Neko

dream

mum

park & grad gown, chasing game

#mum #dad Went to park w family (seems like a japanese mini amusement park) Different stations in the park, if you have to go to the end of park you have to finish the stations one by one

There was a puzzle with a cannon ball, and if u want to move it to open the exit, u need to follow the guide and collect stuff and activate some fans and push the ball to the right spot Feels like mario odyssey

Anyways I failed, because i think it just cannot be done physically I cant use freaking tissues and feathers to push and shoot the heavy cannon ball

(thoughts: It reminded me of my clogged brain for this academic year and I physically couldn’t do it)

So I gave up the puzzle and walked straight through it to the next station

But then when I sneaked to the next station, it was an empty land with a car (I feel like it’s some sort of bumper car arena)

But because I haven’t finished the last puzzle, this one wasn’t activated (The car works cuz I sat inside and it can move, but there’s no puzzle activated and I can’t see the exit) So I tried to fiddle with the switches that the cannon ball supposed to hit

But it doesn’t work

And I clicked some wrong switches so my car suddenly moved in reverse gear and in circles and it was hard to control, cuz in the dream I don’t think I have a steering wheel

I was scared so I hopped off the moving car and ran back to the last puzzle

I was staring at the cannon ball for a bit when my mum waved and called me. They happened to walk by, but they’re at the area outside the puzzle (the park used those… retractable fences (those metal poles where they have a fabric line that you can pull out like a retractable measuring tape)? To fence off the puzzle area

They called me to come, so I walked nearer Turned out they purchased customised grad gowns for themselves So basically at the cashier, since these Japanese were creative, they designed some little vests to go along with your gown, so it looks cuter and not as dull They bought a light blue one and a dark blue one i think

I told them, but I haven’t finished the puzzle yet, I haven’t graduated

They said nah it’s time to buy one, they’re about to run out of stock! The light blue one was unavailable already! Choose one which one would you like Dad chimed in to say the dark blue linen one was good! I looked at it but find it a bit too grey But the rest was worse so I chose it

After they got the gowns, I asked my mum to help me with the puzzle And we three went to do the cannon ball puzzle (actually I just observed them) And they easily solved it for me (we were doing it the same way but somehow two people were stronger than one)

And then my parents said done and we left

Maybe the empty bumper car park was the finishing area… not sure…

(thoughts: this may be the first recent dream that mum was actually doing something useful- I think it’s because mum finally sat down for the first time yesterday night to actually ask me and listened to how I’m doing at school- without throwing a tantrum about me not working hard enough. (uhm although she did yesterday) and she’s normalising my rather abnormal experience of amnesia to the point I got lost at the lab that I went frequently (im not sure if she’s just trying to be nice because I looked like I’m on a strike and gave up or something) (i dont know) (I don’t think she realised my mental health was shit)

(also rather ironic that dad noticed a subtle poor old lady that needs help on the street and so he gave a lot of things to her, but he didn’t seem to realise I also need some help) (And yesterday I finally remembered last summer before I got really depressed I knew it was something to do with covid but not covid itself… I searched through my gallery and my digital footprints but because I was sick I didn’t leave much. Now I recalled something really disappointing. I think I’ll write here in case I forget again. I was terribly sick so in the morning around 6am I finally got up from the bed we were all sleeping in, to throw up in the toilet. I threw up black/ brown stuff. I was horrified because according to my study notes brown vomit indicates something really bad inside- because it was old red blood cells I was having fever and wanted to faint and bla bla bla anyways after sitting in the toilet to ready myself I walked back and woke them up, despite feeling bad because they’re sleeping soundly. But I really wanted to go to the hospital (I hated eating meds and going to the hospital- and this was the first time when I actually wanted to get help) But they told me it was too early and they’ll sleep more and take me there later, despite I told them I can’t and I wanted to go now, they slept again So I waited in great discomfort until around 9? (because I am too weak to go to the hospital alone) (Maybe 9 was fast.. but the hospital was near… and I can’t wait that long) So I was really disappointed in my parents Yeee story time ended I couldn’t remember this till now, surprise

I was in a 1v1 chasing game To this point i think I had too many chasing game dreams so I’ll skip the plot The setting was in minecraft and we can fly and jump into buildings / blocks

Oh the scary part During sleep I suddenly felt there were two palms holding my head, they felt super real but they weren’t my hands. Feel like some old lady witch. And they came from behind me, but behind me was a wall. I was super scared idk what she? Would do to my head..!!!? Rip it off!?????? Hang me !????? And my heart rate goes up, and unfortunately my watch alarm also goes off (vibrations) and those vibrations were kind of fast and sync to my heartbeat Holy shit so i open my eyes slightly, i can still feel the hands, but I moved mine and they really weren’t mine, and there were no blankets around my face so idk where the sensation came from ajahajshsj and it’s not my mum because the door was closed fuck And after i widely open my eyes and move a bit, the hands retreated and gone

Anyways we swapped to another scene:

rushing hw

#secschool #teacher

Doing chinese homework during form period (“classmistress time” that we can do anything) Because next lesson was chinese and we needed to hand it in

My neighbour saw Chinese teacher outside the door (we have a little glass panel by the door) And thought she didn’t come in because it was locked Meanwhile I was thinking she didn’t come in because our classmistress (the f6 one btw) was still inside I didn’t want her to come yet because I haven’t finished the hw, so I pretended I didn’t notice Anyways the class were gesturing the door wasn’t locked, so she opened the door My classmistress was tidying the desk for her

Anyways finally she was announcing she was going to collect the homework by the end of today, at 18:30, instead of during the lesson. So I was relieved. But I think maybe she saw me doing the homework so she extended it slightly.

(irl: this chinese teacher was pretty nice. There was a dictation but I failed because I tried and couldn’t memorise the sentences lol, and she wrote some encouraging words. And then in the next dictation I worked hard to memorise the damn passage and got 100, so she wrote some words of congratulations and gave me a stamp hahaahhaah)

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protect sis, go shopping

#relative #mum #dad

Little sis and her family visited us. We brought them to Hung Hom station because there’s an exhibition

There were so loud af mainland kids (they’re coming in the form of a study tour). Wearing those pe uniforms. The teacher did nothing too Normally I’ll just frown and tolerate but when you have 100 shouting screaming kids I’m gonna explode (internally)

I stared at them. They stared back and made funny faces at me. >:(

Anyways my little sis was also wearing their kind of uniform. But a purple variant. I guess purple means junior form because she was very small and young. And the bad big and noisy ones were mostly in red and yellow (and blue) uniforms.

Her mum reminded us to look closely after her. I was holding her hand. Later we entered an elevator (those big industrial ones). Her mum reminded me to be careful for sis because bad people may touch her breasts. Mum urged us to go to her side to stand. But actually I thought me and sis’s side was safer, because sis was next to the wall and I’m shielding her. Mum’s side was surrounded by several family’s baby prams. Anyways I led sis to stand on mum’s side tgt

Somewhat later it’s time for us to separate and we said goodbye to her family

I went to a restaurant to eat. And then finally i ordered a takeaway fancy orange juice sorbet drink. Costed $40. I was looking at the cashier when she was preparing the drinks. Somehow I detected she was autistic through her actions? Words? so I squealed with joy because we were on the same channel And she poured me slightly more juice than the others. Like $40 worth of content when others are $30. (But others paid $40 too)

I took the drink, paid for the meal and left

And then our family went shopping Mainly my mum and I. Dad went to shop separately.

Mum’s shopping were so damn boring Later for some reason i forgot, she went into a ladies underwear shop to ask if there were dresses for me. I wasn’t interested and i was holding a drink so i tried to stay not as into the shop, while driving the shopping cart for her.

She asked me multiple times whether i like some of the dresses and i said no Because the cutting was ugly

Finally about to leave But she decided to check one more time if there were more shops hidden in the path, so she went in again, i was annoyed because there were signs on the floor. She went into an small branch selling jewellery for investment, which leads to the underwear shop

She was listening to the shopkeeper about how to invest in these jewels and jewellery.

So boring Finally left and it was raining slightly. Not sure who gave it to me but i got an umbrella I ask if mum wants to share the umbrella and she declined. So she was in the rain And we met with dad at the crossroad

madam ho basement

#arthur ngl i felt a bit embarrassed for dreaming this I stood in basement of madam ho building I almost opened the wrong door, which had matte striped glass walls. It was when i realised some people were talking inside so i rechecked the calendar on my watch and found out it’s the wrong room

I took a u turn and about to turn around and back to the main corridor, when i saw a room opened and arthur was escorting his client out

I immediately retreated back to the side corridor i.e, in front of the wrong room

I wasnt sure if the client saw me, because he had his back towards me, but I think arthur caught a glimpse because he looked at my direction for a slightly longer time

i felt embarrassed because i should be upstairs in the waiting room. Idk why i came down

i felt embarrassed to write this too because i wasn’t following the procedures

Yesterday also dreamt something about arthur and using a messaging app but i forgot what it was about

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Dream from yesterday but thought it was short and boring so I didn’t write

minecraft coop

Opened a new minecraft world with a total of 4 people. We go explore the map sometimes together, sometimes alone. We helped each other and it was efficient and nice. I’d say it was enjoyable.

Those below are today’s

h manga on bus

Hahaha!!! #arthur #mum Lmao!

Riding bus home with mum. I was in secondary school uniform so I was probably a secondary school student. A primary school girl was sitting in front of me, and next to Arthur. The seating plan was like:

🚪exit door 💺(arthur)💺(prim sch girl) | aisle | 💺(mum)💺(me) | aisle |

At first mum was talking to me. So I looked at her direction. And then I saw Arthur sitting in front of us. I was thrilled but I couldn’t show it and I couldn’t say hi because mum didn’t know who Arthur was and I didn’t want to tell her. So I just observed him.

At the mean time, he took out his ipad. He turned it on. It was a hentai manga. (Wowwww) The screen was rather bright too so naturally it caught my attention. I began to read the content of the pages.

The ipad was big enough to show the first page and part of the second page. For some reason the pages are in landscape mode. Maybe it’s actually two vertical pages combined together? Idk. The first page was cover page, so it was in full colour. The second page was blue and white, but they slightly coloured the flesh in the normal colour. It looked rather intensive because the mangaka drew a lot of scenes onto the same page, and it’s just the first two page. (Or maybe it’s because it’s a chapter in the middle of the book, idk)

The content of first page included… A hand grabbing a small dedenne and putting it in the anus (sorry!) Glimpses of zhongli from Genshin Impact on top Multiple drawings of girl getting fucked … I couldn’t look closely at the details because my mind was occupied by the cursed vivid image of shoving dedenne into the anus like a dildo💀🙏🏻 oh my god

My reaction in the dream was, see! Arthur plays genshin impact (since he picked a book with such characters) And, oh wow that looks intense, didn’t know Arthur had this side and was interested in hentai. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

While still maintaining a conversation with Mum, I took out my phone to take a pic, because it was interesting. I pretended to text/ use my phone in order to not let my mum know I’m taking a pic of a “stranger” nor letting her see the guy was reading nsfw content, that would be hard to explain?

I snapped a pic. However he looked bored, despite the seemingly engaging and exciting manga. So he took out his phone to search for another hentai manga, and began to read it, while the ipad screen was still on. I snapped another pic.

The primary school girl (she was wearing our school’s primary school uniform) looked directly in front of her throughout the bus ride and seemed unbothered.

We happened to leave at the same station. Arthur picked up the kid’s pink schoolbag and put it on one side of his shoulder. He and the girl were getting off together. Turned out he’s her dad.

While getting off, I tried to ahem to catch Arthur’s attention. But he couldn’t hear it. Maybe he’s too attentive looking after the kid.

After getting off, they were holding hands, walking at a normal/ slightly fast pace. I wanted to catch up with them. But first I need to carry my schoolbag first. However, my hands had no force and the schoolbag was as heavy as a dumbbell. I was stuck standing there on the ground holding the schoolbag.

Looking at them walking further and further away, I yelled at my mum to help me put the schoolbag on my shoulder, but secretly it was to catch their attention. But they continued walking with no response, and soon, they disappeared.

I didn’t really have strong emotions in the dream I guess? (Except at the beginning where we were on the same bus)

It was slightly interesting because I would’ve assumed Arthur probably was deliberately ignoring me, but now I gave him (& my mind) the benefit of the doubt and think maybe he genuinely couldn’t hear it because my ahems were too general :0 omg I think I see something

packing salads

#mum #charlotteh Two recipe- one from mum’s recommended Daisy (literally Donald Duck’s wife)’s recipe, one was Charlotte’s recommendation Daisy’s: delicicate, two half egg, torn chicken breast, salad veggies, green and yellow pepper, spring onion, with sauce on top of everything. Looks nice Charlotte’s: two half egg, 2 whole chicken breast, salad veggies, no more. Simple to prepare and nutrition content was fairly the same I wanted to make Charlotte’s since I was running out of time. However mum insisted I follow her recommendation and make Daisy’s version. I told her the ingredients were similar and we could make a spinoff version by adding similar ingredients as Daisy’s but simplify it using Charlotte’s method (e.g. chicken breasts untorn, I can tear it myself when I was about to eat if I wanted to) Finally after explaining for multiple times she agreed and I got to use my way. While I was preparing she realised this method was smart and praised me. I felt slightly annoyed because she wasted a lot of time rejecting my idea without actually thinking about it

Somehow the story changed into something that happened in the 小紅書 comments section (of what? Our interaction?) And a random client (the comment section was full of clients of different therapists) made an English quiz because she’s proud of being an English teacher. Fill in the blanks by choosing the most suitable word Tested [anxious] attachment Me and others in the comments thought it was a bad quiz because she’s not testing English language, but jargons instead.

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There were two dreams (events) initially. But when I try to “revise” the dream by sleeping again, the metro one had a new ending, so the latter event in original dream was gone.

sexual assault dog, panties, pet cats in cabinet

On a metro. Saw a random guy lying on the floor, there was a big (rather fat) dog lying on top of him. And the guy began to touch his dog inappropriately on the belly. (Not sarcastic but you can see him starting from the legs and his hand started to touch all over the place). And the dog looks like it's frowning. I think the dog is a girl too.

Later I had to exit the metro. I think I was wearing suit with short skirt (formal ones). I liked the skirt a lot but it didn't come with a safety pants component, nor did I wear any. And my feeling was a bit complicated, since I was a bit excited because I was going around with just a white pantie inside, and if I bend a bit others can see the small lace lining. However when I was taking the escalator and walking up the stairs I was also scared of people seeing my panties, but nevertheless it was thrilling. (hmm looks like the kind of shame play wearing toy in public setting......?????)

(ending 2) (the alt ending) Afterwards I arrived in an alley. There were two glass cabinets with two cats inside. I only remembered one was grey with patterns (I think it was just random though). In the dream I interpreted them as my pet cats. I was playing with them by moving my fist outside the glass panel. To my pleasant surprise, they reacted and were attracted to my movements. I was excited because they seldom responded to me. I wanted to call my mum to tell her about it and tell her to come quickly to see it. However, the telephone booth (actually a futuristic large panel projecting an interface) was just an arms length away, but I didn't dare to stop playing with the cats or else maybe they might ignore me next time. So I couldn't move far enough to hit the interface to call mum or others. I randomly pressed a button and it went to the discord help and services hotline, so I immediately stopped the call. So the dream continued with me playing with the cats, and the cats were slightly showing tiredness but they were still interested in me.

Interpretation: what if those cats were ivan and charlotte and I'm too scared to take a mental break and find others or else they might be less interested in me from then on

I think there was more to this ending but I forgot

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(ending 1) two events happened, and then me and #charlottec went to victoria park, and there was a whole block selling pineapple filipino food, which was interesting and I think it would be a shopper's heaven for domestic helpers. (there's more to the dream too but I can't remember, the pineapple wasn't the main point of the dream too) I think I dreamt of this because I was watching Uncle Roger's ig reel about tasting filipino food... and yesterday afternoon me and Charlotte were walking around mk and a street with a lot of pet shops (so sad) and there were a lot of domestic helpers on the bridge)

——— I took a nap in the evening, and woke up at night. I thought I could sleep for longer…

ig stories

There was more to the dream again, here is just an excerpt… Oo i remember Posted a photo on ig story about the ocamp trip me and another person led, because the ocamp was coming into a close. It looked successful. (970 invited me to be group leaders tgt for something similar so yeah maybe that’s why I dreamt it) I posted another photo taken by #charlotteh ‘s dad when their family were travelling to Japan on my ig story. It was photo of the night sky on the beach, there were a lot of stars. And her dad dmed me asking if I was also going on a trip (genuine question not sarcastic) and I told him the pic was his but I posted on story because it was pretty, and I thanked him, and politely hope we may go on a trip tgt? (Not sure)

ENT checkup, milk tea

#mum I went to a clinic in PolyU to check up my nose and pharynx, cuz my nose was cloggy and there was phlegm in my pharynx I sat on the clinic chair thing and they scanned my upper body I thought it would be an xray but it was a CT Anyways the CT scan was pretty cool, the female doctor can rotate the 3D CT model right after she scanned, and then told me to look to my right, it was a screen, and there was an automatic anatomy sketch/ outline drawing of my CT image And then the doctor began to label the different arteries around/ inside my jaw and stuff on the screen to teach me (The doctor was probably standing far, near my feet or maybe even zooming, anyways she’s not next to the screen while annotating) I was slightly nervous during her annotation because I was scared that she may ask me “what is this” and tell me to name stuff, cuz I don’t know. (irl the arteries were wrong, for example naming pulmonary artery inside the jaw, and calling my throat umbilicus or what) And I thought being a doctor was so difficult because I need to explain stuff to the patient and it was hard if I don’t understand what I am doing (…oh the patient will freak out if I don’t understand too...)

Anyways I got a lot of sputum. A blocked nose. She prescribed something for me to drink, but first I needed to take her receipt and pay at the cashier, and come back to collect the medicine.

I went outside the clinic (cashier on campus ground) and met with my mum. Mum gave me her medicine drink to drink. I said we needed to pay to get my own medicine. She said just drink mine it’s the same. But I wasn’t sure if it was the same, and I don’t want to mix things. She said she would bring me to the cashier then.

On our way I walked past a bakery. I went inside, checking out what’s in stock. I saw they have premade boba tea in bakery, lining up on the shelf. But they were expensive, at 88hkd after discount.

I saw another small bottle of milk tea, at 8 dollars i think, or 7.8?

I thought, although theres no pearls it would suffice because the price was affordable. So I took the drink to the cashier. The cashier (mainland part-timer)scanned and insert the amount to the handheld machine, where I can pay by octopus. I saw the price at 90/ 100ish? I told her she got the wrong price, and pointed to her the correct price. She apologised and typed it again, and showed the screen to me while pressing the button. So she pressed the wrong payment option, because she wasn’t looking at the screen. She pressed mainland alipay. I was telling her she pressed wrong again. She was apologetic and asked me if it was ok. I said fine (because I had mainland alipay) But she made the price $9 something and it was probably the transaction fee, which was annoying, and my mainland alipay was glitching and I couldn’t get the qr code to come out, it was somehow on cooldown. I was thinking if I should tell her to switch back to octopus (and correct the price as well), when I woke up thinking I was probably thirsty.

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bruh I had nothing to do in the evening, I was a bit tired of pokemon, I ate dinner, so I slept at around half past 8, but I woke at around half past 1 am... What am I gonna do with all this time?? (No revision please I hate it) (Had a bucket list of all the shows I kind of wanna watch but I'm unmotivated)

collecting coupon for roy

（面交代收） #roy #dad #aiden

I was (with my dad??) at a mtr concourse in the evening, there was a miku concert hosting soon herea (literally on the concourse. (the vibe seems Mong Kok East, no platform doors) (but I felt it was at Yau Ma Tei)

Anyways I received a whatsapp chat from Roy (my driving coach). He asked if I am free to help him collect something he ordered, on the concourse later at night. I agreed to help him. (because in the dream I like him)

He told me it would be around midnight. He said around time he would call me to give me more information. And after the transaction he would have someone drive me (to his or my???) home to stay for the night. So I waited for the seller to come meanwhile I was also waiting for the concert to start.

However at midnight/ past midnight I hadn't received my instructions yet. And dad was accompanying me. I told Dad I would come home later because I have things to do. Dad say better come home before 7am, (other than that he didn't say other stuff, and I think even if I come home later I'll be fine, he was chill anyways. The reason I told him was to want him to leave + he would explain to Mum when he went home in behalf of me)

I said yeh ofc (I assumed the transaction would be already done before 7am), and he left.

The concert seemed to be finished. There was no music. I was still at the concourse, waiting. I was slightly worried because I kind of want to leave the station because I was bored, and could come back anytime when Roy called me, but, it was probably past mtr operating hours, so if I left the station, I couldn't reenter the station. So I had to stay.

While I was waiting I was scrolling on my whatsapp. I checked my group chats. One of them had me, Aiden (970) and Adrian (3-day-boy). I accidentally hit the group call button. I didn't hit the end call button right away though. I waited for the call to get through to apologise for the wrong call. But they didn't instantly pick up the call, and I thought it would be awkward, so after like 5 seconds on the call by myself I apologised into the empty (solo) call and ended the call. After ending the call, Aiden messaged in the chat saying this group wasn't needed, and kicked me out of the whatsapp group. (instead of disbanding)

After a while when I was still scrolling whatsapp, the music returned. And Roy messaged me to find a guy who was waving his hand and acting special. (it was already 7am too)

I found a guy waving his arms. He reminded me of Ursmar, but with a bigger build ?? lol anyways I approached him and asked him if he was looking for the buyer, and showed him my chat with Roy.

He then walked me aside to talk more about the transaction. There was a women next to him too, in her 60s? looks rather old and frail (slightly short and quite thin) She told me, these bakery coupons may require their membership in order to be redeemed, and asked if I know the buyer had membership or not. I called Roy on whatsapp. He answered my call right away. He looked professional on the call, with a headset and rather fancy backdrop and transitions (quite fancy as if he was live streaming) Initially I couldn't hear what he was saying. (Also the music got really loud as if the concert was back, and it was difficult to focus on the conversation) Maybe I deafened myself, or he was muted. I told him I couldn't hear him, and he fumbled to fix it, meanwhile I was also hitting different buttons to change my output headphone option. Anyways we quickly solved it, and I asked if he has membership and repeated the situation to him.

(In the dream, I was thinking if he didn't have membership, I had friends who have membership, and if I really wanted to, I can ask my friends to help him redeem the coupon. On the other hand I was wondering if I had helped too much, and I didn't expect it to take such a long time well past 7am, and if I helped once he would ask again in the future. In addition, I was slightly upset/ disappointed because if I knew it would take so long, I could've spent the night at his home and possibly sleep with him aka get fucked for the night before meeting the seller. Especially when Dad let me free, and Mum wasn't here in the dream at all. Such a missed opportunity * sigh *)(<— all thoughts in the dream, but holds true even after I woke up lol...)

anyways before he responded anything, the dream ended.

— I was playing relatively loud music on my phone next to my bed while asleep though. Also rather unfortunate that I was thinking of Arthur while playing those love themed music, but I dreamt of Roy. Sorry Arthur! LMAO I feel so bad LMAOO I feel like as if I'm stepping onto so many boats at the same time, but in fact there are no boats because these are all imagined intimate romantic relationships.

—- finally slept at around 7:30am. I have beaten another pokemon gym, it’s starting to get boring.

last chinese lesson before public exam

#pblmate #secschool tbh i think it’s because mainland gaokao is about to start (like tmr??) so i dreamt of something related. The dream was boring so I’ll skim through it

Last chinese lesson The classroom was full But our teacher hasn’t arrived After like 10-20 minutes, at the :16 mark our monitor, Heidi, decided to go upstairs to grab our workbooks from the shelf because we needed to anyways They decided if they came back too late at :27 they’ll probably skip the lesson So a bunch of people went upstairs with our monitor There were only three people remaining in the room, including me. I was sitting at the back corner furthest away from the door, just like back in f6. In front of me was Matthew, (uni PBLmate, had appeared in one of my recent dreams exploring hotel too, wait OMG he’s the other guy who was going on the macau trip with sus guy) At the other side of the classroom there was a girl. (I found her really familiar in my uni chinese tutorial class, I was wondering yesterday during class that maybe we have met in previous unrelated tutorials.)

After a long while, our teacher came. She was doing chinese exercises with us. Since I sat right behind Matthew, I leaned closer to his seat. He looked back at me and our faces were very close. I got a bit closer until it’s like 1-2 finger distance, so … 3cm?

He didn’t flinch, neither did I. After a while, I decided he wasn’t embarrassed because he didn’t look away or did a nervous chuckle or anything, so maybe he wasn’t interested in me. So I made distance and leaned back to my seat. (* To clarify I am not interested in him both irl and in the dream aaaaaa idk what am I dreaming bruhhshshshhaha) (very interesting i think maybe it’s related to that one time I leaned on the sofa thing to look at Arthur’s face, it’s not THAT close though =_=)

Anyways I withdrew and we continued working on the worksheet. I was jotting notes with many different coloured pens, so maybe that’s why the teacher kept skipping me when asking questions, because she knew I was paying attention. (maybe this is related to how the tutor in my chin tutorial didn’t ask me questions because I was late to class and I haven’t signed the attendance yet, so he didn’t know I was here, so he skipped my name. I signed it back after class though, cuz the guy allowed it)

After a while each of us had to answer one paraphrase question, as there were 3 questions for 3 people. We have to change the sentence to not use the “不得不” in the original sentence. The girl’s answer to her question was meh. But ngl it was rather difficult. I answered my question very well. It was also a difficult question. The original sentence has an attached photo, of Alexander the Great’s right shoulder slightly broken, left shoulder almost gone, both arms were holding a fried chicken because he was hungry and wanted to eat. Something along the lines of 由於亞歷山大失去左肩，他不得不用右手托著拿著炸雞排的左手。 ？？ Anyways i had to paraphrase that and did it successfully (bro i forgot my sentence already) And I got praised by the teacher, I felt happy and content. Also felt a sense of motivation.

Around 5 minutes later we heard a crowd of people outside, but they seemed hesitant to enter the classroom. I heard them putting down our workbooks at the umbrella rack by the door in the corridor, and they left. Probably because they thought they were too late, and they have the necessary knowledge in their workbooks already, so they didn’t need to attend class and waste their time.

We continued having class after that. Finally the class ended and we thanked our teacher. I bowed to the teacher before heading to the door. Dream ended.

(this chinese high school teacher was one of the only few who still gave us support during study leave, recorded videos explaining our marked exercises for each of us. I got at least 10 marks improved just during study leave – well the help from my friend M also contributed. The rest of the teachers just abandoned our class. So sad.)

— I think I had some other dreams too, but they were more fuzzy.

waiting for Mum at hotel

#dad #mum Dad Mum and I were travelling. It was at night so we were returning to the hotel. About to enter the lift in hotel lobby. Mum decided she had to buy something? So she left. We waited so long for Mum partly because she was leaving/ entering at another entrance of the hotel and got herself lost. And she buy stuff very slowly. Me and Dad were slowly losing our patience. Dream probably ended here. Mum always had to go buy extra stuff when we were walking home every single day. It was annoying. Because usually I was already having a long day at school, carrying a heavy schoolbag, and she decided to shop at multiple supermarkets for hours, despite already shopped for groceries. If not, she would go to dessert shops to have a look. Or maybe she’ll go to those small pharmacies to buy toilet paper- wait so she’s borrowing me as her labourer? (I now seldom walk together. Partly because I now have the home key I can leave early. It was back in primary/ junior secondary when this situation was the worst)

Side note: usually I kind of see why some themes appear in the dreams, so I used small font to share my interpretation. Idk if it’s useful or not. Or should I keep it as a literal dream log. Because the thing is over time I’ll forget the real life context, so I’ll forget why I dream about certain things if I reread it perhaps a week later. :)

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hide and seek (flying)

In a game. If I get caught I will have some bad punishment (I genuinely forgot) (i think the punishment is getting raped)

We all flew high and try to camouflage in the corners/ obstacles in the building. However since I haven’t flew in years (I flew the most in primary and junior sec, I only flew for a handful of times in high school), my flying skills deteriorated and I couldnt fly to the ceiling. So I perched on some lower ceiling, which was unsafe. There were many ppl who couldn’t fly as high as me, but there were also some who can fly higher than me.

Also a rule of the game is that the catcher has a superpower to look through the eyes of those whom they caught. (Example: catcher C caught a hider, A. Catcher C will gain the ability to see through the visual memory of A, before A was caught. In other words, if you hid with A before she was caught, and you didn’t change your hiding spot/ you spoiled your next hiding spot to A, C would know your location.)

So it is the best to avoid everyone’s sight when finding a place to hide.

my insight: i think the first part is related to how I wanted to hide from the sus men. The catcher superpower part is related to how A once played hide and seek with me, we hid in the same spot, then A revealed our hiding spot to my best friend, and I got caught, and I was very upset cuz A betrayed me (omg, the catcher’s initials start with C, wtf, i was just making up an example.,.,…, the initials A and C matched, wtf)

sus brother in restaurant room

#mum #dad #relative 表哥 seems to have a big… urge

Our family and their family were travelling tgt and going to dine in a restaurant we own. 吉野家 style, but many mini separate rooms (those for families)

This bro was renowned for fucking everything/ everyone

While we were walking to the restaurant, he went to fuck a cat on the road

(I legit forgot again in the dream whether he fucked my 表妹 (not blood related, bro is step-bro) or not)

Anyways we arrived at the restaurant. We meant to order omlette rice from the machine. My family walked to the other rooms. I was feeling horny so i was masturbating. In front of him. But actually I was a bit scared of being assulted/ attacked by him.

He looked at me masturbating and yelled/ complained, “if you continue doing this, I cant hold back anymore!!”

So I stopped masturbating in front of him.

Holy shit ?? The connecting family room with sus classmate??????

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dish

Choosing between two circles chinese rice or western rice Editor role in magazine first circle is better than the newspaper one in second

There is more at the beginning

Idk what i dresmt it was a mess Another dream yesterday too but can’t recall

Dude im travelling and she kept talking so i can’t remember my dream

missed shuttle bus

#mum #dad #mwong #uni #caitlyn #A

Took another nap in the hotel

Ok in the dream my dad is stupid as fuck oh my god i want to jump and punch my bed (Omg so rude but im just BRUH)

Me and mum and dad is visiting a place that feels like 動植物公園/香港公園, the ground is those rough concrete with mini mini rock textures (those kind where if you fall down you’ll definitely scratch your knee and bleed a lot), it was moist. It was a slope like Sassoon Road but there were more branches to the road On the road there are several medical facilities, feels like open day cuz everyone’s bringing their parents to walk around

As we were walking I saw A walking with her parents and younger sister around like 25m in front of us. They dyed their hair in bright orangey red

My parents hadnt noticed, so I led them to walk slower so we wouldn’t meet

We walked inside a nearby facility/ room? The room arrangement was like a boba shop, there is a booth where teachers stand behind to prepare stuff/ work, there is a glass panel which isolate us though (In the dream I think this looks like the autopsy room in QMH, but I figured boba shop may be easier for ppl reading the blog to imagine)

In the booth I saw my f3-4 further maths teacher, mwong (Yeeeeee another teacher I liked A LOT back then, very nice lady, also friends with the f3-4 classmistress) (side note im the few school people that got accepted into her insta acc wahaha) (im bad at further maths though, surprisingly; im only good at core maths) Ahhahahh she was smiling at me

Me and her were chatting… (I forgot what we chatted because I was focusing on the background- my pbl tutor (the guy who gave me poor marks and tried to encourage me terribly) walked by. I wasn’t sure if he saw me, but he walked by twice.

Afterwards me and my parents left the room and planned to walk to the shuttle bus station, since it was almost :30 (although buses come at :40)

I was slightly thirsty so I wanted to buy a drink, there was a vending machine a little bit further from the road, but I remembered there was also a few next to the shuttle bus station, and sell better drinks, so I didnt

Also while I was walking, my childhood/ primary school friend, Caitlyn and her parents and little sis, were walking around 25m behind us too, but I don’t want to meet them/ socialise, so when I was stopping by the vending machine, I hid in a 凹位 in the corridor. As they were walking, Caitlyn, who walked at the back, saw me. I signalled “shhh” and “shoo shoo” (excitedly/ anxiously)(I didn’t expect myself to do the hand sign for shooing people away…) to tell her to quietly go away and pretend to not notice me. Caitlyn got what I mean and signalled she will stay silent and continued to walk with her family and left.

Back to the vending machine-

Yet my dad didn’t communicate and walk straight to the further vending machine, meanwhile my mum, who was walking in front of us, didn’t know what’s happening, she kept walking to the station without noticing us changing tracks.

I told my dad, no dont buy it here, just wait, But he insisted he will buy it here because he’s thirsty, with a slightly angry tone So I just let him buy (Although the choice of drinks in this vending machine sucks and it was way more expensive)

He took a long time to buy, meanwhile I was impatient because the bus can come anytime soon- it was almost :44 and the bus hasn’t arrived- It can show up anytime and we don’t have time to walk back, and mum’s probably waiting for us

But Dad’s just so freaking slow skdjsksjskn AAAAAA

Finally Dad got the drink, I nudged him to be quicker, so Dad, who thought he was smart, went to the opposite side of road and chatted with a driver on a coach. The driver then drove us “nearer to the shuttle bus station”. But Dad guided him to the wrong place. We got dropped off in the middle of the route because Dad thought this was the location.

So we had to walk up, but by this time Im very sure the shuttle bus already left for a long time already, cuz I couldn’t really see the crowd queuing for the bus.

As we land, there were many vending machines around us, with many drinks, better and cheaper, I was choosing my drink, while my dad was mad because he bought from the worse vending machine

Bruh

So stupid

I didn’t get mad with my dad in the story/ the actual dream, but as i was dreaming, the real me was super frustrated BRUDHDHSHSHSHDHDHD the second I woke up i wanna punch my bed lol

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Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

About to have exam !! aaa AhahahahawyabaHabahaa noooia aaa

Anyways

mum’s memoir for me

#mum Leaving home for tutorial lesson About to step out but wanted to pee + forgot mask so I returned

A bit hard to close the front door, my arms were so weak every time I try to close the door, I tried twice The door has some resistance too Anyways I can only “close” it without a slit for prying eyes but I cant 合 the door Also at the second time i saw the emergency staircase door(???? Idk the name) open, i had the very big urge to close my front door but cant, later my neighbours came out of emergency door and were returning to their homes (and were not provoking at all, they just felt very ordinary maybe)

When closing the front door, I remembered mum taking away my id card from my backpack to look for brief moment before I was leaving just now

So when I was walking back in the living room I asked her why she took and see and jot down my card detail (Because i was guessing she wanted to use my data to sign up for scams/ expensive plans or impersonate me to do different stuff eg social media accounts)

She replied shes writing a prologue about me (like… me, not mum) (oh also she's on the verge of crying)

“Prologue to what? A memoir?” I joked/ scoffed. (In dream i used the word 回憶錄)

“Yeah…” she replied

Anyways i continured to stay at living room, and looked at her (my) ipad (Side note irl yes i spent a lot again I bought a second hand ipad pro lmfao (im dying to get the stage manager function) so ill give my ma my old ipad after exam)

And I was briefly mental calculating my budget for live streaming and games on the ipad

Yeeeweah that’s it

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shower revision

All I remember is putting my revision notes on my toilet next to the shower. And I would open my shower door from time to time to peek at my revision notes to memorise it. I remembered the stack of note was literally the one I printed a few days ago. I haven't finished reading it since it was 34 pages long. (already very condensed) (I downloaded it off our goddisk (common drive for study resources)

I woke at 9:20. And I thought what a nice time! I finally woke in a reasonable time (though my alarm is 7:20). And then I closed my eyes again to revisit the shower revision dream for the dream log. But I fell asleep. BRUH. And now I got the following dreams to write ,,,,!!! Annoying. And I woke at 12:40. After writing the whole entry it is past 1pm now.

Thailand trip; exhibition hall puzzle; roasting A

#mum #dad #A #secschool Trip to Thailand, organised by Mum After getting off plane? ship?? literally idk, and stepping foot onto Thailand, Mum told us we would walk up the mountain to reach our hotel. (Think like the slope in CUHK, and we started at the foot of the hill and our hotel was near the top) I asked my mum where was our hotel, because she hadn't mentioned it at all, and maybe because it was close that's why she suggested walking. Plus, I see some people queuing nearby, which, according to my another dream at this nearly identical location, was a shuttle bus stop.

She said it's somewhere in the mountains. I was like whatt and you suggested walking?? How about taking the shuttle instead.

She didn't look pleased. (She always doesn't look pleased at my suggestions, and at last she'll like it and take them as her original idea. It happened with my mask. She hated me buying a new design of the mask and also said it was so thin and bad, I shouldn't buy. She wouldn't use it. She said I gotta pay for it myself (but eventually she paid for it too) Guess what! She opened the package when I wasn't there and she tried this mask and claimed this one is the best and she only uses this type now! She doesn't use the one she usually pick !!!! bro!! I only have one pack because I thought only I'd use so I bought little !!!! And now I have to share with her!!! And she denied she disliked the mask at the beginning. She said, “what, I said I liked it! I wanted to buy it! Why didn't you buy more for yourself!” I'm just so fed up) I said see the shuttle is coming. (Indeed a bus was arriving at the station). It's so near! So we walked quickly to catch the shuttle. We got in.

Since we were the last to get in, we get the seats at the back. Actually it was a “room” in the bus. There are four bidets in the room with no doors and walls.

Later I got off. (I wasn't sure if my family got off too). I arrived at an exhibition centre. Today's event is Children's carnival? Where a lot of companies were selling their kid's toys. I went to a giant booth near the entrance. They were selling magnetic chinese characters kids can stick on the wall and compose their own sentences. There were three types. One was generic colourful blocks like lego, and there are no words on it. but you assemble many colourful blocks to imitate the shape of chinese characters. Second was parts of a chinese words, like 爫 夂 心 亻these. I wanted to assemble 愛, but the kid next to me took away the 心 part so I can only make a 受 I think this idea came from a post I was reading on xiaohongshu yesterday, it was about a man sending wechat stickers of 曰十 to make 早 to greet his gf every morning, but eventually his gf told him the full set of sticker was 艹曰十 which was 草 Third was actual magnets with a printed chinese character on itself. The board we were working on during the event was actually pretty interesting. I was originally squatting down with other kids to play with the second type of magnets. There are a lot of messy words, but still generally ordered. And then I stood up. And wow, the middle to top part of the board were all magnets of the third type. And the previous people had made very sophisticated paragraphs with them. The board was full of words. Like millions of ants. wow There were still some space for me to fill in some words. I think they were kind of deliberate because they looked like fill in the blanks. One says, “我最渴望： (blank)(proceed with a large paragraph of other deep stuff)” and then I found two magnets that were unused in any paragraph. So I stuck on that blank spot. It was “自”“由”.

Later I left. While I was leaving Chloe Cheung saw me. A childhood friend. Closest in kindergarten, and one particular year in secondary when we were neighbours again. She started chatting with me. We chatted on our way to the shuttle bus stop (yes gonna take the shuttle although idk where I would be going)

Boarded the shuttle bus. She board it in front of me. A was on the bus. Chloe sat with A. A was smiling at me in a way she was sneering at me that Chloe chose her over me. Anyways I roasted her hard while I was walking to my seat behind them. While I was walking, A yelled, Ouch~ So painful, you hurt me I literally accidentally tapped Chloe only, I roasted her I didn't even touched her, everyone can see on the bus, I won't apologise for things I didn't do, and she should go see a doctor if she's feeling imaginary pain And then I turned to Chloe to apologise for the light tap in front of A, which kinda humiliated A Anyways I kept on roasting her while I was on the shuttle. Maybe I was telling her her actions are incredibly rude to people who cut their thighs. And another girl on the shuttle laughed, she said, I am literally cutting my thigh rn lmao. I looked at her and saw her thigh was rather bloody and the cuts were deep.

garden w Dad, finding new gardens

Dad late for his gathering with his brothers, supposed they meet in the afternoon or noon at Shenzhen, but it was already 5 something pm, almost 6, his bros were finding him on whatsapp Dad looked amused with no guilt/ remorse whatsoever. Before leaving the house, he came to ask me on his whatsapp problem because he said he already replied ok but they didn't seem to respond. I checked his phone and told him he didn't hit the send button.

He sent the message and his bros continued to chat in the whatsapp group So maybe he didn't find it urgent to meet up with them and he walked me around the flower garden instead.

He told me supposed the flower garden was owned by them (the family), but because he was late and irresponsible for everything, he and his bros lost the right to own the garden. He said with a cheeky smile, as if he was “proud” of it. I find it disgusting.

Also the garden is full of big red flowers. Very healthy and pretty. Interspersed were some green watering devices which would auto-rotate and water the plants around it. Looked like a showerhead but somehow in the dream I found it looking like a dick. I stopped to get a closer look. Dad told me another garden had this kind of devices too, but that garden owner used some white cloth, disguised as white flowers, to lightly cover the watering device, so that part wasn't showing.

After that we went to check out gardens that were available for own (sale? rent? idk) There were only around 2-3 available. In the dream we explored the first one. The garden wasn't really big, the size is like a small hall. Actually there aren't flowers in the garden. It was seats. As if like a hall. The seats were ¾ occupied. But it was still kind of spacious.

In the garden there were three animals. Garden owner's pets. One cat, one... maybe hamster?, and one white dog. The environment was slightly messy though. The food is on the floor next to where they laid down. They didn't seem hungry. I used a stick to move the food on the floor closer to their mouth. The cat food looked like diced meat (肉碎), the dog's food is... a piece of human patella (knee cap bone). The cat ate some. The dog ignored me.

While I was strolling, my dad was still next to me. He hadn't left to meet up yet. Bruh.

I think it's because Dad actually had a gathering with them in Shenzhen, and he was indeed late (not this much though I think). Mum was scolding him to leave quickly because it's only 30 minutes till meetup time, but he's still at home.

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