hide and seek (flying)

In a game. If I get caught I will have some bad punishment (I genuinely forgot) (i think the punishment is getting raped)

We all flew high and try to camouflage in the corners/ obstacles in the building. However since I haven’t flew in years (I flew the most in primary and junior sec, I only flew for a handful of times in high school), my flying skills deteriorated and I couldnt fly to the ceiling. So I perched on some lower ceiling, which was unsafe. There were many ppl who couldn’t fly as high as me, but there were also some who can fly higher than me.

Also a rule of the game is that the catcher has a superpower to look through the eyes of those whom they caught. (Example: catcher C caught a hider, A. Catcher C will gain the ability to see through the visual memory of A, before A was caught. In other words, if you hid with A before she was caught, and you didn’t change your hiding spot/ you spoiled your next hiding spot to A, C would know your location.)

So it is the best to avoid everyone’s sight when finding a place to hide.

_{my insight: i think the first part is related to how I wanted to hide from the sus men. The catcher superpower part is related to how A once played hide and seek with me, we hid in the same spot, then A revealed our hiding spot to my best friend, and I got caught, and I was very upset cuz A betrayed me (omg, the catcher’s initials start with C, wtf, i was just making up an example.,.,…, the initials A and C matched, wtf)}

sus brother in restaurant room

#mum #dad #relative 表哥 seems to have a big… urge

Our family and their family were travelling tgt and going to dine in a restaurant we own. 吉野家 style, but many mini separate rooms (those for families)

This bro was renowned for fucking everything/ everyone

While we were walking to the restaurant, he went to fuck a cat on the road

(I legit forgot again in the dream whether he fucked my 表妹 (not blood related, bro is step-bro) or not)

Anyways we arrived at the restaurant. We meant to order omlette rice from the machine. My family walked to the other rooms. I was feeling horny so i was masturbating. In front of him. But actually I was a bit scared of being assulted/ attacked by him.

He looked at me masturbating and yelled/ complained, “if you continue doing this, I cant hold back anymore!!”

So I stopped masturbating in front of him.

_{Holy shit ?? The connecting family room with sus classmate??????}

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dish

Choosing between two circles chinese rice or western rice Editor role in magazine first circle is better than the newspaper one in second

There is more at the beginning

Idk what i dresmt it was a mess Another dream yesterday too but can’t recall

Dude im travelling and she kept talking so i can’t remember my dream

missed shuttle bus

#mum #dad #mwong #uni #caitlyn #A

Took another nap in the hotel

Ok in the dream my dad is stupid as fuck oh my god i want to jump and punch my bed (Omg so rude but im just BRUH)

Me and mum and dad is visiting a place that feels like 動植物公園/香港公園, the ground is those rough concrete with mini mini rock textures (those kind where if you fall down you’ll definitely scratch your knee and bleed a lot), it was moist. It was a slope like Sassoon Road but there were more branches to the road On the road there are several medical facilities, feels like open day cuz everyone’s bringing their parents to walk around

As we were walking I saw A walking with her parents and younger sister around like 25m in front of us. They dyed their hair in bright orangey red

My parents hadnt noticed, so I led them to walk slower so we wouldn’t meet

We walked inside a nearby facility/ room? The room arrangement was like a boba shop, there is a booth where teachers stand behind to prepare stuff/ work, there is a glass panel which isolate us though (In the dream I think this looks like the autopsy room in QMH, but I figured boba shop may be easier for ppl reading the blog to imagine)

In the booth I saw my f3-4 further maths teacher, mwong _{(Yeeeeee another teacher I liked A LOT back then, very nice lady, also friends with the f3-4 classmistress) (side note im the few school people that got accepted into her insta acc wahaha) (im bad at further maths though, surprisingly; im only good at core maths)} Ahhahahh she was smiling at me

Me and her were chatting… (I forgot what we chatted because I was focusing on the background- my pbl tutor _{(the guy who gave me poor marks and tried to encourage me terribly)} walked by. I wasn’t sure if he saw me, but he walked by twice.

Afterwards me and my parents left the room and planned to walk to the shuttle bus station, since it was almost :30 (although buses come at :40)

I was slightly thirsty so I wanted to buy a drink, there was a vending machine a little bit further from the road, but I remembered there was also a few next to the shuttle bus station, and sell better drinks, so I didnt

Also while I was walking, my childhood/ primary school friend, Caitlyn and her parents and little sis, were walking around 25m behind us too, but I don’t want to meet them/ socialise, so when I was stopping by the vending machine, I hid in a 凹位 in the corridor. As they were walking, Caitlyn, who walked at the back, saw me. I signalled “shhh” and “shoo shoo” (excitedly/ anxiously)_{(I didn’t expect myself to do the hand sign for shooing people away…)} to tell her to quietly go away and pretend to not notice me. Caitlyn got what I mean and signalled she will stay silent and continued to walk with her family and left.

Back to the vending machine-

Yet my dad didn’t communicate and walk straight to the further vending machine, meanwhile my mum, who was walking in front of us, didn’t know what’s happening, she kept walking to the station without noticing us changing tracks.

I told my dad, no dont buy it here, just wait, But he insisted he will buy it here because he’s thirsty, with a slightly angry tone So I just let him buy (Although the choice of drinks in this vending machine sucks and it was way more expensive)

He took a long time to buy, meanwhile I was impatient because the bus can come anytime soon- it was almost :44 and the bus hasn’t arrived- It can show up anytime and we don’t have time to walk back, and mum’s probably waiting for us

But Dad’s just so freaking slow skdjsksjskn AAAAAA

Finally Dad got the drink, I nudged him to be quicker, so Dad, who thought he was smart, went to the opposite side of road and chatted with a driver on a coach. The driver then drove us “nearer to the shuttle bus station”. But Dad guided him to the wrong place. We got dropped off in the middle of the route because Dad thought this was the location.

So we had to walk up, but by this time Im very sure the shuttle bus already left for a long time already, cuz I couldn’t really see the crowd queuing for the bus.

As we land, there were many vending machines around us, with many drinks, better and cheaper, I was choosing my drink, while my dad was mad because he bought from the worse vending machine

Bruh

So stupid

I didn’t get mad with my dad in the story/ the actual dream, but as i was dreaming, the real me was super frustrated BRUDHDHSHSHSHDHDHD the second I woke up i wanna punch my bed lol

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Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

• Family #mum #dad #relative

• mmmmm #T _{(<— tag for other Ts)}: #ruth #arthur #roy (driving coach); #cora #teacher –> #jau (f2 classmistress); #blythe (f2 science/ physics teacher) –> #cch (f3-4 classmistress); #mwong (f3-4 fmath teacher)

• Good friends #ivan; #sushiro (squad): #charlottec

• Friends #onlinefrd #primschool: #cecilia #caitlyn #secschool –> #6grass (squad): #charlotteh #jamie –> F5-6: #sally #uni #pblmate –> Y1: #aiden (970) #adrian –> Y2: #chinok #joseph #matthew –> roommate: #claudia #exchange

• others #A #jy #OurLady

About to have exam !! aaa AhahahahawyabaHabahaa noooia aaa

Anyways

mum’s memoir for me

#mum Leaving home for tutorial lesson About to step out but wanted to pee + forgot mask so I returned

A bit hard to close the front door, my arms were so weak every time I try to close the door, I tried twice The door has some resistance too Anyways I can only “close” it without a slit for prying eyes but I cant 合 the door Also at the second time i saw the emergency staircase door(???? Idk the name) open, i had the very big urge to close my front door but cant, later my neighbours came out of emergency door and were returning to their homes (and were not provoking at all, they just felt very ordinary maybe)

When closing the front door, I remembered mum taking away my id card from my backpack to look for brief moment before I was leaving just now

So when I was walking back in the living room I asked her why she took and see and jot down my card detail (Because i was guessing she wanted to use my data to sign up for scams/ expensive plans or impersonate me to do different stuff eg social media accounts)

She replied shes writing a prologue about me (like… me, not mum) (oh also she's on the verge of crying)

“Prologue to what? A memoir?” I joked/ scoffed. (In dream i used the word 回憶錄)

“Yeah…” she replied

Anyways i continured to stay at living room, and looked at her (my) ipad (Side note irl yes i spent a lot again I bought a second hand ipad pro lmfao (im dying to get the stage manager function) so ill give my ma my old ipad after exam)

And I was briefly mental calculating my budget for live streaming and games on the ipad

Yeeeweah that’s it

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shower revision

All I remember is putting my revision notes on my toilet next to the shower. And I would open my shower door from time to time to peek at my revision notes to memorise it. I remembered the stack of note was literally the one I printed a few days ago. I haven't finished reading it since it was 34 pages long. (already very condensed) (I downloaded it off our goddisk (common drive for study resources)

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I woke at 9:20. And I thought what a nice time! I finally woke in a reasonable time (though my alarm is 7:20). And then I closed my eyes again to revisit the shower revision dream for the dream log. But I fell asleep. BRUH. And now I got the following dreams to write ,,,,!!! Annoying. And I woke at 12:40. After writing the whole entry it is past 1pm now.

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Thailand trip; exhibition hall puzzle; roasting A

#mum #dad #A #secschool Trip to Thailand, organised by Mum After getting off plane? ship?? literally idk, and stepping foot onto Thailand, Mum told us we would walk up the mountain to reach our hotel. _{(Think like the slope in CUHK, and we started at the foot of the hill and our hotel was near the top)} I asked my mum where was our hotel, because she hadn't mentioned it at all, and maybe because it was close that's why she suggested walking. Plus, I see some people queuing nearby, which, according to my another dream at this nearly identical location, was a shuttle bus stop.

She said it's somewhere in the mountains. I was like whatt and you suggested walking?? How about taking the shuttle instead.

She didn't look pleased. _{(She always doesn't look pleased at my suggestions, and at last she'll like it and take them as her original idea. It happened with my mask. She hated me buying a new design of the mask and also said it was so thin and bad, I shouldn't buy. She wouldn't use it. She said I gotta pay for it myself (but eventually she paid for it too) Guess what! She opened the package when I wasn't there and she tried this mask and claimed this one is the best and she only uses this type now! She doesn't use the one she usually pick !!!! bro!! I only have one pack because I thought only I'd use so I bought little !!!! And now I have to share with her!!! And she denied she disliked the mask at the beginning. She said, “what, I said I liked it! I wanted to buy it! Why didn't you buy more for yourself!” I'm just so fed up)} I said see the shuttle is coming. (Indeed a bus was arriving at the station). It's so near! So we walked quickly to catch the shuttle. We got in.

Since we were the last to get in, we get the seats at the back. Actually it was a “room” in the bus. There are four bidets in the room with no doors and walls.

Later I got off. (I wasn't sure if my family got off too). I arrived at an exhibition centre. Today's event is Children's carnival? Where a lot of companies were selling their kid's toys. I went to a giant booth near the entrance. They were selling magnetic chinese characters kids can stick on the wall and compose their own sentences. There were three types. One was generic colourful blocks like lego, and there are no words on it. but you assemble many colourful blocks to imitate the shape of chinese characters. Second was parts of a chinese words, like 爫 夂 心 亻these. I wanted to assemble 愛, but the kid next to me took away the 心 part so I can only make a 受 _{I think this idea came from a post I was reading on xiaohongshu yesterday, it was about a man sending wechat stickers of 曰十 to make 早 to greet his gf every morning, but eventually his gf told him the full set of sticker was 艹曰十 which was 草} Third was actual magnets with a printed chinese character on itself. The board we were working on during the event was actually pretty interesting. I was originally squatting down with other kids to play with the second type of magnets. There are a lot of messy words, but still generally ordered. And then I stood up. And wow, the middle to top part of the board were all magnets of the third type. And the previous people had made very sophisticated paragraphs with them. The board was full of words. Like millions of ants. wow There were still some space for me to fill in some words. I think they were kind of deliberate because they looked like fill in the blanks. One says, “我最渴望： (blank)(proceed with a large paragraph of other deep stuff)” and then I found two magnets that were unused in any paragraph. So I stuck on that blank spot. It was “自”“由”.

Later I left. While I was leaving Chloe Cheung saw me. A childhood friend. Closest in kindergarten, and one particular year in secondary when we were neighbours again. She started chatting with me. We chatted on our way to the shuttle bus stop (yes gonna take the shuttle although idk where I would be going)

Boarded the shuttle bus. She board it in front of me. A was on the bus. Chloe sat with A. A was smiling at me in a way she was sneering at me that Chloe chose her over me. Anyways I roasted her hard while I was walking to my seat behind them. While I was walking, A yelled, Ouch~ So painful, you hurt me I literally accidentally tapped Chloe only, I roasted her I didn't even touched her, everyone can see on the bus, I won't apologise for things I didn't do, and she should go see a doctor if she's feeling imaginary pain And then I turned to Chloe to apologise for the light tap in front of A, which kinda humiliated A Anyways I kept on roasting her while I was on the shuttle. Maybe I was telling her her actions are incredibly rude to people who cut their thighs. And another girl on the shuttle laughed, she said, I am literally cutting my thigh rn lmao. I looked at her and saw her thigh was rather bloody and the cuts were deep.

garden w Dad, finding new gardens

Dad late for his gathering with his brothers, supposed they meet in the afternoon or noon at Shenzhen, but it was already 5 something pm, almost 6, his bros were finding him on whatsapp Dad looked amused with no guilt/ remorse whatsoever. Before leaving the house, he came to ask me on his whatsapp problem because he said he already replied ok but they didn't seem to respond. I checked his phone and told him he didn't hit the send button.

He sent the message and his bros continued to chat in the whatsapp group So maybe he didn't find it urgent to meet up with them and he walked me around the flower garden instead.

He told me supposed the flower garden was owned by them (the family), but because he was late and irresponsible for everything, he and his bros lost the right to own the garden. He said with a cheeky smile, as if he was “proud” of it. I find it disgusting.

Also the garden is full of big red flowers. Very healthy and pretty. Interspersed were some green watering devices which would auto-rotate and water the plants around it. Looked like a showerhead but somehow in the dream I found it looking like a dick. I stopped to get a closer look. Dad told me another garden had this kind of devices too, but that garden owner used some white cloth, disguised as white flowers, to lightly cover the watering device, so that part wasn't showing.

After that we went to check out gardens that were available for own (sale? rent? idk) There were only around 2-3 available. In the dream we explored the first one. The garden wasn't really big, the size is like a small hall. Actually there aren't flowers in the garden. It was seats. As if like a hall. The seats were ¾ occupied. But it was still kind of spacious.

In the garden there were three animals. Garden owner's pets. One cat, one... maybe hamster?, and one white dog. The environment was slightly messy though. The food is on the floor next to where they laid down. They didn't seem hungry. I used a stick to move the food on the floor closer to their mouth. The cat food looked like diced meat (肉碎), the dog's food is... a piece of human patella (knee cap bone). The cat ate some. The dog ignored me.

While I was strolling, my dad was still next to me. He hadn't left to meet up yet. Bruh.

_{I think it's because Dad actually had a gathering with them in Shenzhen, and he was indeed late (not this much though I think). Mum was scolding him to leave quickly because it's only 30 minutes till meetup time, but he's still at home.}

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return trip from Korea

#secschool #mum I travelled alone to Korea for sightseeing, today was the day I would take the plane to return to HK.

I needed to apply for a “visa” for passing the customs at Korea’s side People told me I needed to use a wechat 小程序 to fill in my personal details, then go to another location for the next step I was confused because I don’t know what’s the name of the 小程序 they were using, and where/ what for next step

Originally planned to do this visa application the day before I leave, but because I didn’t figure it out in the hotel, I was doing it on the metro on the way to the airport

I was kind of lost so I asked a family who’s speaking cantonese on the metro to help

The father was nice and explained to me. The young boy and his mom looked okay too.

During our conversation a 師奶 walked into us, wanting to interrupt our conversation, I just nodded my head while the father continued to talk to me and our convo didn’t stop. Later I saw the woman’s face. It was one of the parents in our dizi class irl, and she’s the kinda annoying and self-centered one who’s into veganism and buddhism _{(oh I remembered my mum telling me they organised a dinner the year when I graduated in order to ask what degree I got into (I was the youngest in the class) and then after my mum answered the group, some congratulated, some were confused they didn’t know what the abbreviation stand for, after my mum explained, the rest of the confused people congratulated too, just except her! She’s making a 🤨 face according to my mum)}

Anyways yeah so I thanked the father

Later I went to a floor in a big station There was a station for making visa (probably) on this floor I wasn’t sure, so I walked around and sit in one of the benches

I met Valerie (f2 neighbour) She brought me to lunch at the canteen downstairs together while I was solving this visa application issue on my phone

There were different restaurants in the canteen- some healthy 米線; KFC; snacks etc We opted for snacks

… forgot what happens next

But I remembered I was lying in my bed again, door slightly open, corridor was dark but eerily my mum’s face appeared within the darkness, looking straight at me. I growled angrily in the dream because she’s doing this creepy shit again

Later I went to jot down my dream. (When I woke up I found that this didn’t happen irl and now I have to write again)

_{But I’m actually confused if the mum’s face is part of the dream or not, because when I really woke up, actually I woke up to my mum entering my room, so I growled again, but she won’t leave, she’s like a robot asking me if I need to turn on aircon, to which I angrily decline, and her hands continue reaching for the button and I growled and bruh she ask me if I want to open the windows I refused again and she continued to walk to my window bruh she’s not listening. Anyways finally after growling and screaming in frustration she left without altering my room. Terrible thing to wake up to. (I mean the fact that I have to scream. Not her.) Seems “going crazy” doesn’t affect her anymore. And she also won’t listen if I am being “normal and reasonable and speak in a normal tone”. She listens to nothing except herself. She lives in her own world.}

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lost and found apple pencil

#mum #secschool #sally Mum wanting to go to a Japanese restaurant she wanted to go for a long time. * Idenical restaurant to one of the dreams previously. That time we went too late cuz it was so hard to find and Mum was too insisting to go and it was expensive so Mum only ordered one tray/ set of sushi

I was at mtr station – the floor with the gate machines to enter the “paid area of station” I had my apple pencil and iPad with me Idk what time, I found out I couldn't find my apple pencil. I lost it.

There were a lot of art booths on this floor. They were like little makeshift booths for people to draw individually. Seems organised by an art studio to promote their drawing courses. I was walking around and glance at every booth to see if someone took and was using my apple pencil. (Mine wasn't engraved, but I have stuck a masking tape on it, so it was identifiable) _{(I did that to my tendon hammer when I brought it to OSCA practice so it won't get taken mistakenly)}

Walked several (two?) rounds and found my masking tape on someone's table. Seems like they removed my tape from the pencil, so all I got was the tape. The person using the booth wasn't there, so I took the apple pencil on their desk.

Had a chat with several people on the way, were secondary school people. Sally was talking about the ad on the mtr wall which says Ado's concert. _{(The one we planned to go to but we couldn't buy the tickets)} Some I weren't even familiar with. One group was sitting around a table. Some because of 角度問題 of where I was at, were covered by something. One of the person asked me if I remember her, she's Zoe. I brainstormed who has this voice but name was Zoe. When I was thinking, she revealed the answer. I'm Zoe Tsang! After 1 second of me trying to rack my brain to think who she was, I remembered (one of my group members when I was group leader for my Spanish study tour in F2, when she was F1) I'm like ohhhh I remembered! aaa I was thinking of so many different surnames – Cheng, Wong, Chan... And one of the person sitting, said “and Lau.”, smiling slightly (later I realised that person's called Zoe Lau) (very unfamiliar schoolmate we weren't in the same class in any year from primary to secondary)

After that I walked alone again. Later I had the idea of checking my bag again. I saw something white at the bottom of my backpack. It was actually my lost apple pencil. Now I have two apple pencils. And the one I took mistakenly had engraving of the person's mandarin pinyin name, but I didn't notice when I was taking.

I was on my way of returning the wrong apple pencil when the dream shifted to another.

Gojo Satoru's hidden pics

Gojo Satoru (from Jujutsu Kaisen) was very pretty amd shared his photos all the time with others. He's like an internet sensation. Everyone liked his selfies and pics cuz yeah, they're looking nice.

One time me and my friends discovered maybe there was more underneath this “facade”, not exactly bad stuff but we just wanted to know more of his “unknown to the public” side.

We discovered other than the usual pics that he recruit photographers to help him take, he also had several sets of “private photos with private outfits”.

We somehow discovered the next schedule and location in which he would appear for taking these “private” photos. It was the little extension of the main campus bridge/ upper street where you go down to MTR A1 exit.

We went there and peeked. He was posing for photos. But he was bald. Maybe the usual white hair he had was just a wig. And my friend gasped because he was still very handsome even when bald. The next photo I forgot what that was, he either changed glasses or into a more casual shirt. Anyways he got surprised and afraid when he saw that we discovered his “little fetish”, so much he panicked and ran away immediately.

Anyways we got a glimpse in his private side. (* note: not sexual in any way. Didn't even think of that in the dream)

planning family trip

Mum wanted to travel. She told me to plan for the family trip especially on how to ride the mtr + 城際直通車 to get there (like around Shenzhen area, Guangdong??)

I asked her for the details and what exactly she meant but she told me to go find the mtr staff on concourse to answer my questions. She declared she would not help me with it. (I don't want to join the trip at all though, why am I the one planning. I was a bit annoyed in the dream)

anyways I asked a young female adult staff, maybe mid 20s kinda thin but healthy type of thin, and she answered and guided me patiently on different routes to arrive at different parts of the city (because Mum didn't answer my question on where exactly were we staying at, what hotel, what time and date), for example what was the most efficient route/ fastest/ convenient choice, operating hours etc.

I thanked her and I asked my mum for a pen to note down what the lady had said after she left. Something about Line 3 operates from 3pm to 5am; Line 5 operates from 5pm to 3am; I shouldn't take the Shenzhen green line metro because it had too many stations until airport east; I should consider the “城際直通車” which had only around 6 stations and therefore faster _{(no such thing in SZ i think, this idea was like the airport dark turquoise line in HK?)}

Suddenly Mum yelled at me to get on the metro. (Because she found out the metro can reach the Japanese restaurant she wanted to go) Mum and Dad were already on the metro when I was still concentrating on taking notes about the metro on the floor on the concourse

grab all my stuff (piles of paper – mtr map; pens; correction tape; heavy backpack) and ran on the metro, metro beeping and I got in Mum a bit surprised I made it Dad silent the whole time, he was just standing by the door It felt a bit tiring to catch up with all these “sudden matter”.

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soil, argument, smartwatch

#mum #jamie I was travelling in Japan with someone (I think it was a classmate) (edit: was my mum). We went into a clothes shop with two storeys. My classmate stayed at the bottom floor while I went to the second floor Suddenly someone (not my travelling partner) handed me a simply but nicely wrapped gift. It was a bday gift from Jamie. The wrapping style is also very “Jamie-style” in which she uses transparent plastic sheet as a wrapping paper around the bunch of goodies she bought for me, and sealing the wrapping paper with neon masking tape. Goodies included some candies (those very fun Japanese candies) and a bag of Zimbabwe soil. It was for my plant. She bought it while travelling/ doing charity service there. She wrote in the note she would have travelled to Hawaii during her African trip too. Meanwhile I wonder wasn't Hawaii in the US. _{(irl I was planning to buy soil for my plant for a while but never did. Last night before sleeping I checked the soil, seems like there's some mould, or excess salt building up on the soil again. Either way it was kind of unsatisfactory. Also kind of weird how oddly specific that it was Zimbabwe lmfao.}

After exiting the shop my friend needed to buy something in 7-11. (wait now I remember it was my mum) _(bruh)

I happened to be carrying my plant with me, so I wanted to put in the soil and get it done. I first wanted to isolate the “suspected mould”, so I picked the mould patches and put them in my mouth. Then from the second patch onwards I realised these were supposed to be inedible and bad for health (didn't realise it was bad because they looked like smashed oreo cookies and it was crunchy albeit tasteless), so I kept the next patches inside my mouth without chewing, and the final patch on my right palm. _{(irl back in Jan I didn't know why but I had a strong urge to swallow stuff, and I commented exactly to my friends the plant soil looks like oreo and I want to eat it. And how my anime acrylic holographic decorations looks yummy but they were too big so I can't really swallow them.)}

We were walking on the street finding 7-11, while I was also searching for rubbish bins so I can spit it out.

We saw a 7-11 right across the street and at the beginning of an upward slope so we went there. I waited outside 7-11. I saw a bin not that far away so I went and tossed my mouldy patches. I also tried to spit out those in my mouth, but the first few patches I can't because I already chewed and swallowed them.

There was a table for me outside 7-11 to sit and unwrap the gift. I opened the bag of new soil. I wanted to replenish the soil. But I accidentally 倒 too much and it overflowed the pot. Mum happened to place down a chocolate drink she just bought for me on the table. Some soil went on the surface of the drink. They blended in with the decorative chocolate powder which was already on the drink.

So after I was done with my plant I went to drink the chocolate, while clearly feeling the soil texture in my mouth (because although it looked similar to the chocolate powder, the powder wasn't crunchy, only the soil did. I didn't really much care, I tried to avoid eating the soil while sipping the drink though. I also tried to wipe away the soil around my mouth with my arms (the connecting area between forearm and arm). Because my fingers were already dirtied by the soil so I couldn't use my hands to wipe away.

While that, a group of kids were walking by the street, seemed like some kind of study tour, led by a teacher as their tour guide. They walked past our table. Nothing special though, they weren't really interested in what we were doing. Some noticed but didn't do anything. They behaved like typical pedestrians.

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I remembered I was very angry at something that happened between these two events, but I forgot what it was the second I woke up :O I seem to remember a little.

I was in my parent's bedroom. I was standing on their bed, arguing with mum who was standing on the floor by the bed and I was throwing a tantrum, basically I was arguing whatever topic she threw at me. She started the argument first (She said something provoking and I escalated it). I forgot what the content was. But the main theme was her urging me to shower but I have other things to do; and I don't want to share my schedule or whatever with her and she's mad about it. There was more, because I was putting older “not that related” stuff to the table (She did it first). The argument was long, say like 20 minutes. After that she finally left me alone.

I was mad and infuriated during that time.

- #chinok Afterwards I was scrolling reddit, I was on a subreddit that felt like r/AskReddit lol, and people were commenting some people's names. (I forgot the op's question). One of them were commenting a familiar name. I think it was one of the professors teaching public health (irl). Anyways I looked and find the user who posted this felt like ChiNok (the rhythm game boy), because the username was something like his name and gave me some music production vibes which he did. His previous profile picture was Loid (from spyxfamily) hugging his dog at an aquarium. Upon clicking inside his profile, I can see an updated profile pic, which were some pokemons running together (say like 4 Oddishes running together or 3 Poliwags running, I forgot what exactly was in the photo, I just remembered it was dull coloured (grey? blue? purple? tiny balls running) (doesn't feel like klink but it was that colour).

I looked at other comments he posted in other subreddits, he was giving advice on what smartwatches to buy.

After a while Mum returned to the bedroom I was in, and excitedly showing a pic of a black small cool smartwatch (looks like apple but apparently it was Huawei), asking me if she should buy it to 送人. (I was suspecting it was grandmother, whom she always complained to me about her being stupid, arrogant, rude, reluctant to listen to ideas etc. in real life) _{(Side note I aren't sure how bad grandmother is, but iirc she isn't that great. She tied the cat my aunt adopted and given to her (because 表妹 turned out to be allergic to cats so they can't keep it) to the balcony (every day) (she doesn't untie it) so that it wouldn't be a hassle to manage where it would go. Also I think my mum was going to be like grandmother, and I possibly would be like my mum/ grandmother in the future if there was no intervention :( going to be like the person you don't want to be like, because that's the type of “education” you grew up with and being instilled into your brain?)}

I was imagining grandmother would prefer a gold coloured smartwatch instead. Anyways I told her to gift to those who would be truly thankful instead, and stop wasting time on someone that wouldn't value your work.

Dream ended.

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room decoration

#mum Saw a post of a photo of how another med student was decorating his room. Room also had a piano and he put his med stuff on top and make stuff tidier I wanted to try and I told my mum to come and redecorate All she does was to remove my own photo stands and kept all the photo stands of her and my dad on the piano I was annoyed

Getting downstairs leaving home, wait lift with 大媽 neighbour, wait so long, it was full Waited two lift both full We walked the stairs instead I thought I lived on 6/F (like irl) but in the dream i was at 2/F or 3/F, so close to ground floor, should’ve walked the stairs at the beginning.

shopping/ game

#dad Some stall/ booth thing selling clothes. Me Mum and Dad were checking out the clothes. Mum show me a top she found. I said that’s what she bought for me already previously, she said yeah, I just want you to see again Me checking out skirts again (yes cuz irl I haven’t bought any yet aaa). Dad was playing a game at the shop (those “if you purchase from the store you can try this game for x times”). He was just throwing plush toys to a target basket. The sign says can only try 4 times per customer, he obviously has exceeded the limit. I was scared the shopkeeper would be angry, so I told my dad to stop and see the sign. My dad saw the sign and was a bit sorry, but he continued playing because the shopkeeper didn’t stop him. I apologised to the shopkeeper on behalf of my dad, she says it’s okay, and gave dad the “proper bigger plush for the game”. And demonstrated how to play the game properly, but from now on we have a total of 4 chances to play. It was way more difficult now because the bigger plush is heavier and the basket was pretty far. I played once, missed, gave to Dad to try, also missed, we were deciding who’s going next because Dad seemed pretty confident but I don’t think he can throw it in

And I woke up briefly

massage :D

#arthur Fuckkkk !!!

Part 1

Doing a psychological test This one required me to close my eyes and sit He began to massage my abdomen gently down until the pelvic region Exposed my clothes until he can see and touch my hair at either umbilical region or upper part of pubic hair, not sure cuz I closed my eyes I was already pretty horny lol And then we walked to a bed nearby (looks like my irl bed) (actually the room looks like my irl bedroom) And began the psychological test First he told me to get him my id card for verification purposes, I was searching for quite a long time cuz I forgot where I put it but found it He told me to lie down, and I kinda collapsed and 靠左側瞓 because I was too horny and no energy (like that type of no energy after sex, because I was already getting too excited)

And then he unbuttoned my tight black low-rise trousers and unzipped it Omg super super horny _{(omg wait you were wearing tight black trousers yesterday)} Ok by this time I was already breathing heavily And then he told me to close my eyes and lie straight, he would ask some questions and I would answer him by making a circle👌🏻 or fist 🤛🏻 with my right hand And he stroked the hair at my bottom and massage while asking the questions, I forgot exactly what were the questions but they’re more like “would you do [some sort of thing] if [certain scenario] happens?” And “would you rather [A] or [B]” I was already 嬌喘中 at the first few questions, my god And apparently I would answer more truthfully if I got aroused, that’s what the “psychological test” explained

Midway he stopped asking another one I waited a long time there was none But he was still standing in front of me (still dressed normally)

I briefly woke irl because nothing was happening in the dream But I didn’t want the dream to end So I forced myself to return to sleep

Part 2

At a lobby thing. Doing a health checkup. Conducted by him again. I was fully naked. Surrounding me were my mum and some younger relatives/ 表妹, but since they weren’t doing the checkup they were wearing clothes, they didn’t find me weird fully naked though, seemed like a normal thing. The theme of today’s health checkup was woman’s health, so female genitals _{(I guess the idea came from my osca exam)} This time he massaged with a bigger range. From upper abdomen like below my chest, and then slowly making the way down to my waist. Then he located my uterus (superficially over the skin), and the two hands divert again to palpate for my fallopian tube and ovaries _{(why is this getting academic wtf lololol)} Fuckk, so horny, anyways he then moved his hands onto my hip lol Also during the massage he said into my ear “I thought you fell asleep” (because I was very relaxed and closed my eyes during the massage) The general examination part finished, we will wait for a vacant room to proceed to other parts of examination So he 公主抱 me to another place at the lobby (I’m still naked) He put me on a big white bed like those hotel big double bed And I get to watch the TV from the bed while we wait in the lobby He then also got in the bed and lie next to me and we watch tv together Hmmmm idk what he’s wearing, …… maybe only a pair of boxers Omg And then my mum followed and sat on a stool by the bed, on Arthur’s side of bed I whispered to Arthur’s ear saying I don’t want her to follow us later… Arthur immediately started a convo with my mum saying like later the area would be rather hectic and loud because the kids would be coming, so she could wait outside meanwhile we proceed with the examination. I glanced at the clock shown in the TV screen, it was around 6:40pm? The children from a nearby kindergarten would use the lobby at 7pm every day. My mum agreed, “yeah! [xxx idk what name] kindergarten right!” Arthur said yep Mum moved to sit on the bed, but in front of us (like in front of our feet, sitting by the bed)

Meanwhile I was just fantasising the next part of examination, which was something like cervical examination and he’ll put his finger in and masturbate for me, I was imagining if I’ll get all wet and all onto his hand

Bruh and I was trying to sleep and make the dream continue but apparently the TV show just started and I needed to wait for the TV show to finish for the dream to proceed, but the show was stuck at that same screen

Aaaaaaaaa >:000 still nothing happened so I woke up

Fuck! So horny _{Maybe because yesterday I found him slimmer (probably because he was indeed sick or maybe he actually started keeping fit) and his jawline was prettier bruh I kept looking at his chin Eyes also very pretty Oh my god outfit also pretty Can’t get angry and scold at this pretty face Fuck so cute Got him super west face on the bus though, felt nostalgic and familiar… F2 classmistress also put on this type of face… Next time I will lie on the couch instead, damn…}

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long dream again (last few days were dreamless) I was sleeping from around 6pm till I woke at 5am, and I scrolled taobao. Then I fell asleep at 7am till around 11am I only had dreams from the 7-11am segment. It was a lot though. Interesting how I have many stories within just 4 hours.

shopping

#mum #dad skirts shop choosing between a lot of skirts finally selected like 5 final candidates to choose from

later mum came and I showed her. She disliked all of them, found them ugly and revealing for my age I was angry at that

Later dad came too, he was helping me choose skirts But he laid all skirts from the shop on the floor (or folded in piles) in order to take a better look at them in one glance He asked me to come and look That's when I realised about the huge pile he made I was very annoyed because if he took all the dresses then other shoppers have nothing to look at and he was taking up all the space on the floor to place the dresses, we all dont have space to walk in the shop but the other shoppers seemed to be not bothered by it, which made me even more anxious

finally I chose two skirts from my original 5 candidates. mum paid for the two skirts, quite expensive (I think it was 2xxxx yen in total, wow) one of them ran out of stock for my size, so they gave me a random pair of pants with marking saying that next time I take this as a token to claim my “right sized” skirt + I get to bring the wrong sized skirt with me to wear temporarily? Not sure, cuz the several staff at the cashier were speaking in japanese, but I took both items + the other correct skirt when we left and they didn't say I can't mum is crossed while paying and i forgot why I think she was scolding me while paying too, couldn't remember what it was about I was crossed at my mum later on too. forgot why too So this happy occasion of buying my favourite new skirts ended up to be a bit upsetting I wasn't happy

fire

#secschool back to class, with my newly bought cute skirt big big classroom many old classmates from secondary and primary celebrating our own bday many bday cake everyone have candle on bday cake many lit up candles = fire hazard fire started my seat closest to door, and I already forsee the fire I immediately tell everyone about the fire and I ran out Borrowed phone from passerby to call 999 fire department I saw and met mum and dad outside I borrowed phone from mum to watch, because I forgot to take my phone with me while escaping, and I miss my phone I saw my whatsapp on my mum's phone in the form of whatsapp web but I need to re-log in and I don't have my own phone to verify so I can't use but I saw a notif from a high school teacher (preview of notif goes like: this is Mrs L Lam speaking, xxxxxx something about thanking me for saving/ alerting about the fire and stopped it from getting worse) (phone number is C Po's _{(a nice chem teacher) (but the chem teacher I like the most is not in this dream) (L Lam is a worse chem teacher + uni admissions dept head and she didn't help me process some JUPAS DSE stuff so I don't really like her; I heard her own A Level class hated her too because she wasn't fair to a lot of people in class; and my DSE friends also dislike her because she only process A Level stuff and delayed all DSE matters until my classmate's mum called and scolded her via phone at school)}

I also asked dad about my phone inside, in the dream he also had an apple watch, we tried to “use” my phone via the watch which didn't work

I revisited the classroom and some were still leaving the room slowly. I yelled who can help me get my phone, my seat is closest to the door, I can give you $100 But maybe people didn't help me because the door I was standing at lead to another side of the room, so it was further away from my seat. (so basically the large room has multiple doors)

Some standing in the corridor asked me when were the firefighters coming, I said soon, I already called them. Another person in the classroom also answered the person that he called them as well.

I was waiting for the fire truck on the street. It came but was stuck in traffic on the road. The firemen in the truck saw me. They threw me a pin and I was supposed to use the pin to activate the extinguisher to use it inside the room

Another guy and I went to find extinguisher and I found it. But I wasn't sure how to use because the diagrams and symbols were kind of hard to read in the dream.

Anyways I was holding the pin and the extinguisher and I reentered the room, apparently many didn't bother to escape and the fire died down, I cannot see the fire, but I felt it was still there

I walked very slowly to observe where there would be a potential fire.

I look at a mini blackboard next to the door, there was a message from C Po thanking me. There was some words blocked out by scribbling over with black marker, and the guy who was with me finding extinguisher tried to erase the scribbles and colour the space with the background colour. I told him there is no need for that, just leave that be _{Supple info: I recalled one of the words being scribbled over is “hate”. That one's for sure. I am not sure about the other ones, but they are probably “dislike” and “love”.}

Later two police/ security guards came to inspect, and found nothing yet, and the two of them sat in the front row in the classroom. I looked at them. They were my primary school/ junior sec classmates. I kind of miss the time with them (but we weren't familiar). After gazing at them for long enough (I was reminiscing our school life), they asked me if I am looking at them as if they are like children at school. (I think they forgot about me already, they were asking “children” in general) I answered, “before they raised the question, yes.”

later the firefighters came and we slowly investigated the power supply of the room since one wall plug was sparkling from time to time. I wanted to deal with that wall plug first, but they asked me to go check and fix another wall plug at another side of the room. I was unwilling because the sparkling one looked more worrying to me and I refused, and they said we can investigate the sparkling wall plug first.

We fixed the wall plug, but the sparkling has transferred to the wall plug I was unwilling to fix initally. So we went to fix that.

Forgot what happens next

dancing

I felt like I was a part of a story book in the dream. The art style in the dream was very different, it is not realistic. It is like hand-drawn. The words used in the dream were very story-like and simple too. (I'll try to remember the words, though I remember the images/ scenes more vividly)

I was a whale learning how to dance. (Drawing depicting a bunch of flies (or mosquitoes) around me, we were all learning how to dance. But there were some strings on my arms/ whale fins, as if I was a controlled doll)

I learnt dancing and was matured into a “human-like being” (in the dream the specific word for it was “似人” (something like 我進化成一個“似人”。) (There was an animation of the strings pulling me up and out the story book page, and the whale appearance of me transformed into a human being with different colour. Again the page depicted me surrounded by a crowd of humans, we were all standing)

(I think the flies from the previous page would mature (after learning dancing) to become... matured flies with similar appearance, but during the page when I was being pulled away, they were not matured yet)

The story ends here, or maybe I experience the story book till this page and it doesn't end yet (because the “ending” is too abrupt)

bracelet

Back in a realistic dream and I was observing an interaction between a young girl (around 4 years old?) and her mum.

The girl said, I learnt dancing! I made myself a necklace! (Shows wonky DIY necklace to mom)

Mom: That's great! (something along the lines, I forgot)

Young girl: Can I wear your necklace? (points at box holding necklace) I see the pendant on your necklace has its back side facing up for a very long time. I think it died, so you are not wearing it. Can you give me your necklace?

Mom: Sure!

I (still in the dream) thought to myself, I was pretty angry because I can totally see it coming when the girl started the convo, she just wanted her mum's necklace, it wasn't about her dance at all. And I was equally pissed by her mum's agreement to give the girl the necklace because that would spoil the girl, instead she could say something like refusing the girl first, explain this is her own necklace and she likes it a lot, she wasn't aware the pendant was upside down when placing and it doesn't mean it was dead, and then proceed to tell the girl if she wants one she can buy another one for her (either as a reward or maybe theyre simply rich and just buy) because i think the mum was not really willing to give the girl her necklace, but still did so because the girl asked her to do so, feels like being bullied voluntarily. this whole thing is stupid

and then I woke up I think I dreamt of necklace and particularly That necklace because I was taobaoing and the last ting I was looking at and kinda wanting to get was That necklace LOL

Also about the skirts. I was browsing for skirts in taobao with similar patterns (checkered patterns) before bed too.

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