Neko

dream

jamie

huge argument bt me & mum

#mum Im legit yelling as hard as I can in the dream. She was very stubborn I felt very frustrated But she gave me a can of soft drinks later, so I was less furious but still angry.

proposed by unfamiliar classmate

#secschool #CCH #jamie #charlottec

Secondary school people all gathered in the hall (it was a dining hall by Vivienne Westwood??) for a special occasion. Apparently I’m gonna get proposed by a person. So I was guessing who’s the person. I almost thought it was Valerie, but I would be hesitant to accept it. And then I start thinking if it would be Jamie.

I saw the gifts they’re gonna give to me. They were commissioned drawings by really famous artists. I felt surprised and happy, but also worried because they must’ve spent a lot but I was hesitant…

Later CCH walked by to tell me it’s Joanne H. I was confused and double checked the name with her. I told CCH I didn’t really know her. CCH asked on what occasions had we met. I said EITP. CCH was confused so I explained it’s an IT extracurricular activity at school. That’s it. CCH asked if I wanted to accept the proposal. I was hesitant, and finally firmly said, no. CCH couldn’t really hide her slightly shocked face, and asked me how I would reject her. (Because the board at the hall had the names of pairs of proposed couples listed, there were like 6-7 pairs. It would be awkward if we were the only failed pair.

Meanwhile CCH walked away to ask for other teachers for advice (for me/ herself) And I’m brainstorming my script to reject Joanne. Jamie, who were on my left (in front of me in the queue), warned me she might be an NPD and she’s not gonna give up that easily.

I finished brainstorming my script and signalled CCH to come back because I got the idea. I’ll thank her first for the gifts and effort, and then I would explain we weren’t familiar with each other, so I’ll decline the proposal for now, but I’m willing to know more about her. I think that sounded appropriate! (What about the gifts! I don’t know too so I’ll leave that out of the speech.)

Anyways it’s time for all students to get up the stage. Somehow now Jamie was in front of Charlotte which was in front of me. I was locking arms with Charlotte, lol. While walking, I saw a girl holding a phone showing women rather suggestive images (but fr it’s just bikini photos… but more exposed) at the row behind us.

Interesting… 🤨

escape using pastel car

#uni After the rejection I guess (the dream didn’t show that section) I rushed to a nearby carpark. There was a man welcoming me by the gate, leading me down to the cars. He asked me embryology questions and influenza vaccination questions. I said I didn’t revise and I’ve forgotten them already, (it’s summer give me a break!) maybe I’ll revisit them when school starts. Anyways we went down to this empty carpark (no people, some cars) but occasionally there’s sounds. There were some random wild animals like skunks.

Suddenly I felt the urge to rush and hide. Seems Joanne was coming. I saw more cars suddenly turning on and steering away. I wanted to grab a car tok and I was about to grab this pastel pink? Purple car. (I have a cool dream item remote that can remote anything as I concentrate on it- exclusive to this current dream I guess) When I wanted to turn it on I noticed a car flickering its lights on me. It was a person in a car’s passenger seat. He wanted me to take the driver’s seat. The car was cuter and was the original design that I wanted to drive. It has a combination of multiple pastel colours, petite and had decorative wings on the sides? I got in and started driving. But the side mirrors were pretty bad, I can’t get them to open wide enough to see the back/ even side of my car. And the middle mirror was pretty unfair too because it leaned towards the passenger side. Somehow I felt unfair due to gender inequality because it was leaning towards the man’s side. But now outside dream it doesn’t really make sense. It’s just poor design. Also it was very cramped inside. Anyways so I was driving blindly. I was planning to ask the male passenger to help me look at nearby cars, but I figured out he might have some blind spots too. So I haven’t asked.

Dream ended.

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Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

soil, argument, smartwatch

#mum #jamie I was travelling in Japan with someone (I think it was a classmate) (edit: was my mum). We went into a clothes shop with two storeys. My classmate stayed at the bottom floor while I went to the second floor Suddenly someone (not my travelling partner) handed me a simply but nicely wrapped gift. It was a bday gift from Jamie. The wrapping style is also very “Jamie-style” in which she uses transparent plastic sheet as a wrapping paper around the bunch of goodies she bought for me, and sealing the wrapping paper with neon masking tape. Goodies included some candies (those very fun Japanese candies) and a bag of Zimbabwe soil. It was for my plant. She bought it while travelling/ doing charity service there. She wrote in the note she would have travelled to Hawaii during her African trip too. Meanwhile I wonder wasn't Hawaii in the US. (irl I was planning to buy soil for my plant for a while but never did. Last night before sleeping I checked the soil, seems like there's some mould, or excess salt building up on the soil again. Either way it was kind of unsatisfactory. Also kind of weird how oddly specific that it was Zimbabwe lmfao.

After exiting the shop my friend needed to buy something in 7-11. (wait now I remember it was my mum) (bruh)

I happened to be carrying my plant with me, so I wanted to put in the soil and get it done. I first wanted to isolate the “suspected mould”, so I picked the mould patches and put them in my mouth. Then from the second patch onwards I realised these were supposed to be inedible and bad for health (didn't realise it was bad because they looked like smashed oreo cookies and it was crunchy albeit tasteless), so I kept the next patches inside my mouth without chewing, and the final patch on my right palm. (irl back in Jan I didn't know why but I had a strong urge to swallow stuff, and I commented exactly to my friends the plant soil looks like oreo and I want to eat it. And how my anime acrylic holographic decorations looks yummy but they were too big so I can't really swallow them.)

We were walking on the street finding 7-11, while I was also searching for rubbish bins so I can spit it out.

We saw a 7-11 right across the street and at the beginning of an upward slope so we went there. I waited outside 7-11. I saw a bin not that far away so I went and tossed my mouldy patches. I also tried to spit out those in my mouth, but the first few patches I can't because I already chewed and swallowed them.

There was a table for me outside 7-11 to sit and unwrap the gift. I opened the bag of new soil. I wanted to replenish the soil. But I accidentally 倒 too much and it overflowed the pot. Mum happened to place down a chocolate drink she just bought for me on the table. Some soil went on the surface of the drink. They blended in with the decorative chocolate powder which was already on the drink.

So after I was done with my plant I went to drink the chocolate, while clearly feeling the soil texture in my mouth (because although it looked similar to the chocolate powder, the powder wasn't crunchy, only the soil did. I didn't really much care, I tried to avoid eating the soil while sipping the drink though. I also tried to wipe away the soil around my mouth with my arms (the connecting area between forearm and arm). Because my fingers were already dirtied by the soil so I couldn't use my hands to wipe away.

While that, a group of kids were walking by the street, seemed like some kind of study tour, led by a teacher as their tour guide. They walked past our table. Nothing special though, they weren't really interested in what we were doing. Some noticed but didn't do anything. They behaved like typical pedestrians.

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I remembered I was very angry at something that happened between these two events, but I forgot what it was the second I woke up :O I seem to remember a little.

I was in my parent's bedroom. I was standing on their bed, arguing with mum who was standing on the floor by the bed and I was throwing a tantrum, basically I was arguing whatever topic she threw at me. She started the argument first (She said something provoking and I escalated it). I forgot what the content was. But the main theme was her urging me to shower but I have other things to do; and I don't want to share my schedule or whatever with her and she's mad about it. There was more, because I was putting older “not that related” stuff to the table (She did it first). The argument was long, say like 20 minutes. After that she finally left me alone.

I was mad and infuriated during that time.

- #chinok Afterwards I was scrolling reddit, I was on a subreddit that felt like r/AskReddit lol, and people were commenting some people's names. (I forgot the op's question). One of them were commenting a familiar name. I think it was one of the professors teaching public health (irl). Anyways I looked and find the user who posted this felt like ChiNok (the rhythm game boy), because the username was something like his name and gave me some music production vibes which he did. His previous profile picture was Loid (from spyxfamily) hugging his dog at an aquarium. Upon clicking inside his profile, I can see an updated profile pic, which were some pokemons running together (say like 4 Oddishes running together or 3 Poliwags running, I forgot what exactly was in the photo, I just remembered it was dull coloured (grey? blue? purple? tiny balls running) (doesn't feel like klink but it was that colour).

I looked at other comments he posted in other subreddits, he was giving advice on what smartwatches to buy.

After a while Mum returned to the bedroom I was in, and excitedly showing a pic of a black small cool smartwatch (looks like apple but apparently it was Huawei), asking me if she should buy it to 送人. (I was suspecting it was grandmother, whom she always complained to me about her being stupid, arrogant, rude, reluctant to listen to ideas etc. in real life) (Side note I aren't sure how bad grandmother is, but iirc she isn't that great. She tied the cat my aunt adopted and given to her (because 表妹 turned out to be allergic to cats so they can't keep it) to the balcony (every day) (she doesn't untie it) so that it wouldn't be a hassle to manage where it would go. Also I think my mum was going to be like grandmother, and I possibly would be like my mum/ grandmother in the future if there was no intervention :( going to be like the person you don't want to be like, because that's the type of “education” you grew up with and being instilled into your brain?)

I was imagining grandmother would prefer a gold coloured smartwatch instead. Anyways I told her to gift to those who would be truly thankful instead, and stop wasting time on someone that wouldn't value your work.

Dream ended.

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cats in shop; boba

#jamie #charlotteh Dreamt walking on the street and came across a store, my friends Jamie and Charlotte (another one) were working in it. There were a lot of cats inside the store too. I stopped to say hi to them.

Later they decided to grab boba from a nearby shop, so I accompanied them to the shop. They bought one each, and asked me if I want to get one too. I looked at the menu and it was average $3x-$4x for a boba. Looking at the clock, it was around 6pm, while I had lunch at 12 already. I thought I wasn’t that hungry anyways, maybe I’ll have a proper dinner soon, and I can save money on it. So I said no thanks.

After a while, my friends were closing the store. There were also other taller stronger male staff helping to close the store. I helped with looking for any cats that were trying to escape the storefront onto the streets. I hugged a few and took them back inside the store. They were furry and warm. (Probably because I was hugging a giant soft cushion while sleeping)

(There was this tiny interlude where me Jamie and Charlotte were swimming in a pool. We also listened to a tour guide introducing Ocean Park (there were five sections 1. I forgot 2. “Victoria Harbour” 3. Many residential buildings with lights turned on 4. That random playground next to central library – but turned into a swimming pool. And it was the one we were swimming right now 5. Some sort of highway – Tsingma Bridge?? which were totally irrelevant to Ocean Park, but in the dream I thought it totally made sense, and the only opinion I had in the dream was “Ocean Park seems so boring”

mum on bed; robber in room

#mum Somehow the dream transitioned into another. I was at home this time. There were a few strangers in the home.

In the dream,

:(((((

In the parent’s bedroom, I saw a stranger (in the dream setting, it was a “cousin”) hugging my mum on the bed and my mum’s legs wide open and he was masturbating for her 😭😭😭 wtf is this dream

I walked by their bedroom and saw it. Mum saw me seeing them. I looked at Mum, I thought she looked slightly uncomfortable by the idea of being masturbated by another guy, but was comfortable by the masturbation. She didn’t showed any signs of distress and any signs that hint me to rescue her. I was unsure, so I stood there and continued to watch But Mum didn’t seek help, maybe she was enjoying it, so I left the room

I walked into my own room. I forgot some parts of the dream. I saw a trained staff wanting to search my room. There was a little girl standing next to him. I asked what happened. Turned out there was a robber who was hiding in my room, probably under my bed. And the robber had a huge stick, so we needed to be careful. The trained staff was listening closely for any sounds so as to locate the robber. He heard the robber’s beating heart. But couldn’t find him. After readying myself, I turned on the flashlight of my phone to shine the bottom of my bed. The skilled staff saw it wasn’t beneath my bed, it escaped to the side of the room. And the little girl, who was standing behind us, at the back of the room, caught it (I think she used something big and smashed the robber?)

The robber was wearing protective bright orange clothing, I am assuming it was a male. But in the dream I found it weird why it was wearing such a bright colour instead of black.

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