Neko

dream

mum

shower revision

All I remember is putting my revision notes on my toilet next to the shower. And I would open my shower door from time to time to peek at my revision notes to memorise it. I remembered the stack of note was literally the one I printed a few days ago. I haven't finished reading it since it was 34 pages long. (already very condensed) (I downloaded it off our goddisk (common drive for study resources)


I woke at 9:20. And I thought what a nice time! I finally woke in a reasonable time (though my alarm is 7:20). And then I closed my eyes again to revisit the shower revision dream for the dream log. But I fell asleep. BRUH. And now I got the following dreams to write ,,,,!!! Annoying. And I woke at 12:40. After writing the whole entry it is past 1pm now.


Thailand trip; exhibition hall puzzle; roasting A

#mum #dad #A #secschool Trip to Thailand, organised by Mum After getting off plane? ship?? literally idk, and stepping foot onto Thailand, Mum told us we would walk up the mountain to reach our hotel. (Think like the slope in CUHK, and we started at the foot of the hill and our hotel was near the top) I asked my mum where was our hotel, because she hadn't mentioned it at all, and maybe because it was close that's why she suggested walking. Plus, I see some people queuing nearby, which, according to my another dream at this nearly identical location, was a shuttle bus stop.

She said it's somewhere in the mountains. I was like whatt and you suggested walking?? How about taking the shuttle instead.

She didn't look pleased. (She always doesn't look pleased at my suggestions, and at last she'll like it and take them as her original idea. It happened with my mask. She hated me buying a new design of the mask and also said it was so thin and bad, I shouldn't buy. She wouldn't use it. She said I gotta pay for it myself (but eventually she paid for it too) Guess what! She opened the package when I wasn't there and she tried this mask and claimed this one is the best and she only uses this type now! She doesn't use the one she usually pick !!!! bro!! I only have one pack because I thought only I'd use so I bought little !!!! And now I have to share with her!!! And she denied she disliked the mask at the beginning. She said, “what, I said I liked it! I wanted to buy it! Why didn't you buy more for yourself!” I'm just so fed up) I said see the shuttle is coming. (Indeed a bus was arriving at the station). It's so near! So we walked quickly to catch the shuttle. We got in.

Since we were the last to get in, we get the seats at the back. Actually it was a “room” in the bus. There are four bidets in the room with no doors and walls.

Later I got off. (I wasn't sure if my family got off too). I arrived at an exhibition centre. Today's event is Children's carnival? Where a lot of companies were selling their kid's toys. I went to a giant booth near the entrance. They were selling magnetic chinese characters kids can stick on the wall and compose their own sentences. There were three types. One was generic colourful blocks like lego, and there are no words on it. but you assemble many colourful blocks to imitate the shape of chinese characters. Second was parts of a chinese words, like 爫 夂 心 亻these. I wanted to assemble 愛, but the kid next to me took away the 心 part so I can only make a 受 I think this idea came from a post I was reading on xiaohongshu yesterday, it was about a man sending wechat stickers of 曰十 to make 早 to greet his gf every morning, but eventually his gf told him the full set of sticker was 艹曰十 which was 草 Third was actual magnets with a printed chinese character on itself. The board we were working on during the event was actually pretty interesting. I was originally squatting down with other kids to play with the second type of magnets. There are a lot of messy words, but still generally ordered. And then I stood up. And wow, the middle to top part of the board were all magnets of the third type. And the previous people had made very sophisticated paragraphs with them. The board was full of words. Like millions of ants. wow There were still some space for me to fill in some words. I think they were kind of deliberate because they looked like fill in the blanks. One says, “我最渴望: (blank)(proceed with a large paragraph of other deep stuff)” and then I found two magnets that were unused in any paragraph. So I stuck on that blank spot. It was “自”“由”.

Later I left. While I was leaving Chloe Cheung saw me. A childhood friend. Closest in kindergarten, and one particular year in secondary when we were neighbours again. She started chatting with me. We chatted on our way to the shuttle bus stop (yes gonna take the shuttle although idk where I would be going)

Boarded the shuttle bus. She board it in front of me. A was on the bus. Chloe sat with A. A was smiling at me in a way she was sneering at me that Chloe chose her over me. Anyways I roasted her hard while I was walking to my seat behind them. While I was walking, A yelled, Ouch~ So painful, you hurt me I literally accidentally tapped Chloe only, I roasted her I didn't even touched her, everyone can see on the bus, I won't apologise for things I didn't do, and she should go see a doctor if she's feeling imaginary pain And then I turned to Chloe to apologise for the light tap in front of A, which kinda humiliated A Anyways I kept on roasting her while I was on the shuttle. Maybe I was telling her her actions are incredibly rude to people who cut their thighs. And another girl on the shuttle laughed, she said, I am literally cutting my thigh rn lmao. I looked at her and saw her thigh was rather bloody and the cuts were deep.

garden w Dad, finding new gardens

Dad late for his gathering with his brothers, supposed they meet in the afternoon or noon at Shenzhen, but it was already 5 something pm, almost 6, his bros were finding him on whatsapp Dad looked amused with no guilt/ remorse whatsoever. Before leaving the house, he came to ask me on his whatsapp problem because he said he already replied ok but they didn't seem to respond. I checked his phone and told him he didn't hit the send button.

He sent the message and his bros continued to chat in the whatsapp group So maybe he didn't find it urgent to meet up with them and he walked me around the flower garden instead.

He told me supposed the flower garden was owned by them (the family), but because he was late and irresponsible for everything, he and his bros lost the right to own the garden. He said with a cheeky smile, as if he was “proud” of it. I find it disgusting.

Also the garden is full of big red flowers. Very healthy and pretty. Interspersed were some green watering devices which would auto-rotate and water the plants around it. Looked like a showerhead but somehow in the dream I found it looking like a dick. I stopped to get a closer look. Dad told me another garden had this kind of devices too, but that garden owner used some white cloth, disguised as white flowers, to lightly cover the watering device, so that part wasn't showing.

After that we went to check out gardens that were available for own (sale? rent? idk) There were only around 2-3 available. In the dream we explored the first one. The garden wasn't really big, the size is like a small hall. Actually there aren't flowers in the garden. It was seats. As if like a hall. The seats were ¾ occupied. But it was still kind of spacious.

In the garden there were three animals. Garden owner's pets. One cat, one... maybe hamster?, and one white dog. The environment was slightly messy though. The food is on the floor next to where they laid down. They didn't seem hungry. I used a stick to move the food on the floor closer to their mouth. The cat food looked like diced meat (肉碎), the dog's food is... a piece of human patella (knee cap bone). The cat ate some. The dog ignored me.

While I was strolling, my dad was still next to me. He hadn't left to meet up yet. Bruh.

I think it's because Dad actually had a gathering with them in Shenzhen, and he was indeed late (not this much though I think). Mum was scolding him to leave quickly because it's only 30 minutes till meetup time, but he's still at home.

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return trip from Korea

#secschool #mum I travelled alone to Korea for sightseeing, today was the day I would take the plane to return to HK.

I needed to apply for a “visa” for passing the customs at Korea’s side People told me I needed to use a wechat 小程序 to fill in my personal details, then go to another location for the next step I was confused because I don’t know what’s the name of the 小程序 they were using, and where/ what for next step

Originally planned to do this visa application the day before I leave, but because I didn’t figure it out in the hotel, I was doing it on the metro on the way to the airport

I was kind of lost so I asked a family who’s speaking cantonese on the metro to help

The father was nice and explained to me. The young boy and his mom looked okay too.

During our conversation a 師奶 walked into us, wanting to interrupt our conversation, I just nodded my head while the father continued to talk to me and our convo didn’t stop. Later I saw the woman’s face. It was one of the parents in our dizi class irl, and she’s the kinda annoying and self-centered one who’s into veganism and buddhism (oh I remembered my mum telling me they organised a dinner the year when I graduated in order to ask what degree I got into (I was the youngest in the class) and then after my mum answered the group, some congratulated, some were confused they didn’t know what the abbreviation stand for, after my mum explained, the rest of the confused people congratulated too, just except her! She’s making a 🤨 face according to my mum)

Anyways yeah so I thanked the father

Later I went to a floor in a big station There was a station for making visa (probably) on this floor I wasn’t sure, so I walked around and sit in one of the benches

I met Valerie (f2 neighbour) She brought me to lunch at the canteen downstairs together while I was solving this visa application issue on my phone

There were different restaurants in the canteen- some healthy 米線; KFC; snacks etc We opted for snacks

… forgot what happens next

But I remembered I was lying in my bed again, door slightly open, corridor was dark but eerily my mum’s face appeared within the darkness, looking straight at me. I growled angrily in the dream because she’s doing this creepy shit again

Later I went to jot down my dream. (When I woke up I found that this didn’t happen irl and now I have to write again)

But I’m actually confused if the mum’s face is part of the dream or not, because when I really woke up, actually I woke up to my mum entering my room, so I growled again, but she won’t leave, she’s like a robot asking me if I need to turn on aircon, to which I angrily decline, and her hands continue reaching for the button and I growled and bruh she ask me if I want to open the windows I refused again and she continued to walk to my window bruh she’s not listening. Anyways finally after growling and screaming in frustration she left without altering my room. Terrible thing to wake up to. (I mean the fact that I have to scream. Not her.) Seems “going crazy” doesn’t affect her anymore. And she also won’t listen if I am being “normal and reasonable and speak in a normal tone”. She listens to nothing except herself. She lives in her own world.

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lost and found apple pencil

#mum #secschool #sally Mum wanting to go to a Japanese restaurant she wanted to go for a long time. * Idenical restaurant to one of the dreams previously. That time we went too late cuz it was so hard to find and Mum was too insisting to go and it was expensive so Mum only ordered one tray/ set of sushi

I was at mtr station – the floor with the gate machines to enter the “paid area of station” I had my apple pencil and iPad with me Idk what time, I found out I couldn't find my apple pencil. I lost it.

There were a lot of art booths on this floor. They were like little makeshift booths for people to draw individually. Seems organised by an art studio to promote their drawing courses. I was walking around and glance at every booth to see if someone took and was using my apple pencil. (Mine wasn't engraved, but I have stuck a masking tape on it, so it was identifiable) (I did that to my tendon hammer when I brought it to OSCA practice so it won't get taken mistakenly)

Walked several (two?) rounds and found my masking tape on someone's table. Seems like they removed my tape from the pencil, so all I got was the tape. The person using the booth wasn't there, so I took the apple pencil on their desk.

Had a chat with several people on the way, were secondary school people. Sally was talking about the ad on the mtr wall which says Ado's concert. (The one we planned to go to but we couldn't buy the tickets) Some I weren't even familiar with. One group was sitting around a table. Some because of 角度問題 of where I was at, were covered by something. One of the person asked me if I remember her, she's Zoe. I brainstormed who has this voice but name was Zoe. When I was thinking, she revealed the answer. I'm Zoe Tsang! After 1 second of me trying to rack my brain to think who she was, I remembered (one of my group members when I was group leader for my Spanish study tour in F2, when she was F1) I'm like ohhhh I remembered! aaa I was thinking of so many different surnames – Cheng, Wong, Chan... And one of the person sitting, said “and Lau.”, smiling slightly (later I realised that person's called Zoe Lau) (very unfamiliar schoolmate we weren't in the same class in any year from primary to secondary)

After that I walked alone again. Later I had the idea of checking my bag again. I saw something white at the bottom of my backpack. It was actually my lost apple pencil. Now I have two apple pencils. And the one I took mistakenly had engraving of the person's mandarin pinyin name, but I didn't notice when I was taking.

I was on my way of returning the wrong apple pencil when the dream shifted to another.

Gojo Satoru's hidden pics

Gojo Satoru (from Jujutsu Kaisen) was very pretty amd shared his photos all the time with others. He's like an internet sensation. Everyone liked his selfies and pics cuz yeah, they're looking nice.

One time me and my friends discovered maybe there was more underneath this “facade”, not exactly bad stuff but we just wanted to know more of his “unknown to the public” side.

We discovered other than the usual pics that he recruit photographers to help him take, he also had several sets of “private photos with private outfits”.

We somehow discovered the next schedule and location in which he would appear for taking these “private” photos. It was the little extension of the main campus bridge/ upper street where you go down to MTR A1 exit.

We went there and peeked. He was posing for photos. But he was bald. Maybe the usual white hair he had was just a wig. And my friend gasped because he was still very handsome even when bald. The next photo I forgot what that was, he either changed glasses or into a more casual shirt. Anyways he got surprised and afraid when he saw that we discovered his “little fetish”, so much he panicked and ran away immediately.

Anyways we got a glimpse in his private side. (* note: not sexual in any way. Didn't even think of that in the dream)

planning family trip

Mum wanted to travel. She told me to plan for the family trip especially on how to ride the mtr + 城際直通車 to get there (like around Shenzhen area, Guangdong??)

I asked her for the details and what exactly she meant but she told me to go find the mtr staff on concourse to answer my questions. She declared she would not help me with it. (I don't want to join the trip at all though, why am I the one planning. I was a bit annoyed in the dream)

anyways I asked a young female adult staff, maybe mid 20s kinda thin but healthy type of thin, and she answered and guided me patiently on different routes to arrive at different parts of the city (because Mum didn't answer my question on where exactly were we staying at, what hotel, what time and date), for example what was the most efficient route/ fastest/ convenient choice, operating hours etc.

I thanked her and I asked my mum for a pen to note down what the lady had said after she left. Something about Line 3 operates from 3pm to 5am; Line 5 operates from 5pm to 3am; I shouldn't take the Shenzhen green line metro because it had too many stations until airport east; I should consider the “城際直通車” which had only around 6 stations and therefore faster (no such thing in SZ i think, this idea was like the airport dark turquoise line in HK?)

Suddenly Mum yelled at me to get on the metro. (Because she found out the metro can reach the Japanese restaurant she wanted to go) Mum and Dad were already on the metro when I was still concentrating on taking notes about the metro on the floor on the concourse

grab all my stuff (piles of paper – mtr map; pens; correction tape; heavy backpack) and ran on the metro, metro beeping and I got in Mum a bit surprised I made it Dad silent the whole time, he was just standing by the door It felt a bit tiring to catch up with all these “sudden matter”.

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soil, argument, smartwatch

#mum #jamie I was travelling in Japan with someone (I think it was a classmate) (edit: was my mum). We went into a clothes shop with two storeys. My classmate stayed at the bottom floor while I went to the second floor Suddenly someone (not my travelling partner) handed me a simply but nicely wrapped gift. It was a bday gift from Jamie. The wrapping style is also very “Jamie-style” in which she uses transparent plastic sheet as a wrapping paper around the bunch of goodies she bought for me, and sealing the wrapping paper with neon masking tape. Goodies included some candies (those very fun Japanese candies) and a bag of Zimbabwe soil. It was for my plant. She bought it while travelling/ doing charity service there. She wrote in the note she would have travelled to Hawaii during her African trip too. Meanwhile I wonder wasn't Hawaii in the US. (irl I was planning to buy soil for my plant for a while but never did. Last night before sleeping I checked the soil, seems like there's some mould, or excess salt building up on the soil again. Either way it was kind of unsatisfactory. Also kind of weird how oddly specific that it was Zimbabwe lmfao.

After exiting the shop my friend needed to buy something in 7-11. (wait now I remember it was my mum) (bruh)

I happened to be carrying my plant with me, so I wanted to put in the soil and get it done. I first wanted to isolate the “suspected mould”, so I picked the mould patches and put them in my mouth. Then from the second patch onwards I realised these were supposed to be inedible and bad for health (didn't realise it was bad because they looked like smashed oreo cookies and it was crunchy albeit tasteless), so I kept the next patches inside my mouth without chewing, and the final patch on my right palm. (irl back in Jan I didn't know why but I had a strong urge to swallow stuff, and I commented exactly to my friends the plant soil looks like oreo and I want to eat it. And how my anime acrylic holographic decorations looks yummy but they were too big so I can't really swallow them.)

We were walking on the street finding 7-11, while I was also searching for rubbish bins so I can spit it out.

We saw a 7-11 right across the street and at the beginning of an upward slope so we went there. I waited outside 7-11. I saw a bin not that far away so I went and tossed my mouldy patches. I also tried to spit out those in my mouth, but the first few patches I can't because I already chewed and swallowed them.

There was a table for me outside 7-11 to sit and unwrap the gift. I opened the bag of new soil. I wanted to replenish the soil. But I accidentally 倒 too much and it overflowed the pot. Mum happened to place down a chocolate drink she just bought for me on the table. Some soil went on the surface of the drink. They blended in with the decorative chocolate powder which was already on the drink.

So after I was done with my plant I went to drink the chocolate, while clearly feeling the soil texture in my mouth (because although it looked similar to the chocolate powder, the powder wasn't crunchy, only the soil did. I didn't really much care, I tried to avoid eating the soil while sipping the drink though. I also tried to wipe away the soil around my mouth with my arms (the connecting area between forearm and arm). Because my fingers were already dirtied by the soil so I couldn't use my hands to wipe away.

While that, a group of kids were walking by the street, seemed like some kind of study tour, led by a teacher as their tour guide. They walked past our table. Nothing special though, they weren't really interested in what we were doing. Some noticed but didn't do anything. They behaved like typical pedestrians.

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I remembered I was very angry at something that happened between these two events, but I forgot what it was the second I woke up :O I seem to remember a little.

I was in my parent's bedroom. I was standing on their bed, arguing with mum who was standing on the floor by the bed and I was throwing a tantrum, basically I was arguing whatever topic she threw at me. She started the argument first (She said something provoking and I escalated it). I forgot what the content was. But the main theme was her urging me to shower but I have other things to do; and I don't want to share my schedule or whatever with her and she's mad about it. There was more, because I was putting older “not that related” stuff to the table (She did it first). The argument was long, say like 20 minutes. After that she finally left me alone.

I was mad and infuriated during that time.

- #chinok Afterwards I was scrolling reddit, I was on a subreddit that felt like r/AskReddit lol, and people were commenting some people's names. (I forgot the op's question). One of them were commenting a familiar name. I think it was one of the professors teaching public health (irl). Anyways I looked and find the user who posted this felt like ChiNok (the rhythm game boy), because the username was something like his name and gave me some music production vibes which he did. His previous profile picture was Loid (from spyxfamily) hugging his dog at an aquarium. Upon clicking inside his profile, I can see an updated profile pic, which were some pokemons running together (say like 4 Oddishes running together or 3 Poliwags running, I forgot what exactly was in the photo, I just remembered it was dull coloured (grey? blue? purple? tiny balls running) (doesn't feel like klink but it was that colour).

I looked at other comments he posted in other subreddits, he was giving advice on what smartwatches to buy.

After a while Mum returned to the bedroom I was in, and excitedly showing a pic of a black small cool smartwatch (looks like apple but apparently it was Huawei), asking me if she should buy it to 送人. (I was suspecting it was grandmother, whom she always complained to me about her being stupid, arrogant, rude, reluctant to listen to ideas etc. in real life) (Side note I aren't sure how bad grandmother is, but iirc she isn't that great. She tied the cat my aunt adopted and given to her (because 表妹 turned out to be allergic to cats so they can't keep it) to the balcony (every day) (she doesn't untie it) so that it wouldn't be a hassle to manage where it would go. Also I think my mum was going to be like grandmother, and I possibly would be like my mum/ grandmother in the future if there was no intervention :( going to be like the person you don't want to be like, because that's the type of “education” you grew up with and being instilled into your brain?)

I was imagining grandmother would prefer a gold coloured smartwatch instead. Anyways I told her to gift to those who would be truly thankful instead, and stop wasting time on someone that wouldn't value your work.

Dream ended.

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room decoration

#mum Saw a post of a photo of how another med student was decorating his room. Room also had a piano and he put his med stuff on top and make stuff tidier I wanted to try and I told my mum to come and redecorate All she does was to remove my own photo stands and kept all the photo stands of her and my dad on the piano I was annoyed

Getting downstairs leaving home, wait lift with 大媽 neighbour, wait so long, it was full Waited two lift both full We walked the stairs instead I thought I lived on 6/F (like irl) but in the dream i was at 2/F or 3/F, so close to ground floor, should’ve walked the stairs at the beginning.

shopping/ game

#dad Some stall/ booth thing selling clothes. Me Mum and Dad were checking out the clothes. Mum show me a top she found. I said that’s what she bought for me already previously, she said yeah, I just want you to see again Me checking out skirts again (yes cuz irl I haven’t bought any yet aaa). Dad was playing a game at the shop (those “if you purchase from the store you can try this game for x times”). He was just throwing plush toys to a target basket. The sign says can only try 4 times per customer, he obviously has exceeded the limit. I was scared the shopkeeper would be angry, so I told my dad to stop and see the sign. My dad saw the sign and was a bit sorry, but he continued playing because the shopkeeper didn’t stop him. I apologised to the shopkeeper on behalf of my dad, she says it’s okay, and gave dad the “proper bigger plush for the game”. And demonstrated how to play the game properly, but from now on we have a total of 4 chances to play. It was way more difficult now because the bigger plush is heavier and the basket was pretty far. I played once, missed, gave to Dad to try, also missed, we were deciding who’s going next because Dad seemed pretty confident but I don’t think he can throw it in

And I woke up briefly

massage :D

#arthur Fuckkkk !!!

Part 1

Doing a psychological test This one required me to close my eyes and sit He began to massage my abdomen gently down until the pelvic region Exposed my clothes until he can see and touch my hair at either umbilical region or upper part of pubic hair, not sure cuz I closed my eyes I was already pretty horny lol And then we walked to a bed nearby (looks like my irl bed) (actually the room looks like my irl bedroom) And began the psychological test First he told me to get him my id card for verification purposes, I was searching for quite a long time cuz I forgot where I put it but found it He told me to lie down, and I kinda collapsed and 靠左側瞓 because I was too horny and no energy (like that type of no energy after sex, because I was already getting too excited)

And then he unbuttoned my tight black low-rise trousers and unzipped it Omg super super horny (omg wait you were wearing tight black trousers yesterday) Ok by this time I was already breathing heavily And then he told me to close my eyes and lie straight, he would ask some questions and I would answer him by making a circle👌🏻 or fist 🤛🏻 with my right hand And he stroked the hair at my bottom and massage while asking the questions, I forgot exactly what were the questions but they’re more like “would you do [some sort of thing] if [certain scenario] happens?” And “would you rather [A] or [B]” I was already 嬌喘中 at the first few questions, my god And apparently I would answer more truthfully if I got aroused, that’s what the “psychological test” explained

Midway he stopped asking another one I waited a long time there was none But he was still standing in front of me (still dressed normally)

I briefly woke irl because nothing was happening in the dream But I didn’t want the dream to end So I forced myself to return to sleep

Part 2

At a lobby thing. Doing a health checkup. Conducted by him again. I was fully naked. Surrounding me were my mum and some younger relatives/ 表妹, but since they weren’t doing the checkup they were wearing clothes, they didn’t find me weird fully naked though, seemed like a normal thing. The theme of today’s health checkup was woman’s health, so female genitals (I guess the idea came from my osca exam) This time he massaged with a bigger range. From upper abdomen like below my chest, and then slowly making the way down to my waist. Then he located my uterus (superficially over the skin), and the two hands divert again to palpate for my fallopian tube and ovaries (why is this getting academic wtf lololol) Fuckk, so horny, anyways he then moved his hands onto my hip lol Also during the massage he said into my ear “I thought you fell asleep” (because I was very relaxed and closed my eyes during the massage) The general examination part finished, we will wait for a vacant room to proceed to other parts of examination So he 公主抱 me to another place at the lobby (I’m still naked) He put me on a big white bed like those hotel big double bed And I get to watch the TV from the bed while we wait in the lobby He then also got in the bed and lie next to me and we watch tv together Hmmmm idk what he’s wearing, …… maybe only a pair of boxers Omg And then my mum followed and sat on a stool by the bed, on Arthur’s side of bed I whispered to Arthur’s ear saying I don’t want her to follow us later… Arthur immediately started a convo with my mum saying like later the area would be rather hectic and loud because the kids would be coming, so she could wait outside meanwhile we proceed with the examination. I glanced at the clock shown in the TV screen, it was around 6:40pm? The children from a nearby kindergarten would use the lobby at 7pm every day. My mum agreed, “yeah! [xxx idk what name] kindergarten right!” Arthur said yep Mum moved to sit on the bed, but in front of us (like in front of our feet, sitting by the bed)

Meanwhile I was just fantasising the next part of examination, which was something like cervical examination and he’ll put his finger in and masturbate for me, I was imagining if I’ll get all wet and all onto his hand

Bruh and I was trying to sleep and make the dream continue but apparently the TV show just started and I needed to wait for the TV show to finish for the dream to proceed, but the show was stuck at that same screen

Aaaaaaaaa >:000 still nothing happened so I woke up

Fuck! So horny Maybe because yesterday I found him slimmer (probably because he was indeed sick or maybe he actually started keeping fit) and his jawline was prettier bruh I kept looking at his chin Eyes also very pretty Oh my god outfit also pretty Can’t get angry and scold at this pretty face Fuck so cute Got him super west face on the bus though, felt nostalgic and familiar… F2 classmistress also put on this type of face… Next time I will lie on the couch instead, damn…

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long dream again (last few days were dreamless) I was sleeping from around 6pm till I woke at 5am, and I scrolled taobao. Then I fell asleep at 7am till around 11am I only had dreams from the 7-11am segment. It was a lot though. Interesting how I have many stories within just 4 hours.

shopping

#mum #dad skirts shop choosing between a lot of skirts finally selected like 5 final candidates to choose from

later mum came and I showed her. She disliked all of them, found them ugly and revealing for my age I was angry at that

Later dad came too, he was helping me choose skirts But he laid all skirts from the shop on the floor (or folded in piles) in order to take a better look at them in one glance He asked me to come and look That's when I realised about the huge pile he made I was very annoyed because if he took all the dresses then other shoppers have nothing to look at and he was taking up all the space on the floor to place the dresses, we all dont have space to walk in the shop but the other shoppers seemed to be not bothered by it, which made me even more anxious

finally I chose two skirts from my original 5 candidates. mum paid for the two skirts, quite expensive (I think it was 2xxxx yen in total, wow) one of them ran out of stock for my size, so they gave me a random pair of pants with marking saying that next time I take this as a token to claim my “right sized” skirt + I get to bring the wrong sized skirt with me to wear temporarily? Not sure, cuz the several staff at the cashier were speaking in japanese, but I took both items + the other correct skirt when we left and they didn't say I can't mum is crossed while paying and i forgot why I think she was scolding me while paying too, couldn't remember what it was about I was crossed at my mum later on too. forgot why too So this happy occasion of buying my favourite new skirts ended up to be a bit upsetting I wasn't happy

fire

#secschool back to class, with my newly bought cute skirt big big classroom many old classmates from secondary and primary celebrating our own bday many bday cake everyone have candle on bday cake many lit up candles = fire hazard fire started my seat closest to door, and I already forsee the fire I immediately tell everyone about the fire and I ran out Borrowed phone from passerby to call 999 fire department I saw and met mum and dad outside I borrowed phone from mum to watch, because I forgot to take my phone with me while escaping, and I miss my phone I saw my whatsapp on my mum's phone in the form of whatsapp web but I need to re-log in and I don't have my own phone to verify so I can't use but I saw a notif from a high school teacher (preview of notif goes like: this is Mrs L Lam speaking, xxxxxx something about thanking me for saving/ alerting about the fire and stopped it from getting worse) (phone number is C Po's (a nice chem teacher) (but the chem teacher I like the most is not in this dream) (L Lam is a worse chem teacher + uni admissions dept head and she didn't help me process some JUPAS DSE stuff so I don't really like her; I heard her own A Level class hated her too because she wasn't fair to a lot of people in class; and my DSE friends also dislike her because she only process A Level stuff and delayed all DSE matters until my classmate's mum called and scolded her via phone at school)

I also asked dad about my phone inside, in the dream he also had an apple watch, we tried to “use” my phone via the watch which didn't work

I revisited the classroom and some were still leaving the room slowly. I yelled who can help me get my phone, my seat is closest to the door, I can give you $100 But maybe people didn't help me because the door I was standing at lead to another side of the room, so it was further away from my seat. (so basically the large room has multiple doors)

Some standing in the corridor asked me when were the firefighters coming, I said soon, I already called them. Another person in the classroom also answered the person that he called them as well.

I was waiting for the fire truck on the street. It came but was stuck in traffic on the road. The firemen in the truck saw me. They threw me a pin and I was supposed to use the pin to activate the extinguisher to use it inside the room

Another guy and I went to find extinguisher and I found it. But I wasn't sure how to use because the diagrams and symbols were kind of hard to read in the dream.

Anyways I was holding the pin and the extinguisher and I reentered the room, apparently many didn't bother to escape and the fire died down, I cannot see the fire, but I felt it was still there

I walked very slowly to observe where there would be a potential fire.

I look at a mini blackboard next to the door, there was a message from C Po thanking me. There was some words blocked out by scribbling over with black marker, and the guy who was with me finding extinguisher tried to erase the scribbles and colour the space with the background colour. I told him there is no need for that, just leave that be Supple info: I recalled one of the words being scribbled over is “hate”. That one's for sure. I am not sure about the other ones, but they are probably “dislike” and “love”.

Later two police/ security guards came to inspect, and found nothing yet, and the two of them sat in the front row in the classroom. I looked at them. They were my primary school/ junior sec classmates. I kind of miss the time with them (but we weren't familiar). After gazing at them for long enough (I was reminiscing our school life), they asked me if I am looking at them as if they are like children at school. (I think they forgot about me already, they were asking “children” in general) I answered, “before they raised the question, yes.”

later the firefighters came and we slowly investigated the power supply of the room since one wall plug was sparkling from time to time. I wanted to deal with that wall plug first, but they asked me to go check and fix another wall plug at another side of the room. I was unwilling because the sparkling one looked more worrying to me and I refused, and they said we can investigate the sparkling wall plug first.

We fixed the wall plug, but the sparkling has transferred to the wall plug I was unwilling to fix initally. So we went to fix that.

Forgot what happens next

dancing

I felt like I was a part of a story book in the dream. The art style in the dream was very different, it is not realistic. It is like hand-drawn. The words used in the dream were very story-like and simple too. (I'll try to remember the words, though I remember the images/ scenes more vividly)

I was a whale learning how to dance. (Drawing depicting a bunch of flies (or mosquitoes) around me, we were all learning how to dance. But there were some strings on my arms/ whale fins, as if I was a controlled doll)

I learnt dancing and was matured into a “human-like being” (in the dream the specific word for it was “似人” (something like 我進化成一個“似人”。) (There was an animation of the strings pulling me up and out the story book page, and the whale appearance of me transformed into a human being with different colour. Again the page depicted me surrounded by a crowd of humans, we were all standing)

(I think the flies from the previous page would mature (after learning dancing) to become... matured flies with similar appearance, but during the page when I was being pulled away, they were not matured yet)

The story ends here, or maybe I experience the story book till this page and it doesn't end yet (because the “ending” is too abrupt)

bracelet

Back in a realistic dream and I was observing an interaction between a young girl (around 4 years old?) and her mum.

The girl said, I learnt dancing! I made myself a necklace! (Shows wonky DIY necklace to mom)

Mom: That's great! (something along the lines, I forgot)

Young girl: Can I wear your necklace? (points at box holding necklace) I see the pendant on your necklace has its back side facing up for a very long time. I think it died, so you are not wearing it. Can you give me your necklace?

Mom: Sure!

I (still in the dream) thought to myself, I was pretty angry because I can totally see it coming when the girl started the convo, she just wanted her mum's necklace, it wasn't about her dance at all. And I was equally pissed by her mum's agreement to give the girl the necklace because that would spoil the girl, instead she could say something like refusing the girl first, explain this is her own necklace and she likes it a lot, she wasn't aware the pendant was upside down when placing and it doesn't mean it was dead, and then proceed to tell the girl if she wants one she can buy another one for her (either as a reward or maybe theyre simply rich and just buy) because i think the mum was not really willing to give the girl her necklace, but still did so because the girl asked her to do so, feels like being bullied voluntarily. this whole thing is stupid

and then I woke up I think I dreamt of necklace and particularly That necklace because I was taobaoing and the last ting I was looking at and kinda wanting to get was That necklace LOL

Also about the skirts. I was browsing for skirts in taobao with similar patterns (checkered patterns) before bed too.

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(Oh hey I discovered I can add tags so I will be tagging people’s names on their first appearance in each entry)

Previous (maybe a month/ 2 months ago?) dreams: wants to go visit 格仔舖ish store with a section hosted by driving coach, sells squishies, rather 童年回憶 plastic toys(?), and some pet items (turtle? Fish food?) To clarify, he does not have such a shop in real life. But I was stalking his fb back then in winter 2023 and I was suspecting if he has a side gig of running a small shop in Kwai Fong. I still don't know if it is true or not, because I don't have direct proof of the shop being owned by him. Anyways, maybe this led to me dreaming about such a shop in the dream, despite selling different things. Visited once in dream. Didnt buy anything cuz things were behind the locked glass cabinet and i didnt ask the staff to open for me. Meanwhile some of the cute items were sold out, so I was pretty upset and a bit frustrated when i woke up. But back then I didnt know why, since i instantly forgot the dream when i woke up.

Also had a dream previously about him teaching me driving again (not the same as the one this week titled reckless driver- idk what person is that in that dream) (wanted to come back to supplement this paragraph after I was done with today’s entry, but I completely forgot what this was about)


This dream:

school admission day

#ivan #mum Visited a new school today with my mum. We are applying for school. I was around junior sec level probably. It’s called DGS girl school (?) with light green uniform. While walking there my mum told me this school was more chill than a DGS third form (????) school because the “third form” one required students to graduate and take the public exam by form 3, and thats hard. (That school has the same uniform as DGS irl, blue and white dress)

It was admission day so many students and parents were going there too

Entering the school hall, we struggled to find seats. We arrived at the back left corner if the hall, and coincidentally I saw Ivan, who was my best friend (in dream). In the dream, I recalled we used to sit tgt in this school hall for other school functions too, also at that corner. However this time, there were two friends of him sitting next to him.

I planned to take the opposite two seats (this hall corner is a table with 4 seats opp to each other) which were the only ones empty. However, Ivan made up a reason and told his two already sitting friends to reallocate to the opp two seats, and I can sit next to him, and my mum next to me.

I was delighted by his arrangement. I was rather excited and “extroverted” and began to chat with him.


I forgot what happened next Maybe a very abrupt change of scene? Actually idk which dream came first. But these few events are within the same “dream” in a sense that I didn’t feel there is a blank space/ black period between the events which to me separates the dreams.


Macbook gaming

I was using macbook to run windows. Maybe because I installed a virtual desktop. I downloaded a minecraft world. Inside, I was guided through a prebuild path thing. The world/ path inside with stationed tasks is built as a tutorial for something (I didnt recall). And then I reached the final station/ big area with built pink trees and fancy houses. (I forgot the content that got announced while I was inside that area)

As I was playing that macbook, i realised I didn’t plug in the power supply. But the macbook still was almost full. (Macbook battery is pretty longlasting) Anyways I plugged it in.


Throwing congee

Another section of the dream

I was staying at home, sitting on the bed. I was sick (I forgot the reason. But it wasn’t a physical illness)

I remembered a random scene of seeing one of my older relatives (one of dad’s older brothers) sitting on my bed and pretended to be really baby-ish- like he was eating some congee with a spoon but he couldn’t/ deliberately didn’t (? I’m not sure which) put the spoon in his mouth properly so he spilled the congre on his belly. There were loads of relatives (like 20-30 ppl) gathering around him, laughing at him for his stupidity and immaturity.

Some started to play with the remaining congee and tried to throw the congee onto each other’s belly too, those who got hit also laughed. I think they looked like they had a fun time but kinda sarcastic.

Throwing red juicy giant grapes

#secschool #charlotteh

Me and my mum went into a store. As I was leaving, they began to promote a premium fruit – red juicy giant grape. (Giant like two coconuts big) My mum was interested so she went to have a taste. I remain sitting at a tall table. Someone accidentally stepped me lightly- it was Charlotte Hon (that other charlotte from dream titled cats in store) I forgot if she apologised but idc because she wasn’t intentional and it was just a light step.

Later we left/ store set up changed and I was sitting on the floor.

The crowd with the red premium grapes began to throw them on each other, since the red juicy grapes would look like fake cheap bloodstains once it got into the clothes.

Gladys (another secondary school classmate, not that familiar, but recently I kept watching her instagram story cuz she went exchange abroad and shared different stuff every day) and Charlotte Hon took away something from me, and they escaped with the item. All I can do is to take pics and record live photos of them escaping. I can’t get up to chase after them (I needed to sit for some reason I forgot)

Gladys walked past me after a while, I think she wanted to look and laugh at me so she came over to see what I’m doing. Coincidentally, a staff was telling us (the group who was sitting) to report to them for any eye witness? And there was already a queued up group slightly far away from me which composes of people like me + their witnesses

I instantly wanted to grab Gladys by her arm, but she wanted to escape. As she was running away, there was a security staff (actually a police in uniform) near me, so I told the staff to catch her for me.

(Forgot what happens next)

driving coach’s CA

#roy

Finally revisited the store this time. I think it was a mobile services store. Something like CSL. Because I rushed/ speedwalked so quickly into the store I hit my head on one of the signs they hang at their booth. It was loud, I didn’t notice who asked me if I were okay, and I replied I felt very painful, but it was better than last time when I crashed onto something hard and that’s even more painful, so this is nothing.

I walked inside the store with a sore head. I found the driving coach’s little store area. Unfortunately the two cabinets was locked still, but there was more stickers/ notice on them: “for cancer patients only” And there are some other memo stickers with different deep words and one with a equation Some people left notes like add oil in your cancer recovery journey!! (OMG… I am so sorry I realised..) (though I think I dreamt about it because I was preparing for PBL yesterday about different carcinomas and the one in the dream belongs to the same type as the one I studied i.e. adenocarcinoma)

A staff walked past and I asked them what happened, they asked, “ooh you like him?”, then said “he went for treatment in the hospital and is not coming back any time soon”

Apparently it was a stage 4 cancer and he had a metastasis. I looked at the memos with those deep words. They are all medical jargons that I supposed to know by this time, but I completely forgot their meaning. I just remembered I saw those words before and I should’ve learnt it The memo with a equation has many α β arithmetic stuff. it’s a fraction. I think it’s for calculating his stage or mortality or something. (Note: very sure I made that equation up, you don’t calculate like this. I think my brain just mixed and recreated the QALYs and DALYs I had tutorial on a couple of days ago)

So I couldn’t purchase anything.

The staff asked if I want to learn it or something. I said yes. He lent me some laminated documents for me to take pictures of. (Really similar to pathology practical where they laminate the A4 docs for us to read and take pics and revise too) And then he rolled up some of the laminated paper, and told me to face him (i.e. orientate myself towards him). He hit me very hard on my head using the laminated paper he rolled up. It was kind of painful, but since I injured my head while entering the store already, the soreness and pain aggravated. He laughed (in a menacing way), saying I am so cheeky trying to look for tips from him for the exam. But I just wanted some more materials for revision, I was not asking for tips. I didn’t reason with him though.

I went back out and sat on the road (being specific here the location is the mini slope for cars to drive into the three resitential halls and madam ho, but I sat slightly out into the big road with traffic, but it was late night so there’s no traffic yet), studying the materials I got. I just feel like I need to study to learn more about the driving coach’s cancer and I want to treat it. Also felt a bit unhappy back then when the staff told me the coach had cancer because that means I chose the long queue for nothing and they would assign me another teacher anyways. (Slight recap: need to retake driving exam, can choose short queue (3 months) or long queue (1 year). Short queue: fast, reassign another random teacher. Long queue: slow, keep being taught by same teacher. If one day I need to take other courses I get to keep being taught by him too. IRL I chose long queue)


After waking up: Anyways I woke up tremendously sad But luckily it’s just a dream (hopefully… or is it) (I hope it’s not a sign) (omg so sorry again I hope you’re okay)

I suddenly missed my coach and I was stalking my coach’s ig (we exchanged ig back then) around 2-3 days ago but seems he didn’t update anything as always Idk if I have mentioned, but his following list are mostly pretty girls, so that night I just binge watched one of the ig acc he followed, it was a female japanese pornstar lol I heard she was famous but I am never interested in any particular pornstars so idk the names The pornstar is slightly visibly older though so not really my type. Maybe he followed years ago when she’s younger lol I think he didn’t expect me to ask him to add ig so he couldn’t “cleanse” his ig (if he has to) (i dont think he’ll do it anyways) (and now it’s too late or maybe he doesn’t care so yeah)

Hmmmmmmmmm everyone’s horny :p

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stole a vending machine

#uni #sally #mum tutorial at sassoon road kinda late for the tutorial luckily the class are still waiting outside at lab block ground floor I realised I brought nothing with me (no iPad) I was kinda hot and thirsty luckily there is a drinking machine there, but I was unsure if I can directly drink from it, (cuz usually we need to use the water bottle to fetch the water instead of directly using the mouth) (it looks like the design is meant for me to directly drink though)

the teacher came to bring us to the tutorial room but she decided we can have a short break of 2 minutes beforehand while she was announcing that, some classmates helped me to investigate the machine together and I successfully drank from it

the short break started and we were allowed to actually buy drinks and water I received a whatsapp from my friend, Sally (my high school classmate who couldn't enter MBBS by a mark) She said theres a vending machine where she got Zero (that 9% alcohol drink) for free because there was an error in the machine settings

I wanted to get the drink, so I went and got one

later when I was back home, I realised there was a vending machine on my desk (what) turns out I stole one entire vending machine from main campus, around the vegetarian restaurant near centennial campus (is there any vending machines there irl?? I highly doubt it)

so I got a good supply of Zero and a lot of oreo snacks (for free because I took the entire machine)

but then I suddenly got very anxious, because there was a paper memo stuck on the machine, saying if anyone stole the machine, the highest penalty is $12xx (forgot the exact amount, I can read it)

And then I began to mentally calculate, it was not worth it because Zeros are cheap and I couldn't drink that much to 回本

My mum came near the room and saw my vending machine, she asked me when did I get it In the dream I answered I got it at late night, I will return it soon

She asked 4am? I said around 5am when nobody is up (and I need some more sleep)

Dream ended (I still don't know if I returned it successfully in the dream...! >-<)

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smelly KFC

Choosing seats at a half-empty KFC, many seats were wet and smelly. I chose one. (I think I was gonna prepare/ revise for OSCA exam in the KFC) and then my friend (no such person irl) came and we sat in another table, because that's what she wanted and she was physically disabled (she has crutches).

Later she wanted to change seats, and she chose another smaller table, I followed, but my seat is smelly for some reason, and the table was generally worse in like the surrounding floor is kinda wet and dirtier.

I asked her, “I think our table smells a bit bad, do you smell it?” To which she said no.

I encouraged her to swap to another table which I discovered before she came in, which was generally better, but she won't. (I indirectly asked in a way like “shall we change to that table instead?” instead of “My seat smells bad and I wanted to sit in another table”)

reckless driving coach

#mum #dad

Me and my dad and mom were sitting inside a driving coach's car. I was the learner. (They're probably here to accompany me.)

The driving coach tried to demonstrate driving on an actual road. I observed the cars in front of us. They were pretty gentle. The instruction was to slowly stop in front of the upward slope to a highway, and then somehow turn the car.

Our driving coach was very rough... I would say. He would just hard brake and step on the accelerator really hard.

I got pretty scared when he suddenly stepped the brake in front of the highway. Because I was worried the cars behind us would not react and stop in time, and crash on us. I just looked slightly concerned, I didn't yell or ask the coach or anything.

I looked at the middle mirror and apparently the cars at the back were stuck behind a red traffic light so there were no cars right behind us technically.

And then he suddenly accelerated and made a U-turn and went back out from where we entered the branched path for highway.

In the dream, my dad and mom were sitting at the front. (Now I am confused, then where was the driver sitting?? But I am sure the coach is sitting at the front too, and there were only two people at the front at any given time) My dad was reading a white paper which was pretty big. Some sort of map. But newspaper size. But it was a document with many typed black words, not a graph. I forgot what mum was doing at the mean time. I was sitting at the back and I was also holding some revision documents for OSCA.

Anyways pretty weird.

I think OSCA exam was frequently brought up in the dream, because I was meant to revise for it before sleeping, and I need to pack my stethoscope and stuff in my backpack for tomorrow (today's) evening practice session (which currently I haven't revised at all). And I made this mental note repeatedly before I fell asleep, because I was lazy to write physical/ digital notes to remind myself when I wake up the next day.

Also having dreams almost every day but I lost a lot of it naturally or because I was sidetracked with other apps on my phone and I just lost it bruh, or because my mum woke me up and I talked to her, so the fresh memory flew away. There were some pretty long dreams that weren't fragments like these ^, as I was sleeping like 8-13 hours per day now lmfao, all gone !!!! Because I didn't record them as the first thing in the morning.

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incoming flood

#6grass #mum Dreamt I was strolling in a shopping mall near the harbour with my secondary school squad. In the dream, it looked kind of like exhibition centre in Wanchai. I remember in real life during my bday gathering, we did stroll along the harbour at K11 Musea. Later we parted ways, I walked out of the mall and was next to the harbour.

And then suddenly, the sky turned dark. The water looked turbulent. I saw some dragons coming out of the water and ready to climb on our land.

Someone yelled next to me, look far! There are waterspout tornadoes! I looked back and it was my mum. She was standing next to me.

Run!!

Mum guided me to run towards the tornadoes. I followed, but was confused. “Why are we running towards it?? We need to escape and go back inside the mall,” I thought. “I need to alert my squad about the weather outside!!”

Mum wanted to drag me onto a tiny stranded island in the harbour. She explained something along the lines of, “you would feel better if you are “in” the water, versus observing on land/ by the shore.” (In my opinion, in the dream, I felt this means “you would feel less bad if you are left alone, and can't compare your own situation with other people”.)

I decided to enter the mall. Many were rushing outside the mall to witness the horrific otherworldly view, while there were also quite a number of people running inside, just like me. Basically half half.

Later I boarded an MTR (connected to the mall) in order to escape to another location, further away from the tornadoes, as they seemed to be advancing directly towards our direction. But I didn't dare to ride for too long, as MTR is underground and I was scared the flooding would enter the station and I would be stuck here.

I got off after two stations. Coming out to surface, I realised it was equally bad as how it was back there. Along with some other pedestrians, we ran up the bridges in order to get a higher ground.

The roads began to flood. The dragons arrived at our place again. They were hitting their heads onto the coast, as if they wanted to intimidate us. (The dragons looks very derpy though, they look like cartoonised Chinese new year dragon dance and lion dance paper props. But was still a bit scared.)

It started raining sometime while we were going up the bridge, and it got bigger now. I began to feel windy too.

And then I woke up for school, couldn't afford to be late for PBL. I don't know the ending of this dream, but the part about being stranded on the bridge slightly reminded me of other dreams I have had before, one about flooding too. But that one was scarier, there were tall coconut trees about to fall onto our bridges.

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