Neko

dream

OurLady

upset about Our Lady

#OurLady #uni #exchange

I was sitting beside Charlotte Chan (our cohort one). We were talking about our travels during exchange, and I was mentioning about the trip with Our Lady. [here I forgot what exactly I talked about but it was quite important] I was quite sad actually. Then Our Lady walked by, and Charlotte told her [her actions] made me sad. Our Lady felt surprised, and seemingly genuinely asked me, if she had hurt me/ made me sad [again i forgot the exact wordings] And I just really wanted to cry and almost bursted into tears. But I wasn't sure if she was just really autistic and blunt that's why she kept being insensitive and now she knows, or if she was kind of deliberate so I didn't dare to show my true emotions aka crying bc that would be showing my weakness to her.

leng grade tutor & white corridors building

I was going to a tutorial and my tutor gives leng grade (good grades). I then met some others in the tutorial waiting room and we were comparing our tutors and that person's tutor was so annoying and kept sending them emails and followups and gives poor grades, so I felt pretty lucky about mine lol.

Later I went into a building with lots of white corridors. It was like a mini maze. I was calling someone via my phone (perhaps my mum), and guiding myself to the staff pantry and some other utility rooms, along with the signs stuck on the wall at quite a high level. I was a bit nervous of getting lost, but there were clear pink big banners on the walls of the paths which leads back to the exit/ entrance so I wasn't too scared of exploring the place either. Nevertheless I still tried to remember the path which I came from in hindsight.

(I suspect I dreamt the building cuz 1. our class watched a vid on LINAC machines and how the clinic designed the floor plan with a “maze” to bounce off the radiation before it reaches the entrance. 2. the new wellness team office was literally so eerily white like a lab and there was a long corridor there. I wonder who tf designed that.)

sleeping with mum

#mum

I really wanted to fap so I was trying to hump in the dream. But it wasn't really arousing so I used my hand, which started to work and I wanted to moan a little, but then mum seemed to be beside me on the bed so I didn't dare to. Luckily I didn't because later I felt her arm and turned to the side and found her napping next to me. I was a bit annoyed and also quite shocked because I thought I had developed the habit of locking the bedroom door. But again I wouldn't trust myself completely on that, and I tried to take a look at the doorknob to see the lock status, but mum was in the way of my view and I didn't want to move too conspicuously to wake her up.

Eventually I actually woke and saw my door was perfectly locked and mum was ofc not on my bed. But I missed out on the fapping lol.

· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ʚ meow ɞ

winnie driving and super late to attachment

#6grass

Me and Candice were sitting at the backseat of Winnie's car. She was driving me to have an orthopaedics attachment session at Duchess of Kent Children Hospital and Candice was just tagging along.(The hospital was oddly specific because I just read an orthopedics newsletter featuring that hospital yesterday evening

The view outside the window was the road below my home. I wasn't sure if Winnie knows the way to the hospital because she didn't seem to have a map with her, so I was guiding her way until we get out of Cross Harbour Tunnel bc after that idk where was that Hospital either. We also had a “task of the day” which was refilling petrol for the car which we have never tried before.

I guided her to on which lane to take when waiting for the traffic lights etc but there was a mini cone on the road so I told her to switch but she swerved too late and hit the cone- I was like uh okay not too big of a deal- and then told her to use the outermost lane after we turn bc it was going from 4 lanes to 3. But she knew it so it was ok

We were stuck in the traffic for a while and we got a call from the doctor- it was 1:31 pm and our attachment (only us 2) was supposed to start at 1:30- winnie told him we were coming

Anyways I told her there would be a gas station after all the bus stops and it would be obvious. (non existent irl) She drove slowly and I still missed/ couldn't see the entrance but we saw the exit of the gas station so we decided to reverse into the station lmao

She refilled the car and I asked her to double check if she had put away the petrol gun thing back safely and if our car refilling lid was closed, she was a little bit annoyed but say ofc she did those so I was like ok cool

We got past the toll station but since we were at the leftmost lane after getting out of the petrol station, it was only accepting the smart autotoll chips which Winnie did not have on her car. We drove past and a mobile station appeared for Winnie to tap with her octopus so it was kinda solved

I was chilling and lying on the seat, looking at all the advertisements on the walls of the tunnel along with Candice.

By the time we got out of the tunnel, we received a notification on our phones saying the marks for the attachment was out. We noticed the time was already 2:42 which was already the end of attachment. We saw a missed comment from the doctor's assistant saying we were going to miss the doctor starting a surgery on a patient. Then we looked at the comments the doctor gave on the mark sheet. Initially it appeared some generic template like adjectives that people would describe normal students with, with a mark of 20. We were chuckling a bit because we thought it was funny to get a 20 despite not showing up at all. Then the mark sheet updated with the comments replaced as sth along the lines as “highly collaborative”, hardworker etc (we guessed the highly collaborative referred to us skipping class together). And the mark was changed from 20 to 19. We thought it was a nice mark until I asked Winnie and we realised total was 40 and now we failed the session.

volleyball match with a cat

#OurLady

Me and a rather competent/ demanding or dominant friend (I forgot who that was- either Ivan or Queenie) were invited to a cat's home to play volleyball. So basically it was the cat's 主場. We were winning by so much initially- around 17:2 . Until I began to make errors in starting the ball, And also my friend who suddenly decided we swap roles from time to time (unpredictedly) when we were already playing by that she receives the ball and I hit the ball back. She argued because I stood closer to the net sometimes so I should be the one receiving the ball. (ok as I was writing it was a she so probably Queenie) I was pretty mad but she was not going to change at all and we still have the competition in front of us so I said Fine. And asked her what role I am playing every time the ball was started. (Her words wouldn't count before the ball starts)

Anyways me and the cat were playing quite crappy and then Qu**nie decided to pause the game as she saw the lightbulbs were shining in a weird colour. She unplugged the bulbs and hold it closer to show me, while I was like I knew it was like that. And then she saw the cat's eyes were also in this glossy weird mix of colours so she began to tell the cat it must be difficult for it to see, and babbled a lot of “touching and relatable shit for the cat to listen and showing she empathise with the cat” I was like ........ and then she decided to end the game here and we prob gonna continue the match someday.

After waking up and processing the plot of the two dreams again I just felt the common thing was I wasn't providing an adequate amount of support for my “groupmate” and I wasn't competent enough- hence the title inadequacy :P also I dislike how Queenie was showing up in my dreams more often now holy it's like having a new character who downplays and criticises you in the dream for the most unnecessary shit ever- and maybe I need to make a new hashtag dedicated for HER ew

· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ʚ meow ɞ

math test by supervisor

#primschool #jau

ptam is coming to watch our math class, which was originally taught by another math teacher. Jau happened to be substituting the teacher so she just watched our class nervously. We were also very scared of ptam because she was a fierce teacher. ptam arrived at our class and told us to open our textbooks. I, especially, was super nervous because it was like the first week of school and our math teacher doesn't use textbooks to teach so I wasn't sure if I had it in my drawer or not, because I am pretty sure I didn't pack it in my schoolbag. And I (the dreamer) wasn't here for the first few days of school so I don't know what was in my drawer actually. Nervously I checked the drawer and found it. I was very relieved.

She then gave us a math question to do and we were nervously doing it and didn't dare to do it too slowly or else we would picked out of our classmates and get scolded by her.

movie & superkids with Q*eenie

#exchange #OurLady fuck We were chatting and we found out we both go to Superkids and we would be having the same class today in the evening. She suggested watching a movie together to spend the time before heading there. (I had english tutorial class at Superkids when I was in primary – junior secondary) So we watched one about apocalypse and how people were establishing contact with others on the planet at the cinema. Towards the end of the movie we were looking at the time as we need to catch our tutorial class.

She said it was her first time going to this branch of Superkids at TST, so she made me the one responsible to look at the time and guide directions using google map.

We were walking quick but she kept telling me to walk faster. On some crossroads I was waiting for my phone to calibrate my directions (because it only showed the dot but not the perspective thing) so I stopped for a few seconds, but she was immediately crossed and blamed me for being so slow. She took one look at the map and chose one of the directions to walk, which was fortunately correct after I double checked while we were walking.

I think she was annoyed at the indirect path to Superkids, so she blamed me for choosing Superkids as our tutorial centre. I was rather annoyed because I didn't choose this tutorial centre for her! She picked it herself! We were just happened to have the same class! I should be the one annoyed of getting her into my class so to speak. So I talked back by stating she told me she picked it herself. And told her if you're talking this much then you do the guiding. She shut up and said we were running out of time so you should continue walking.

Fuck bro anyways we finally arrived at the location right on time after she kept being such a jerk and talking so much unconstructive shit. I forgot superkids was at 3/F, and I was attracted by the designer store at G/F so I was window shopping at the store, while she sat there chilling (I guess she also forgot we were here for tutorial). The dream ended here.

Bro this is literally what happens every single day in our trip and this was worst in Athens ! And the streets in the dream resemble those in Athens!!! Fuck I hate my time travelling with this... person! And the mini argument about Superkids is literally her blaming me for choosing Meteora over another city for day trip destination !!!!! (She thought it was too sunny- bro! You can't blame the weather on me wtf and the weather was actually similar to Athens- you're just using me as a punching bag) – and about the thing where she told me to walk faster, she kept telling me to walk faster and then i did, and then she was upset i was too fast and told me to walk slower like What the FUCK do you WANT

· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ ⊹ · ₊ : ⊹· ₊ʚ meow ɞ

Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

map