tell them.

Before the event began, Mandy Liu came and asked me for my plans in EY. So I told her my plans and how I’m gonna incorporate medicine inside my plan too, to revise more. After chatting, she gave me a document to congratulate I passed.

Later I, along with other classmates, were collecting a document bag. I opened mine and it was actually my plans for the EY (basically what I told Mandy before). And the sample answers for all the exams on the courses I was planning to take in EY.

I realised maybe I would’ve failed, but because I looked eager for EY and how EY may benefit me, they let me pass the exam. Maybe that’s why I didn’t receive the email too.

I was crying moderately in the dream. _{(I very seldom cry in dreams)}

teach math; hanging out

#secschool

I went to medlib / other lib to revise my med again. I took a random seat. Edwina was next to me as I walked past. She asked me to help her with a math question. So I proudly taught her.

After revising for a bit, I left the lib and went on the street. Yuki and her friends walked past. They waved at me and invited me to hang out together so I said sureee and walked together.

Dream ended.

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tidying revision stuff, younger mum ate a lot

#mum

mum was cooking in the kitchen. I find my schoolbag to be very heavy, so I was tidying my “plastic a4 bag”, where I store my worksheets. It didn't look like there was a lot of stuff inside, but I manage to get huge stacks of worksheets I stored this academic year (form 5), along with lots of worksheets in previous two years especially form 3. I also found a lot of school ties, and pin badges (the badges you obtain when you are working in the class committee.) I was reminiscing the times when I was part of the class committee. Although I was doing minor positions. (I didn't think of any position specific in the dream, maybe because the pin badge just said something like class helper (no such pin badges irl). But there was also one that has the identical design as from my primary school, which was a bus/ nanny van prefect badge.

I also found pairs of white and black socks inside. The white socks are short, like the ones you wear with summer uniform, while the black ones were longer like almost to the knee. (My irl school wore only white socks though).

There were also two satin dresses. Exotic, royal blue and a darker blue. Like those oriental dance skierts. Idk why lol

There were also a lot of envelopes. Some were mailed to other classmates (weaker academics). Maybe I was the subject coordinator so I was receiving the mail on behalf of them, and they didn't want to keep the mail/ read them so they all made me keep it. Some mails were mine though. Most I got (which were for me) were opened already. Some I kept the mail content, which were school cards. Somehow I got three. Maybe because I kept losing them so I kept reapplying for them. They look silver, like the disneyland silver card, lmao. Actually looks decent.

After getting everything unnecessary out (which was like the vast majority of the stuff inside the a4 bag), I was relooking at the stack of paper. (I already looked through them when I was taking them out, they are really outdated worksheets).

I relooked at the stack of notes I made in form 3. The whole stack of paper was blue. With my handwritten annotations and notes. I was proud that I shared the digital version for other students. But I have an updated thought that maybe doing past papers were more useful for them, instead of just notes. But undeniably, notes were the first step/ entrance to obtaining the core knowledge so that you can do the past papers for more effective studying. So notes were still useful in that sense.

Later, I told my mum to clean up & wash the socks and dresses for me. She told me to leave these stuff for her, she'll deal with it later. During (breaks in) cooking, she walked out of her kitchen to share about her younger inexperienced self redeeming all 20 tickets for 煎餅 at one time instead of going for 4 包子 + some medical pills she required (seemed diabetes mellitus). Meanwhile I wondered that is also too much to eat for one meal, and I felt shocked, why she ate so much when she was already having DM/ & probably obese. She wasn't aware she was sick?? _{(she wasn't diagnosed with anything irl so far)}

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family shopping in Japan

#mum I was at this boutique/ stationery shop again (the genre of items sold was like Eslite but it is definitely not eslite). It was in Japan, in a shopping mall. I felt like it is in Tokyo Skytree. I was choosing that same two shirt/ dresses again, along with some other items. I was only holding those two clothes around but not buying because I know they were too too expensive (5000 yen for a shirt- but in the dream it felt like 10算 instead of 5算 so my dream instinct told me it was 500 hkd instead of ~ 250hkd ish)

And I gave my mum to have a look. She said this brand is good, but quietly exclaimed it was too expensive.

She was looking at some plastic decorative items. Being oddly specific, it was some resin craft of random shapes. In very generic shapes like circles, teardrop, semicircle etc. Transparent but with either vibrant or deep colours.

I was looking at them too. I was thinking of combining the plastic blocks to reconstruct a slice of orange (flat cut, not the triangular one).

I was playing around with the circle and teardrop shaped plastic blocks. But the size was not right. Mum came over and handed me a bigger circle, saying she found this interesting thing at another side of the shop.

So I was combining them instead.

But quickly I was bored and I put them down, in their original spots.

Later a shopkeeper asked me in Japanese? (but somehow I could understand, maybe because it was a dream) That they were still missing some blocks. She pointed at a circle thing, I recalled my mum actually held this thing before, so I looked around to find my mum. She was standing outside of the shop (supposedly waiting for me/ us (if dad is here, idk)), and I told her to come over, and we saw the missing piece on her hand. She looked slightly surprised? and quickly returned it. I was slightly embarrassed but it was fine, because I am not the one who took the piece.

The shopkeeper pointed at another missing spot, and I told her that one was not here when we arrived. So it was not our fault. And she thanked us (? like in a very general way when japanese do that), and left.

hiding from gang

I was playing on my phone? And I observed from a POV of a clown who was on a mission. Idk bruh anyways he hid behind a locker and actually two characters (his allies) were hiding there too. _{(I think I dreamt this because I started playing Zenless Zone Zero yesterday. Just to claim a reward that would be expiring. But after going past the tutorial/ intro, the redeem code has already expired. So I stopped playing LOL)}

discussing med questions

#secschool #uni Riding MTR (actually more like Shenzhen metro) with Mancy and her uni friends We were discussing a question, why the answer is (xxx anaemia) but not (another thing) I asked a few classmates and they weren't sure too So I went torward and ask Mancy and another girl, who was walking ahead of us They were talking about writing papers. I was slightly ashamed because I was kind of stupid and I was still stuck in this exam, but nevertheless that means they were knowledgable so I didn't hesitate to ask them about it

They explained it in the dream (I didn't really understand them but they sounded authentic so I'll just remember the answer)

petting dog, music beatbox

#chinok I was back at my room, which had been repurposed as a gathering point for dogs and their owners. I was lying on the bed. Next to me was a male owner who owned two dedicate dogs, wearing classy collars (like collars of human clothes, kind of like old English style clothing?? Those Victorian ones??? Shakespeare style big collars??) I was looking at the dogs, trying to differentiate which one is male which one is female. So I was looking at their ears. They have human ears. And I found it completely normal and made sense in the dream LMAO. I looked at the earlobe of the dogs. I deduced the left one is a female, because the earlobe is more prominent. And the right one is a male because the earlobe connects to the face more. And I kind of... reminisce Arthur's ear, because the male dog human ear looks really similar to his...

I looked at the owner. The owner was a young male. Who seemed to be from a rich family. Wearing delicate clothes of old Japanese style. His ear also looked like Arthur's ear. Maybe because he was a male. (LMAO)

While looking at them I was actually playing a game on my phone again? Seemed like the same game as the dream two sections above. Later there were some horny advertisement in the game, and appeared more frequently. Women masturbating themselves. And I actually got a bit horny too so I went to the toilet because I wanted to do it to satisfy my urge.

But then in the toilet I was back playing the game instead.

After a while idk what happened but I was on the street with Mancy again. We were waiting for the traffic light. I pointed towards a building/ shopping mall (looked like Tai Yau Building in Wanchai honestly), telling her I was very sad many times and the place I would go is that shopping mall. I didn't tell her sometimes I fantasise jumping off that building too. (??)

Later I was alone, sitting by the road, drinking a big cup of cold coffee. My mum was next to me. I was listening to a random street performer playing the drums/ beatboxing. The tune was catchy. It was complicated but not for me (my rhythm sense was very good – that's a talent I think) _{(however my coordination was kinda bad so I cannot play instruments that hit multiple notes at the same time, e.g. piano, drums with two hands playing different stuff)}

And I began to beatbox to the beat. I looked around and found Chinok also sitting nearby, also beatboxing. We said hi to each other and figured out it was fun. But we remained in our own seats.

I think I told mum to go home early and no need to wait for me. Because she wasn't interested in the performance (she wasn't listening to the performance at all), and I didn't want her to be here when I was talking with my friends.

Dream ended. Why so many random dreams!! aaaaaa

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weird I forgot a lot of the dream because I fell asleep after dreaming it and briefly waking up

dissection, straight A classmate 1

I was in the dissection room. _{(irl: Another room – ADL1. I was at around the front entrance of dissection room – around station 1)}. (But in the dream, there was only one entrance, which is the back entrance in the dissection room, so this position was actually “deep inside the room”)

My table consist of me and my friend. (one dream friend) I was operating on the one on the table, and was following instructions like the other groups. Friend found a stack of dried skin somewhere on the bench. The appearance was like a plastic wrapped stacked blanket. But the blanket was skin of once living. He/ She said, “there's three skins inside,” and was ripping the package.

I was kinda shocked and asked her what she's doing in a whispered tone. The corpse wasn't in the package. We should operate on the one on the table. She told me it's alright, and she opened it. I didn't stop her because it was already ripped.

I looked around and the teachers weren't nearby. So I looked at her taking out one of the neatly folded skin. And was holding it like a shirt.

Somehow dissection class ended

As I was walking at school corridor, I found several adults surrounding a schoolmate. I asked my two (or several) classmates next to me. They said it was Sara, she got 4A* so she was answering reporter's questions. (somehow in the dream 4A* was rather rare like IB full mark for some reason...) I asked them, Sara was the vice head/ head prefect, right? They said yeah it's her And I mentally calculate, Sara was one year younger than me, if she's a prefect (f5), then I was form 6 Very studious and nice, I kinda admire her. _{(no such classmate irl btw. I don't have friends called Sara too.)}

movie – the ring

#mum #dad Our family went for a movie show with auntie atlex After watching one show, we wanted to watch another one, which is called “the finger”/ “the ring”?? (I forgot the exact name) But first we wanna get some refreshments We went to the bakery nearby There was a tiny section that was made by Atlex It is a selection of self mixed healthy drinks There were two that were inspired by me? In the way that I once gave her some chinese medicine ingredients and she made a drink (entirely in dream). One of the ingredients I gave her is called 地獄 for some reason 💀

straight A classmate crying 2

I was in the classroom, sitting on the first/ second row. Sara was at my back. _{(Maybe because yesterday I was sharing about my friend sitting at the back of me)(Sara and my friend has nothing alike I guess)}

i asked (genuinely), what is she sad about, academics? but shes 4A*! and used counselling techniques _{(Maybe because of the workshop yesterday night)}

she asked me back if i am sad And I told her yeah I'm sad too because I got raped in anatomy room _{(?????????????????? noooooooo not rape....)}

dream probably ended here

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finding surgeon

#mum #ruth (actually didn't appear)

Mum liked to be close with famous people. In the dream she went for surgery. After coming out, she said there was a famous doctor (a pretty big neurosurgeon in our faculty) who was on the next bed of her surgery (as a patient). She told me to find him for her in order to let her say words like she recognises you and they can be closer or whatever

So, me, still in my scrubs (I work in that hospital), I went to search for that doctor. I walked around in the hospital but there was no sign of the doctor. Maybe he already left after his minimally invasive surgery. I followed two staff to the back corridors where they led to different doors. I entered one door. It was the backdoor of a supermarket (so the hospital and supermarket were interconnected)

I was in the supermarket. I was a bit confused but I briefly walked around to find the surgeon. Seems not here. I saw the staff that went through the door entered another backdoor. And they were talking about mental health team or whatever. So I sneakily followed through the backdoor and it was a staircase. One of the staff went up. After he (I assume it was a man) went up, I stood by the staircase of the original supermarket floor. I want to wait for the man to either come down or I wait long enough and go have a check.

In the middle of waiting, a figure who was wearing kind of punky clothes (in a good looking way) walked by. She ignored my presence. (maybe because I was hiding/ acting low-key). I looked and felt the person was like Ruth. So I kind of act coughing or humming songs because I wasn't sure so I wouldn't directly address her. But when I look closer, it wasn't, so I was relieved and glad I didn't yell and say hi to the person.

Later I went up a floor to see what was it. It was a mental health wellness room. But rather creepy. Because the staircase was dark and was made of old looking concrete. And the mental health room was on the top of the staircase. (There is one more section of the staircase going up, but it ends into the wall, so I wouldn't count that as one more floor, although it said 8/F)

Anyways, I looked inside. There was a young little girl in shocking pink dress, with her back towards me. She was talking to a woman (at first I thought it was my secondary school art teacher, but soon I realised it was Ming Yi teacher aka Cantonese opera lesson teacher – yes our secondary school has niche mandatory courses)

Since the woman was sitting towards the direction of the door, I was scared of being discovered, so I hurried down the staircase.

Back on the supermarket floor of the staircase, actually there was a side path which led to a hidden corridor to all classroom doors. The path was initially blocked by a double door. The first one you need to press a button to unlock it. The second one you can just push it open. Coincidentally a staff walked by and just pressed the button. So I followed through. I used a little rectangular thing on the floor to hold the door open, because I couldn't see such a button on the other side of the door. I was guessing if I needed a staff card to access, then in that case I would be stuck here. The second door was simple, I just push it open, but I am worried again if it shut and it was a one-way door and I couldn't open from the other side. So I was holding the second door open (because there was only one door “holder”? and I used it on the first door)

So the dream ended here with me holding the second door open.

my own loft became family trip

#dad

Japan trip! With me alone. I was checking in a place with my luggage. There were two elevators, I entered the one which came earlier. I checked my tag on the room key, it said 6/F. So I was finding the button to 6/F, when I realised this elevator is for odd numbered floors only. But I was too lazy to get out and wait for the other elevator. I blinked and looked away from the buttons for a brief time. I looked back and the 6/F button was here. I pressed it. At first there was no response (no light after pressing button, lift wouldn't move), but after pressing it multiple times the lift worked. And the lift opened at 5/F which was what it was supposed to do at first place (odd numbers) And I was slightly scared of elevators too so I got off quickly. _{(scared because I had way way way too many nightmares about elevators and escalators not reaching the floor I wanted when I was small. So usually in the dream as long as it opens and it was close enough to my floor, I would just leave. Because they could never put me on the perfect floor)}

I got out and walked for one floor with my luggage. (It wasn't tiring at all) I checked my tag on the key again and found my room. I entered with the key. The room was really nice. Very white, clean, the furniture was sleek. I quickly checked if the door locks work, and then I close my door immediately. I continued to look around in the room. Big TV. Somehow there were three beds. One double bed in the middle, two single beds on the sides. It wouldn't be too worrying if there were only two beds in total, because I can still kind of rationalise why me, one person only, would have two beds (e.g. inviting friends over; room provider only has double person room) But now we have three beds. And then I looked back at the door and found it was open. I tried to close it but it wouldn't click, it would just open again I figured out there was a silk scarf which was tied onto the door knob that was stuck between the locking mechanism. Me, slightly confused because there wasn't any when I just came in, removed the scarf and threw it on the floor outside. Because I couldn't move/ nudge the long scarf away from the lock, the only way is to untie it and throw it away. Now the lock worked. I looked back into the room and saw my dad's shoes. And then I looked back at the lock and it didn't work again. And I heard my parents outside. They were checking into the same room. But seemed they didn't have the key. (Maybe because I took the only key and went in first). But because the lock wasn't working, they just marched in with their luggage.

Turned out this mini studio/ loft was actually our family hotel room and we were going on a trip... I was very disappointed. Because when I entered the room alone, I was overjoyed to see my own new space and I can try to manage my own living as a capable independent and functional adult. (I thought I was either going on an exchange or travelling alone.) But it was a family trip. And family was a stressor.

Mum was like, why are you putting up such a face? We paid for this expensive family trip despite running out of money, so that we can make you happy! I was pretty upset but I didn't reply anything back. Because it seemed like they were deliberately making me guilty.

Really quickly after they put down their luggage and roaming around the room loudly, they wanted to go out together (with me) to explore the neighbourhood (and I think to stalk my friends). _{(which for some reason made sense, because one time our PBL group went for dinner at my neighbourhood, and we sat near the entrance glass panel,,, and they walked by coincidentally and looked at every one of us amusingly. They told me later on when I got home. I was oblivious to this if they didn't say. Rather creepy hhahaah)}

Before going out we needed to turn off the TV. (They turned it on and was blasting mainland TV shows...) It took so long and many tries. Mum tried a few times before giving the remote to me to turn it off. But I couldn't too. It would just turn black for a sec and resumed the show. Anyways finally I figured it out and turned it off. But Dad wanted to try it himself using his own way, so he took the remote and was pressing buttons on the modem also. I was pretty annoyed because I already turned the TV off, he was just wasting time problem solving a now solved problem He turned it on again with the buttons and couldn't shut it down. Mum was yelling at him. I was annoyed. Dad was annoyed we were being impatient. Finally Mum told me to just turn off the TV using my method and ignore what Dad was doing. So now the TV was off.

Now they were picking hats to wear before going out. I thought it was just a simple task. I just see the one which matched my outfit and I pick that. And then I also picked one for Mum because she was wasting time and her taste was awful. And then Mum began to kept praising me for such a good taste. I felt uneasy and a bit scared.

Dream ended. Sigh! I was picturing a nice quiet overseas exchange me-time! Now it was a noisy and unnecessarily hectic family trip. Awful.

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Ok today I have no dreams/ didn't recall any, but my mum shared her dream with me (that's rare, she seldom does so. She only did it for a few times in my life, and usually before the release of exam results.)

Here is a record of what she said to me

Mum's dream about me, evil man & poo

#mum

She dreamt she was with me. We were on our way to somewhere. Suddenly I stopped in my steps. (“I” means me, not mum) She asked me why/ what And I said, I need to wait for someone. Mum instinct say this person was malicious. So she kind of nudged me to leave with her. But I insisted on standing there. “I need to stand here to wait for him,” I said. “I have to.” “But he's bad! Don't wait for him!”

Mum saw this shadowy figure in the dream, approaching. He looked evil. Soon, there was poo on our clothes. There was poo on the ground. Mum's reaction was like “waaa ew” “let's leave,,,!!”

But I insisted, “No! I need to see him. I need him to give me an explanation. (俾我一個交代)” So mum was rather anxious yet she couldn't pull me away to escape, because I kept standing there.

_{^^ she told me the dream until here, I suppose that means the dream ends here/ she recalled till here. And then she told me after she woke up she was googling what poo means in dream. And apparently it is free money that we can get without earning hard. And she remembers her mum is gonna give me some money as a reward for me entering uni. So she was happy. I was too lazy to tell her then that's my money not yours. lol And I didn't tell her I think dream interpretation is subjective and,,, lol her focus was on the poo not me Meanwhile I was thinking if that means I am gonna fight JY and I get some “apology money”, but I needed to work hard/ I was mentally working really hard this year to get that money though... And whether the poo means I would get my reputation ruined because of it... although I did nothing wrong... BUT! It's not my dream. So it is technically not my own subconscious thought. So it is ok}

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